Evil Emperor Zun

Chapter 1065 Double-faced Soul
Are you concerned?Even Cai Yuan himself couldn't explain clearly.

Maybe it's just a habit.

"My younger brother has a congenital disease since he was born. It will be a very long process to get a cure. Every month, we have to take him to the medical clinic for reexamination. A lot of money is spent, But my younger brother's illness has never improved."

"My family was not rich in the first place. In order to treat my brother's illness, we saved money on food and expenses, and our life became more and more difficult."

"Even doctors say that such a disease is a bottomless pit. It is very likely that in the end, money will be poured into it, but people will not be able to keep it."

"In the beginning, relatives would lend us a little money in a symbolic manner, but they were not helping the poor. Looking at my brother's situation, these relatives sighed and shook their heads, and then they became estranged from us day by day."

"In the end, even my parents reluctantly decided...to give up the treatment. Let my brother live like this, as long as he can live."

"My younger brother is a very well-behaved child. He has never enjoyed a normal childhood since he was a child. He always has a strong smell of medicine, cannot practice, cannot play amusement projects, and even slightly irritating food. Can't even eat..."

"However, when he was lying on the hospital bed with tubes inserted all over his body, he always looked at us quietly without crying or fussing. I was very sad, and I promised him that we would take his life no matter what. The disease was cured. It’s really embarrassing to say it, but when I couldn’t help crying, my younger brother was beside me to comfort me.”

"My younger brother is really sensible. Even when his parents decided to give up, he still didn't say a word. Maybe even he himself felt that he was our burden. He was... happy to be able to relieve this burden for our parents. Bar."

"When I brought him home from the clinic that day, I didn't dare to look him in the eye. I promised him... I clearly promised him that I will stick with him!"

"I wanted to drop out of school to work, but my parents didn't agree. The reason they gave was also very realistic, 'With your skills, how much money can you earn when you go out?'"

"Yeah, if my brother really... can't be cured, I can only support the family in the future. Of course they hope that I can concentrate on studying now and find a better job in the future. But... brother, he can't wait. It's been so long!"

"So... I came out so early just to earn some money for my brother's medical treatment. I also know that this road should not be taken, it is not easy to take, it is climbing up with other people's blood, but who Can I leave my brother a way?"

"When I got the money back home, my parents asked me for a long time about the source of the money. But in the end, they finally agreed and continued to treat my brother."

"Because it was delayed for too long before, my brother was facing a major operation as soon as he returned to the hospital. With the money I had at the time, I still couldn't give my brother the most expensive medicine... But the operation can't be delayed any longer. So we can only agree first, and then ask the doctor to treat with all our strength."

"My brother's surgery didn't go well. Maybe in the final analysis, we didn't pay enough money. During that time, I was worried about this matter every day, thinking about how to get more money."

"Brother An noticed that something was wrong with me recently, so he asked me what was the matter. After hearing me tell me about the difficulties, he threw a wad of money in front of me without saying a word."

"Although he didn't say anything heart-warming, and he didn't propose to visit my brother... But he said that if the money is not enough in the future, he will tell him again, and he will keep going out until my brother recovers!"

"From that day on, I thanked him, and I swore I would repay him! In fact, he is not as cold-blooded and ruthless as he appears on the surface."

"Even if Brother An's starting point was just to buy my loyalty with money, at least he really helped me! Before that, I also asked my 'friends' for help, but when they heard that it was borrowing money, they immediately In a hurry to draw a line with me."

"So Ange is right. Sometimes a relationship maintained through interests is more pure than a friendship in name. But who can say that a relationship formed by interests must not have sincerity?"

Yes, no matter what his purpose is... Maybe he just saw the pain of a child abandoned by society from his younger brother, or in his opinion, his younger brother is no different from the stray cats and dogs he picked up and raised , or, he was really just trying to win people over, but he still did something that even his friends couldn't do.Is his original purpose still that important?

As for concern—

Maybe it's because Brother An is too powerful.

It's hard for a person like that to feel that he also needs to be cared for.

So he was used to it, used to following behind him.

To himself, he exists like a lighthouse.

Perhaps for Su Shi'an, he never thought that he, who was born with evil and cast aside by the whole world, could one day become an idol that others looked up to.

"Since you care, tell him frankly." Jian Zhiheng smiled and patted him on the shoulder in a friendly manner.

"This thoughtful feeling should be passed on to the other party in time."

……

After disposing of those enemy generals, Jian Zhiheng still stood where he was, as if he was thinking about something.His comrades asked him why he didn't go to support Guan Lin, Jian Zhiheng just smiled and shook his head.

He really hoped that Guan Lin could become independent. He had become his crutch all these years, but deprived him of the ability to walk independently. This is what Su Shi'an said, and Jian Zhiheng himself also noticed it.He wanted to correct this, but he couldn't find a way.

If a person who is used to crutches suddenly loses support, can he really continue to walk?His heart is so sensitive, will he feel that even his only friend has abandoned him, and then sealed himself into that darkness again?
Until Cai Yuan's words today, Jian Zhiheng had an unexpected harvest.

Perhaps, this is an opportunity to let him and his years of nightmares end in this war without the participation of "crutch".

If it was Ah Tien...he would definitely win!

……

On the battlefield in the distance.

Although all the virtual soldiers commanded by Guan Lin are also wounded, they are still lined up in a stable battle formation. The shining swords, guns and shields in their hands represent that they still have the power to fight again.

At this moment, Guan Lin held the barrel of the gun with one hand, panting heavily.This battle has obviously exhausted his strength.But his eyes were still clear and energetic, blood stained his vision, but did not soak his pupils.He was still that gentle and kind boy, but he was tempered with a bit of heroism by the battle.

On the opposite side, Su Shi'an's body was covered in blood, his spiritual power fluctuated insignificantly, and his life bar had almost dropped to its lowest point.

"Heh...hehe...I really never thought that a trash like you could push me into...this kind of situation..."

After a few words, Su Shi'an staggered and fell back again, his clothes exploded, and streaks of blood shot up into the sky again.

"That's because you never trust anyone," Guan Lin said lightly. "You only believe in yourself."

If it wasn't for his arrogance, he should have brought the virtual soldiers with him in this battle with himself.

Then, if the two sides are at least equal in number, he won't be trapped in a tight siege when he launches the virtual soldier formation, and eventually be outnumbered and lose so miserably.

Maybe he just wanted to humiliate himself, he wanted everyone to see that he could single-handedly beat himself out of the trial space like a dog in water.But in the end, the only one he really humiliated was himself.

"You don't need friends, you don't need anyone to help you, you feel that you are enough to support your own life. You are stingy to give others a little bit, so when you are alone and helpless, you can only bear the consequences of betrayal by yourself."

"Because, after all, you are only one person, and you can't live like a thousand troops."

In front of other people, Guan Lin has always had low self-esteem.He always felt that he was guilty, and he was not qualified to play with those young and sunny boys.He didn't dare to express his opinion, let alone make a choice. He lived humblely in front of everyone as a redeemer.

Only when facing him... I don't need to feel inferior, not at all.Because he is a sinner in front of himself, and even more pathetic than himself.

Su Shi'an stared at Guan Lin, who seemed to have been reborn, frowned deeply, and sneered twice: "The so-called friend...is just an exchange of value...you give something to others, and others take it from you. walk something..."

"The girl you first fell in love with, she approached you because you are a popular person, and she needs someone who rejects people thousands of miles away, and only wants a sense of accomplishment under her skirt... Later, her goal was achieved, so she just Kick you away, like kicking away a pile of unsightly garbage..."

"Those reporters, they approach you because they can find enough news value from you, and this value can be transformed into actual wealth..."

Until this time, he still didn't seem to give up on continuing to stimulate Guan Lin.

"And that Jian Zhiheng... Do you really think that he is wholeheartedly for you? Oh, don't be stupid, how can there be people in this world who don't ask for anything in return, but only enjoy giving? Everyone abandons you When he saves you, it's just because he wants to use you and show others what a saint he is!"

Slowing down his speaking speed, Su Shi'an spoke in a low voice, as if he wanted to inject these words into Guan Lin's heart like a curse.

"Boys, when they were young, they would have fantasies about saving the world, so he saw you in such a mess, weak and helpless, who could satisfy all his fantasies... He helped you, not for you, but to fulfill his own kindness Virtue is just..."

"Now his goal has been achieved. Tell me, when will he abandon you?"

After slowly making a "abandonment" movement, Su Shi'an raised his head slightly, letting the strong wind stimulate the wound to hurt, and muttered to himself as if confiding:

"As for me, it is because I saw through the true colors of these so-called 'friends' earlier than you all...so I don't need friends, and I refuse to use each other in the name of friendship with anyone...If you really want to use, I will use money and force, they are much purer than friendship."

Guan Lin looked at him from afar, the hatred in his eyes that was burning like a fire had slowly dissipated without knowing when.The way he looks now, it seems that he is only examining his other side of the soul, an arrogant and unrestrained self who takes revenge on the world.And, he is crossing time and space, having a dialogue with him.

"Indeed, I don't deny that there are indeed many flaws in this world. Friendship is mixed with interests, and love is separated by family background. Material desires are rampant, and giving sincerity has become a luxury."

Even he himself has encountered many such things.

In college, a beautiful woman may be friends with an ugly and fat girl, and that is to use her to set off her beauty.

In the society, there are often reports of wealthy businessmen donating to poor children, but they only want to gain fame and fortune, and rarely have good intentions out of their hearts.

In the end, even though everyone saw this clearly, they still acquiesced in such behavior.

When the kindness has been squandered, what is left is only the complete chain of interests.

"I have also been used and betrayed before, and there were times when I was so miserable and desperate that I could barely hold on..." Liu Mo's face flashed before his eyes as he said this.

"I used to feel that I was the most unfortunate person in the world, and I also lost confidence in the whole society like you..."

"But I want to tell you that Ah Heng is definitely not what you said. He is the only one who makes me willing to subvert the whole world to correct his reflection, so that I can subvert my cognition and believe unreservedly again people."

"When I was the most lonely and helpless, it was he who reached out to me and pulled me out of the quagmire step by step. He didn't plan on me, he just wanted me to have happiness again. I think he is me sunshine, my savior."

"But in front of him, I have always been inferior. He is so dazzling, he deserves all the good things in the world. As for me, I am sinful and unfortunate. I get along with him carefully, and I regard him as my king. , my only salvation. I am also afraid, afraid of losing him, and I am even more afraid of bringing my misfortune to him."

Guan Lin never said these words even to Jian Zhiheng.

Even if you talk about it to him, he will only try his best to comfort himself.But his consolation can't heal the deep-rooted pain.

Therefore, he chose to disguise himself, pretending that he seemed to have stepped out of the shadows.But in fact, the deepest inferiority complex has always been entrenched in his heart.

"Until I met you, Su Shi'an, I felt that you were more unfortunate than me."

"It's not because you have encountered misfortune, but because you have always locked yourself in the misfortune of the past and are unwilling to come out."

(End of this chapter)