Evil Emperor Zun

Chapter 1313 The Deeper the Hate, the Deeper the Love

Thinking of Dingsha, Ye Shuo took out the jade slip and sent her a message.

"did you eat lunch?"

The chat interface is uncluttered, with messages concentrated almost entirely on the right.The reply column on the left belongs to Dingsha, but it is empty, and only a punctuation mark can be swiped occasionally.

Now, my inquiries in the morning and last night are still stuck on the latest news interface, without any reply.

Even though every message is like throwing a pebble into the sea, and it can't even make a splash, Ye Shuo knows that if he doesn't insist on this relationship, there will be no one to maintain it.At that time, he and Dingsha would really become two parallel lines, going further and further apart, that was not the ending he wanted.

Dingsha no longer has a father, no familiar senior brothers, and now in this world...she only has herself!
No matter how indifferent her attitude was, Ye Shuo could understand her. He pressed the screen tirelessly and sent another message.

"Baby, no matter how busy you are, don't skip meals. It will hurt your stomach. I want to see a healthy baby!"

While reciting the lines and waiting for a reply, Yan Xuemeng also sat beside him holding the lines book on the way, seeing the people on the stage fighting and jostling, with a gentle smile on her face all the time.

"Ye Shuo, if you were an emperor in real life with a huge harem, which of our girls would you like the most?"

The male protagonist played by Ye Shuo is a hero who started out as a rebel and finally ascended to the throne as emperor.When he was in his infancy, he was taken care of by the mistress and made promises to each other, but when he officially became the queen, he abandoned the promise to the poor woman in the past. The heroine's country is a complete heartless person.

When the heroine is holding the token of the past, waiting for his return, and weeping under the candlelight, the heroine is enjoying singing and dancing in the harem, chasing and having fun with his concubines.The contrast between the two extremes is even more deplorable.

Except for the heroine Shen Antong, and Jin Siqi and Qiao Xiying who played her two good sisters, most of the female characters in this drama are almost the emperor's harem.What Yan Xuemeng played was a princess from a foreign country who was married to him, noble and graceful, and backed by the entire powerful country, she was canonized as the queen of the palace without any objection at the beginning of her marriage.

However, this is also a woman with a tragic fate.She is beautiful and dignified, and has received the best education since she was a child, allowing her to understand a series of the most tedious etiquette and recite the most moving poems casually.But in the traditional society where men are superior to women, even if she is a princess, it is just a tool to maintain the stability of the royal family.Since she was a child, she was taught not to have her own thoughts, not to have her own temper, as long as she was always a gentle woman, serving her future husband well.

And her performance is also in line with the expectations of the royal family.Every time, she would do whatever her father asked her to do. She had never loved anyone before, and she didn't know what it was like to love, so she was easily assigned a "potential stock" by her father and became his queen.

In order to stabilize the royal family behind her, the male protagonist dare not treat her badly, but such kindness is only a kind of goodness on the scene, a kind of "goodness" that is so hypocritical that one can see through it at a glance.They respected each other like guests, participated in various festivals together, and loved each other in the eyes of the world, but when the queen fell ill and fell tossing and turning in pain on the bed, as the husband, he just ignored him and only cared about having fun with the concubine of the harem .

Yes, because he never loves himself, how can he be "good" to himself sincerely?My own temperament is also too different from those coquettish concubines who can charm Chenghuan...

During countless desperate nights, the princess gradually saw the essence of this marriage.She married a bedside man with different dreams, married a luxury woven by fame and fortune.She wears gold, silver and jewelry, and eats delicacies from mountains and seas. This marriage seems to have everything, but there is no emotion.

I have thought it through, seen it through, but I can't change it.This play, after all, has to be sung.

Wearing a luxurious gold and silver robe, showing the most beautiful smile, smiling like a perfect puppet.

In fact, Yan Xuemeng can understand half of this character's mood.Because since she was a child, she has been deeply bound by the various cumbersome rules of Tianxiao Pavilion.All she can do is practice hard and maintain her position in the upper class. As for freedom and love, it has nothing to do with her.

She could realize that she was like the little princess at the beginning, who seemed to have everything on the surface, but actually had nothing. Her heart was empty, and no amount of pursuit and glory could fill it.But in the second half, the queen who guarded a hopeless marriage and sat in the tomb waiting to die day by day was difficult for the current her to replace.She can't act out the kind of sadness of death, and it's difficult for her to truly integrate with this character.

In this drama, there are many characters, both men and women, each of them is a tragic role.The male lead, the female lead, the queen, including those beautifully dressed concubines, no one is happy.

This also reflects the theme of the times. In that war-torn era, personal destiny was submerged in the torrent of time, like gravel floating in the ocean, with nowhere to go.They are all insignificant, but even these insignificant people lived a real life in that era.Their joy was real, their sorrow was real, and before they became a symbol on a tombstone, they had lived in flesh and blood like all men.

In terms of the theme of the script, after reading it, everyone agrees that it is good, and it does have the demeanor of an "epic blockbuster".Especially when they heard that the plays submitted by the group next door were only the simplest school plays, they became even more confident of winning.

The only thing worth worrying about is that the background is really too big, and the requirements for acting skills are also very high. In the limited time of a drama, whether it is really possible to finish and perform such a magnificent story well is a question for everyone. tough test.

But Ye Shuo didn't expect that Yan Xuemeng, who was thinking about the role, would suddenly come to him and ask him which of the girls present was his favorite... Sure enough, if there are too many women, there will be competition. They all hope that they will be the only focus of a man's eyes. Even the young lady of the Tian family like Xuemeng is not exempt...

"Uh, I haven't thought about this question." Ye Shuo cleared his throat, and answered honestly, "I have a fiancée in my hometown in Yixi Country, and I really love her, so... no matter how good the other girls are, I can also marry her." I have nothing to do. In my heart, only she is the best."

Not getting the expected answer, Yan Xuemeng nudged him on the shoulder with some complaints.

"Ye Shuo, you are too honest, how can you say that you care about other girls in front of girls? This is not what girls like—"

"Why can't you say it?" Ye Shuo immediately asked back, "I really like her, and I am proud to have her. It's not something shameful. I dare to tell the whole world! Except her Besides, what's the use of trying to please others? If you are obedient to this one today, and obedient to that other tomorrow, leaving a bunch of ambiguous spare tires, isn't it also very good for the person you really like? Are you not responsible?"

Yan Xuemeng didn't expect that she would get him a serious lesson in exchange for just a few words of persuasion.Sighing a little helplessly, he shook his head and turned his gaze back to the crowd.It seems that it is not so easy to open Ye Shuo's papaya brain...

"Hey, Ye Shuo, come here, it's time for your show!" Zhen Ke was shouting at Ye Shuo at the other end of the stage.

But now Ye Shuo is staring straight at the screen of his jade slip.

After he had just talked to Yan Xuemeng about his love for Qi Dingsha, she finally replied to him.

But what she replied was a piece of news that made his blood flow backwards.

Qi Dingsha Sasa: ​​You, don't, annoy!

Every word is paused, like a person gnashing his teeth and spitting out words.

Exactly how impatient with himself is it that such disgust permeates between the lines?

Those three words, together with the punctuation marks, were like sharp nails, deeply driven into Ye Shuo's heart.

His face paled sharply, he ignored Zhen Ke's call, stood up unsteadily, and walked out the door in a daze.

Sad, it turns out that it will really "break" the heart.Now, he can clearly feel the severe pain in his heart.

……

Qi Dingsha, who was far away in the Dingtian Mountain Range, had an extremely crazy expression at this moment.

She stared at the screen of the jade slip, tightening her five fingers tightly, the edges and corners of the jade slip made the edge of her palm hurt.But she seemed to be ignorant, her eyes were wide open, and her eyes were full of confusion and hatred.

Just now she was surfing the Internet here, and happened to see a chicken soup article, which put forward a point of view, "The deeper the hatred, the deeper the love."

"The hatred between lovers is based on love. The deeper the love, the deeper the injury, and the deeper the hatred that will eventually be transformed into. As the saying goes, 'Love must transcend life and death, and hatred can destroy the world. Destroying the Earth.' If there is no love between lovers, even if the relationship between the two is very good, they still feel like strangers, and there is no way to become hatred."

"The opposite of love is not hate, but numbness. It is letting it happen, and there is no intersection with each other. Whether he is poor or happy in front of you, it has nothing to do with you. His life and death are all important. It can’t stir up any waves in your heart. On the contrary, if you still grit your teeth with hatred when you think of the former TA, it means that you still love him deeply.”

"When you read this article, the first person you think of, no matter whether you love him or hate him, he is still the first person in your heart."

"No...how is this possible...I don't believe it!" Qi Dingsha stared at the screen, wishing she could burn those paragraphs of text to ashes with just her eyes.She refused to admit it, but she was deeply aware that she had to admit it.This kind of conflict and entanglement broke her down, and made her hate herself and...that person.

"How could I still like him...I hate him! I want him to die! I hate him so much!!" Qi Dingsha murmured frantically, but the more she reminded herself, the "hate so much" The deeper the love, the deeper the love." These large characters were zoomed in and out in front of her eyes repeatedly.

Chu Tianyao... This person whom I have loved with all my youth... Now she should really hate him. Back then, he betrayed the Xuantian faction and killed her father and all the brothers and sisters. He betrayed them His feelings ruined her life, she should really hate him...

She also once thought that she really hated him.Every time she thought of him, she would gnash her teeth with hatred. Even in her dreams, she would slash at him with a knife. Only when she saw him bleeding, could she feel the pleasure of revenge.

On Weishikong, she blocked him the first time he found her homepage, but after that, she still went to his homepage from time to time to see his latest developments, and saw all the comments in the comments. Thinking of the praises of the master, and thinking that all of this was in exchange for his betrayal of his master, he wanted to gnash his teeth and scold again.

She has always interpreted this feeling as hate.

Only hatred can support her to live.

But the article she came across by chance completely overturned her long-standing cognition.

She hates him...just because she has always loved him, so she can't forgive him for using and betraying him, and she hates that there is no future between them.

However, when she wishfully resented this heartless person, how much of this feeling was purely for him to subvert the hatred of the teacher?
No...how can...how can I still love a demon...the demon who indirectly destroys the master's sect!The spirits in heaven of my father and all the brothers and sisters will never forgive me!
"I don't love you...I hate you! No, I don't hate you either, I don't want to see you anymore...Why don't you die...Why don't you just die a little bit! Why do you want to be the Nine Venerables? To show off in the world, why can't I be blinded by it...Ah!!"

Out of control thoughts, created a huge soul collapse.Qi Dingsha was already crazy, she drew out the soft sword she carried with her, and swung it fiercely, the surrounding rocks were cut into pieces by the powerful airflow.The flowers and plants were uprooted and turned into pieces in mid-air. The scene was desolate and fascinating.

Even so, Chu Tianyao's shadow was still lingering in front of his eyes.No matter how much she tried to erase him, in the deepest part of her heart, he became clearer and clearer.

"Why do you still pester me again? Since you never loved me, why can't you let me go...!" Qi Dingsha hugged her head and cried out mournfully.The spiritual power collapsed in all directions like a dike, and once again shocked the entire quiet small garden to pieces.

In the end, she fell to the ground in embarrassment, crying until the sky was dark.

"Tianyao...Chu Tianyao...I hate you! You know I hate you..."

(End of this chapter)