Evil Emperor Zun

Chapter 1293
When Rong Huang was very young, he learned to send text messages to his father with the jade slips.

Father's reply was always very slow, Xiao Ronghuang stood in front of the jade slip, and waited from day to night to get an extremely brief reply.

Every time, while counting the time with his fingers, he comforted himself that maybe his father was busy and he didn't see his message for a while.

Until a family dinner.

When the whole family was eating together, Rong Huang could clearly see that his father's jade slips were always in his hand.And he would lower his head from time to time to browse through the messages a few times.

It is impossible for him not to see the text message he sent.Moreover, it should be seen immediately.

However, he does not reply.After one hour after another, he took out his message from the corner and dealt with it as if he suddenly remembered something.

Therefore, there is no invisible message, only whether it is worth replying.

Himself should be ranked after his official duties, after communication, after entertainment...after life.

"Mother, why doesn't daddy seem to love me?" Rong Huang once asked her mother with teary eyes, "Does he not like me?"

At that time, Niang said something that she couldn't understand.

"Silly boy... It's not that he doesn't like you, it's that he doesn't like our family..."

Did my mother regret it at that time?I regretted that I got this man by all means, but I couldn't get his heart.He gave her the name of husband and wife, and kept his promise never to take a concubine, but he abandoned her in this luxurious villa, letting her spend her whole life tasting this cup of self-brewed bitter wine.

All he left her was a magnificent tomb.

Let her bloom here and wither here.

Why are the parents in the news reports loving, why are the parents who attend high-end banquets together loving, and why are the parents in front of me alone like two strangers?

All the confusions, as Rong Huang grew up, began to have answers.

One night, my father said that he would go home for dinner, and my mother was so happy that she found out all the expensive cosmetics, sat in front of the dressing table, and spent several hours applying fat and powder to create the most exquisite and perfect mask.But when she waited restlessly at the dining table, she was told by the servant that her father had received an order temporarily and had gone to another country to discuss business.

The delicious food on the table seems to have become unpleasant.

That night, my mother was still sitting at her dresser.This mirror that has witnessed her beauty is also witnessing her haggardness.She removes makeup bit by bit, thick powder, and sometimes stained with tears, leaving deep and shallow stains on her face.

There was not much grief in her expression, all the grand and rotten despair settled in her eyes like a cold pool under an iceberg.She looked at herself in the mirror, this gorgeous lady, this sad woman, she was smiling at herself in the mirror, but there was endless ridicule hidden in her smile.

Rong Huang timidly walked in front of her, holding a small handkerchief, tiptoe trying to wipe her tears.

When he carefully touched that no longer delicate face with a handkerchief, his mother suddenly pulled him into her arms moved.

"Huang'er, tell me... if I don't stop your father from taking concubines, and even... let him bring back the wild children outside... Tell me, would he be willing to go back to this family at all? ?”

The expression on the mother's face when she said these words was something Rong Huang had never seen before.She looked so humble, so complacent, and that strong woman in the mall, that lady who was always extravagant, was very different.

"Mother, what did you say?" For the first time in Rong Huang's ignorant heart, fear spread, "Father...does he have women outside, and wild children?"

Mother shook her head with a wry smile, and stroked his hair: "It's just a hypothesis."

"In these years, maybe I really pushed him too hard. I deprived him of his normal rights as a man, made him treat our family as a cage, and made him want to escape when he saw me..."

"If he really has a home outside, and I asked him to bring back his wife and children outside, the two families form one home, then... even if it's just to see them more, he should go home often Right? In this case, I will have the opportunity to see him more..."

The more Rong Huang heard it, the more shocked he became. He understood his mother's pride, and his own pride was also in the same line as his mother's.Seeing that his mother did not hesitate to do this in order to keep his father, he felt that a lot of chaotic information was pounding in his head, making him frantic and struggling.

But in the end, the pride that has not died out still prompted him to answer.

"No! If Dad is willing to go home only because he wants to bring people from outside, then he will go home for them, not for us! What's the point of that? We want us...to see them loving each other in our house every day Do you love? Mother, can you really bear it?"

"It's them who did the wrong thing, why should we leave the bitter fruit to us? Is it fair?" Rong Huang crouched down slowly, and tremblingly supported his mother's shoulders, "Mother, we should be born noble, we are born The blood of nobles is flowing! Why do we bow our heads to the third party outside and make way for them?"

"If you don't accept him taking concubines, Dad will always be your husband alone... But if he really has three wives and four concubines, he will no longer belong to you alone, and you don't even have the right to be jealous." No more!"

This sentence seemed to wake up my mother suddenly.

"Yeah...whether you bring the new guy back or not, he won't love me... I also can't win his heart...he won't make me happy, so why should I make him happy? The big deal, no one will." Don't be too happy, let's just suffer together like this..."

After a few words, she seemed to be in a panic and wiped away her tears, then raised her head to look at Rong Huang.

"Huang'er... what mother said just now is just an assumption, your father didn't betray our family... He usually comes back seldom, it's just because he's too busy with business, don't bear any grudges against him..."

Is it assumed that in Rong Huang's heart, there is already a steelyard.

Although he was still young at that time, he had already deeply felt the harm of "disloyalty".

A person's heart is only so big, if one is already contained, how can another be contained?In the future, I will only marry one woman, treat her wholeheartedly, and let her be the happiest woman... However, trust is mutual, and she must never betray me... Otherwise, otherwise...

After that night, his mother never poured out her heart to him.

She seems to have decided to choose another way of life.

"I don't want to be the woman behind him anymore... I turned down all the entertainment, just to go back home and wait for him... In exchange, I will grow old in this mansion every day!"

"No... I want to return to my proper position... I want to start the family business again... If one day, I can be equal to him in the mall, maybe he will be willing to see me more At a glance... just like back then..."

At first, Rong Huang was relieved that her mother had finally figured it out.

However, the busy days of both parents just made this family more and more dead every day.

If we say that children are the crystallization of parents' love.

Then what is yourself?

Perhaps the father left his wife a child out of the responsibility of the husband...and the mother also wanted to use herself to hold back the father's footsteps...but in the end their hopes were all in vain.

What is the value of staying in the world if you are not expected and cherished?Maybe, it's just an oil bottle...

Although he later met many, many girls, they screamed around him, they handed him love letters, and they said they liked him.

However, who would regard themselves as the only one?
All they value is their money and their appearance.What they love is not themselves, but they just think it will be more face-saving to walk with themselves.

Rong Huang played with them, drank with them, and listened to their false love stories, but his heart was still empty.

"I just want to find a girl who doesn't want my money... If she falls in love with my money at the beginning, then she will never be able to truly fall in love with me! Money, I have what I have, what I lack is heart , It’s a heart that money can’t make up for!”

"If I can find a girl who loves me wholeheartedly, she can take all my money!"

For so many years, Rong Huang has been stubbornly pursuing a one and only.

If it's me you want, you can't have anyone else.

Your idols, your relatives and friends, and your ideal pursuits will all occupy your heart... I just want to find one that can completely fill my heart...

So when he first entered school, those "two fans" who liked both him and Rong Xiao seemed to him a very disgusting existence and an insult to himself.

"You always complain that your parents are too strict with you, making you feel breathless, but you don't know how much I envy you, having parents who care so much about you." Rong Huang sighed and leaned back on the chair, "I I also hope that I am just a child from an ordinary family, listening to my parents nagging every day, and my every move can attract their attention... At least, they need you."

"Since I was young, I have tried my best to be the best. I hope they can stop and take a look at me. But... Maybe they just think I am very sensible and don't need them to worry about, so they don't even bother to ask about my daily life. .”

"Perhaps, it would be better for me to be mischievous... But gradually I found that I have lost the ability to be an idiot because I am used to acting as a noble. I can't make mistakes that my peers will make, and I have no way Discrediting my image with my own hands... I am like a puppet, even if no one holds the lead, I will not move by myself..."

"A bad and habitual child, when he corrects himself slowly, the whole world will forgive him. But a good and habitual child, when he slowly learns to be bad, the whole world will blame him. I have no chance to be a bad child again ...From the very beginning, I lost this opportunity."

"In order to attract their attention, I even..." Rong Huang's emotions suddenly became agitated, he sat up sharply, and even his breathing became short of breath.But his desire to confide came to an abrupt end at this moment, and in the end he just squeezed out a muffled voice: "... Forget it."

There is something that seems to be difficult for him to talk about.

Even when he was most emotional, there was still only reason left to remind him not to speak out.

Having said that... so what?

Yi Xin didn't know, and she didn't dare to ask rashly.Because Rong Huang immediately smiled wryly, and said something with unclear meaning.

"...I have no heart."

"That's why I often bully you in the academy, even in some ways that make you hate... I just hope that someone can notice me, someone... can accompany me."

"I don't know why, I seem to become childish in front of you, I will tease you, I will be angry with you... But only in front of you, I can no longer play the nobleman I have played since I was a child .I know you are special to me, I want to cherish you, but I am afraid, I am worried that you will betray me like my father betrayed my mother."

"That's why I worry about gains and losses. I'm worried that you like someone else. I'm worried that you will leave me when I have given everything to you... I'm too scared, so I always want to confirm your sincerity, and also for you This hurt you..."

"If you weren't here today, I really don't know when I can have another meal with my father."

"Anyway... I want to thank you for being able to accompany me today."

Listening to his heartfelt confession, Yi Xin suddenly felt a surge of sympathy.

If his childhood was spent in such an environment lacking in love, then all his sensitivity and suspicion up to now would be explained.

Because he had experienced the pain of being abandoned, he didn't want to experience it again, so he held on to his girlfriend almost pathologically, regardless of scarring both of them.

Today he insisted on bringing himself to see his father, not because he wanted to make things difficult for him, but because he just hoped that he could be the bond between father and son.His love is so humble, yet so sincere.

Unexpectedly, the enviable rich man would have so many troubles behind him.

"Master..." Yi Xin gently held his hands emotionally, those hands were cold, but she longed to warm him, "I will always be with you from now on, I will never leave you, let's start again , but...can you trust me a little more?"

Rong Huang was stunned for a while, but also suddenly grabbed her back.

"Xinxin, I promise you, I will only marry you in the future! I just ask you to be loyal to me... As long as you don't betray me, I will never betray you!"

When he told his mother that he was going to marry Yi Xin, she also only replied "As long as you like it".

Thinking about it afterwards, perhaps she agreed so readily because she intended to let Yi Xin be her concubine.As for the main wife, it is naturally up to them to choose a girl who is well-matched for themselves.

By that time, he will definitely fight.

He was even looking forward to, if one day he really had to argue with his parents about marrying a wife... In this way, wouldn't it be a bit like an ordinary family?

(End of this chapter)