365 Kinds of Difficult Living Methods

In the dark night, the door was gently opened, and the door shaft made a slight opening and closing sound, which was particularly abrupt in the silence.

Light enters from the outside, projecting the silhouette of the human figure on the floor, elongated and deformed, like a ghost sneaking into a boudoir.

Chu Yu stood at the gap in the door, her eyes fell on the bed, she was still sleeping on her side, her back facing the door, motionless.

"Axia, are you asleep?"

The sound was extremely low, like a fluttering paper airplane, hovering in, and fell to Xia Yihan's pillow, but failed to attract her attention.

There was no response, and the question was swallowed by darkness.

Chu Yu walked in, she didn't wear shoes, stepped on the carpet, and there was almost no sound. When she reached the bed, she lifted the corner of the quilt and fell asleep.

The bed was a double bed, more than enough for two people. Xia Yihan slept in the middle. After Chu Yu got up, he rested his head on the outside of the pillow, and was separated from Xia Yihan's head by less than three centimeters, almost sticking to each other.

When she lay down, the mattress vibrated, and Xia Yihan's body also rose and fell, but she did not respond, and she lay on her side silently.

Chu Yu gathered the quilt up and covered the two people. Although the air conditioner was turned on in the room, he suddenly opened the quilt and he would definitely feel chilly.

A certain body temperature had already accumulated in the bed, and after Chu Yu entered, he felt warm in the bathroom warmed by his roommate.

The room was abnormally quiet, and Chu Yu let go of his breath, but it was still clearly audible. The gas might be sprayed on Xia Yihan's neck, making her itchy.

However, it seems that Xia Yihan has a strong anti-itch ability. After Chu Yu's breath was "tickled" for a few minutes, there was still no response.

Chu Yu stretched out her hand and placed it on her shoulder. She took off her pajamas and wore a thin autumn gown. Chu Yu put it on, and she could feel the outline of her shoulder bones through the material.

"Axia, I give you this gift today, not to make you recall the sadness of the past, but to tell you that I want to know you."

Chu Yu leaned against the inside, "I know your birthday, know your young friends, know your little habit of keeping cards and paper, everything about you, I am fascinated, I want to know, I desperately search for it. I also found your past."

Because the distance was too close, Chu Yu could smell the scent of Xia Yihan's body, which was the scent of shampoo, mixed with the scent of body milk.

"After knowing your past, I want to stay with you and hug you more and more. I know that I care about you. Your past, present, and your future. No matter what, as long as it is related to you, I will do my best. In order to go, I now know very clearly that my mission is not to catch you, but to accompany you. I bring you here, not to imprison you, but to prove to you that as long as you want, I will always be here ."

Her voice is neither high nor low, neither rush nor slow, but every word is clearly audible and contains the weight of careful consideration.

The voice fell and fell silent again. Xia Yihan didn't respond, and didn't even move his body.

Chu Yu's hand slid down her shoulders and embraced her waist. Her head was down, leaning against the gap between her shoulders and her neck. For a while, the two were close together, and even the heat could be detected between them. Circulate between.

Chu Yu felt Xia Yihan's heartbeat, like a little rabbit in a cage. Although he didn't jump high, he still beating vigorously. Every time he jumped just right, he did not hit the cage plate and protected himself very well.

I don't know how long it took, Chu Yu held her quietly, and didn't expect her to respond. She was very patient and was willing to wait until she opened up.

"She is very small, she looks so soft."

Suddenly hearing the sound, Chu Yu suddenly opened his eyes, but his movements remained the same, still closely dependent on each other.

"Well, I have seen her pictures, many pictures."

"When I first met, I was sitting in the promenade, sitting on a stone chair, looking down at the bougainvillea falling on the ground. Few people went to that place, but when she came, she asked me what my name was, and I ignored her. After that, she and I often met in the promenade, just me and her. After school, I like to sit on a stone chair and she likes to walk around.

Every time she saw me, she would ask me what my name was, and I ignored her. She asked like this for more than a month, and at the end it was rainy. She was walking in the corridor. I held an umbrella and sat down with my textbooks. On the stone bench. She got rain on her hair. When she walked, she was chatting with water under her feet. She came over and asked: What's your name?

I said: My name is Mu Han.

She said: Her name is Xia Yihan, I will call you Xiaohan from now on.

I said: Call me Xiaohan, then what is your name?

She looked at the bougainvillea falling by her feet and said: Call me Xiaomei, just as her stage name. "

Chu Yu listened quietly, excited and moved, and telling the past was the first step to open his heart. Unlike the past flirting, it was a kind of long-lasting trust.

At the same time, she quickly captured key information:

The promenade is relatively remote, and those who like to go alone should not be gregarious people. Even if Xia Yihan goes, Xiaomei still goes there often, which shows that she is also very worried.

However, she really has perseverance. Most people ask others for their names. If they don’t answer, they may just say goodbye to them. If they don’t respond, she has persisted in asking for more than a month. It’s commendable for her perseverance!

In such a comparison, Xia Yihan's reaction was also slow. She was asked her name, and she answered dozens of times. In front of the little girl, she directly rejected her dozens of times. She was a ruthless person!

And Xia Yihan uses Sophora japonicus as her symbol, and now the Phantom of Sophora japonica has become her "stage name". Isn't this something she learned from Xiaomei?

In order to encourage her to continue, Chu Yu asked, "So have you always called her Xiaomei?"

"Um."

Lifting his head, lying back on the pillow, Chu Yu took a long breath, "Xiaomei, she is very lively, isn't she? I heard teachers and classmates say that she loves to laugh, is always warm and friendly, and getting along with her makes it pleasant."

Xia Yihan fell silent, and Chu Yu's heartbeat began to speed up, but she didn't continue to ask. She didn't want Xia Yihan to feel any pressure. If she could, she would just say a little bit every day. They can talk about a few words unintentionally in the gossip, Chu Yu will write them down without leaving a trace, she will guide and guide, but will not ask.

After moving his legs, Chu Yu changed into a comfortable position, ready to embrace Xia Yihan to sleep.

Suddenly, the other party's voice sounded again, "Yes, this is her, lively and cheerful, friendly to everyone, always smiling."

Chu Yu opened his eyes, his gaze fell on the back of the head of the person next to the pillow, "What do you think?"

There was another moment of silence. This time, Chu Yu waited patiently. She knew that Xia Yihan would tell her completely and would not appetite.

"She is very fragile and easy to get hurt. She is good to everyone because anyone can hurt her."

When Chu Yu looked at Xiaomei’s past information, she had guessed that she suspected that Xiaomei was an extroverted autistic patient and had a pleasing personality. She was very sociable and well-connected. She was always happy and optimistic in front of people. , Cheerful, enthusiastic, confident, positive and enterprising, will agree to any request from others.

However, her heart is sentimental, but she does not like to show it. She can comfort anyone and bring warmth to others, but no one comforts her. Moreover, in the eyes of others, she is strong enough that there is nothing to help others.

This type of person will be more hurt than the original introvert, because in addition to tolerating loneliness, she also needs to disguise and hide her fragile side. This alone is enough to make people feel better. Exhausted.

But later, Xia Yihan appeared in Xiaomei's life. The two children, one was overly sensitive, and the other was overly slow. With such a world-wide personality, he did not expect to become close friends.

She knew it in her heart, but Chu Yu still guided Xia Yihan to continue: "Xiaomei is so friendly, and others will be friendly to her. Will anyone hurt her?"

Xia Yihan's voice was astringent, as if the vocal cords were soaked in Ai Ye water, becoming deep: "Ignoring is also a kind of harm."

"Don't Xiaomei's parents, teachers and classmates care about her?"

"They are good to her, but it is a kind of ritual good. Just like the father should cook for the children, the teacher should remind the students to hand in the homework on time, nothing more. But besides these good things, there is nothing more, more It is to ask. She has three children in her family. She has a younger brother and a younger sister. Most of the love of her parents is in her younger siblings. For her, more expectations are that she can be the first to be the first to be a role model for younger siblings. , The teacher saw that her students did a good job, and hoped that she could go up in her studies and be both good in character and learning.

She studied very seriously and seriously, but she was always at an intermediate level. Every time she got her grades, she would go to comfort the classmates who were poor in the exam, but she was very sad because she had tried her best and her grades still stopped. "

Chu Yu's breathing became heavy, and Fang Datuo's feedback was that when asking Xiaomei's parents, they all praised her daughter for being sensible and filial, taking care of her younger siblings, always finishing homework on time, taking the initiative to do housework, and helping to take care of her younger siblings.

They must think that this sensible daughter can manage herself in an orderly manner and does not need them to pay too much attention, so they can safely and boldly share their love with the younger daughter and the younger son. Dispensable attention.

"Fortunately, you and her became friends."

Xia Yihan sighed in his nose, with a kind of unfathomable melancholy, "Every time I sit in the corridor with her, she says, I listen, even when she cries, I won't comfort her, just Watching her cry, then saying goodbye to her blankly."

Chu Yu was speechless. If there was an award for the most unqualified friend in the world, Xia Yihan would be second, and no one would dare to touch the first. What is the difference between talking to her and talking with a doll? The doll is a little softer than her, so you can pinch it at will.

But maybe what Xiaomei needs is such a silent company, to calm down and listen to her. She has been trying to please others, but Xia Yihan does not need her to please, because she is too cold and ruthless, and it is useless to please. Can serve as a qualified tree hole to contain her thoughts.

"But all she needs is your company to listen to her and accept her unknown side."

Xia Yihan moved, placing her hand on Chu Yu's, overlapping her.

"No, she needs someone to communicate with her and be able to help her solve the problem, so she went to her head teacher."

Chu Yu's heart jumped, and the head teacher Wang Tong finally appeared.