Play coquettish with Joe

Chapter 5382 Red Obsession (7)

Song Shaoyan doesn't want to think rationally anymore, so what's the use of being rational?It's better to be drunk, at least, tonight.

Josnian drank with him: "After drinking tonight, this matter will be over, Song Shaoyan, promise me."

"I want to promise you too...but I'm afraid I can't promise you..." Song Shaoyan was sad, "You don't know how deep Jiang Ci's relationship with me is. In Africa, if it weren't for him and his teacher, I would I can't get my life back... After sitting in a wheelchair, he helped me contact the most excellent doctors in the world time and time again, and even stayed in my home to take care of me... You have never experienced this kind of thing. I will understand... I will not understand..."

"I can understand."

"No, you won't understand." Song Shaoyan gulped down the wine, almost drinking it like plain water.

He has a good capacity for alcohol, but he is already half-drunk at this time, relying on his subconscious to support himself.

Speaking of the past, Jiang Ci spent the most difficult days with him.

Jiang Ci is not only his doctor, but also his friend and brother.

Josnian didn't argue with him, and just drank with him silently.

Song Shaoyan drank too hard, as if desperate, his eyes were full of tears, twinkling.

"If Jiang Ci and A Shu didn't know each other because of me, maybe neither of them would have come to this point... Speaking of it, I am also at fault, am I not... I am the executioner, and I am helping the tyrant... Without me, they would not be here If you know each other, you won't..." Song Shaoyan couldn't continue, crying bitterly.

"Why? Do you think Jiang Ci and Jiang Shu regret it?! Let me tell you, they don't regret it! Even at the last moment of their lives, they never regretted it! Song Shaoyan, don't think too much, this is not you Even, they will be happy because they know each other, why do you still think about these things that have long passed, why put so much pressure on yourself?"

"I should have persuaded them, right? If I stopped them a little bit, they wouldn't be together."

"What can you stop? Or, can you stop it?!" Josnian yelled at Song Shaoyan.

Song Shaoyan is smart and rational on weekdays, but he blamed himself for saying such thoughtless words when he was drinking.

"Old Joe...Is it my fault?"

"You're right." Josnian was categorical, "You didn't do anything wrong. If you raise Xiao Xiangxiang well, both Jiang Ci and Jiang Shu will be grateful to you. What's wrong with you?"

Song Shaoyan was silent.

He leaned back to drink again.

When Song Shaoyan was silent, there was silence in the private room, the light yellow light from the crystal lamp shone on the faces of the two men, their eyes were full of loneliness.

Song Shaoyan was silent most of the time, besides being silent, he also blamed himself.

"Old Qiao... I was really at fault, really... I couldn't even help him deal with the matter between Jiang Ci and his parents, but if I cared more about him, he wouldn't be forced by his parents. For this sake..."

"It's not your fault. I've seen his parents. They're used to being overbearing. Can you stop him for a while, or for a lifetime? For so many years, his parents haven't let go of Jiang Shu. Do you think they can?" Let Jiang Ci go easily? Even this time, they are still trying their best to prevent Jiang Ci and Jiang Shu from being buried together, they are unreasonable at all." Josnian said lightly, "What you have to do in the future is very simple, I want to protect you Just think about it."

(End of this chapter)