Play coquettish with Joe

Chapter 2818 He is really nothing
Ye Jiaqi didn't understand men, and she didn't want to find out.

She put away the painting and stuffed it in her bookshelf.

As a child, the world was pure. Ye Jiaqi liked to be with little pomelo, and also liked to be with the children in the orphanage.

It's winter vacation now, and the children in the orphanage don't have any special recreational activities, so she will teach them some small handicrafts, such as paper cutting, flower folding, bow weaving... Most of the children are very smart, and they can learn it quickly.

The winter in the village is much colder than that in the city, and there are often wild winds, and the winter here seems to be extremely long and endless.

After the Chinese New Year, it is still very cold.

……

new York.

Josnian drank in the bar for several days in a row, Jiang Yao's words were all in his mind.

He is married, and he has a seven-year-old son.

That night, there was light rain in New York City. In the light rain, Josnian staggered out of the bar, looking helplessly at the blurred lights outside, with loneliness and coldness in his eyes.

He had never been so helpless.

It's like losing all direction.

The glimmer of light that I saw before was also extinguished, as if it had never existed.

In the past few days, due to alcoholism, his sleep has been very bad, and he is often in a state of insomnia. For example, it is already early in the morning, but he is not sleepy at all.

Since the new year, he has never dreamed of Ye Jiaqi again.

He didn't know if this was his punishment, even in his dreams, he didn't let him miss her anymore.

At this moment, he stood at the door of the bar, silently staring into the distance.

The rain was not heavy, and when the wind blew, the raindrops fluttered around.

Josnian still didn't bring an umbrella, so he walked into the rain.

The streetlights stretched his figure very long, and his body, which had already recovered, looked extraordinarily thin.

He always thinks that he is a rational person, and if he is really rational, he should not stay in the United States anymore, but return to China to find his wife and son.

But what is he running away from?

Can he escape like this?
What should he say if he sees his wife?haven't seen you for a long time?

But all his feelings after losing his memory were spent on Ye Jiaqi. Facing a woman he didn't know at all, could he... Can he regain his feelings?

This kind of contradiction and pain has haunted his heart for days.

Will the unknown woman tell him when they met, when they got married, and when they had a son.

But will there still be waves in his heart?

He knew that he played the card of sensibility.

He had no way to drive Ye Jiaqi out of his heart, Ye Jiaqi occupied all of his heart.

How should he give this heart to his original wife?
So, he's not a thing.

He betrayed both his original partner and Ye Jiaqi... He really is nothing.

Thinking of this, Josnian's face was filled with pain and confusion, his pupils constricted, and his eyes were filled with unbearable struggle.

These days after the new year, he has been staying in a hotel in New York, not going anywhere, and he doesn't know where to go.

He has never hesitated or hesitated like this before. He has always been decisive in doing things, maybe... only when it comes to matters that belong to Ye Jiaqi, he will be so entangled.

The rain was not heavy, and it didn't wake him up at all.

The light rain fell on his face, sometimes he would stop and look into the distance, but most of the time he walked forward with a blank expression.

(End of this chapter)