Play coquettish with Joe

Chapter 4076 The best age for a man (15)

It was raining in Hwaseong the next day.

It was raining heavily, and there was a layer of dampness and mist in the air. From a distance, there was only a vast expanse of white color.

Ning An originally planned to go to the capital, but when he saw that it was raining so hard, he could only slow down for the time being.

She ate some casually in the hotel, and called Xiao Tangtang again, then stood at the window and watched the heavy rain outside.

The rain was so heavy that the whole city was shrouded in a layer of mist.

It's raining and it's going to be colder tomorrow.

Ning An didn't expect Song Shaoyan to call her again after ten o'clock.

"An'an." His voice was a little hoarse, deep and heavy.

"what's up."

"The pain in my leg was unbearable. I got an injection and woke up again." His voice was light and weak, as weak as a gossamer. "I just want to hear your voice when I wake up."

Ning An gripped the phone tightly with his fingers, and moved his lips, but he didn't seem to know what to say.

"It's raining so hard outside... I have to take injections and medicines every time it's this kind of weather... The painkillers are bitter, but I have to swallow them..." Song Shaoyan babbled in a very loud voice. Low, the tone is very slow, "Actually, you asked me what has changed in five years... The most obvious thing is that I can recognize myself... Before, I was conceited, arrogant, and didn't take everything seriously... Five years later I get it, I'm just an ordinary person...an ordinary person who will live, grow old, get sick and die...one of the many people, nothing more ordinary...but it seems difficult for a person to admit that he is ordinary...it took me five years to figure it out It's..."

Song Shaoyan was lying on the bed, holding the mobile phone in one hand, his eyes were slightly closed, and the faint light of the bedroom shone on his pale face.

"I used to feel that the whole world was my own when I was high-spirited... Now I know that there are some things and some people... that I can't catch if I want to... Tell me, should a person like me die alone... "

Song Shaoyan's voice was full of sadness, like the rain outside, pattering, beating one after another.

Ning An had never seen Song Shaoyan like this.

What he said was right, what a high-spirited man he was before, he didn't care about anything, and there was nothing he wanted.

He does whatever he wants, self-important.

"What's for lunch?" He asked lightly.

Ning An recovered from his voice: "Go to a restaurant and eat something."

"Would you like to come to Mo's house to eat? Xiaoduo is making dumplings, she seems to miss you a lot." Song Shaoyan's voice was intermittent, several times, Ning An almost didn't hear clearly.

His appearance made Ning An really unable to argue with him.

What's more, he saved her life.

"I asked the driver to pick you up? Huh?"

"No." Ning An still refused.

"why."

"No why."

"Oh..." Song Shaoyan seemed to understand, nodded, and didn't make things difficult for her anymore.

"Song Shaoyan, if you cooperate with the doctor's treatment, your legs will be fine."

"It won't be better." There was great sadness in his voice, "It's impossible to walk like before."

"Don't do this..."

"I didn't complain. I know that this is God's punishment for me. It's fair to let me lose because I don't cherish it." Song Shaoyan said calmly, "Actually, after I came back last night, I also thought about it. people can't give happiness to anyone."

(End of this chapter)