The queen's mouth is open

Chapter 825

Caicai felt that Fang Xing had probably weighed it in his heart and thought she was not bad, so he chose her and came here to show his heart to her.He thinks it's good, maybe it's because of his blind admiration for him, maybe it's because getting along with him is easy and unfettered, or maybe it's...

Is he his first man?
Caicai came out of the bathtub and couldn't help laughing while wiping her hair.

It was such a good time when I met him, so young, so young, loving someone is wholeheartedly, even if he has a lot of clumsy perfunctory, but she didn't notice it at all, thinking that he was all love just like herself and trust.

After all, it was my first love.

These characteristics may be advantages for Fang Xing. As the women around him become more and more vain and calculating, such an innocent and stupid self has become a rare choice.

But to Cai Cai, Fang Xing's choice is like a joke.

Because she is no longer the one who only has him in her eyes.

"It's great, I let go of my obsession, and I can be a truly brand new me."

Looking at the girl in the mirror who was thinner than before and had more serious eyes, Caicai smiled sincerely.

When she was abandoned by Fang Xing, she was very painful, but her father's accident made her feel that her sky was falling, and when the sky was falling, the blows of other things seemed not so worth mentioning, so although she was in pain, she could The fact that she was under pressure from her family made Caicai barely support herself.

But in the following time, that kind of dull pain still tormented her when she thought about it, especially when she dreamed back in the middle of the night.

When she opened her eyes at night, she often doubted the meaning of being alive, she couldn't find her own value, and wanted to die directly in her dreams countless times, so that she didn't have to face all this.

It was her mother's hope and care that kept her going.

But Fang Xing and Cai Cai have always been unwilling.

She gave her the best years of her life to him, he was her first love, even though she has faced deeper temptations since entering the industry, but she never thought of abandoning Xing Xing to climb higher branches, because she has always been I thought I was going to marry him.

And Fang Xing never punctured her dream, when she said she wanted to get married, he nodded with a smile and said that we would talk about it when she was older. Currently, her career is on the rise and work is the most important thing.

She believed it. She believed everything he said and every perfunctory he said.

It is precisely because of this that when she glimpsed the bloody truth, she would be so painful.

She has hatred, unwillingness, and complaints.

If she had known that Fang Xing would marry another woman in the future, she would rather never have started with him, so that she would not look like a drunk fool, turning around unsuspectingly in front of a villain, but in the end He was easily put to death by the opponent.

Over the past year, Caicai felt mixed emotions when thinking about Fang Xing, and she knew she couldn't let it go, because there were many things she couldn't figure out.

Probably like many "broken up" men and women, she also thought about what she did not do well. If she was better, would he not leave? Even, she also thought about a seemingly ridiculous The problem--

Has he ever loved himself?Is it all just "just for fun"?

But she didn't ask because that was the last self-esteem.

And tonight's conversation gave her a feeling of rebirth.

She no longer cared what the answer to the question was, because nothing was so important anymore, she only knew that the more she saw that man, the lower his status in her heart would be.

From a god on high, he became a swamp of mud beneath his feet.

So at this moment, she finally let go, found a new self, and was reborn from the cocoon.

only……

"There's one more thing left to do."

Caicai frowned and bit her lip, seeming a little troubled.

After encountering troubles at home, she was nervous and couldn't find anyone to borrow money for a while, so she had to bow her head and ask Fang Xing.

That was the time when she felt that she was the most humble in her life, recalling the humbleness at that time, she still has lingering fears.

But she has no regrets, because the money solved her urgent needs.

Sometimes self-esteem is not as important as being alive.

But a year later, although his situation has improved a little, he is still far from paying off the money.

Caicai knew that if she gave herself another year or two, she might be able to save enough money as her filming experience increased and her network expanded.

But now, she really can't take it out.

It's okay to want to be late, and she didn't promise Fang Xing a time, but Cai Cai didn't want to owe that person money at all, especially after what happened tonight.

If she wanted to start over, she couldn't have any ties. This feeling of disconnection made her very tired.

If you want to pay back the money, but you have no money, then you can only...

Borrowed money again.

But who should I borrow it from?

Caicai sat on the sofa and began to meditate. In the past year, she has made friends who are not bad, but her own coffee is placed there, and the people she meets are destined to be big names. In this case, she wants to borrow a big money...

Isn't that a clear test of plastic friendship?
No money, no friends.

Who can I borrow...

Caicai took out her mobile phone and started looking through her contacts. The more she looked, the more she frowned. When she came across some people, she directly deleted the communication.

She remembers these people very clearly. As soon as she was in trouble, they started to make trouble. Let alone asking them to help, it's fine if this kind of person doesn't step on you hard.

What do you keep such a person for?

Deleted deleted.

Then after flipping for a while, her hand stopped on a name.

"Hey?"

Jiang Xiaobai, who was reading the script, suddenly heard the sound of the mobile phone. Because it seemed too abrupt in the quiet night, her hand holding the script trembled.

After answering the phone, I heard Cai Cai's voice.

"Miss Xiaobai, I'm Tang Cai, I'm sorry to disturb you so late... May I ask you to do me a favor?"

Caicai's voice over there was a bit twitchy.

After hanging up the phone, Jiang Xiaobai transferred the account.

"Miss Bai, who is it?"

Asked Mingzhu who was arranging clothes in the room.

"Cai Cai."

Jiang Xiaobai said without raising his head, continuing to read the script.

"Tang Cai?" Mingzhu was taken aback, "What is she looking for you for?"

"Oh, borrow money."

Jiang Xiaobai made an understatement.

Mingzhu opened her eyes wide, "She doesn't know you well, why did she lend you the money? Also, did you lend it to her?"

"Well, I borrowed it." Jiang Xiaobai nodded, and looked up from the script, "As for why you asked me to borrow it... probably because I couldn't find anyone else."

(End of this chapter)