human suffering

Chapter 802 Poems and the Distance
This feeling should be called a sense of belonging.

After many years, after experiencing all the betrayals, trekking through mountains and rivers, and all kinds of difficulties, Yuzao has a sense of belonging.

If I knew this was the case, why didn't I stop teaching myself?

How good would it be to find Kui Niu at that time?

Kui Niu didn't say he was number one in the Three Realms, at least he had a natural advantage in protecting the calf.

Wouldn't someone let him take the blame?
Did someone back him up?
Hypotheses, just hypotheses, don't make any sense anymore.

Kui Niu made a statement, and he should have forgiven himself.

Not because I deserve to be forgiven, but because there are not many people like me anymore.

What Kui Niu loves is not himself, but people like him.

No matter what the starting point is, I can go to Changbai San for refuge, because Kui Niu is there.

Looking back at the beginning, how did I embark on the path of regret for a lifetime?

Whether you are human or not, it is easy to be confused by those beautiful visions that are far away from us.

Because poetry and distant places are always more beautiful than the current firewood, rice, oil and salt.

When Yuzao begins to pursue higher and more perfect values, it is easy to let herself fall into a correct emotion.

Instead, another thing was overlooked—reality.

Can the true self have a beautiful vision?

Practice has proved that I can't.

When I achieved all the appearances they hoped for, I was still ruthlessly abandoned like garbage, just like my destiny.

Yuzao thought about this question thousands of times, but in the end she couldn't figure it out, and she didn't understand why.

Today, Kui Niu's sudden understanding made her understand.

What are you, what do you belong to, where do you belong.

As the saying goes, if you are not in the same circle, you can't force yourself into it, and you will end up embarrassing yourself.

Yuzao's lesson is not as simple as embarrassment, but the price is even more painful.

From the looks of it, things here are done, and I have to go to Changbai San.

Whether it is to recognize the ancestors and return to the clan, or to find support, opportunities are rare anyway.

Yuzao felt that today's kneeling got too many things, which were unexpected.

Could it be that God has already begun to take care of her?
Yes, God has indeed begun to take care of her.

Reuse the real illusion to open the backtracking space, and suddenly saw a dazed figure.

As soon as Yuzao saw the person, she was overjoyed.

After being treated by Kui Niu, the wound on his face has healed completely and he completely forgot about the pain.

Opportunities are always reserved for those who are prepared, and Yuzao is ready.

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When Kui Niu took Hu Xiaocao and the others, they stopped when they passed Meigan Mountain.

"Xiaocao, didn't you say that the aura is exhausted? This small broken mountain, without inheritance, can produce mountain gods?"

Hu Xiaocao hurried forward and explained to Kui Niu.

"This is Xiao Er, my friend.

Logically speaking, even if the mountains and rivers are famous, it is impossible to think of a mountain god.

Xiaoer can be regarded as a wild mountain god, which is not officially recognized by the government.

At the beginning, there were people who committed crimes here, many people died in vain, and a large number of evil spirits and souls were born.

In order to keep one side safe, Xiao Er was sacrificed and merged into Meigan Mountain to suppress evil spirits for decades, thus accumulating merits and cultivating to become a mountain god.

There is no official seal and registration, but the position of mountain god is given by God. "

Oh, Kui Niu has a strong interest.

This is the way gods should be created.

Only by doing good deeds and having meritorious deeds can one have a god position, enjoy offerings, and be admired.

Instead of a paper appointment from the heaven above, you are a god, too bureaucratic.

"I want to meet this wild mountain god, you tell him to come out."

Just as Hu Xiaocao was about to speak, Kui Niu felt that it was troublesome, so he had better go down by himself.

In the eyes of Kui Niu, he had to be careful to restrict Yuzao as a rare coal dry mountain just now.

It's not good to be afraid of danger, but to use too much force to destroy the foundation of the prohibition.

The cow's hoof touched the ground lightly, as if the restriction didn't exist, and taking Hu Xiaocao and the others lightly, they entered Xiaoer's cave.

Xiao Er was resting, but she didn't fall asleep, she was just in a daze.

Stuck in that small magic circle, I haven't been in a daze for several days, and now I'm finally fine.

The troublemakers were also sent away, including Yuzao and the others, so seize the time to be in a daze.

When I go to the boss in a few days, I don't have time to be in a daze.

In the past few decades in Meiganshan, apart from literary creation, Xiao Er's favorite thing is to be in a daze.

Empty all the thoughts in your mind, and use your dull eyes as a decoration that you don't need to breathe.

I don't know if it's Xiao Er's nature like this, or if he has such a hobby after he became a mountain god, or it's because the life here is just too boring.

Xiao Er, who was in a daze, suddenly saw a big cow and broke into his home abruptly.

This made him panic, Yuzao didn't come in because of all the effort just now.

Why is this cow so powerful, I didn't feel anything, so I came in?
The first reaction is to be vigilant, the breath of this cow is very familiar, it should be the thing that the Dafa circle is resurrecting.

Now that the cow found him directly, did the boss fail?

Thinking of the boss also failing, Xiaoer's second reaction was to give up resistance.

Yeah, even Cai Gen failed, what else is there to struggle with?
The body that was about to stand up stopped halfway, and wanted to continue lying down.

The third reaction came out, if the boss is killed by a cow, should I avenge Cai Gen?

For so many years, Cai Gen didn't treat himself as an outsider, and his sense of dependence was unreasonable.

At the beginning, I was curious about Cai Gen. Is he not afraid of delivering food at night and walking coal dry mountains?
Then I was very afraid of Cai Gen. The 1 Lihun who had tortured me for decades was just sent away by Cai Gen. It was okay, and it was much stronger than myself.

There is no doubt that Cai Gen can easily send himself away, right?
Especially when seeing Cai Gen take his own skin, Xiao Er was scared to death.

Later, I was only grateful to Cai Gen. He didn't discriminate against the status of the second child, and even paid for and sent him back to his hometown to visit his relatives for revenge. Who can do this without relatives?

Does Cai Gen have any plans for himself?

After that, various things happened again and again. Cai Gen trusted himself very much for no reason, and never regarded himself as an outsider.

This relationship is all from the agency, it's not so superficial that I'll get along with you when I get hot on my head.

As for why Cai Gen is so kind to him, Xiaoer doesn't understand, maybe Cai Gen is a good person in the first place?
Or because he looks like a child, about the same age as his son?
So why do I trust Cai Gen so much?
Is it because of the lack of fatherly love since childhood?
Cai Gen made himself feel the long-lost fatherly love?

Thinking of this, Xiao Er finally found a reason to avenge Cai Gen, a powerful reason.

That is the revenge of killing one's father, which is irreconcilable, even if you can't beat it, you have to fight it.

(End of this chapter)