Rebel Demon King

Chapter 471 Truth and Dare (4)

There was a sound of closing the door, and Cheng Mo, who was standing shoulder to shoulder with Shen Daoyi behind the hanger, finally breathed a sigh of relief. To be honest, he was already on pins and needles. The original power of desire and the acquired power of reason were in his mind. A vortex formed in it.

Cheng Mo also felt it again. As Li Jiting said, the experience of other things obtained from books, audio, and video is extremely limited. To know the taste of it, you have to get in touch with reality.

Just like when he was watching all kinds of small movies, he was able to maintain a learning and research mentality. It was because he watched coldly through a screen, and he could naturally calm his mind. However, watching a real performance in reality, that feeling is not totally different.

Cheng Mo's mind went back and forth, and he forgot to speak. Shen Daoyi didn't seem to know how to speak. The musical instrument room suddenly fell into a subtle, awkward silence.

Seeing that Cheng Mo's expression was completely different from his usual calm and indifferent, Shen Daoyi recalled the moment when he held his hand just now, his flushed face showed a little bit of not knowing what was wrong, a little bit of pretending to be calm, a little bit of anticipation and longing
Shen Daoyi was a little secretly happy for some unknown reason, and she didn't know where this emotion came from.Shen Daoyi guessed that it should come from Shen Youyi's feeling of being suppressed in his heart. Such a conclusion made Shen Daoyi a little uncomfortable. After a long while, Shen Daoyi finally couldn't help it, and opened his mouth first. Are you reminiscing about the good show just now? It turns out that no matter how old or young a man is, men are not pure, they are lustful."

Cheng Mo turned his head and glanced at Shen Daoyi, and said softly: "I just remembered a Japanese movie called "The World of the Senses". When I first watched it, I was very surprised how could there be such a primitive attraction between men and women. This kind of emotion seems to me to be almost distorted and abnormal - of course, the frame of reference of this "distortion" and "abnormality" is the "integrity" and "normality" of the so-called "civilized society". At that time, I thought that the essence of love might be The reproductive impulse generated in a closed and monotonous environment is natural and simple, and everything else is just a supplement."

"Huh? Watching a erotic palace can produce such deep thoughts, you are really a sage!" Shen Dao said with sarcasm, she thought that Cheng Mo was forcing depth to cover up his desire for his teacher embarrassment.

Cheng Mo was about to speak, but he heard Shen Daoyi add in a cold tone: "But to be honest, I still admire Abe Sada, the scene where Ishida Kichizo was strangled to death in the end was really satisfying, and it completely sublimated the theme of the whole movie , This shows that if you want to truly possess a man, from body to spirit, and even the whole life, the only way to kill him at his happiest peak is death.”

Cheng Mo knew that Shen Daoyi's personality was completely different from Shen Youyi's, even a little extreme, but he never thought that Shen Daoyi would advocate the power of destruction.To express this sentence in a two-dimensional way: he didn't expect that Shen Daoyi was a "sick girl".

Thinking of Ishida Kizang being cut off by Abe Sada in the end, Cheng Mo couldn't help but shudder. Fortunately, Mr. Shen hasn't found a boyfriend yet. If he does, Cheng Mo has no doubt that Shen Daoyi can make it Abe settled for such an unimaginable thing.For Teacher Shen's happiness and safety, he must let Shen Daoyi "disappear" no matter what.
"Sister Nan, your views are too selfish and selfish. I don't think love is what you understand."

Shen Dao smiled, then turned to look at Cheng Mo, "Don't you think love is not selfish? Don't tell me that love is dedication. Who really wants to be a spare tire?"

Cheng Mo pushed the glasses on the bridge of his nose, "Let me tell you my opinion. Some people think that love and X are two sides of the same body, or that they are inseparable. The former is the spirit and the latter is the body. I think the function of "love" is probably to clarify these complicated stimuli, raise "X" to consciousness, purify it, and endow it with humanity and even divinity. Sex is the multiplication of sensory life, while love suppresses and Harmonizes the sensual life and leads it to a higher level.

In my opinion, true love is a process of restraining one's own desires.

Restrain your appetite and leave delicious food to the other party; restrain your desire to buy and leave expenses to the other party; restrain your desire to go out and play, and leave time to the other party; restrain your urge to interact with other opposite sexes , leave the sincerity to the other party.
This kind of giving regardless of return is the battle of 'love' with its own instinct all the time.

It's just that our 'love' sometimes loses to instinct"

Cheng Mo paused for a moment and continued: "Of course, the reward for sincere dedication and sincere response is also extremely generous. This kind of reward is probably what is called 'happiness'."

Cheng Mo's words made Shen Daoyi silent for a moment, she fell into the long exam, completely forgot that she and Cheng Mo were still standing behind the hanger, after a minute or two, Shen Daoyi said in a nasty voice: "Happiness? " Then she turned her head to look at Cheng Mo, "What is happiness?"

Cheng Mo feels that he has not yet experienced what "happiness" is. Maybe he had a little understanding when Xie Minyun kissed him, but with Xie Minyun's departure, his heart became desolate again.

If Cheng Mo makes up some words, he can say it beautifully, for example, what can you eat when you are hungry; for example, there is a warm hut on a snowy night; Got the big prize of being able to pay off the debt.
But Cheng Mo didn't say that, he just shook his head, "I don't know what happiness is like."

"Haha! You don't know, you still lecture me? Cheng Mo, you are so funny." Shen Daoyi supported Cheng Mo's arm and laughed tremblingly.

Cheng Mo didn't show a different expression because of Shen Daoyi's sarcasm, he still said seriously: "Probably I, like you, are pursuing this kind of happiness that is easy for ordinary people to touch."

Cheng Mo sighed, turned to look at Shen Daoyi who had a strange smile, and said lightly: "Sister Nan, although I don't know where my happiness is, I guess for you, happiness is a successful revenge. !"

Hearing the word "revenge", Shen Daoyi's smile stopped abruptly, "Revenge? What kind of revenge should I have?"

Cheng Mo took out his phone and shook it, "Is your next goal, after you beat me, tell me to post this video online?"

Shen Daoyi let out a cold snort, and walked out from the right side of the hanger. When walking out of the hanger, Shen Daoyi stopped. She didn't turn her head to look at Cheng Mo, but said coldly: "Yes, it's revenge. You just heard that bastard Huang Ren'an said that something unpleasant happened between our family and him, and I definitely have a legitimate reason to take revenge on him."

"Sister Nan, I know why, and I am willing to help you post this video on the Internet to ruin Huang Ren'an's reputation. I know your purpose. You not only want Huang Ren'an to pay the price, but you also want to ruin Chang Ya's reputation."

"Let Chang Ya's reputation be ruined? I'm afraid you are overthinking it!" Shen Daoyi sneered while holding the drum stand.

The sarcasm in Shen Dao's tone made Cheng Mo more confident in his judgment, and he also walked out of the long hanger with a wide variety of clothes, "Mr. Shen, I know you are still brooding about what happened eight years ago. Your friend Luo Jiayi was seduced by your father's protégé Huang Ren'an in the name of love, and had a relationship. After the incident, he said that the other party seduced you. At that time, your father was the vice principal of Changya. He chose to cover up Huang Ren'an for the sake of the school's reputation and fired Luo Jiayi. , causing Luo Jiayi to suffer from depression, and finally committed suicide by jumping off the building. Your father also wrote a novel called "Secret Tunnel", which cryptically excused himself. Tragedy."

"But you know very well in your heart that your father actually knows the truth of the matter very well. It's just that he chose to believe the one that is beneficial to him, but sister Xi is innocent. Don't hurt her and don't punish yourself, okay? You didn't have that incident back then Anything wrong, you can't do anything"

"It's not you who's wrong, it's the society that's wrong"

(End of this chapter)