red dust fence

Chapter 41 Finding the Letter

Zhang Han has been away for three months, and the New Year is coming soon. The last contact was a month ago. Chen Ziang wondered if Zhang Han would come back for the New Year.

During the winter vacation, she never went home, and communication at home was inconvenient. She was afraid that Zhang Han would write to her, or that Zhang Han would not be able to see her when he came back.

There is another important reason, she is pregnant.

Her menstrual period has been abnormal all the time. She went to the hospital to check it out a few days ago. She has always had irregular menstruation. This time it has been a little long. After listening to her sister Chen Ziyue, she went to the hospital for a check.

The doctor said that she was pregnant, she didn't dare to tell her sister, she didn't know what to do, she wanted to tell Zhang Han, but it was inconvenient to exchange letters, and she didn't know when he would come back and whether he would receive a letter.

The letter reads like this:

Xianggong:

It's been a long time since you left, so long that I can't remember the time. I always dream of you at night, but when I wake up, I'm alone. I'm used to the days with you. It was so long, even longer than three autumns a day.

Did you take the exam?What is the result of the exam?I haven't heard from you for almost a month, how are you?Are you used to it abroad?Have you been busy lately?

You see how I do this, keep asking you questions.

You should be back soon. You said you would be back after the exam.But the New Year is coming soon, you should be back soon!

I've been at home waiting for your return.

The plum tree downstairs is blooming, and every time I walk over to see them, they stand proudly against the snow, and they are fragrant and pleasant, reminding me of the scene when we fought poetry together:

You read the words of Grandpa Mao:

Wind and rain send spring back, and Feixue welcomes spring.

It is a cliff with hundreds of feet of ice, and there are still flowers and branches.

Qiao does not fight for spring, but only reports spring.

When the mountain flowers were blooming, she smiled in the bushes.

I read the words of Xin Qiji:

The bridge outside the station is broken, and loneliness opens without a master.

It was already alone at dusk, and it was even more windy and rainy.

Unwilling to struggle hard for spring, Renqun Fang was jealous.

Scattered into mud and dust, only fragrant.

Do you still remember the scene when we chant Mei together?

You said that you wanted me to be as strong and independent as plum blossoms. After you left, I lived well by myself.

My postgraduate grades have come down, and I have passed it. I received a notification shortly after you left. I just wanted to give you a surprise.

Xianggong, have you ever thought about me?Are you nervous about studying?Can we get married if you come back during Chinese New Year?I have reached the age of marriage.

You said that I will get married when I reach the legal marriage age, then when you graduate, let's get married.

You said we will get married when you come back.I am so excited and happy to think that I will be your wife soon.

Sir, I can't wait.

Bu Huanzi.Yongmei (Brother who sent a letter)

Mei Kai welcomes the cold snow, and the charming wind comes.

At the end of summer, I sent him to autumn and winter, but I don't know who Nong is.

Sier was not seen, only letters.

When we reach the edge of Qiqiao Galaxy, we will join hands with you

Xianggong, if I don’t wait for you to come back, I will have to go back to my hometown for the New Year. I will clean the room and tidy up the study. You clean the room every year. It seems that I have to clean the room this year. By the way, Xianggong, the phone number is: 69XXXX5, remember to call me when you receive the letter, see you next year!

Looking forward to it!

your son

When Chen Zi'ang wrote this, she stroked her belly with her hands. She was slender and round, and it was impossible to tell when she was three months pregnant.

Yes, she can't wait, she and the baby in her belly can't wait, the doctor said that the month is old and she has missed the best time.

She didn't want to become pregnant before marriage, but the doctor gave her a comprehensive examination and said that her body did not allow her to undergo surgery, and she was afraid that she would not be able to get pregnant again in the future. Besides, brother Han said when he was leaving that they would wait for him to come back. just get married.

She never worried that Zhang Han would not marry her, nor did she ask if Zhang Han would marry her.

She believed so much in Zhang Han, and believed in Zhang Han's promise of one person and two people in her whole life. She never questioned or inquired about Zhang Han. She believed in everything about Zhang Han.

Thinking of Zhang Han and the little baby in his belly, Chen Ziang's heart is sweet and his smile is full of happiness, even the cold weather outside is not so annoying.

Chen Ziang wrote the letter, folded it into her heart, carefully put it in the envelope, and went to the post office on her bicycle. Maybe because of her age, she didn't have any response during her pregnancy. She could eat, sleep and work. She was originally a rural village Children who come out can do anything.

Chen Zi'ang didn't know that her letter could not reach Zhang Handu.Chen Zi'ang just kept her head down and read, her mind was simple, she trusted Zhang Han, and she didn't understand some things.

After Zhang Han left, she needed to take care of everything at home.

Although Zhang Han's colleagues often come to help her, it's not good for her to trouble others often. Besides, she can't get too close to them. She sent the letter with expedited service. Brother Han has been a month old. There was no letter, which made her feel a little uneasy.

Chen Ziang cleaned the room, and she started to organize the study. The books in the study were all read by Zhang Hanai, and Chen Ziang had basically finished reading them, and the bottom layer was all she had already read.

She wanted to tidy up the study, take out all the books to dry, and clear the dust. The sun has been good these two days.

When she got to the bottom layer, she picked up a few books. There were two or three books with a letter under them. The letter paper was slightly yellowed. She picked up one of the letters and looked at it. , turned out to be written for her.

She thought it was a little funny that brother Han didn't even show her the letter he wrote to her.

After a careful look, she realized that the note was not from Zhang Han, and the handwriting was familiar, but suddenly she couldn't remember whose handwriting it was. She read the letter carefully, and when she saw the signature, she was dumbfounded.

Then she read one letter after another. She laughed and cried as she watched. The three years of high school life flashed before her eyes. The letters were all memories of the three years of life. The drops are clearly presented in front of my eyes. It turns out that Fu Haisheng remembers it so clearly. The last letter was in August a year ago, and there has been no letter from Fu Haisheng since August.

Chen Zi'ang didn't know how these letters got here, but she knew that the letter Fu Haisheng wrote to her must have been intercepted by Zhang Han, and not only intercepted but also opened it.

Only then did Chen Ziang know that Fu Haisheng not only liked her, but also deeply, but why didn't he tell her in the first place?

But what's the use of telling her?

Now that I see these letters, I don't have any thoughts other than being moved. Although she is a little angry with Zhang Han, Zhang Han's feelings for her have been really good in recent years.

She remembered the situation when Fu Haisheng went to her house. Didn't Xia Yan say that she and Fu Haisheng were getting along better at that time?

Then what did Fu Haisheng mean by writing to her?

She wanted to put the letter away and burn it, but thought again, since brother Han didn't want her to see it, she should pretend not to see it.

She neatly arranged the letter again, with her tears on it. She pressed the letter under the book and pretended that nothing happened. The three-year high school life with Fu Haisheng was full of joy, but she did not love.

Chen Zi'ang felt a little gloomy in her heart, and she was too lazy to clean up the study. She wanted to go out for a walk by herself, but she didn't know where to go, so she thought of going to Chen Ziyue's house.

　Life is like a play, and it all depends on acting. Zhang Han kept a letter from Fu Haisheng to Chen Ziang.

　　In order to get Chen Ziang, it is considered that he has tried his best, but he is also sincere and good to Chen Ziang.Chen Ziang was destined to miss Fu Haisheng, even if there was no Zhang Han, there would still be Xia Yan.

　　Youth is but a dream that never ends.

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