I am a master of light novels in Japan

"...Can you say something more clearly in the future."

Li Yan looked at Ying Lili with cold sweat, and only now did he understand that Ying Lili's explosive words are sometimes really hard to guard against.

...

The hotel where Ying Lili lives is a five-star hotel located in the downtown area of ​​Miyazaki Prefecture. The price of a room for one night is shocking to Li Yan, almost worth half of the apartment he rented in Tokyo. Months of rent.

"Well, do you want to drink together?"

Ying Lili asked Li Yan suddenly when she got the key.

"...What are you bothering about?" Li Yan asked in cold sweat.

Ying Lili looked a little helpless and hesitant. Finally, she looked at Li Yan and whispered: "Now, otaku Li, I... After deciding to participate in this C89 exhibition, I will withdraw from the fandom. I don’t plan to do it anymore. Became the painter of the Eighteen Forbidden."

Chapter 67-Goodbye, Partner

The night was approaching twelve o'clock. In the sparsely-traveled hotel garden, the quiet night with wisps of silver moonlight gave the world a sense of peace. The woods swayed slightly in the night breeze, making a beautiful rustling sound.

In the garden, on a clean wooden chair for three people, there is a piece of fragrant grass underneath it, surrounded by slightly wet flowers and leaves.There is a big bag of snacks, juice and beer in the middle of the chair.Ying Lili opened a can of beer, and her snow-white cheeks flushed slightly when she took a few sips of beer. She was not good at drinking and eventually choked with the bitter taste and coughed, so she wiped her mouth with her hand. Frowning said: "Sure enough, I still don't understand what this thing is so good to drink. There are so many people who drink beer to relieve their boredom. It is obviously so bitter..."

"...So I advised you not to let your assistant buy it. I didn't expect that the wine you can drink was bought for you by them. To a certain extent, they are too arrogant to you."

Li Yan squinted at her. He opened a can of beer by himself, took a sip, and found that the beer this time was still good, at least it was frozen.

"Huh, then, don't you guys have any suggestions for me to quit the fan art industry?"

Ying Lili sighed lightly, raised her head and looked at the bright night sky tonight, and asked casually.

"My suggestion is no. After all, if you think this way, you must have a reason that you deeply understand. If the profession of the Eighteen Forbidden Painter is not suitable for you, it is better to change careers as soon as possible. Achieving a career is not just I personally think that the most important thing is to judge such simple things by simply relying on where it is more popular or where it is easier to make money. Only if you are interested can you stick to it and truly display your own talents."

Li Yan thought for a while and made his own suggestions to Ying Lili.

"...Well, as expected, you are right. It seems that I have found the right person. My talent lies in painting. In fact, there is no obvious talent in other aspects. Therefore, I walked my own way firmly. The road of a painter, hehe, there is no way, I will probably only be able to make a living by painting in the future."

Ying Lili said with a bright smile.

Perhaps this smile can really be described as the allure of the country.

Immediately, she gradually lost her smile, looked up at the sky again, and said, "However, I suddenly felt that I had encountered a bottleneck in the creation of the Eighteen Forbidden, and it became more and more obvious, especially It’s this time that the C89 exhibition...and the two works I don’t recognize the most. After all, I’m not an ergonomic painter who can fantasize about eighteen banned content every day to attract readers’ desires... Now I simply get along with insult The story is a headache, so that sooner or later I will get tired..."

"...Wait a minute, what subject?!"

Li Yan was taken aback for a moment, with a dazed expression, and thought to himself in surprise.

Does it mean that a lot of the things he sells during the day are insulting comics?

When Li Yan turned his face to look at Ying Lili, who had just revealed the beautiful smile, in the quiet woods with a slight breeze, he found that the eyes of this beautiful girl from a wealthy family and excellent looks seemed to be Being immersed in thinking about the future really made him slightly surprised. These things were not originally for her to think about with such conditions. It is really not easy to maintain such a sense of crisis.

Ying Lili's talent is not limited to his talent for painting.

Suddenly, Ying Lili was thinking quietly. Finally, she hesitated a bit, her white and smooth cheeks turned a little red, and she glanced at other places with a straight face, and asked: "That, otaku Li, ask you something. Something..."

"Huh? What's the matter?" Li Yan asked curiously.

"Well...do you think that female cartoonists who draw the Eighteen Forbidden Doujinshi all the time are disgusting?"

When Ying Riri asked, her voice became smaller and smaller, and she couldn't continue to ask several times, but in the end she asked the question she had been caring about.

Ying Li Lilian glanced at the surprised Li Yan, immediately raised her throat, and added and explained: "...Huh! I don't care about anyone's gaze, but so far I can't ask a comparison. What are the opinions of people who look at it objectively? People don’t always think so. The painter who paints the Eighteen Forbiddens must be very charming, right? The female is the one who wants to be dissatisfied. Otherwise, how could he paint so well? It should be true for the pictures of the mouth, so I would like to consult your opinion. The image of the erosive painter is generally like this in your eyes. To make it clear, I don’t care about anyone. Ah..."

"I don't know much about what others think, but I have never thought so."

Under the night sky, Li Yan, who was sitting next to him, answered this question without hesitation.

"Eh, not at all? It's impossible, don't you boys all have such thoughts, don't comfort me, tell you, I hate others cheating on me."

Ying Lili was startled at first, the eyes of the blue pupils were slightly opened, and then she was still obviously a little disbelieved and retorted with disdain.

"...You don't believe it?"

Li Yan looked at Ying Lili helplessly, thinking.

Li Yan said frankly: "I was really taken aback when I first knew that you were a fan painter for the Eighteen Forbiddens. But I am an author myself, and I can understand all aspects of the pursuit of psychology. With a long history, even if you are an ergonomic painter, you are not just an ordinary person in your life. Does anyone who write detective novels play killing games? This is the truth. Some people have a purpose. To evaluate a person’s views, these views are biased and sinister, so you don’t need to pay attention."

In the dark night, Li Yan's voice did not emphasize anything, nor did he weaken his voice. His eyes were calm and calm, as if he had never cared about the topic of Ying Lili being an ergonomic painter, but he had to be overwhelmed by Ying Lili's melancholy. Give some advice.

If he had a general feeling, he continued, "I know what kind of girl you are, Ying Riri, so I don’t care about others’ superficial opinions, nor can I change your truth. I just don’t want you to go. Too much attention to the eyes of others, whether you decide to be a eroded painter, an illustrator, or a cartoonist, you will suffer setbacks and will experience confusion in the future, and so will I. But I have not come to the end of success When the time comes, the questioning will never stop, Yinglili, all we can do is stick to it."

"So, if I really want to say what I think of you, my opinion is that I have been working hard to fight for the Yinglili of my dream. It is quite remarkable, even more remarkable than many people."

A night breeze was blowing in this quiet world, under the silver moon, blowing the young black bangs, Li Yan quietly looked at Ying Lili, and said with a trusting smile.

"..."

Ying Lili was stunned for a moment. Although Li Yan's voice was slow, she had not heard so many emotional and trusting words from him. It seemed that she was worried about her psychological burden and kept this one small. Li Yan, who likes to show his heart, said so much to her.

There was finally a cheerful smile on her blushing cheeks. It seemed that she couldn't lose to this old thief Uesugi who was alone and ignored his gaze.

It turned out that it was not the wine but this person who could solve her troubles repeatedly.

"Suddenly I realized that it was a bit late. I have given you all this. I don't want to drink anymore."

Ying Lili flashed a smile immediately, and stuffed the bag of beer into Li Yan's hands. As a result, the beer she opened in it accidentally spilled on his face, causing Li Yan's wet face to squint. Eyes, a look of helplessness and irritation, is this the return he said so much emotion?

"Well, I have talked enough today, and we have to get up early tomorrow. Unfortunately, you can only stay here for one day. The senior candidates will go to school tomorrow... By the way, let me tell you first, tomorrow You have to take the Shinkansen by yourself. I have to go to the venue at seven o’clock to prepare. I don’t have time to send you off at the moment. I’m sorry. There is also the help of today’s exhibition and the consultation tonight...Thank you ."

Ying Lili stood up, she had no interest in beer anymore, ready to go back to rest and prepare for tomorrow.But when it came to the end, his cheeks were slightly flushed, and he reluctantly said "thank you".

Under the night sky, she turned around gorgeously, her clothes flew slightly, so charming and charming, she smiled and said her bold words to Li Yan.

"Tomorrow, I won't lose again. As your partner, I won't lose the face of you old Uesugi."

...

That's it. Even though she spent one day with her partner, she always felt that she could do it the next day.

...

The next day, at 7:30 in the morning, the skyline of Miyazaki Prefecture was slightly illuminated with morning light, and the deserted air continued to pour into the balcony of the five-star hotel, blowing on the one who had already put himself The young man with his suitcases in good care.

He quietly looked at the morning sun. During this trip to visit Yinglili, a lot of things happened, but it was only two days of work, but it seemed like a long time.

"..."

Now I finally returned, and in the end I was alone.

After coming out of the hotel, Li Yan's bus passed through the waiting station in front of the C89 venue. It was only about eight o'clock. There was already a crowd of people there, all waiting for the opening time at nine o'clock.I have to say that the challenge that Ying Lili has to accept today is also quite arduous.