Evil Emperor Zun

Chapter 1151 Suspension Bridge Effect
The support for the construction of disaster-stricken areas has achieved initial results so far.

After completing some farm work within their capacity, the next thing the volunteers have to do is to help the victims rebuild the houses that collapsed in the flood.

The building materials were fully prepared, and the scaffolding was set up in a decent manner.

What Mo Liangcheng meant was that he wanted Su Shi'an to continue to be the supervisor and direct everyone to work.Judging from his performance in the past few days, he is completely competent.

However, when everyone picked up their tools and returned to their positions, Su Shi'an just stared straight at the scaffolding in front of him.

Scenes of memories, like playing extremely fast light films, hit alternately in an instant.He only felt dizzy in his head, the time was out of place, and he couldn't hear other people's voices and inquiries. Only his mind was still buzzing, as if this was the only sound in the whole world.

"...I can't do it." In the end, under the expectant eyes of everyone, he just said these words with difficulty.

Without an explanation, he left everyone behind and turned to leave.

……

Su Shi'an walked quickly, he just wanted to get rid of all the memories that haunted him, so that he didn't have to think about it, and he didn't have to face it anymore.

As for what other people will think... so be it!He never really thought that he participated in this show to whitewash, so he didn't need to cater to anyone's eyes.

It is a surprise that the public has changed their opinion of themselves.But even if they change their minds again when the show airs tomorrow, it will just bring everything back to the original point.To put it bluntly, he doesn't care, and he doesn't care.

At some point, a figure appeared behind him.

Jian Zhiheng, he was the first one to catch up again.

"I'm really not in the mood to listen to you talking about those great principles today, so just rest." Su Shi'an didn't look back, and just sent him away irritably from the corner of his eye.

But Jian Zhiheng came up step by step, "I don't want to talk about big reasons, so I can just talk to you. What's going on, why is there a sudden strike?"

"Everyone's impression of you has finally improved, and they are also looking forward to your performance today." Seeing that he didn't answer, Jian Zhiheng followed the persuasion, "If you make a fuss at this time, the audience will be disappointed."

Su Shi'an's face darkened, and he responded almost venting: "I don't care, I don't care about them!"

"Then what do you care about?" Jian Zhiheng took the opportunity to ask.

A moment of silence.

Only the river not far away is still echoing rhythmically.

"...I hate scaffolding." Finally, Su Shi'an seemed to be talking to himself.

When he saw the scaffolding and the workers climbing up and down under the scorching sun, he would think of his father.Then the sense of powerlessness that was so hard to get rid of will also be entangled.

Hearing such a reason, Jian Zhiheng couldn't help laughing: "I can understand that you hate a person or a profession, but there's no need to hate scaffolding, right?"

Su Shi'an frowned, and looked away again angrily.

Indeed, scaffolding was not fatal, nor was it the cause of the incident.Instead, it served as a rice bowl, feeding their family for many years.

But venting anger is called venting anger precisely because it has no reason.Anything that appears on the edge of misfortune, even just a stone or a blade of grass, can become the object of anger.

Many times, he had secretly thought that if his father didn't do this job, if there was no such job in the world, then he wouldn't meet that black-hearted boss, wouldn't be owed wages, and wouldn't have any follow-up everything of……

Therefore, he just hates this kind of profession, hates scaffolding, there is no reason!Rebuttal not accepted!

After a while, Jian Zhiheng said with emotion:
"You are really similar to Ah Tin. He also once felt that his father was a policeman, that... such a thing happened. It was the career of a policeman who took away his father, so he would rather Abandoning childhood dreams and running away from this profession."

"But in fact, no occupation is absolutely safe, but no matter how dangerous the job is, it needs someone to do it. It is precisely because there are such a group of people who go to the front line of the disaster without fear of life and death, that the protection is guaranteed. normal functioning of society as a whole.”

Disgust flashed across Su Shi'an's eyes several times.He really wanted to vomit after hearing these high-sounding principles!But for some unknown reason, he never interrupted.

Behind him, Jian Zhiheng was still talking.

"Being a police officer is not fatal. What really takes away the officer is his most simple sense of justice."

"If he doesn't have this sense of justice, he can choose to collude with criminals, or he can choose to take the risk and just protect himself, but he doesn't. What he chooses is to protect the safety of the people and fight to the end with the most dangerous criminals ; at the last moment, he gave his hope of life to his boss."

"His sense of justice made him leave us and his beloved son, but it is also because of his sense of justice that he has been remembered by society and praised for so many years.

Su Shi'an finally sneered, turned around halfway, and said with sarcasm in his eyes: "For as many years as he has been praised, my father has been scolded for so many years. It's really fair."

"So, the only person who can save your father's reputation is you." Jian Zhiheng said without giving in, "Although, maybe he really left you with the worst starting point, but as long as you are determined, you will still You can start from the lowest point and climb to a place higher than everyone else."

"In the past, when others mentioned you, they thought you were the son of the chief criminal back then, and you were ashamed of your father. Then, if one day you become famous and you are recognized by everyone, in the future when others mention your father, They only think that he is the father of a successful man. Can you make your father proud of you?"

Seeing Jian Zhiheng's sincere eyes, Su Shi'an sneered for a while, lowered his head and lowered his eyes, and gently rubbed his forehead that was faintly swollen.

"I've been fed another rotten chicken soup by you, Our Lady of Jane."

"Why must I go back? This show can't work without me?"

Jian Zhiheng could see that he was actually half persuaded to have this kind of reaction.

"If you're just tired and want to take a break, then I won't stop it. But if you have unsolved knots in your heart, I have to help you untie them." At this point, he also laughed, " Like you said, I have Virgin Mary."

Su Shi'an glared at him angrily and amusedly.At this time, he suddenly felt a little sympathetic to Guan Lin.With such a good friend, there is no chance to worry alone.He's staring at you all day, ready to warm you up with his sunny smile... huh.

"Well, I'm still tired and want to rest." With a provocative sentence on purpose, he sat down in a serious manner.

"Hey, you're enough..." Jian Zhiheng didn't know whether to laugh or cry.

As the two chatted, the atmosphere was already quiet and harmonious.

Later, Su Shi'an went back to work.

In order to train himself, Guan Lin offered to be another supervisor.

In addition to catching criminals on a daily basis, the job of being a police officer sometimes needs to go to the disaster area to guide the rescue work.Now that he has determined the path he will take in the future, this is a good opportunity to exercise.

Mo Liangcheng naturally agreed.He likes to see these volunteers improve day by day, embark on the path they aspire to, and shine in their respective fields.Looking at them, it seems that my hope is also continuing on them.

During the whole day's work, Su Shi'an and Guan Ting still had disagreements, and there were many differences in command, but it was hard for the volunteers under their command.

Fortunately, there is also a cute little white rabbit.Look at it when you are tired, and even your mood will improve.Overall, the whole process is quite easy and pleasant.

The boys are all working on the scaffolding, and the girls have a much lighter job.They basically help the boys, handing them tools, bottles of water, etc. from time to time.When they are not needed, they can sit in twos and threes on the field ridges and chat.

"I asked him for you." Shen Antong glanced at Su Shian, and sat down beside Jin Siqi.

"He said he didn't want to fall in love, but I think it's just an excuse."

"I don't want to talk about it anymore. He hasn't had a hot fight with other girls these days. Last time we broke up, I saw the account that he often played with. The ID is the pattern of three peach petals. It must be a girl. Usually, I don’t think there is much chatting.”

"Any refusal that can be given a reason is false. In the final analysis, it's not that he doesn't want to fall in love, maybe he just doesn't like you."

Jin Siqi lightly crossed her hands, sorrow and bewilderment intertwined in her eyes.After a long while, she seemed to have finally seized a chance, and hurriedly said:

"If it's just playing games together... maybe it's just ordinary friends? Didn't he play matchmaker with us last time?"

"If you want to think so, I can't help it." Shen Antong shrugged, not knowing whether he was talking about Jin Siqi or mocking himself, "When girls want to deceive themselves and others, their brain power is always infinite."

"Isn't there such a saying, if you need to guess whether a person likes you or not, then you don't have to guess, he definitely doesn't like you."

"So," she sighed lightly, holding her chin lightly, "I may be about to give up."

Jin Siqi was taken aback, and for a moment she couldn't even take care of her own relationship issues, and said in a hurry: "You want to give up the blood skull? But, haven't you liked him for a long time? Wouldn't you be reconciled?"

Shen Antong smiled wryly: "I'm not reconciled, but so what. Because I was hurt in my relationship, I couldn't be reconciled, so I threw myself into it without hesitation, and then endured more harm?"

"After getting along for so long, I still can't see through him at all." As she spoke, her expression became more and more painful.Those anxious and sleepless nights, those uneasy thoughts were all clear in her mind again.

"Everything about him requires me to guess, what is he doing, what is he thinking, does he care about me at all... I racked my brains to find all kinds of interesting things to tell him, but he either just doesn't Hui, or just a word of um, it's so cold that my heart goes cold."

"Thinking about it too," Shen Antong sighed resignedly, and shook his head, "I'm the one he's not interested in, and my topic is also not interesting to him, why should he answer me?"

"I'm also a girl..." She bit her lips, trying to hold back the soreness in her eyes, "I also want to be cared about and loved by others, and I also hope that the feelings I give can be responded to. I also want to hold back I want to go shopping with my lover's hand, I want to show my affection with him on the public platform, I want someone to accompany me to spend every festival. But with him, it's all just a luxury."

"I also believe that what he pursues wholeheartedly is the line of the strong, and he has no intention of falling in love. Well, I'll wait for him...I can wait for him for three to five years, and I can wait for him for ten or eight years, but what about a hundred years? It is also impossible to use up all my youth for a person who refuses to look back."

Only the strong can attract him to chase.If he is a strong enough girl, he can keep pace with him. Maybe at that time, he will pay more attention to himself... just like Mo Gucheng and Sister Liang.

But... I can't do it myself, no matter how hard I try, I can't become stronger than him.And it is impossible for him to give up his dream, stay by his side, and be a gentle and considerate boyfriend.

Neither of them can become what the other expects.

This is the gap between them, which can never be bridged.Once I figured this out, I seemed to be relieved.

"Have you ever heard of the suspension bridge effect?" Taking a deep breath, Shen Antong tried to smile again, "That is to say, when a person walks across the suspension bridge, she can't tell whether her heart beats faster because of the suspension bridge itself or because of the suspension bridge. The person who met head-on. Therefore, she may misinterpret this normal physiological reaction as love."

"Thinking about it carefully, maybe I didn't like him from the very beginning... because we met in that dark training class, where, every step of the way, life would be in danger at any time. And he is the only one who can lead us, It gave us an unparalleled sense of security... Maybe, in fact, I mistook that sense of security, the feeling of having to rely on him, for love..."

Such a statement, of course, is just self-deception.But to give up someone she has liked for so long, if she can't find a reason enough to convince herself, she really can't do it.

"I think, I will obey my heart, like him for a while, until I really can't continue, I will let go... However, my view of love will not change, I will still only choose what I love We are together, but no one said that the only person I love can only be him, isn't it?"

"What about you, do you want to wait any longer?" After she calmed herself down, she asked Jin Siqi again.

"I... probably will." Jin Siqi nodded a little flustered, "Anyway, I have already made a plan not to fall in love or marry for the rest of my life. It is rare for me to like someone, even if I wait until the end I will still be disappointed , that doesn't matter..."

"Because I can afford to wait."

(End of this chapter)