human suffering

Chapter 789 Am I Feeling Well?

Seeing that Cai Gen didn't answer directly, Zeng Tiejun smiled self-deprecatingly.

"Hehe, it seems that you also think that my request is unrealistic. It's because I think too much, so I should accept my fate."

"No, brother, you are right in thinking and doing right, but, sometimes, no one can say what the result will be."

This is already Cai Gen's best effort, and he can't be more tactful.

It's not fatalism, and it's not God's fault.

It should be regarded as a field of probability and randomness. Cai Gen firmly believes, but he doesn't know how to explain it.

Just like some people, born with high IQ, can have a great future without studying hard.

Just like some people, born rich second generation, can have a rich life without working hard to make money.

Just like many people, many things, painstaking efforts, hard work, and finally nothing.

Where are you going to make sense?
It's time to catch up, there is no way, forget it.

As the old saying goes, do your best and let fate be your destiny.

I can't help but get depression easily, and I have to find that quack doctor Duan Xiaohong.

Zeng Tiejun probably didn't think about it yet, at least not as much as Cai Gen did.

So he not only has pimple soup in his stomach, but also has all kinds of big pimples in his heart.

"In one month, the baby is due, and I am too busy to help my wife.

The child's grandma stopped moving around because of her marriage, so she couldn't count on it.

I just thought, work more overtime, let's also hire a confinement sister-in-law, so that my wife can enjoy a little bit of happiness.

However, the first time I worked overtime, the gas exploded, and I was bored, haha. "

Hehe, what are you mocking?

Laughing at the injustice of fate?
Laughing at the impermanence of the world?
What about mocking, Cai Gen couldn't ask, it just sounded very harsh, and he felt a little cold in his heart.

"I haven't had a good life yet, I haven't seen my kids yet, I don't want to die.

Moreover, at the first moment of the mine disaster, I really did not die.

Although I am uneducated, the possibility of surviving such an accident is very small, but I just don't want to die, I don't want to die.

I insist on not closing my eyes, I insist on not dying, I think as long as I don't give up, there will still be hope. "

The desire to survive should be everyone's strongest attachment. In order to survive, everyone will persevere, right?
Cai Gen feels that his desire to survive is also very strong. The more things he cares about, the heavier the burden will be on his body, and the step he wants to take will be more difficult to take.

In just a few words, Zeng Tiejun had already smoked out the teddy bear's cigars.

After searching for a long time in the pile of things on the ground, the things are very miscellaneous, and there are more than ten microphones, but they can't be used as cigarettes.

Cai Gen wanted to stand up, but his legs were numb. He tried twice but failed.

"Xiao Sun, cigarettes, two packs of cigarettes, one for my brother."

Xiao Sun was very numb. It seemed that his body had fully recovered. He went to the pickup truck to get a pack of cigarettes, which was a good one given by Aunt Li.

Walked to Cai Gen, put down half of it, then walked to Zeng Tiejun, put down half of it.

Facing Xiao Sun, Zeng Tiejun was not on guard. Looking at the five packs of good cigarettes that Xiao Sun put down, he nodded politely.

"Man, thank you."

Xiaosun was a little nervous, just now a smoke ring wiped out the four heavenly kings, it was really shocking.

He was so polite to himself all of a sudden, and he really didn't feel used to it. He didn't speak, and nodded numbly, which was regarded as a response, and then ran back to the auditorium.

Opening Cai Gen's good cigarettes costs more than 20 yuan a box. Although it is not as expensive as cigars, Zeng Tiejun must have never smoked it a few times.

"Man, do you usually smoke this good cigarette?

When I got married, I bought two boxes, which I planned to use when lighting cigarettes for my natal family.

As a result, none of them came, and all three tables were packed. My wife and I ate for more than half a month, haha. "

The embarrassing thing was said as a joke, and Zeng Tiejun's smile was a little distorted. After taking a puff of cigarette, he looked a little guilty.

"Whether they like to come or not, I don't care. I just wronged my wife. It is a major event in my life. No one will send it to me when I get married, and no one will bless me."

Cai Gen didn't know how to answer these words. When Yuanyuan married him, he was also under a lot of pressure.

According to my original level, it was difficult to find a wife in this small city.

The smaller the city, the more attention is paid to stable and good jobs. This is a big mountain before marriage. Due to secular and practical reasons, it is difficult to overcome.

Cai Gen has been working in other places. Although he has a job and a good income, it is not a golden rice bowl, a silver rice bowl, or even an iron rice bowl.

On the contrary, housing is a trivial matter, because as long as you have a stable and good job, you don’t have to worry about housing at all, and housing prices in small cities are relatively affordable.

The reason why I got my wish later was because I was lucky and met a more reasonable mother-in-law.

Thinking of this, Cai Gen silently gave his mother-in-law a thumbs up.

There's no need to talk about this matter, and to show off in front of Zeng Tiejun, Cai Gen still has this bit of EQ.

I can only accompany him to make a regretful appearance, express understanding, and express helplessness.

"Forget it, let's not talk about this, you haven't experienced it, and you can't understand it, so don't pretend to empathize."

This Zeng Tiejun has good eyesight, he can even see his own psychology, Cai Gen smiled awkwardly.

"After the mine disaster, although I wanted to live, the high temperature and oxygen-deficient environment was not what I wanted to do.

There was great hope in my mind, but my body couldn't take it anymore, and then my heart began to despair.

What did you say that sentence?The greater the hope, the greater the disappointment, and I am so desperate that I can't add it.

Just when you were about to close your eyes, you came, and you followed the old man.

What about that state?

Just like the three of us share one body, feel my pain together, feel my despair together. "

This point, Cai Gen can understand, because he is also the person involved, although he doesn't know how it happened.

Zeng Tiejun stared at Cai Gen at this time, with dissatisfaction, or hatred in his eyes.

"Originally, I couldn't hold on for even an hour, so I was relieved, I confessed, and this life was over.

It was because you came that I couldn't close my eyes, that I was tortured in pain, that I sank in despair, that I lasted nine hours before letting me go.

You said, do you owe me?Have I wronged you? "

Cai Gen was completely dumbfounded, what else is there?
If so, Zeng Tiejun is indeed a nice person, and he would have taken revenge long ago.

Why do you want to do that?
Masochistic?
Was that a good experience?

"Brother, I don't want to go either, I don't know what's going on?
Do you think I will feel good after going through the same nine hours? "

This must be explained clearly, Cai Gen feels that there should be no ambiguity.

Zeng Tiejun's tone of voice changed, it was extremely cold.

"Why aren't you feeling well?

The more desperate I am, the better it will be for you, otherwise you won't hang on to me and prevent me from dying. "

(End of this chapter)