The queen's mouth is open

Chapter 1840 Are You Zhang Cenhan

The bigger the world, the more it can highlight one's own insignificance and helplessness.

Looking up at the night sky, there are not many stars, but one or two are very bright. Zhang Cenhan looked at them, looking back at himself, this is not a long life.

In fact, she is just like everyone else, she is just an ordinary person. Her life is not magnificent. If you say it is bright, it is naturally not bright, but if you want to say how dark it is, it seems that it is not.

There is also brilliance in her life, she has also been in love, and she has had someone she likes.Her life is not boring, she has close friends and fans who care about her and like her.

Her family is her pain, but if she really wants to calm down and ignore them, it seems that she can get rid of them, such as changing life in a city they don't know, changing a phone card...

It's just that she didn't want to go that far.

Besides, who in the world is free from distress and everything goes smoothly?She has unhappy things, but so do others.

Therefore, Zhang Cenhan didn't understand why she got sick?
Why, it must be her...

She has thought about this question for thousands of days and nights, she has also felt the injustice of God, and she has also had the unyielding heart to fight against it, but she finally compromised after so many painful years.

Maybe she is not brave enough, but she is really no match for her heart, and she can't suppress her dark thoughts, she can only be swallowed by them gradually.

Too tired, so tired that she doesn't know what the purpose of living day after day is, and the happiness she gets is getting less and less, so little that it can't offset her pain...

Let's end today, at least she hasn't changed beyond recognition, at least she is still young and beautiful.

Letting time freeze in beauty seems to be a good way out.

"You said you want to see the sea, you want to step on the waves with bare feet..."

She leaned back on the reef, looked at the night sky and the dark sea, opened her mouth softly, and hummed the song Star Point.

She chases stars, but she is not obsessed with idols. She simply likes the works of idols, so she admires this person's talent, that's all.

She is not a girlfriend fan, nor is she a brain-dead fan. She never participates in online scolding battles, and never takes sides. For her, these years spent silently with her idol are her cherished memories. Every song will bring her Bring back a memory from the past.

Although some memories are not good memories.

This star point was released in the month when she was admitted to university at the age of 18. Zhang Cenhan was so happy that she could finally leave her family and live far away.

That summer vacation was a very good time in her memory, so the stars released at that time became synonymous with beauty, connected with the years, and became her favorite song.

I fell in love with Ying Baichuan probably because of this.

The reef is very hard and cool, but Zhang Cenhan thinks it is better than staying on the beach, because it is very likely to get wet on the beach, and she doesn't like this feeling.

Since it will soon be integrated with the sea forever, let's stay away from it for now.

Singing a song, looking at the eternal night, Zhang Cenhan burst into tears unknowingly.

The mobile phone was on her body, and she really wanted to take a photo of herself at this moment, as a way to draw an end to her life, but she didn't dare.

She is afraid of receiving calls from her friends, and afraid that someone will urge her to work on the manuscript... In this last time, she just wants to return to purity.

After singing a song, Zhang Cenhan stood up from the rock.

Below is the turbulent sea, one wave after another, she can clearly hear the sound of their churning.

The waves are near, and relief, too.

"Sorry……"

She murmured, not knowing whether she was speaking to herself or to those who would feel pain for her leaving.

She moved to the edge of the reef step by step. The road was uneven and it was very difficult to walk.

"I just want to jump into the sea, but I don't want to break my head on the reef, it's not pretty... walk slowly..."

She laughed to herself.

"...Zhang Cenhan!"

"Where are you, Zhang Cenhan? Hear a reply!"

She stopped suddenly.

How did she feel that she heard someone calling her name?

In astonishment, Zhang Cenhan looked back.

There are a group of people walking and shouting on the side of the road, and they seem to be looking at their side?
what's going on?Duplicate name?Or was he hallucinating?

Zhang Cenhan was a little confused, and didn't know what to do for a moment.

But there are reefs here, it is very dark, there is no light at all, they will definitely not be able to see themselves.

Just as she was thinking this way, a beam of light from a flashlight swept over her, and then by coincidence, it landed on her scarf.

Black reef, black night, white scarf.

Zhang Cenhan was stunned, while the person opposite let out a scream, and the light beam that had been moved away was fixed on her body again.

"Ah, are you Zhang Cenhan?" A girl's voice was very sharp, and it was heard very clearly in the night sky.

Zhang Cenhan opened his mouth, but couldn't speak.

what happened?
Should I say yes, or say no?

"Don't move, we'll pick you up, just stand still!"

The people on the opposite side were boiling, and a group of people screamed and became excited, but soon a few boys trotted towards this side.

"Sister, don't move around, or they may fall if they panic when they look for you. These are all big rocks, and they will fall to your death. Don't move." A girl persuaded, "You don't want anything to happen to them either, do you?"

Of course I don't want anything to happen to them...

Subconsciously thinking this way, Zhang Cenhan, who was already very close to the edge, really stood still.

But there are countless questions popping up in my heart.

These people are very young, and they look like college students. She is sure that she does not know them.

But they are calling their own names?
If it's the same name, then they shouldn't even recognize their friend's appearance, right?
But if they didn't know each other, why did they come to find me?
Zhang Cenhan was at a loss. She thought she wanted to die silently. She had no idea that the Internet had exploded. She was only thinking about her decision and didn't tell anyone around her. Even if Xixi went to the rental house to find her and found that no one was there , It is absolutely impossible to find here.

At least not today.

and so……

These people must have found the wrong person.

"Okay, I won't move, you guys be careful."

She finally opened her mouth, her voice was gentle, "But... have you misidentified the person? I don't know you."

Let's make it clear to these people first, it's not too late to dance by ourselves when they leave, Zhang Cenhan thought.

(End of this chapter)