Play coquettish with Joe

Chapter 7667 failed life (3)

It turned out that this chubby little guy only weighed five catties when he was born, and was very thin. Judging from Lin Zhi's pregnancy test report, it was probably because Lin Zhi had a lot of reactions during pregnancy, and she was picky about what she vomited and what she ate. In the third trimester of pregnancy, Yan Feng had a car accident.

Yan Jia has always been envious and jealous of his elder brother.

Yan Feng had the happiness he never had before, from childhood to adulthood.

When Lin Zhi was pregnant, his elder brother must have been very happy. He and Lin Zhi had a blood relationship.

Yan Feng was also a father for the first time, but he, Yan Jia, would never be a father in his life.

Lin Zhi often fainted during the third trimester of her pregnancy, and was once hospitalized for miscarriage protection. Fortunately, the Yan family took good care of her, and Zhou Zhou was finally born safely.

However, even though the little guy is very small, it took Lin Zhi a whole day and night. This thin and quiet woman was crying and screaming in the delivery room all day and night before giving birth to the little guy.

In Yan Jia's impression, Lin Zhi was always thin and petite and not very talkative in high school. She liked to immerse herself in studying and doing problems, but when she was born in Zhouzhou, she became so brave and strong again.

Chen Kang also sorted out many photos of Zhou Zhou when he was a child, from birth to four years old.

The newborn Zhouzhou is very small, just like the rabbit he raised, soft and waxy.

In those few years, Lin Zhi and Zhou Zhou lived in the Yan family's old house. Although the years were boring, Lin Zhi seemed to have no complaints. She lived this kind of life repeatedly, quietly waiting for Zhou Zhou to grow up day by day.

She did work for a while, but for a short time, because her depression recurred and she had to stay at home to recuperate.

Yan Feng accompanied her to the hospital many times, the most serious one was a blood transfusion in the hospital, which was also the source of the scar on Lin Zhi's wrist.

He used to think that the scars were caused by Lin Zhi's death after Yan Feng's accident, but now that he got these timeline materials, he realized that it was not.

When she committed suicide, Yan Feng was still alive.

She committed suicide because of depression.

Yan Jia closed his eyes and took a puff of the cigarette, the smoke lingering around his fingertips.

Before she committed suicide, he used to go back to China to look for her frequently, with bad words and arrogant attitude. He thought she had a strong psychological ability to bear it, but he didn't know until now that she was just a very ordinary woman who could cry, hurt and be sad.

Yan Jia didn't know whether her suicide was caused by his bad behavior.

If so, he's sorry.

Yan Jia's heart felt strangely uncomfortable, he took several puffs of cigarettes in succession, his brows were gloomy, and his face was pale.

Suppressing his heart, it took him a while to recover, and he quietly turned over the pages in front of him that carried the past.

Her ten years, almost without his participation, were as dull as a glass of boiled water, tasteless and boring, Zhou Zhou and Yan Feng were her only sustenance.

But Yan Jia knew that she loved his brother very much these ten years.

And he failed miserably.

Yan Jia knows that he has failed in this life, and this failure is an irreversible situation. His father, brother, Lin Zhi, Zhou Zhou...he has gone farther and farther in the puzzle of betrayal. He is a victim, but he is powerless to save his failed life.

He never knew what "love" was. When he tried to love carefully, he ended it all by mistake in a panic.

He indulged and lost himself in the feasting and luxury, and tried to break through the fog that troubled him, but he sank deeper and deeper until everyone around him left him.

(End of this chapter)