Evil Emperor Zun

Chapter 1445
Before that, Yi Xin had indeed been troubled by this problem.

Why do I always think about Rong Xiao even though I am dating the young master, so I am "on two boats", is it true that I am also a bad girl?

But now that I think about it carefully, this kind of situation actually never happened when we first dated each other.At that time, he did give her countless romances and pampering, satisfying all her girlish fantasies, so she was only satisfied with his kindness to herself, and she felt very happy and thought her choice was correct.

However, as their relationship became more and more unstable and there were more disputes, the more she missed Rong Xiao.She always thought that if she was with Rong Xiao, maybe everything would be different.

Just because she couldn't get the respect and sense of security she needed from the young master, and she couldn't break up with him, so she could only imagine a virtual boy, imagining that he would love and tolerate herself.She took this phantom as the only life-saving straw, and fused this phantom with Rong Xiao's shadow.

It's like a vicious circle, Rong Huang's suspicion made her exhausted, she wanted to escape; and the more she wanted to escape, the more Rong Huang suspected her.As a result, the relationship between the two continued to deteriorate.

They are all deeply trapped in this cycle, and no one can break it.

After thinking through all this, Yi Xin was both emotional and shocked: "It's really like what my senior sister said... Senior sister, I think you are so transparent, you seem to understand everything!"

Liu Mo smiled contentedly, intending to make her admire again: "You think falling in love is difficult. On the one hand, it may be because you haven't met the right person; on the other hand, it may be because you haven't mastered the correct way to get along with each other. .”

"Are there many times when your starting point is obviously out of good intentions, but the other party may misunderstand you? It may even cause unnecessary disputes?"

"Yes... yes!" Yi Xin was stunned for a moment, then nodded repeatedly, "It is indeed so! I don't know why it happened!"

For example, when school was over, she saw that some students were left in the classroom by the tutor to correct the test papers, and seeing them scratching their heads anxiously, she kindly told them that if there were any questions that she didn't understand, she could teach them , but one of them glanced at her in disgust, and said, "Yes, yes, you have a perfect score in the exam, you are so amazing, okay?"

For another example, when she wanted to buy a music box as a gift for the young master, she used her spare time to work part-time, but instead of making the young master happy, it made him feel restless, thinking that she was doing something shameful behind his back thing.

For another example, after Dai Hang avoided her in the academy, she understood that he didn't want to cause any misunderstanding between her and the young master, but she didn't want to lose this good friend, so sometimes she would quietly help him.

For example, on the day when he was a day student, she came to the college early, finished his work first, and then put the breakfast she bought for him - like he used to bring breakfast for himself - into his desk inside.But this scene happened to be seen by a few naughty boys in the same class, who were screaming and booing beside them.Yi Xin saw that Dai Hang, who then walked into the classroom, had a very ugly expression on his face.

So, did I cause trouble for him...

There are many similar examples. For example, once she happened to leave school very early and passed by a newly opened restaurant.She is not good at words, but also wants to express love to her parents.So she specially ordered a few dishes that her parents liked, took them home, and spent a long time cleaning the house, just waiting to see the surprise of her parents when they came back.

Unexpectedly, seeing her abnormal performance, the mother's first reaction was not to be relieved, but to ask with a livid face: "Could it be that you failed the exam?"

For another example, Xu Wenwen has always been a person who does not study at ordinary times and is cramped before the exam.Her scores are always struggling on the edge of the passing line.Once the big exam was approaching, it is said that she finally made up her mind to study hard and asked herself to supervise her, but when she turned around, she made an appointment with a few little sisters to go shopping.For her grades and to fulfill her supervisory duties, I tried to persuade her to stay.At that time, the little sisters were quite critical.

That day, I tutored her to do several sets of test papers, and gave her a concentrated analysis of all the wrong questions. Xu Wenwen was very grateful, and even said: "This day was not in vain!" My favorite idol, Yan Nanqing, "Prince Nan", held a CD autograph event in the plaza where they were visiting today. They all got Prince Nan's autograph and showed off in front of Xu Wenwen with the CD.

Xu Wenwen was so regretful that her intestines turned green, and the sisters said lightly, "If you want to blame, blame Yi Xin, she is the one who didn't let you go with us." , shaking his shoulders and shouting that it's all your fault, it's all your fault...

Every time something like this happens, Yi Xin feels particularly wronged.She really doesn't understand why her goodwill is always let down, is her emotional intelligence too low?Why is everything wrong?These encounters have become a shadow in her heart. When she starts to do things again, she will first worry about what she did wrong.

Liu Mo explained in a timely manner: "It's all because you are too bad at expressing, so you can't accurately convey your thoughts to others. They don't know what you are thinking, so they use their own guesses to interpret you at will. , and formed a 'misunderstanding'."

"Then... what should I do?" Yi Xin asked hastily.

Liu Mo smiled and said: "Actually, your logical thinking is very good, I think your composition must be very brilliant. You are not good at expressing, just because you always habitually put yourself at the disadvantage when getting along with other people. You You care too much about the impression your every word leaves on others, so you dare not say a lot, and you are embarrassed to say it.”

Yi Xin nodded subconsciously, and Liu Mo continued: "If you want to change this, you must first improve your self-confidence. When you no longer take yourself lightly, you will be able to say a lot of things naturally. The senior sister suggests that you can go for a period of long-distance running every day. You don’t have to force yourself at the beginning. After you get used to it, you can extend the distance a little bit. Every time you break through the limit of your body, you will feel completely new! Believe me , which is very helpful in boosting self-confidence.”

"But I..." Yi Xin lowered her head awkwardly, "I'm not very good at running..."

"That's why I have to start getting used to it!" Liu Mo smiled and pulled her to stand up, "How about it, let's go to the playground for a few laps now! It's your first time running, so senior sister will accompany you."

"Hey...Senior wait a minute..." Yi Xin was passively pulled by her, but Liu Mo always had a calm smile on her face, and held her hand tightly to prevent this elementary school girl from escaping.

The two changed into sportswear and sneakers together, and came back to the playground.

After doing warm-up exercises, Liu Mo dragged Yi Xin into a run.In order to accommodate her physical strength, they slowed down for the first lap.

Treating Yi Xin, Liu Mo really sincerely wishes her well.This is quite rare in her profit life.

What I want to say is probably because the friends who have been with her for so many years are all the same kind, and they speak beautiful words, but they understand what the other party thinks better than anyone else.Even if she is praised by these plastic sisters, she will not really feel happy.

The relationship is phony, and it wears her out at times.Only Yi Xin is the most authentic.Whatever she said, she must have thought something in her heart.That's why Liu Mo also likes to see her adoring herself, which is why she plays "life mentor" in front of her time and time again.

Moreover, this girl is too innocent to be hurt.On this point, her thoughts coincided with Xie Shaochen's.

After only half a lap, Yi Xin was already out of breath.Sports has always been her weakness, but every time she looks up and sees Liu Mo's relaxed and natural look, she will encourage herself again, grit her teeth and persevere.

Senior sister is so outstanding, if I do what she says, will one day...be able to become as outstanding as her?
When running with her, Yi Xin felt that they were very close for the first time.Maybe by running like this, I can get myself and her... a little closer?

After running, Liu Mo simply took her hand and ran together.If it weren't for this, she might have been exhausted and given up early.But holding hands like this while running, it seems that there is someone who has been giving her strength.So Yi Xin persisted, trying desperately to run...

This was the first time they ran, and they only ran the distance covered by the girls' physical tests. Yi Xin felt that she was dying of exhaustion, but when she saw the timing on the jade slips, she was pleasantly surprised to find that she, who had always barely passed, was still the first One run can achieve good results!

"Xinxin, how do you feel after running?" Liu Mo asked her again with a smile after they washed their faces in the pool by the playground.

"Feeling... very tired, does it count?" Yi Xin is still out of breath now, and her little face is flushed after exercising, but it also adds a kind of healthy beauty to her who has always been weak.

"However, I'm also very happy!" Her heart was pounding, which even lifted her spirits. "This feeling is amazing, I don't know how to describe it...but it's really good!"

"Then, from now on, I have to persevere by myself every day." Liu Mo smiled, took out the jade slip, and showed her a software, "There is a pedometer function in Weishikong, you can activate it. Then you can You can check your step count at any time, and you can also see the step count ranking of your friends. In order to make the ranking better, you will definitely be willing to run a few more steps."

Yi Xin has indeed heard of pedometers, and I often see people posting their step counts when scrolling through feeds.At the time, she didn't think it was meaningful, but after opening it according to Liu Mo's guidance, she saw that there were many names she was familiar with in the list of good friends.It was like an alternative interactive space, a new world she had never been exposed to.

Now because she has just opened it, her name is ranked last, but the "self-esteem of a top student" really gave her the idea of ​​catching up as soon as possible.

Holding the jade slips and walking back and forth for a few steps, seeing the numbers on the screen jumping up from "step 0", this sense of accomplishment seemed to wipe away all the fatigue in her body.Holding the jade slips in her hands, she walked back and forth by the pool, always smiling happily, a confident smile she had never seen on her face.

At this time, a boy in the uniform of the Higher Ministry walked up to her and nodded slightly to her.

"Hello classmate, may I meet you?"

"Hey, me?" Yi Xin was taken aback. After seeing him nodding his head affirmatively, she still couldn't believe it: "Why... do you want to know me?"

"Because I think you are very beautiful and have a lot of temperament." The boy's compliment was very straightforward, "Can I exchange contact information?"

Yi Xin subconsciously looked at Liu Mo and asked her opinion.Liu Mo smiled and nodded to her.

"Uh... alright." Encouraged by her senior, Yi Xin finally plucked up the courage and took out the jade slip to exchange contact information with him.

Until the boy left contentedly, Yi Xin still couldn't recover.

This... Could this be the legendary "strike-up"?

She knows that there are many girls who will be approached by boys wherever they go, but that is the treatment only beautiful girls can get!She never thought that this kind of thing would happen to her one day...

At this time, Liu Mo also walked over with a smile.

"Xinxin, now you know that senior sister is right? As long as you are willing to believe in yourself, you are very attractive."

After straightening her collar and tidying her hair, Liu Mo said again: "When you have time someday, senior sister will take you to buy some clothes, make a good look, and let you see how beautiful you are." How beautiful it can be."

"I still think...it's unbelievable!" Yi Xin was still timid, and flicked her finger on the screen of the jade slip, "Hey, could it be that he originally wanted to strike up a conversation with senior sister, but felt that senior sister It's so beautiful, and he was embarrassed again, so he casually strike up a conversation with me and deal with it..."

Liu Mo glanced at her amusedly: "Fool, when he asked you for your contact information just now, he kept staring at you, and never even glanced at me." She deliberately sighed, "Oh, It's the first time I'm being compared to a school girl, and the school sister is going to be jealous—"

Yi Xin nodded thoughtfully. Only then did she dare to seriously check the newly added name in the address book.

Since senior sister said so, it should be true...

For that boy, maybe it was just a simple strike-up behavior, maybe he just wanted to make friends, maybe he had asked for the contact information of many girls in this way, but for Yi Xin, this experience, It really boosted her self-confidence to a great extent.Let her know that a self like this, such a small and ordinary self, can be loved by others...

(End of this chapter)