Evil Emperor Zun

Chapter 1985 A Night of Bright Lights
Mu Yongye, who had always been calm, suddenly felt as if he had been stung by a scorpion when he heard these words, his face clearly twitched violently.Throat rolled twice, hesitated to speak.

"If you think I'm here to comfort you, and then impatiently plan to make up excuses to perfuse me, then you don't worry too much." Feng Zhijing looked calm, but said something that made Mu Yongye even more unexpected.

"I've known you for so long, and I have a certain understanding of you. There are some things you don't like to hear, but I think I have an obligation to say them. As for whether it can change you, that's up to you."

"Maybe you haven't realized that you have one of your biggest weaknesses. Whenever things can't be resolved, you will instinctively choose to resign yourself to fate."

"It's like this when the organization arranges you to hunt down your brother, it's like this when Garuda seeks revenge from you, and you're still like this when you're in a decisive battle in the Japanese Realm. Faced with difficulties, you will always choose to give up, old man Accept the ravages of fate honestly, and never want to be the master by yourself."

"Yes, it is indeed easier to lie flat, and you can also comfort yourself. You are indeed helpless. But, I ask you to ask yourself, every time, before you complain about the unfair fate, you have really tried your best to find the second way Do you have a clear conscience?"

Mu Yongye's eyes flickered unnaturally for a moment, and his body subconsciously moved a little to the side, as if he was avoiding something that frightened him.Feng Zhijing keenly caught his gaffe, but she didn't intend to stop there, instead she continued talking in one breath.

"You don't have it? You will only be pushed forward by others, you will only escape, and then push all your misfortunes to the person you can't resist. Chasing and killing is the task entrusted to you by the organization, what else can you do What? Garuda will attack the people around you. What else can you do besides making yourself unaccompanied? Jiang Liechen will not let the betrayer go. In addition to honestly working for him, what else can you do? What can I do?"

"The excuse you gave yourself is that you are too weak, so you use cultivation to anesthetize yourself, thinking that when you become stronger, you don't need to be manipulated by others. But I want to tell you, if you don't change this With a submissive mentality, even if you become the best in the world, you will still be easily manipulated by others. Because you don't have the heart of a strong person at all."

"Comparing yourself with Jiang Liechen, when have you ever seen him submit to the arrangement of fate? As long as it is something he doesn't want to do, no one can force him to do it. Even if the sky is blown up, he will resist to the end Of course, I am not praising him, but some things are indeed both his shortcomings and his strengths. He firmly believes that everything is man-made, and he will never admit defeat until the last moment. What is lacking in you is this temperament. So he can Become the ruler, and you can only bow down."

"I have to say, on this point, Lian Sheng Zeqi knows how to fight better than you."

Mu Yongye's expression showed a kind of extreme pain under the attack of her every sentence that directly hit the weakness. Obviously, he was also asking himself, is the sorrow that has been experienced for so many years really all the fault of the situation?Has his weakness been contributing to it all the time?
"Think about it for yourself." Feng Zhijing didn't say any more, and got up calmly, "Whether I choose to continue to be your loner, or try to resolve the conflict with Garuda. I will not interfere with your decision, because the need The person who is responsible for your life is yourself, and today I am advising you just to do my duty as a friend. After returning to reality, you have your world, and I have mine, so each can be safe."

After finishing speaking, she walked away quietly, leaving only Mu Yongye's figure hidden in the darkness, and the lights on the lake were continuous, but they couldn't illuminate this lonely corner.

This night, the same taciturn person was Xuanshuang. Ever since he left the Qingqiong Pavilion, he seemed to be troubled by something.However, he was still a child after all, and he probably put on his face on purpose before, hoping that someone would find out and take the initiative to care, but everyone was busy with their own affairs, and perhaps they also linked his depression with this special occasion, until Xuan Shuang's emotions had accumulated to the breaking point, and he finally drooped his head and told Shanfei Lika about the pain in his heart.

"Feifei Mama, do you know, in fact... we met that sister who played the piano in the Qingqiong Pavilion before... she is my biological mother in reality."

Uesugi Felika was taken aback. To be honest, she didn't remember much about the girl who played the piano. She only remembered that she was a beautiful young woman. It was unbelievable that she already had a son as old as Xuanshuang.

The audience had seen Xuanshuang's biological mother in the fantasy world, but at that time, she was dressed in brocade clothes, gold and silver, which was unattainable, but Shen Shiyun in the Qingqiong Pavilion was elegant and beautiful, like a lotus emerging from water In general, it can only be said that there is really a big gap between women's makeup before and after makeup!

"From the time I was sensible, I knew that my mother never really loved me..." Xuanshuang's voice was broken and mournful, "Whether it's the gentleness she pretended to be when the father was present, or facing her alone When I was with her, her sternness and indifference... She was too indifferent, she never really cared about me, like a normal mother caring about her own flesh and blood... I know, I always knew."

"So my feelings for her are also very weak. How can I love a person who doesn't love me at all? Besides, I found that she didn't deliberately target me. She doesn't care about anyone. All she wants is revenge. And glory and wealth. So I would rather believe that she doesn't have the ability to love, not that I can't do well and can't please her..."

"However, when she looked at Qin Jia before, she looked really gentle, the kind of eyes that regarded her as the most precious treasure in the world, the kind of eyes that only wanted to care for her wholeheartedly, I thought I was in her eyes This is the first time I saw the loving eyes that I can never see in my eyes..."

"I suddenly thought," Xuanshuang sucked her nose hard, "maybe I'm not good enough, if her child is not me, but Qin Jia, maybe she will be a normal mother. I... I'm so envious of Qin Jia..."

Uesugi Firika knelt down and listened all the time.Seeing Xuanshuang expressing her displeasure in aggrieved manner, she stroked his little head, her eyes filled with distress.He was still young, although he tried hard to bear it, not wanting everyone to see him crying ugly, his eyes were still red, and tears rolled around his eyes.

She gently wiped away his tears, hugged him into her arms, and patted his back.He just needs a little comfort, someone who really loves him.

"Xuan Shuang, I'm sorry, I didn't notice something wrong with you just now. I didn't know that you had suffered all this before. Remember, you are not a child who is loved by no one. Someone must love you, and we all love you." You, will be with you. They are all your sun, stars and moon, adorning your world, and will never leave you."

Xuanshuang twitched in her arms: "Feifei Mama...why...you are not my mother...you smell so sweet and gentle, just like the mother who treated me very well in my dream...your father Mother loves you so much, and I want to be your child too...Wow..."

A floodgate in the depths of memory opened, the man played the guitar and taught her to sing, and the scene of the mother sitting aside and listening flashed by.She had a sore nose, her heart was silent, she hugged Xuanshuang tightly, and continued to comfort him.

Kannai Kotoka on the side pursed her lips and stared at them intently.Seeing this, Felica coaxed Qin Jia softly: "Come on, little girl, come here."

"No!" Shennei Qinjia shook her head, looking like a jealous child, "I don't want Xuanshuang to snatch Feifei Mama from me! You are so pitiful today, so let Feifei Mama be with you for a while!"

Felica laughed, it seemed that Qin Jia was having a fight, but also felt sorry for Xuanshuang, and her mouth was stiff.She patted Qin Jia's head: "Go and play."

Jiang Jinkong looked at the picture on the screen, tapped on the armrest of the chair, trying not to show any strange expression.The young self confides his unhappiness in other people's arms and cries loudly - such a long time has been revived in his memory today, and it has caused subtle waves in his heart.

After all, he and Fei Yu's two children still had such a relationship in Tiantan, and he had been taken care of by them when he was young, and these warm feelings were sealed in his heart, making up for the lack of love.

No wonder when I met them for the first time, despite the entrustment of my adoptive father and the queen of the magic kingdom, I couldn't help but be willing to protect them.Now that he is strong and capable, he will be the one to protect them.

Felika, who lost her father's love at a young age, trusts him very much.She is precocious, and regards him as a teacher and friend, and has learned many things from him, such as martial arts, riding and archery... Influenced by him, she pays attention to public welfare undertakings, and can be called her first teacher and spiritual father.

Although Shi Yu hasn't learned many things, he will be obedient and considerate to cheer him and his sister, and bring some laughter.

Long'er grew up in a large Zhongda family and was forced to bear heavy responsibilities early on, but she was independent and strong, worked hard to make progress, and never stinged her sincerity when dealing with friends. He was her good teacher and helpful friend.The relationship between them is also somewhat similar.

Going around and going around, fate is so wonderful, Long'er, Fei Lika, Xiao Yu... are all wonderful strokes in his life.

Shennai Qinjia didn't bother Xuanshuang, she left Felica, went to a secluded place by the lake alone, and put an elaborate river lantern into the water.

The river lantern gradually drifted away under her gaze, and the flickering candlelight also quietly brought her memory back to the past.

I still remember that when she had a good relationship with Jiang Liechen, she once asked him why he didn't let those harems who didn't want to stay go?Especially those who are treated poorly, like sisters living in the cold palace.

At that time, Jiang Liechen's response was very arrogant: "How can my territory allow people to come and leave whenever they want."

"Humph╯^╰Brother Shishi is so bad!" Kannai Qinjia deliberately acted piqued, "Then at least give those sisters better food and clothing and better housing!"

Jiang Liechen's tone was still cold: "My favor, some people can't bear it, and some people I don't want to give it." At this point, he stroked Qin Jia's head, his voice softened a little, "I As long as my little Qinjia eats the best and wears the best, that's enough."

Shennai Qinjia pulled his sleeve and shook it back and forth: "No, no, no!"

Those bits and pieces, but it seems like the beauty of another life, still makes Qin Jia's nose sour. Now that I think about it, if I could persuade him at that time, even if I gave my mother freedom, the result might be different...

"Brother Lion, has there ever been such a little gleam in your heart?"

Shennai Qinjia's eyes always follow the distant river lantern, even among the river lanterns that are similar to each other, she can always lock on its direction firmly.It was as if she could always recognize him in the crowd no matter how far apart or how many times he turned around.

"Brother Lion, are you okay now?"

"Brother Lion, I hope you have a happy next life, Qin Jia misses you so much..."

(End of this chapter)