Rebel Demon King

Chapter 1264 Ragnarok of the Gods (42)

(BGM - Captain of "Everywhere is You")
At some point, it started to rain outside, and the cold raindrops hit the window, making the lights in the bedroom cold.

Cheng Mo seemed to have returned to that deep nightmare. The house was filled with water. He opened his eyes wide in the dimly lit water, looking for the source of the light, and wanted to take a breath of air through the water.But across the sea that submerged him, he saw the reflections of his father and mother being crushed in waves.

In a trance, even their conversations seem to be separated by salty sea water.

"It's too dangerous, but it's too dangerous." Father pressed his mother's hand, he frowned, his face that never showed much emotion was full of worry, "What star gate, what black death, what? What Ouyu. They are all terrible violent organizations. You have to at least wait for me to investigate more, or wait until I finish the training plan and go with you."

Mother smiled and held father's hand instead, "It's not even easy to get a gun in China, how do you train?"

"I will find a way. I asked my classmates to help me find out that there are live ammunition shooting ranges in the capital, and there are also many real CS bases that are close to actual combat. I will find a way to transfer back to the capital, and the capital will be more in touch with what you said. organize."

The mother interrupted the father softly, "Time is not allowed! The doctor has made a judgment!"

"The more this happens, the more we should be cautious, Qingqing. Besides, didn't you say that your father warned you never to go back within 20 years. Also, didn't that Uncle Li also advise you to wait?" Father Say, "Give me a little more time."

The mother shook her head and said in a low voice: "You can't go with me. Who will take care of the son if you go with me?"

"You can give him to my brother, my brother will take good care of him"

"No. Xiao Mo has a bad heart, and he is an extremely sensitive child. I can explain it when I leave alone. We both left. How do you want him to live?"

"But."

"Yongze, you just listen to me on this matter." The mother stared at the father, her eyes rolling, "Besides, I will not be in danger if I go alone. I am not the only one who knows where my father hides the information and God's genes. , and only I can open the door there. It’s not good for you to go.”

"To be honest, I don't agree with you doing this. But you must do this. I can only respect your choice." My father closed his eyes and said painfully, "It's all because I'm just a useless nerd."

"Don't say that." Mother stroked his father's forehead, "Didn't I tell you that there is something called 'Ouroboros' in the world? It is a thing that can transform knowledge into ability, Uncle Li has already promised me that no matter whether he gets the 'God Gene' or not, he will give me an Ouroboros."

"Is this Uncle Li reliable?"

My mother nodded, "He is a good friend of my father. He is not only the recommender for my father to enter the Freemasonry, but also a partner of my father's company. He was the one who sent me out of America. If it wasn't for him, I would There is really no way to leave immediately. It was the person he arranged for me, who took me to Moxigo by smuggling, and then took a car from Moxigo to Buenos Aires, and then made a big circle back through Wellington. domestic."

"That's because he didn't know that you knew the whereabouts of God's gene at the time. Everyone is innocent and guilty."

"I know this, and I'm not a child anymore. But my father said that as long as you are desperate, you can go to Uncle Li." The mother paused, "I want to tell you this too."

"What do you mean?"

"In case, I mean, in case something happens to me and I haven't contacted you for a long time, you should contact Uncle Li." The mother lowered her head, "My father said that at least he will be an absolutely fair People." Soon she raised her head again, "No matter what, we gave birth to Xiao Mo, and we have to be responsible for his life."

Father took a deep breath and replied softly, "I understand."

Mother stood up, "Then you send me off!"

Father also stood up, "Although I don't know much about the world, I don't need you to say this."

The mother smiled, helped the box in her hand, pulled out the handle, and stuffed it into the father's hand, "Then you also have to know that a man must be a gentleman, and help the lady to take the initiative to carry things!"

Father took the lever and responded with a dull "Oh".

Mother sighed, "I'm afraid that Xiao Mo will grow up like you, so how can I find a girlfriend!"

Father shook his head incomprehensibly, "It's too early for you to worry."

The mother smiled, she walked out of the bedroom, walked past Cheng Mo's hazy sight, stopped at the door of his room, hesitated for a while, and finally opened the door of his room cautiously.

Cheng Mo stared at the woman as she tiptoed to the bed, bent over and stroked his hair, and said softly in a whispering voice: "Baby, I'm really sorry, I'm not a competent mother. I must listen to my father in the future." If so, remember to eat on time, take medicine on time, remember the doctor's instructions, study hard, learn to smile, and be happy! Mom will definitely come back, play football with you, and go to the amusement park with you, I will attend your graduation ceremony and your wedding in the future. Maybe there will be endless darkness ahead, maybe you have to wait for the sunrise, it will definitely come back. You must not let your mother down."

But in a deep sleep, I couldn't hear anything, I just tilted my head on the bed, as if avoiding the light coming through the crack of the door.

His mother kissed his forehead and said softly, "Mommy loves you, baby."

Then she straightened up, exited the room, and closed the door gently, as if she had never entered before.

Cheng Mo stared blankly at his mother, his body was trembling uncontrollably, to be precise, it should be his soul.The sudden turn of the plot made him completely at a loss as to how to solve his misunderstanding of his mother for more than ten years.He continued to breathe heavily, his head was empty, and he was burning hot when he tried to think.He wanted to do something, but his body was wrapped up in the unbelievable fact of more than ten years ago.He watched his mother pass through his body motionlessly, and crossed with him, as if he was really standing at the ferry of the Wangchuan River, watching his mother leave a stable and peaceful life and walk towards turmoil and death.

A pain that overwhelmed him engulfed him, with a ferocity he could not comprehend.

He thought what a selfish person he was to never forgive his mother.He thought, maybe it is the problem of this era, everything outside is noisy, but everything inside is silent.Perhaps the vast majority of children are only children, who naturally enjoy all the love of their parents and put themselves in the most important position.Perhaps today's cities are too crowded, and the fierce competition makes us have no time to take into account the feelings of our parents.Maybe it's because we are used to wearing masks, coming and going in a hurry, using the generation gap as an excuse, and would rather talk to friends on the Internet, trust wine and meat friends, and be unwilling to communicate more with our parents.Perhaps this era is developing too fast, and the huge tear is the gap.We are mediocre, but we look down on the mediocrity of our parents.With dreams in mind, we believe in being persistent and never regretting, and we don't believe in the experience of our parents.

Explosive knowledge, rapid social interaction, and a variety of entertainment, this world is too exciting to see.Parents seem to have always been outsiders in our growth and life.

Only when we are deceived by life and step into despair, do we panic and ask our parents for help.Forget that even if life is hell, parents are also the sun above our heads, the last rope.

It turned out that he had been tightly holding the rope that his mother threw to him at the cost of his life, as if he was connected to the umbilical cord.

Standing in the living room, he heard the sound of closing the door, as if he heard the siren of a long-distance ship sailing, and then he struggled out of the huge emotional vortex.He forgot everything, turned around and ran towards the door, but only saw the old wooden door that was closed tightly.He bumped into it without hesitation, but just as he touched the door, he forced himself back into the room.

It was only then that he remembered that his soul could only move around his own body. He rushed into the bedroom like crazy, roared loudly, slapped himself, and kicked the wooden bed fiercely, "Wake up!" Wake up! Wake up!" he yelled to himself.

But everything is nothingness.

He is just a bystander in this time and space.

The footsteps in the corridor gradually fade away, and parting is imminent.

He ran to the window on the side of the corridor, looked down from a high position, and saw his mother's figure through the weak light of the street lamp, through the glass with raindrops and the elm trees swaying in the wind and rain.That thin figure was walking along the icy concrete road glistening with water.This rainy night road was empty and deserted, only the footsteps of her father and her echoed in the pattering rain.

He clenched his fists, praying that time would freeze forever at this moment.

It seemed that his mother had heard his pious prayer, stopped in her tracks, turned around and looked back, but her gaze didn't come close to him, and she turned to the window of her own bedroom, as if saying goodbye.

The wind in the living room blew the pages of the book, and he suddenly remembered the poem his mother read just now while hugging him.

"He who loves cannot die, because love is eternal life, no, it is God."

"You must let me go first, child, because I have been in the sea and know the way. For you, to save you from sinking, I would rather drown twice, my dear, as long as I can cover your eyes, you will not see water."

"I said I would come one day. Emily never breaks her word, unless she has an unavoidable reason. You know that, dear child."

Cheng Mo stood in front of the rain-covered window, watching his mother walking forward alone, the meager light was disappearing.

She went into the night.

The looking back just now was just a freeze-frame shot left by her that could not be recorded.

He began to hate himself for being her child.There are thousands of children in this world, and thousands of parents, why let yourself be their child?Why not give them a healthy child?Why not give them a stable and happy home?
"If only I wasn't your child!"

"If only I wasn't your child!"

"If only I wasn't your child!"

"mom!"

"mom!"

"Mother."

(End of this chapter)