God Emperor's vinegar jar is turned over again

Chapter 4482 Self-torture of the soul

——She wants to tell Ouyang Bandit the truth.

Every mother should have the right to know the truth about the child.

Especially the life and death of children.

As a mother of three children, she thought about this and that.

--Can……

The original owner had already passed away a second before she crossed over.

After all, she couldn't survive.

——Ouyang Bandit will be extremely sad when he hears this.

Why tell her?

Is it bad to keep an illusion?

——She also has Yi'er, Chong'er, and Si Si.

Bandit Ouyang wanted her to die and told her to leave, what would she do?

——Is she really willing to leave?

It's not easy to start over for a lifetime, and work so hard to manage a happy home.

--But……

How should she refuse?

The original owner died, and Ouyang Bandit, as a mother, has the right to decide the ownership of her "corpse".

——if not.

Ouyang Bandit doesn't have to bear the pain of her daughter's death, and she doesn't have to face the problems of leaving and staying behind.

——She can replace the original owner.

He stayed with her grandfather on her behalf, avenged her, and continued the life of her untimely death.

Why, can't he stay with Ouyang Bandit in the same way?

—husband, children, friends, they still need her.

She is gone, what will they do?

……

Countless thoughts crowded Yue Qingcheng's forehead in an instant.

She had thought about it countless times.

In the country of Xia, it was known that the original owner still had a biological mother alive.

When Ouyang Bandit appeared twice to save her from fire and water.

On Tongyou Road, Ouyang bandits are famous everywhere.

During her third October pregnancy.

When I got in touch with Zhang Qing and heard the news about Ouyang Bandit.

When Chong'er told her the whereabouts of Ouyang Bandit.

When stepping into the sky again.

She thought about it again and again.

Never once has it been this intense, this crazy, when it's actually happening.

circling in her mind.

"I'm such a selfish ghost."

In the end, she labeled herself as such.

When this label is settled, Yue Qingcheng will know her true heart.

She wanted to hide it!

The price is self-torture.

But at the same time, she knew that the so-called self-condemnation was just an excuse she made for herself.

The truth is, she is selfish and shameless!

I want to enjoy this body with peace of mind!

This life!

She even thought despicably at the beginning, if Ouyang Bandit was a woman who abandoned her child, it would be great, and she wouldn't feel any guilt at all.

But the opposite is true.

Yue Qingcheng didn't know how other traversers would deal with this complicated relationship.

She almost couldn't help but wanted to ask Hua Yan how she could be as good as Aunt Hua.

But she didn't.

She dared not share the secret with anyone.

Even if she is Huayan, her sun, and her best friend.

Even if he is Gui Xiao, her armor, her destination.

It turned out that under the proud and charming body...

She is such a coward!

inferiority complex!

Hypocrites!

Despicable!

Don't dare to expose your timid, ugly, and true self to the sun.

So many so-called hard work and forge ahead, just to prove the value of living!

She cherishes everyone who cherishes her, who affirms her!

In order to make others greedy and dependent on themselves!

In order to prevent myself from being easily abandoned again!

"My son..."

Ouyang Bandit's emotional voice was still in his ears.

Slowly, they separated.

Yue Qingcheng could see the sincere expectation in her watery eyes.

Her lips trembled slightly.

It seemed that he wanted to call her, but couldn't.

Ouyang Bandit held her hand distressedly, "My son, don't force yourself, I've been sorry for you for so many years..."

Yue Qingcheng almost collapsed.

She knew that the other party had never been sorry for her.

At this moment, she still knows...

For the rest of his life, he could only live in guilt in this skin.

(Post the article first, please forgive me for grammatical errors ~ there are too many chapters, please modify after posting, okay~)

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