human suffering

Chapter 748 Endless Despair

"Xiao Sun, why do you owe so much? It's hard to meet someone who has a good tone."

Cai Gen saw that my grandson Rong's head rolled under the pickup truck, and he was annoyed for a while.

Xiaotianmao has good eyesight, he dodged and rushed under the pickup truck, trying to get his head back, in case he didn't die.

As a result, when I looked under the pickup truck, there was actually a mummy of a child, and it was pulled out by pulling the clothes. It was placed in front of Cai Gen as if asking for credit.

"Master, this one is not dead, you ask this."

Cai Gen looked at the child's mummy and felt pity in his heart. This is too cruel, is he still a child?

Judging from this size, even if it is not a mummy, it will not be very tall.

Carefully put the mummy on the cover of the pickup truck, posing in a sitting position.

"Xiaotian, where do you judge that he is not dead? Why didn't I see it?"

Just as Cai Gen asked, the child's mummified mouth moved.

Squeezed out a few words, but Cai Gen didn't hear clearly.

Put your ears very close to understand.

"Mirror Flower. Water Moon"

What do you mean?
The moment Cai Gen heard it clearly, he didn't understand what was going on, as if a black cloth covered himself.

Then I felt wet around me, and a little hot.

After stretching out my hand to wipe it for a long time, I was soaked in the water, the boiling water.

Oh, I'm going, isn't this the place where Zeng Tiejun soaked?
Why did you come here?
It's definitely not a dream, because Cai Gen's control over the body has not disappeared, and the Nunu form appeared at a thought, resisting the scalding boiling water.

After groping around for a long time, I finally found the strong miner's lamp, knocked hard on the stone, and it turned on again.

At this time, what caught Cai Gen's sight was indeed the pool of boiling water, with five-color oil film floating and steaming water vapor.

Not far from Cai Gen, there was Zeng Tiejun whom Cai Gen met for the third time.

Fortunately, there were clothes. Although his body was swollen and enlarged, Zeng Tiejun still maintained his human form, but in his eyes, he was extremely miserable and a little permeable.

All the facial features have been displaced, and they are still pale, which is the luster of cooked meat.

With the help of Nunu form, Cai Gen stabilized his mind several times before he cried out.

"Are you here again?"

If it wasn't Cai Gen who said it, it must have been said by Zeng Tiejun, but his mouth didn't move.

Or the light is dim and I can't see it?

Cai Gen felt that it would be better to pretend not to hear. Is the state of the other party really suitable for communication?

Relying on the memory in his dream, Cai Gen looked towards the direction where the horns were buried.

In the dream, Zeng Tiejun's soul was finally sucked away by the horn.

Therefore, the horn must be a part of Kui Niu, and it is also the key to his wife becoming a cow.

Since I don't know why, I came here by myself, it is more important to look at the horns first.

After groping along the wall for a long time, he couldn't find the horn. Cai Gen was very disappointed.

Without horns, this is not a dream, is it reality?

No, Zeng Tiejun has already been taken away by the rescue team, why is there still one here?

It is not a dream, nor is it reality. Cai Gen, who is ice-snow and smart, understood it in an instant.

Then the third possibility is the illusion, did Yuzao use it on himself?
Mirror flower water moon, according to the literal meaning, the moon is thrown into the mirror-like water, producing a reflection.

Then according to the behavior of these people who named spells, it should be the projection of my consciousness.

Why do I never forget this Zeng Tiejun?
The illusion that broke Yuzao last time was broken by Naqi.

This time I entered the illusion alone, how can I break it?
Cai Gen touched behind him. Fortunately, the bone-chopping knife was still there, so his bottom line was suicide.

With the bottom line in his heart, Cai Gen decided to work hard, what if he got out with his own intelligence?

"Zeng Tiejun? We are very destined, how do you feel?"

Cai Gen's original intention was to get close, so that it would be easy to communicate.

But saying this is a bit like taking pleasure in other people's misfortune?

Anyone who is boiled will not feel better, right?

This is more embarrassing than asking crabs why you are so popular.

Cai Gen was about to change his words, but Zeng Tiejun actually replied.

"I think it's okay, after the nerve is cooked, I don't feel pain anymore.

Only this endless despair, more and more desperate, do you feel it? "

This sharing of feelings made Cai Gen's hair stand on end, and a little bit of empathy brought back memories of those nine hours.

That time, I and the old man selling bean buns immersed themselves in those nine hours together, fully experiencing Zeng Tiejun's despair.

How to say that feeling?

Really hopeless and feeling like I've lost everything.

The goal of life, the beautiful memory, the yearning for the future, and finally even my own body is lost.

Cai Gen smiled bitterly and nodded.

"Well, I feel it, and I deeply sympathize."

"Hey, if you really feel it, you won't have sympathy, and you will despair with me."

Continuing this topic is obviously not constructive, so Cai Gen thinks he should change the channel.

"Zeng Tiejun, is there any causal relationship between us? Why are you either in my dream or in my consciousness projection?"

"Because, I am desperate, and I am the most desperate person within your perception.

My despair is your nourishment, the food you live on.

So, my despair attracts you, nourishes you, makes you thrive. "

When Cai Gen heard this, he was horrified. Looking back on the past, he was nourished by despair. This reason appeared more than once or twice.

When I was at the Naiman Bridge, I was desperately attacked by the little girl who dismembered the corpse once, and I felt as if I had been beaten with chicken blood.

Another time, in the underground pool, I was nourished by the despair of those greedy mummies. It was also very refreshing, like charging a battery.

Today, Zeng Tiejun brought up this issue again. What does he really have to do with negative emotions like despair?
There are many unknowns in the body, and Cai Gen has no clue so far, so he can only bear it passively.

Whatever it is, I have never expected to figure it out.

Zeng Tiejun seemed to have opened a window, a window through which he could peek into his secrets, a rare opportunity.

"Come on, buddy, tell me well, how does despair attract me, how does it nourish me, and how do I grow up?"

"Shouldn't you be asking me why I'm so desperate?

Many people die every day, why am I so desperate? "

Cai Gen feels that no matter what you say, as long as you say it, it is the information you need to know, so don't be picky.

My own problem is mainly a guiding role and has no practical significance.

"Success, then tell me, how did you manage to be more desperate than others?"

"Because of you, all because of you, the source of all my despair is you."

What's the point?
Cai Gen was said to be in the dark.

"Why me? What did I do?"

"Because you need despair, so I can only despair."

It's over, the thinking loop has been closed, and if you continue to ask, you can go around forever.

When the time comes, it will be Cai Gen's turn to despair.

(End of this chapter)