Evil Emperor Zun

Chapter 906

"This song is only for you."

Guan Lin sang emotionally, as if he had crossed all time and space, just to sing the voice in his heart.

"Stay no longer, hearts are too crowded,

By confused games or the fate of truth,
I asked myself, finished here,

How much haze is left without struggling. "

Childhood is a round of darkness.The sudden tragedy and the tsunami-like attack of public opinion pushed his life into the abyss of despair.

"It's just helpless, no one communicates with these questions,

I had to let life get in the way.

Indulgence in the middle, only to choose the wrong exit,
The flood of desires is innocent, but it turns into drunkenness. "

It was precisely because of that profound helplessness that when Liu Mo appeared, he blindly regarded her as a life-saving straw.He loved the wrong person, showed the wrong love, and when she left, he was so decadent that he could only get drunk all night.

At this time, Jian Zhiheng appeared.He is like a ray of light in his own life, illuminating the darkness of being lost for himself.

In the closed piano room, the moment he appeared; in the noisy and silent campus, on the one-way street, there was always the moment he was with you; when he signed up for a singing competition for himself, he worked tirelessly to accompany The moment he practiced singing; the moment he sang to his heart's content in the auditorium for the first time, the moment the two looked at each other and smiled...Scenes of scenes flashed in his mind.

"Don't linger anymore, the human heart is too dodgy,

Confused eyes or humble hearing.

I asked myself, the retreat is already in place,
Impossible not to survive and fall into a sentence of evasion. "

With the ups and downs of his singing, the audience in the audience was fascinated by it.From time to time, there was a series of small voices, buzzing and discussing.

"He sings very well!"

"Yeah, he looks handsome too!"

Seeing the encouraging smiling faces and the waving light sticks, Guan Lin has never felt so much kindness in his life.This also made him feel for the first time that he was not the one who was abandoned by the world. It turned out that he was also entitled to happiness.

In the waiting room at this time.

The contestants sat in their seats and watched the live broadcast on the screen.Guan Lin's singing made them temporarily forget the nervousness about going on stage and the impetuous desire, and just indulge in the tenderness and tranquility.

Jian Zhiheng clutched the back of the chair tightly with both hands, his eyes were fiery.It was not only within his expectation, but also beyond his expectation that Guan Lin could come to this step.However, seeing that sunny and confident smiling face on the screen, it was the first time that he had the vigor of a boy of the same age, and Jian Zhiheng knew that there was nothing wrong with pushing him onto this stage!

The other girls were also watching intently, obviously they didn't expect that the dull gourd who was ridiculed by them just now could sing so beautifully.

Perhaps because the lyrics tell his own story, he can fully integrate into it, and he can also bring others into his world and appreciate all kinds of charm.

Even Rong Xiao, who was just indifferent to his surroundings at first, gradually sat up straight, witnessing the gradual rise of a new campus star on the screen.

"He's popular this time! This year's best rookie king is him!" When the halftime accompaniment sounded, the girls were discussing excitedly, with starlight already quietly shining in their eyes.

"That's right, he's still the little prince of love songs! There will definitely be many girls chasing him!"

In the room, there was only one person who kept a straight face and said nothing.But that doesn't mean other girls will forget her.

"Liu Mo, do you regret it?" After the first girl spoke, more gloating eyes turned around, "You didn't want her back then."

Liu Mo's eyes were gloomy.Even through the delicate makeup, she can still vaguely see her bluish face.Enduring the crowd's discussion for a long time, he finally stood up with a cold face, walked gracefully like a white swan, and walked to the mentor in charge standing in front of the door.

"Mentor, I want to change the song."

The song on stage has come to an end.

"It's time to let go, this endless plot,
The joke is half over, I can't help it,

There is still sweat all the way, the dream has not decayed,

Fate to the end, remember not to forget peace of mind. "

The name of this song is "Don't Forget Peace of Mind".

When Guan Lin sang softly, what flashed in his mind was the image of him getting along with Jian Zhiheng.

They were doing experiments together in the classroom, and Jian Zhi was always messing with his hands and feet. He endured his helplessness and went to correct the use of the instrument for him;
On the basketball court, he flew to the basket again and again, sweating in the sun, and stood aside by himself, infected by his vitality.

Endurance long-distance running, when I am exhausted and gradually fall behind, there will always be someone holding me by my side and leading him to the finish line.

Yes, as long as he is by his side, I will feel very at ease.

They crossed the finish line, but their run did not stop.

They will keep running to tomorrow, running in the sunshine.

……

Thunderous applause brought him back to reality.

Guan Lin was surprised to find that the applause he received was no less than that of Rong Xiao.

Originally, he was destined to be a role reduced to a foil.But he actually got out of this predicament with his own strength and hard work.

The competition is still going on one by one. Although the subsequent players are also good, they can't find one who can be as brilliant as Rong Xiao and Guan Lin, who can cause the audience to erupt.

Even after returning to the waiting room, Guan Lin was still a little excited.He didn't listen to the songs of many people.When Liu Mo came on stage and saw her delicate and beautiful face on the screen, Guan Lin couldn't help but feel a slight shock in his heart.The joy of the audience cheering for it seemed to be diluted a bit at this time.

"First of all, I want to say sorry to everyone." Liu Mo held the microphone and bowed slightly towards the audience, "I decided to change the competition track fifteen minutes before the start of the competition. Because I think this song can better express my Mood."

"This song 'Reclaiming Love' is for the person I have hurt. Everything I want to say to him is in this song."

There was an uproar in the audience.Changing the song before the start of the game was originally an unprecedented thing.What's more, the song "Reclaiming Love" is very difficult. Since it is a song change, why change it to a difficult one temporarily?Isn't this deliberately trying to make things difficult for yourself?

When everyone was paying attention to "Song Changing", Guan Lin stared straight at the girl on the screen.

She said, give it to those who have been hurt by her.

Could that person be referring to me...?
Liu Mo was holding the microphone in her hands, her blurred eyes were filled with a touch of sadness, and she was hesitant to speak.With the gentle accompaniment music, she sang softly.

"You once said you would accompany me to the end,
But in the end why I can only choose to back off,
If you haven't met, will you not fall in love?
The heartbroken promise composes the loneliness of two people.

I forgot you and I also forgot myself,
A numb heart locked in an irreversible past. "

Her voice was very fresh and sweet, as if she had returned to the angel when we first met.

The shock in Guan Lin's heart became deeper and deeper.As if "Don't Forget Peace of Mind" is his portrayal, why does he always feel that the lyrics of the song "Returning Love" are about him and Liu Mo?
The first time they met, she handed herself a love letter.After she took it with a blushing face, she asked for the jade slip from herself and left her contact information.

At that moment, she lowered her head slightly, and the warm sunlight poured in from the window, coating her fluttering eyelashes with a layer of golden light.

Guan Lin stared blankly at her delicate face, as if he couldn't get enough of it.It was on that day that he felt he had met an angel.

After Liu Mo left, he didn't attend class at all that day, just stared at the name in the jade slip for the whole afternoon.

Later, they dated, walked through many places side by side, and had a youthful sweetness.

He still remembered that Liu Mo bought a bunch of cotton candy at the stall that day, and shook it at him. When he leaned over her head, she laughed and moved away, taking a big bite first.Not to be outdone, Guan Tilia also bit down from another direction.

When they ate a gap in the big marshmallow, the two lips touched together lightly.

At that time, both of them were short of breath.But gradually, without knowing who took the initiative, they formally hugged each other, deepening this candy-flavored kiss.

At that time, their kissing skills were very clumsy, but their hearts were sincere.

……

They would study together in the library, obviously sitting in adjacent seats, but insisted on writing notes to each other one by one.

When Guan Lin writes some nasty words, Liu Mo looks shy and kicks him under the table coquettishly, and then quickly hugs his arm, leaning her head lightly on his shoulder, like a Rubbing like a kitten.

……

He once took her on a bicycle, rushing downhill in the mountains.

Her long hair flew up in the breeze and swirled around his face.There is a nice shampoo scent on the hair.

At that time, he had seriously thought about this girl, he wanted to take her with him for the rest of his life.

……

"What I didn't know before, I always envied the princess,

I envy them that there will always be a prince guarding them,
But who has seen the loneliness in that castle.

How gorgeous the shadows under the night curtain call,

Who is by my side when I am helpless. "

She is beautiful, her family is good, she is very popular in the academy, and she really lives like a princess.But she also has troubles. When she is unhappy, she is always the first person to guard her.

That time, because of her carelessness, she did a wrong question that she would have done, and missed No.1.She looked very depressed, and he tried his best to comfort her, took her to the food street, and accompanied her to eat, and finally made her happy.

They also received a small elk hat in a small shop that was doing promotional activities.Watching her put it on carefully and shake the two horns on her head cutely, that is the beauty that Guan Lin will never forget.

……

Once, she quarreled with the girls in the class.I sent text messages with her, comforted her patiently, enlightened her, and chatted with her until midnight.Later, she was tired and fell asleep in a daze without even saying good night.But that night, I couldn't fall asleep again, and lay with my eyes open until dawn.

……

But what is the use of these.

What she wanted was a prince. No matter how long she guarded him, she would be nothing more than an abandoned knight.

……

"I used to say that I love you without regrets and never regret it,

The power of happiness nothing can destroy.

Love is just grasping too tightly so it is full of scars,
Hate, love is too deep to be so deep. "

This lyric... is she reminding herself?Remind yourself that hating her is just because you still love her?
Indeed, even though love has turned into hate, I have never forgotten her for so many years.I can't forget it, just because I still love her all the time.

Time seems to be divided into two endpoints, and the broken pictures collide violently.One song sang about his present and future.

"A broken string cannot play a perfect tune, we sing a lonely song,
Should I have chosen to be cruel and dusted my memory,
Let time be erased from now on.

……

If we meet again, this love,
Is it possible to go on perfectly,
The wine of love, anyone who drinks it is fascinated,
Compensation for constant bitterness and sadness. "

Guan Lin has now fully confirmed that when she sings this song, she is calling out to herself.She was asking herself if she wanted to get back together with her.

So, which side should you choose?Should he choose her who has always been cared about, abandon his present, or resolutely let go of his youth?
Guan Lin was really a little confused.

Gradually, the two incompatible ends seemed to be connected by a thin thread.

When I was with Liu Mo, I was always giving.But when I was with Jian Zhiheng, I always had it.

He once hated that Liu Mo relied on her own love for her and enjoyed her kindness to her with peace of mind.But on the other hand, after such a long time, why didn't he also enjoy Jian Zhiheng's kindness to him with peace of mind?

If you pay unilaterally for too long, it will indeed be very tiring.

Who is the one who is worth cherishing and who is worth repaying? He seems to have the answer.

At this moment, Guan Lin almost wanted to stand up immediately and tell Jian Zhiheng about his decision.But looking at the charming girl on the screen, he temporarily sat down again.

Perhaps he should thank Liu Mo, it was her who allowed him to finally put an end to this relationship with his own hands.

……

Then, at the awards ceremony.

Rong Xiao is still the No.1 that lives up to expectations, while Guan Lin, as a sudden emergence of a dark horse, won the No.2 for the first time in the competition.

The instructor handed out the certificates to them one by one. After Rong Xiao took them casually, he glanced at Guan Lin and said a word to him.

"Singing well, you have great stage potential."

Under the stage, screams suddenly rang out.After all, Rong Xiao never approves of anyone easily.

Guan Lin's heart was also completely firm at this moment.

Jian Zhiheng once said that after graduation, he wanted to be an athlete.It really suited him.

And myself, just choose to be a singer.Be a singer who can bring happiness to others.

"Also, that friend of yours is very loyal." Rong Xiao said the second sentence very softly, only the two of them could hear it.

Guan Ting was taken aback, but he soon understood.

How could the legendary school bully encourage himself for no reason? Thinking about it, Jian Zhiheng asked him to do this in order to help him build up his self-confidence.

……

After the game was over, Rong Xiao was the first to leave, followed by a group of boys, most of the girls also chased after them, screaming to express their admiration.

Another part of the girls who remained on the field embraced Guan Lin and expressed their affection to him enthusiastically.

Guan Ting was surrounded by them, a little at a loss.At this moment, Liu Mo proudly pushed away from the crowd and walked in with her head held high.

"Tin, let's make up, you are so handsome today!"

She hugged his arm tenderly, as if they were just having a little awkward moment.

"Did you bet with others again that you would chase me back?" Guan Lin looked at her indifferently, and quietly withdrew his arm.

"Unfortunately, I don't need you anymore."

If it was before today, when Liu Mo made this request, he would definitely agree to get back together, even if what she gave was only deception.

But now, he really thinks it through, he is also an upright person, why does he have to bow down to a woman?Without her, he can live his wonderful life.

Liu Mo grabbed his arm again, begging pitifully: "Ah Tien, I know it was all my fault before, I will change it, I promise I will never hurt you again in the future!"

Guan Lin's smile was a little sarcasm: "If you like me only because of a song, then let me always stay in your memory."

When he turned to leave, Liu Mo called out from behind him: "Ah Tien! Don't you love me anymore?"

Guan Lin's footsteps paused, and there was indeed a bit of struggle in his eyes.Seeing this, a triumphant smile appeared on Liu Mo's face again.

He still loves her, this is her greatest capital.

"In the past, I was the one who couldn't afford to love." Facing Liu Mo, he said softly.

Immediately afterwards, with her smug smile, he brushed past her and said the last sentence coldly.

"Now, you are the one who can't afford to love."

　The above lyrics are from "It's Right to Love You", "Don't Forget Peace of Mind" and "Reclaiming Love".Friends who are interested can listen to it~
　　
　
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