Evil Emperor Zun

Chapter 903 Redemption
Regardless of the sun or the rain, Guan Ting will always wait for Liu Mo downstairs in the dormitory.Even though most of the time what he waited for was just a back view of leaving proudly.

Finally one day, a pair of familiar high heels stopped in front of her.Guan Ting's gaze moved up all the way, and he saw Liu Mo holding a few tutorial books, her face was full of impatience, and she looked at him coldly.

"what do you want to say in the end?"

The joy in Guan Ting's eyes flashed, he quickly stood up, grabbed Liu Mo's sleeve seriously, and begged in a humble tone:
"How about you come back?"

Liu Mo was startled, as if she didn't expect that he followed her with great fanfare these days just to say such a sentence.But immediately, she sneered disdainfully.

"I've rejected you so much, don't you even have a man's self-esteem?"

Self-esteem, huh... Guan Linan smiled wryly.

I would love to have that too.

But for you, I dare not have.

"I don't want to be without you." He had already lowered his posture to the minimum.He doesn't know how to say those touching love words, all he can say is his sincere words.

He was bloody hurt by her, with a sincere heart.

It was lunch break time now, although the students had all gone to eat, and there were not many people around the dormitory, but there were a few students who came and went, and cast curious eyes in this direction.

Confession in public and pleading for reunion, these were originally the dramas that everyone liked to watch when they were students.

Liu Mo obviously didn't want to have anything to do with him again. She was so ashamed and indignant at the gazes around her, she slammed away his touch and said contemptuously: "Don't pester me anymore! Then it’s not easy.” She quickly walked past him and walked up the stairs.

……

Guan Lin has no friends, and when he wants to save a girl, there is no one around him who can advise him.

After encountering setbacks again and again, Guan Lin finally decided to write a letter to Liu Mo.

After breaking up, they almost never had a good communication, and Liu Mo never gave him such a chance.His character is self-repressed, facing her domineering, he has a lot to say, but he can't even say it.

It is true that he is not good at expressing himself, but he can write out what is in his heart!Let Liu Mo know how much he cares about her and how much he cannot do without her.If she could understand her heart, maybe she would be willing to come back.

For this letter, Guan Lin has been preparing for many days.Everything he wanted to say, what he didn't say, and what he didn't dare to say, he wrote all in the letter.After finally writing, he thought he was satisfied, so he took the envelope and came downstairs to Liu Mo's dormitory again, intending to hand it to her.

But this time, what he waited for was a group of people beating him severely.

Those people were all called by Liu Mo's new boyfriend, who seemed to be a very happy person in the academy.While they were fighting, they warned him not to pester Liu Mo again, otherwise they would hit him once.

After these people had left, the envelope he had been carrying in his arms was already stained red with blood.

At some point, Liu Mo stood in front of him.

She looked down at him, and said four words coldly from her beautiful red lips.

"Don't be so cheap!"

The pain in the whole body is not comparable to the heartache at this moment.

Perhaps it was at that moment that he was completely disappointed in her.

You are cheap... yes, no matter how much you do, in the eyes of a person who doesn't need you, you are just being cheap.

For all his pain and dedication, the only one who can be touched from the beginning to the end is himself.

He had been lying on the ground for a long time that day.

It rained heavily that day, and he lay alone in the mud, letting the raindrops hit him.

Rainwater, muddy water, and bloody water all mixed together.It's cold, it's dirty, it hurts.

However, he also needed this rain to clear his mind.

Those students who held umbrellas and walked past him, they just looked at, pointed, and then left indifferently.No one would come to ask him a few words, and no one would help him to the infirmary.

They are all spectators, just like the earth-shattering case back then, everyone was just watching the show.

There is only one person in your own life path.Well, it's fine to live alone and die alone.Why worry about those passersby?

He once tried to open up his world, and a person came in, shattered his world, and then left again.

He handed the knife to her with his own hands and watched her stab it into his chest.

How ridiculous... In the future, let your world be completely closed.He will never trust anyone again.

……

It's still raining.

……

Injured and exposed to rain, he had a high fever for many days.

This fever seemed to completely burn out his previous feelings for Liu Mo.

Because of this, although he was dizzy from the fever, he felt that his consciousness had never been so clear.

Later, he would still pay attention to Liu Mo's recent situation.He knew that she had had many boyfriends, and her family was either rich or powerful.She's with them, not really liking them, just trying to get enough of them.

Guan Lin once wondered why a girl who came out of a stable and wealthy family would behave like this.Liu Mo's family environment is obviously not bad. Every cosmetic and handbag she uses casually is a famous brand.Why do you have to ask those boys to help her buy things that you can have on your own?
Gradually, he finally understood that it was her nature.

She is very realistic, she has no feelings in her heart, only interests.And she knows very well how to use her natural capital to gain benefits from others.

This is the girl I liked.

This is the angel in my own eyes.

There is no such thing as redemption.

……

In the darkness, Guan Lin continued to sink.

Ten years of life have been so hopeless.Just like the darkness that enveloped him from all sides.

sink, sink.

However, just when he was about to sink to the bottom of the valley, a hole was suddenly torn open in the boundless darkness above.A faint ray of light slanted in.

Guan Lin narrowed his eyes slightly, trying to see the figure at the end of the light.

The man stretched out a hand towards him, trying to pull him out of the darkness.

Guan Lin didn't know whether she should hold his hand or not.

Anyway, he just wanted to pull himself into the air, so he let go and let himself fall back into the darkness again.

Guan Tien smiled wryly and closed his eyes.However, when he raised his head again, that person still didn't leave.

There was a familiar smile on his face.

That is……

……

With pain all over his body, Guan Tilia was promoted to the higher department.

Now he has become even more withdrawn.Not only did he avoid communicating with others, even if someone came to talk to him, he would just walk away silently without saying a word.

In the eyes of others, he is a freak.

A student in the advanced department, youthful and sunny, in the prime of his life, since there are so many cheerful classmates around him, why waste time on him.He doesn't make friends with others, and no one will make friends with him. Only a few days after the new semester, he was isolated by the people in the class.

And that's exactly what he wanted.

No one can hurt him if no one comes near him.

If it is destined to be lost, it is better not to have it in the first place.

There was only one boy in the class, and he was obviously not interested.

Guan Lin knew that his name was Jian Zhiheng, and he signed up for the school sports team right after school started, and he was indeed very talented in sports.Every time he plays basketball, he is surrounded by many girls.A sunny athletic boy like this is very popular wherever he goes, so he is the complete opposite of himself. He is very popular in the class, and basically everyone is his friend.

It is such a person, who is incompatible with his own world, who always comes to say hello to himself and invite himself to join the crowd.

"Hey, want to play ball together?"

Guan Tilia walked away from him with a cold face.It stands to reason that if you have been rejected once or twice, you should have self-knowledge. Why is this guy so thick-skinned?
"Why do you care about him?" Another boy pulled Jian Zhiheng over, "He has always been so out of gregarious."

"Come on, let's play our game."

Yeah, you should learn more from your peers.Guan Lin thought indifferently.Don't bother me anymore.

……

In class, at lunch, in life, he is alone.Live like a shadow moving through the crowd.

Every time he encounters a class where he needs to find a partner to cooperate with, he feels very embarrassed.The class quickly formed a pair, but he was alone.

He who was left alone could only be randomly placed in a group by the instructor.And the group that is named will always have a bitter face, as if they have suffered a lot of bad luck.

Whether it's the tutor or the other classmates, they all hate him, a heterogeneous person who always causes troubles for others.

……

After breaking up with Liu Mo, he stopped going to the library.

After school every day, he would go to the piano room for self-study alone.At that time, there was no one in the piano room, so he could enjoy the quiet time alone.Similarly, it is also to avoid the peak flow of people during school hours.

He will not go back until Xu time.At that time, the roommates in the same dormitory were almost ready to go to bed, and he could avoid communicating with them smoothly, although even if he stayed in the dormitory, most likely no one would talk to him.

He was used to this routine until one day.

For some reason that day, maybe because he was too tired during the day, his eyelids kept fighting before he had studied for a long time.Finally had to put down the book and lean back in the corner to take a nap.

After this sleep, when he woke up again, it was already dark all around.

Did you oversleep?Guan Lin rubbed his eyes, the sudden shock made him sleepless.It's getting so dark... I'm afraid it's past the time of Haishi!
A very bad premonition caught a cold, Guan Lin hurriedly got up and rushed to the gate, as expected, after he pushed it hard several times, the two door panels still remained motionless.

While he was asleep, the mentor had already arrived!And put a lock on it!

He's locked in!
Guan Tilia was really panicked, he slammed on the door panel hard, listening to hollow muffled sounds, but the corridor outside was still very quiet.

It was already Haishi, and those mentors must have gone home from get off work.No one will hear the sound here.

After Guan Lin took a few more shots, he finally chose to give up.

He returned to the corner where he was sleeping just now, and curled up silently.

He didn't even have a friend, no one would notice that he was missing, and no one would think of coming to the academy to find him.

There is no one in Yujian to turn to for help.Ever since he broke up with Liu Mo, the jade slip meant nothing more than an alarm clock to him.

Guan Lin recognized the reality in front of him.It seems that he can't go out tonight.

Holding the schoolbag to his chest, making do with it as a quilt, he was going to spend the night here.

After Haishi, the temperature dropped rapidly.It was still very hot when school was over, and now he was alone in this deserted classroom, and gradually felt a burst of cold rising up.

He came here directly after school, and he hasn't had dinner yet, and now his stomach is starting to growl.

At this time, other people may have taken a bath, covered with soft quilts, lying on the bed playing with jade slips, chatting with roommates from time to time, that is like a normal life.

As for myself, I was trapped here alone, hungry and cold.

Why...why did God choose himself to bear all these sufferings?The more Guan Lin thought about it, the more he felt wronged.Like my current situation, I am afraid that if he dies in a corner one day, no one will know.

Very lonely, really, very lonely.

……

I do not know how long it has been.

Just when Guan Lin's consciousness was a little fuzzy, the padlock on the door suddenly made a sound, as if the key was inserted into the latch, and it was turning slowly!

Guan Lin almost thought that he was hallucinating, but then, as if to verify his expectations, two doors really opened before his eyes!The light from the outside also fell on the soles of his feet.

A figure stood in the middle of the light beam, smiling at him.

"Great, you are here!"

The person who ran in quickly was Jian Zhiheng.

"Why did you come!" Guan Lin stared at him warily.This piano room was the place where he and Liu Mo used to be. There are many memories of them here. Now, for no reason, he felt a kind of anger at being intruded into his private domain by outsiders.

Jian Zhiheng was still holding a bunch of keys in his hand, and looked at him out of breath, "Because you come here alone after school every day, and you don't return to the dormitory until Xushi. But today it's Haishi and I didn't see you, so I thought , are you still staying here, and you borrowed the key from the guard room. Fortunately, I came over!"

"You..." Guan Lin frowned, "Waiting for me every day?"

Jian Zhiheng nodded happily: "Yes, because everyone is in groups, only you are always alone. I think it's better to make sure you return to the dormitory safely."

"... Mind your own business." Guan Lin said coldly, without even saying a thank you, and strode out the door.

Although just now, he also hoped that someone could save him, but when the savior really appeared, he chose to arm himself with thorns all over his body again, rejecting anyone's approach and kindness.

Jian Zhiheng chased after him indifferently: "It's already so late, let's go back to the dormitory together. Even if you don't care about your own safety, you should also consider me!"

Guan Lin walked straight with a cold face and sullen head, and replied angrily: "Is there any danger in the academy?"

"Why not!" Jian Zhiheng exclaimed exaggeratedly, "I'm so handsome, what if a girl wants to plot against me?" While talking, he put on a frightened look.

"Hypocritical!"

(End of this chapter)