Evil Emperor Zun

Chapter 1826 The Approach of Two Hearts
Seeing him, Feng Zhijing not only didn't panic, but called him to come and read together.

The two have trained together for so long, and eat and live together in the name of husband and wife, the relationship between them has indeed improved a lot.At this time, one dared to invite and the other dared to accept. After hesitating for a moment, Mu Yongye walked over generously and sat beside her.

"I'll go to bed in half an hour, and I have to get up early for training tomorrow." He also made a special reminder, but there was a trace of care and tenderness in his words that he didn't even realize.

Because Feng Zhijing read it early, she had already read half of it. Considering that Mu Yongye didn't understand the previous content, she patiently gave him a brief introduction.Mu Yongye listened very carefully, and from her narration, the audience was able to understand what kind of story this book, which Fei Yu regarded as an enlightenment book, told.

The childhood of the heroine Jane Eyre can be said to have been spent in hell.Both of her parents died, and she was fostered in the "Gateshead House" of her aunt's parents.

After her uncle passed away, Jane Eyre lived a life of discrimination and mistreatment for ten years.Her aunt regarded her as a thorn in the side and separated her from her own children. From then on, she confronted her aunt more openly and resolutely.

In Gateshead Mansion, there is a "Red House", which is the place where Uncle Jane Eyre died, and there is still a portrait of Uncle in it, usually no one lives there.

Once, Jane Eyre's cousin bullied her, she finally couldn't stand the long-term bullying, and fought him backhand, but the aunt favored her son and thought Jane Eyre was a liar.Jane Eyre wanted to justify and resist the unfair treatment, so she contradicted her aunt, which made her furious and locked Jane Eyre into the red house.

Jane Eyre had horrible hallucinations in the majestic red house and fell ill. Since then, it has become a symbol of panic and death for her, bringing a huge shadow to her.

In Feiyu's previous dialogue, there was a comparison of the Rijie to a "red house". After seeing this, the audience finally knew the origin of this reference.

After a while, Jane Eyre was sent to Lowood School.There are strict rules, hard life, and the dean is a cruel hypocrite.Jane Eyre continued to be tortured mentally and physically there.

In the Lowood School, Mr. Lowood suppressed the basic needs of the children in the name of teaching Z, and Jane Eyre was denounced by Mr. Lowood as a representative of evil.

Due to the poor living conditions, children in the school often died of illness, and her best friend Helen also died of tuberculosis.Gateshead House and Lowood School are hell and suffering for Jane Eyre.

Feng Zhijing said that Jane Eyre showed strong resistance during these two periods of hellish life, which made her admire.

In Gateshead House, she resisted her cousin's bullying and refused to submit to patriarchy; she resisted her aunt's abuse and shouted out her desire for love.

At Lowood School, Jane Eyre was not willing to submit to it, and worked hard to maintain her personal dignity. She had already shown her awareness of equality and dignity when she was a child, which formed a sharp contrast with most girls.

However, Jane Eyre's childhood was not bleak, and Bessie, the servant of Gateshead House, gave her only a little warmth, piercing her darkness.At Lowood School, the teacher Miss Temple and her close friend Helen illuminate Jane Eyre's life with their sincerity and peace and help her become more and more excellent in school.

Because of love, Jane Eyre's soul was comforted and nourished in the darkness of hell.Without love, it may be difficult for her to become a kind and patient teacher in the future.

Miss Temple is a good teacher and helpful friend, and Helen is her close friend. Jane Eyre can learn what love is from them.Perhaps because of love, Jane's hatred for Gateshead House gradually faded, and she reconciled with her aunt.

Even when my aunt was dying, she still thought that reconciliation with Jane Eyre was a kind of humiliation, but she apologized to Jane Eyre, contradictory and stubborn.Jane Eyre restrained herself, persuaded her aunt, and gave her a little warmth at the last moment.

When listening to Feng Zhijing's narration, Mu Yongye said very little. Maybe he likes to listen to Zhijing quietly like this, or he doesn't know what to say.

Hua Banxia said that he is a smart person, and perhaps he has heard a little bit of the shadow of Shiyu, Feng Zhijing and others from the Sun Realm to Shennei from Gateshead House and Lowood School to Jane Eyre.Making unreasonable comments will give him a strange feeling that he is "offending" and criticizing adults.Therefore, he could only remain silent.

At this point, Feng Zhijing had told him everything she had read, and the two of them continued to watch the subsequent plot together.Mu Yongye would also take the initiative to help her turn the pages of the book. After taking a walk to see the stars, netizens finally saw another fragment of memory in Zhijing's dream.

——Jane Eyre experienced a new test in her girlhood.

At this time, Jane Eyre has become a teacher. She leaves Lowood School and works as a tutor for Adele, a girl less than ten years old, in Thornfield Manor.

As a teacher, she cared for Adele and gave Adele enough care.The work of a teacher also brought her peace and happiness.

One evening, Jane Eyre went out for a walk, and met Rochester, the owner who had just returned from abroad. This was the first time they met.

As a nobleman, Rochester never regarded Jane Eyre as a servant. He put her on an equal position from the very beginning.In the future contact, they also talked about the past, including the past of Jane Eyre, the past of Adele, and the situation of Jane Eyre at work.

The germination of the love between the two comes from the agreement of their ideas. During the conversation, Rochester found that Jane Eyre is a person who advocates freedom and equality very much, so he gradually developed feelings for her.

After Rochester came back, he often held family dinners.At a family dinner, he showed courteousness to a famous lady, and Jane Eyre was called into the living room, but was coldly received by the lady's mother and daughter. She endured the humiliation and left the living room.

At this time, she has fallen in love with Rochester.In fact, Rochester has also fallen in love with Jane Eyre, he just wanted to test Jane Eyre's love for him.

On a sunny day, Rochester said that he was about to marry the famous lady and wanted to send Jane Eyre and Adele away. Jane Eyre was very sad. At this time, she had already developed feelings for Thornfield Manor and Rochester, and she was reluctant to leave, but had to Choose to leave.

Rochester asked Jane Eyre to stay at this time, and Jane Eyre made up her mind to leave at this time, and told Rochester a classic monologue about women's pursuit of equality, which is the passage that Fei Yu once read.

Rochester, who has been dealing with Vanity Fair all the year round, his life is far less vibrant than it seems on the surface.

First of all, the acquisition of his family property was purely accidental.A person who was originally excluded from the scope of family property inheritance, unexpectedly obtained a complete inheritance due to his brother's untimely death, and this noble inheritance has somewhat changed its taste.

Then, behind his well-arranged marriage was full of designs for the marriage of money. In deliberately concealing and carefully dressing up, he was chosen to marry a woman with a genetic family history of mental illness. The desire of the petitioner: to obtain the property of the woman's family legitimately, so that he will not be too poor after losing the right to inherit the family property.

After getting married, Rochester discovered all kinds of signs of madness in his wife, and the only option he had left was to lock up his crazy wife quietly, and his own life could only be exile and anesthesia.

People always envy what they can't get and what they have lost.What Rochester wants most is a healthy relationship.In the aristocratic Vanity Fair, there are a lot of vanity and pretentiousness behind the wealth, and the most difficult thing to find is the sincere temperament and real talent.

Therefore, when Rochester, who was almost middle-aged, met Jane Eyre who was like a spring, whether it was the independent self-esteem exuded from Jane Eyre, or the love and charm she showed in her work as a tutor, as well as her performance from painting to performance. All the talents he showed hit Rochester's heart like lightning.He couldn't help falling in love with Jane Eyre.

When it comes to love, Jane Eyre still advocates independence and equality.She boldly pursues her love, rejects gorgeous clothes, does not want to become a vassal, and would rather use the status of a tutor in exchange for her own living expenses.

But the marriage of Jane Eyre and Rochester was hindered by law.Because Rochester still has a legal wife—in the environment where Jane Eyre lives, there is no concubine in the spirit world, and a man can only marry one wife.Rochester and his legal wife neither divorced nor died. This marriage is protected by law, but if Jane Eyre and Rochester want to marry, this marriage is illegal.

When Jane Eyre discovers this, she refuses to stay with Rochester with an unclear identity. Reason overcomes sensibility, and she resolutely leaves Thornfield Manor.

Regarding the choice of Jane Eyre, the barrage also caused some discussions, and gradually broke away from the original plot environment, and turned to talking about whether love should be unique.

Some people think that if you really like a person and he is willing to treat you well, then it’s okay to be petty to him, even if you don’t have a name all the time. I can’t understand why so many people regard their partner’s cheating as a great shame.

The man you love, even if you need to share him with others, can make you happy with him; the man you don't love, even if he is really only you, what's the point?
You love your father and your mother, and you can have many friends. Since family affection and friendship are not unique, why is love so supreme and cannot be shared?

What's more, love is selfish, friendship is also selfish, I don't like my good friend, he always plays with others, isn't it still not qualified to say anything?I have a pack of snacks myself and I don’t want to share it with others. The elders will teach you not to be selfish, so how can you be so selfish in love?

Another group believes that falling in love with two or more people at the same time is disrespectful to everyone.If a person can't even respect you, how can you expect him to treat you well?
Furthermore, if you give him all your affection, but he can only repay you half or less, the relationship itself is already unequal.

People are different from a pack of snacks. They have thoughts and feelings. No one is willing to share their lover with others from the bottom of their hearts. Even a generous woman will feel depressed when seeing her lover doting on another girl. , will hurt.And your lover knows that his behavior will hurt you, but still only cares about his own needs, which is also quite selfish in nature.

After all, they are people who want to spend their whole life with themselves. What they pursue is not selfish desire to tie each other up, but just hope to get the respect they deserve.

On the one hand, it is impossible to understand why some people would give up love for dignity, and on the other hand, it is impossible to understand why some people would give up dignity for love.The two sides could not stop arguing, and the audience was upset watching, so they simply turned off the barrage and concentrated on watching the show.

Feng Zhijing pointed out that there is another particularly touching detail in the book. Before leaving Thornfield Manor, Jane Eyre saw the phantom of her mother in the night, and reaffirmed her choice with the help of her mother's words.Although the image of the mother is the missing link in Jane's love, the connection between mother and daughter will never be broken.With the help of her mother, she once again surpassed herself.

On the way to find a new way out of life, Jane Eyre slept in the open, begged along the way, went through hardships, and was finally taken in by the pastor St. John in the swamp house, and taught in a local primary school, becoming a rural teacher.

As a rural teacher, Jane Eyre fulfills her duties, preaches and teaches, and changes the girls' spiritual world.This teacher's love is engraved in the pure soul of Jane Eyre.

At Thornfield Manor, she neither despised her status as a governess, nor would she give up this job for the trivialities of a rural teacher now.Although she also struggled with the value of rural teachers, she finally resolved the contradictions in her heart, showed the unique resilience and strength of women, and fully established her self-subjectivity.

Soon, Jane Eyre learned that her uncle died and left her a legacy, and also found that St. John was her cousin, so Jane Eyre decided to divide the property equally.St. John was a fanatical believer, he asked Jane Eyre to marry him, but the reason was that Jane Eyre was suitable for a missionary's wife.

Facing his proposal, Jane Eyre almost fell for the name of Z religion.But she quickly sobered up and refused to be his tool. Instead, she stuck to her heart, followed her ordinary human emotions, and did not compromise in the name of God.In the two love dialogues, she is resisting male discourse and constructing her own discourse space.

After inheriting the inheritance, Jane Eyre achieved economic independence, and with enough confidence to stand side by side with Rochester, she returned to Thornfield. At this time, Rochester's mad wife had passed away, and Rochester was also blind because of the mad wife's arson.She chose to stay with Rochester to take care of him, and helped little Adele finish her studies, and finally married him and got her ideal happy life.

It is said that they will rest after half an hour of reading, but perhaps the plot is so fascinating that Feng Zhijing and Mu Yongye have finished reading a book without knowing it.

Jane Eyre's experience touched Feng Zhijing very much.She herself was once given to Mu Yongye as his wife by Jiang Liechen as an object. Although it was forced by the situation at that time, she hoped that Mu Yongye could understand her feeling of pursuing spiritual independence.

Although Mu Yongye also has some machismo, he is not such an extreme patriarchal man as Jiang Liechen.On the one hand, he believes that there is no need for women to live so tiringly. Since women are doomed to be weak from their natural physique, it is not shameful for women to rely on men for protection.

But on the other hand, the charm exuded by those independent women is undeniable.Mu Yongye admired Feng Zhijing at first precisely because of her distinctive sobriety and reason.Presumably, among the many harems, the adult is the only one who likes Shinnai Shigure, probably because of the self-esteem and pride in her that he loves and hates at the same time.

Mu Yongye can recognize Feng Zhijing's spiritual pursuit, but he can't understand love and equality.

At this point, he believed even more in Jiang Liechen's theory of "the weak eat the strong, and the strong respect".When the strong puts a knife on your neck, he can easily dominate your life, you are not equal; when the poor run away to get justice, but the rich can easily solve it with a little money, you Also not equal.

Generally speaking, "equality of soul" is an overly idealized state, but after all, it cannot be implemented in a real society where classes have solidified and the gap between rich and poor has formed.

In order to prove his point of view, he talked to Feng Zhijing about a real experience of his for the first time.

As most people guessed, he was a killer.Killers themselves don't need feelings, and they don't need respect for life.They just have to train hard to make sure they're always the ones who survive.

In his organization, he also had a few friends.But some of them died during the mission, some drifted away from him, and the cruelest one that he remembered the most was killed by him himself.

That friend was tired of the endless life of killing, he fled the organization, but the organization would not allow betrayers to appear.As a former good partner, the task of cleaning up the betrayers fell on him.

He has performed many missions and has never been soft-hearted. For the first time, he felt compassion for the target.He didn't know what to do, he couldn't do anything to his friend, but he also knew that if he refused to complete the task, he would also be regarded as a betrayal by the organization, and what awaited him would be the same fate as his friend.

My friend couldn't bear to see him in such a difficult situation. Perhaps my friend also knew that the organization's pursuit would be endless, and it was better to be in the hands of my own brother than to be in the hands of others in the future.So, he took the initiative to hit his knife and ended the mission for him.

That day, he hugged his friend's body and sat there for a long time.Did not cry loudly, just shed tears quietly.He felt that a part of himself in his body seemed to have gone along with his friends.

Since then, in order to avoid the tragedy of friends killing each other again, he chose to refuse to let anyone into his heart.As long as you don't care about it, you won't be afraid of losing, and you won't have to be sad or painful.

Therefore, when Feng Zhijing chose to ss Chi Ai with her own hands, he saw in her the self he had buried.He can fully understand her struggle and pain, and also understand her last resort.Perhaps it was this sympathy that made him take the initiative to take a step closer to her, and persuaded her not to take her friends too seriously.

"The declaration of love and equality really meant nothing to us at that time." Recounting this experience, Mu Yongye showed a vicissitudes of life smile, "Even if there is love and equality, it may be in a place that we can't touch." place."

Even though it was as far away as the experience of the previous life, when it was mentioned again, it still shocked Mu Yongye greatly.

This time, he didn't cry anymore, the flickering candle just made his wry smile more vain.

One of his fists rested on his knees and the other rested on the table, both of which were clenched quietly during the narration.His eyes were flushed, and his body was shaking violently, as if a roaring train was running over his heart over and over again, knocking his internal organs to pieces.

Feng Zhijing sighed softly.This night, with the help of a book and the discussion of the content in the book, the two of them seemed to have experienced many things, and the relationship between them was drawn closer again.

A tough and unsmiling man will always make people feel pity if he shows his vulnerable side in front of you.Feng Zhijing's always strong heart also added a touch of softness under the gentle candlelight.She stood up, and gently took his head into her arms, propping up a brief moment of peace for him.

(End of this chapter)