Evil Emperor Zun

Chapter 1107 Unable to grasp the light
It was very dark in the room.

The whole world is desolate.

There is only one person left in the world.

Raising his hand, the hazy light passed through his fingers, but it couldn't shine into his eyes.

Su Shi lay quietly on the bed, looking up at the ceiling in the darkness.The curtains were drawn tightly, and it was clearly a sunny day, but this place was like a gloomy cemetery.

He could only look up, looking up at the faint light coming in from the gap in the curtains, the light that he tried hard to touch but couldn't grasp.

After leaving the trial space, he has been lying like this for many days.

This "popular fever" that swept the world brought a group of people's carnival, but for him, it was just the loneliness of one person.

Every day, he is in a daze, sleeps and wakes up, does not touch anyone, and refuses anyone to approach.

Decadent as a dead man.

No, or as early as more than ten years ago, he had already died, from the day his father was exposed to prison.

The jade slip on the bedside lit up again.

After he blatantly provoked the audience and announced his account number, the comment area and private mailbox were already flooded.

These people vent their dissatisfaction in real life through pervasive abuse, just like they were back then.

However, among the messages he briefly scanned, there were not only curses.

There were also private messages expressing their affection for him.Advise him to cheer up, life must continue, in fact, he is still very handsome.

Maybe they were worried that they would be mobbed by angry netizens if they publicly spoke for him in the comment area, so these girls who held different views all chose to send private messages.This also led to two completely different styles of painting in the comment area and private mailbox.

He would also read these "send warmth" messages, but in his heart, he was not moved at all.

Some people say they like him, some people say they are willing to be his girlfriend, so, what exactly do you like about yourself?

It is impossible for them to like his tragic experience, and it is impossible for them to like his extreme extreme character. If the only thing worthy of their liking is his face.

This kind of liking is too superficial.If you are short, fat and full of pockmarks, can they still express their love?

Among them, there is a girl who insists on sending warm words to herself every day, saying good morning and evening to herself.Even if she never replied, she was still gentle and considerate, and thoughtful.If he was an idiot like Guan Lin, maybe he would really regard her as an angel.

It's a pity that in these years, he has investigated Guan Lin too clearly.

So, when he saw that name, he also knew that she was the ex-girlfriend that Guan Lin never forgot.

Liu Mo...a beautiful name, a beautiful face.If you only look at her appearance, how would you know that she has such an ugly heart.

Compared with the mob who abused her, a girl like her who deliberately approached hot people just to show her personal charm and satisfy her own pleasure was even more despised by him.

Because of this, every time he watched her performance, he felt like he was watching a lame joke.I've seen it, I've laughed it off, it's just not to expose it.

After scanning the latest news at a glance, Su Shi'an threw the jade slip aside again.

Since he dared to announce his account back then, he had expected this day.Those malicious comments can't affect him at all, even if the whole world is against him, he won't care.

Now, what really defeated him was the emptiness that suddenly surrounded him.

After so many years of hard work and hatred, he finally had a chance to face Guan Lin in front of the whole world, so that he could get back that old debt.

But his revenge failed.

If it's just like this, then it's nothing. In the worst case, he will continue to practice until the day when he really tramples the enemy under his feet.

However, Guan Lin actually said that he forgave himself...

"Today, I'll kill you here once, and after I get out, we won't owe you any more!"

Clearing up...how can we just clean up like this...

He hasn't promised yet, how can he unilaterally declare hatred and clean up!

Guan Lin... Looking up at the ceiling, Su Shi'an's gaze was filled with confusion mixed with hatred.

Why don't you hate me... why don't you say that you want to take revenge on our father and son for your father, until you kill me...

If that's the case, then I can treat you as the enemy of my destiny, and destroy you more calmly...

But now... all of a sudden his life had no purpose.

All the hatred seems to be punched into the air, nothing but emptiness.

Revenge without response is also very lonely...

For so many years, he has lived only for hatred wholeheartedly.If there is no more hatred, then what else is left in his life?
He closed his eyes tiredly, but the next moment, he raised his head again and stared straight at the ceiling.

These days, he avoids sleep all the time.Because as long as he closes his eyes, the scene of confrontation with Guan Tien during the trial, as well as Guan Tien's words, will be played back in his mind over and over again, making him upset.

Since when did the person he kept nagging about going to hell turn out to be his nightmare...

What is the outside world like now?
For the first time in days, he stepped out of bed.Since he has not been active for a long time, his legs and feet are sore after just walking a few steps.

In front of the table by the windowsill was the newspaper that he never left.

Looking at the photo of his father in the newspaper, Su Shi'an suddenly felt a sense of sadness pouring into his body.In the past few days, there was nothing but emptiness in his heart. It was not until looking at this photo that he regained some human feelings.

Just like a child who is used to being aggressive outside, only by facing his family can he willingly take off his armor and throw himself into the arms of his relatives to find support.

"What should I do..." Supporting the corner of the table with both hands, Su Shian muttered helplessly.

"Father, if you can see today's news, what do you want me to do?"

Once, his father told him never to trouble Guan Tien's mother and son.

He agreed, but he also broke his promise.

Will his father blame him?Or would he be glad that the child from the enemy's family that he cared about finally walked out of his own path...?
So in the past few days, he didn't even dare to read this newspaper again.Because he dared not face his father.

Regardless of the look in his father's eyes, whether it was disappointment, blame, or pain, he didn't want to face it.

At this time, the jade slip rang again.

Liu Mo: Brother An, the sun is very good today, let's go for a walk and bask in the sun!Breathing a little more fresh air will really improve your mood~
Here it is again, her "daily care" is taken for granted as if she is already his girlfriend.

Putting down the jade slip with a mocking attitude, but when his eyes fell on the newspaper again, Su Shi'an was suddenly startled.

Is it my own illusion?The father in the photo seemed to have the same smile in his eyes... It was a smile that he had never noticed for so many years, when he was only looking for hatred in the newspapers...

Is he also encouraging himself?He also hopes that he can get out of this room and go outside to have a look?

By coincidence, Su Shi'an opened the two heavy curtains smoothly.

The sunlight that poured in instantly was as dazzling as if gold had been sprinkled all over the ground.This also made Su Shi'an, who hadn't seen the sun for a long time, subconsciously raised his hand to cover it.

How should I put it, this feeling of being bathed in warmth is surprisingly good.

This room, and the wall of his heart of revenge, have always been like shackles that imprisoned him.Only by truly taking this step can we usher in the high sky and wide sea that belong to him.

"It seems that we should really go out for a walk?" Standing in the warm sunshine that almost melted him, a faint smile appeared on Su Shi'an's face unknowingly.

***
At the same time, Jin Siqi was holding a big cardboard box and hurriedly walking in the corridor.

All the things in the box were gifts that Meng Zhao had given her before.It also took her half an hour to sort it out.

At that time, Meng Zhao really couldn't say that he didn't care about himself... Even now, the nostalgia in the past has faded into hatred and resentment, but the good things that were once there will still truly exist in the memory, engraved in the memory She had loved and had it.

The process of sorting out these gifts did bring back a lot of good memories for her, and it also made her feel much calmer.

Even if the person who has loved each other can't be friends, she doesn't want to become enemies with him.Then, let them be a pair of strangers passing by.Stop interfering with each other's lives and retreat in each other's world.Maybe this is the best ending.

In the chat a few days ago——

Meng Chan vivi: You will always have to live in the future, have you thought about your future development direction?

Jin Siqi: This... is actually not
Jin Siqi: Because Meng Zhao doesn't like that I am too good, so I have always planned to concentrate on being a full-time wife after being with him

Meng Chan vivi: Now you see that this is not going to work?

Meng Chan vivi: Men say they don’t like you for being outstanding, but in fact they don’t love you enough

Meng Chan vivi: He doesn't regard you as an independent person, he just hopes that you will always be his accessory

Meng Chan vivi: Because you are not good enough, you cannot be snatched away by others, so he doesn't have to compete with others.But if one day he meets someone better, he will kick you off

Meng Chanvivi: By that time, you will no longer have youth, and you will not have the ability to survive independently. What will you do?
Jin Siqi: ...Meng Zhao did say before that if I am too good, he will feel far away from me [small entanglement]
Meng Chan vivi: Look at it
Meng Chan vivi: Because he doesn't want to work hard, he locks you by his side and doesn't allow you to work hard. It's selfish

Meng Chanvivi: Women must have their own careers, you should remember this in the future
Jin Siqi: Hmm...

Jin Siqi: Actually...

Jin Siqi: I really like acting, and I would like to develop into acting
After saying this, she regretted it.

Jin Siqi: Will you laugh at me?Someone like me who can't speak clearly wants to be an idol [small entanglement]
What to say, in Jin Siqi's heart, she has always had a dream of acting.

Maybe it's because her world is too lonely, and there are too many things that she can only say to herself, so gradually, she can freely show various emotions.Joy, anger, sorrow, joy, she thinks her acting skills will never be bad.

Especially in crying scenes, as long as she thinks of her own misery, she can shed tears easily.This is also one of her few "strengths".

It's just that, compared with other people, I am too ordinary.Whether it's appearance or comprehensive conditions, she is much, much inferior to those idols.Even in the Internet age, the chances of becoming famous are much more than in the past, but she still dare not even open a live broadcast room.She is afraid of being questioned by the audience about her ordinaryness and insignificance.

So... I am like this... What qualifications do I have to be an idol?Who would be willing to look at her photos every day, who would be willing to spend a lot of money for her?
Meng Chan Vivi: No way!

Meng Chan vivi: As long as you have a dream, it is better than if you just want to be a full-time wife and rely on men for support
Meng Chanvivi: I suggest you find a part-time job first, slowly learn to get in touch with others, and broaden your horizons, which will be more helpful for you to shape your role in the future

Mengchan vivi: There is a convenience store open all day near Tiangong Gate. I worked there for a few days before, and the environment is not bad.

Meng Chanvivi: They are still recruiting recently, you can try it out and exercise yourself

Meng Chan vivi: I will also keep an eye out for opportunities in film and television, and I will send you any news

Jin Siqi: [tears] [tears] [tears]
Jin Siqi: I don't even know what to say, thank you very much, Sister Mengchan!Thank you for helping me so much! !
Mengchan vivi: You don't need to thank me, let me apologize to you for my junior brother

Meng Chan, she was the first person to encourage herself.

She didn't laugh at her small dream, she even said... she would help herself find opportunities...

The life that was thought to be out of reach, now seems to have really opened the door in front of Jin Siqi.

And at this time, the first person she wanted to contact was Ye Shuo.She couldn't wait to share this new self with him.

Jin Siqi: Ye Shuo, I chatted with a friend just now, and I feel much better. If I want to find a job and live my life seriously, what do you think?

Ye Shuo: That's good

Ye Shuo: That's how it should be!
Ye Shuo: Come on!
Holding the jade slips in both hands, Jin Siqi once again felt his heart filled with emotion.

Meng Zhao hoped that she would stay where she was, but Ye Shuo encouraged herself to move forward bravely. She saw more clearly who really cared about her.

A good love should make people grow.Even a one-way relationship can make you a better person.

Meng Chan likes Gu Mingxu, she likes his maturity and stability, and now she herself has become more and more gentle and kind from a hot-tempered girl.

This is the change that Gu Mingxu brought to her.As for Meng Zhao, he himself was still a child who hadn't grown up, so he was willful and disregarded other people's feelings, so that this budding relationship ended without a problem.

However, he has decided to stand up again.I hope Meng Zhao can also learn some lessons from this relationship and stop hurting the next girl.

(End of this chapter)