Cannon fodder female monk

Chapter 636

No wonder Li Dai was surprised, it was because what they said exceeded her expectations, and now Li Dai has realized that, since she told Fozi the whole story, she didn't feel anything wrong at the time, but now that she wants to come, but It's getting more and more wrong. Those things that happened before, those things that the Buddhist sect was exterminated, all happened in the previous life when she didn't come here. If she didn't join, the Buddha might have made the same choice as before. Fozong will experience the same misery as before, but when she came, she became the only variable, and could change many variables, but she said all the things that did not happen in the future, which can be said to have leaked the secret. It is not an exaggeration, but her secret was revealed, Puji and his minions who should not have died, but tens of thousands of Buddhist disciples who should have died survived, and the fate of so many people was reversed at once, even if the starting point was Okay, but the punishment she suffered was definitely not something she could bear.

So her life has been sentenced to death since she said those words.

Li Dai didn't know if she died 7 years ago and would return to her original world, but it wasn't long before Can Deng gave the answer to this entanglement.

"Don't worry, the you here are dead, and you will be fine 7 years later, you will forget the people and things that happened here like a big dream!"

Can Deng's words let Li Dai breathe a sigh of relief, she is not afraid of bearing the punishment of God or anything, as long as it is not a real death.

What's more, since her current death can save so many lives, from the perspective of equivalence, she has earned.

For the young monks of the Buddhist sect, Li Dai didn't feel ill at all, she was dragged here by the Buddha by accident, Li Dai was also relieved to be able to save them.

She sometimes kills decisively, but it doesn't mean that she is cruel. On the contrary, she is as contradictory as she is, and when facing a group of innocent little monks, her heart will be unbelievably soft.

So Li Dai didn't regret the impulsive behavior at the beginning.

Now, from their quarrel, Li Dai finally understands why she told the Buddha about Puji's wolf ambition, but the Buddha waited for 15 years until Puji could no longer suppress it and could only eliminate it. up!That's because at the moment of Puji's death, at the moment of the life of the Buddhist sect's disciple who should have died, the secret she revealed completely became true, and the punishment really came.

So her sudden angina was just an appetizer of God's punishment?

It was just an appetizer, but she fainted from the pain!

Now Li Dai has only one hope, that the punishment from heaven will be more severe, and let her get out of this ghost place quickly, so that the pain will be reduced a little.

Li Dai is looking forward to it so much, but some people don't want her to be happy.

I just listened to the Buddha saying: "15 years ago, she saved my life, and now the sect is safe and sound, it is time to repay that life!" Yes, after receiving the chastity, the Buddha listened to Li Dai After revealing the secret, he knew that Li Dai was the person who broke the curse for him. Since then, he has really put her in his heart, but he is cold by nature and has very few expressions. He feels as high as a Buddha, so from his daily performance, no one can find anything. They just lament Zhenjing's bad luck and Li Dai's favor. He can even listen to the Buddha's sermon alone with Nan Deng. Nan Deng is a disciple of Buddha, but Li Dai is nothing, but Buddha can pamper her to such an extent, even though she is not a disciple, she is still close, so in the 15 years after Li Dai has been in the Buddhist sect, she has grown up. The aura of the Buddha is also loved by people wherever he goes.

This is why Li Dai always got along with the Buddhist disciples even though she nagged every day to leave, and often went down to Fuling Mountain to study and practice with the young monks. Later, I always went down the mountain, so I just opened my eyes and closed my eyes.

The Buddha knew that Li Dai solved his curse. For some reason, he used the method of going back in time for such a small matter, and he also saw the whole process of Li Dai saving him, even when she occupied him. The golden lotus, you can see him clearly when he kicked him on the Zen cloud.

I don't know why, seeing this scene, Wannian's expressionless Buddha smiled, but no one saw this short-lived smile like fireworks.

From then on, Fozi also discovered that Li Dai was different from him, she could always affect his emotions, whether angry, happy, or helpless.

This feeling of emotional changes made him feel that he was truly a person, with a lot of novelty, and this feeling made him a little nostalgic.

Since he was a child, he knew his mission and responsibility, and he also knew that he must be loyal to and love the Buddha physically and mentally. He studied many scriptures every day, but he was neither happy with things nor sad with himself, so he never had any emotions. , It is also a point that is so faint that you can hardly feel it when you are young, and it has become a Buddha that everyone admires when you grow up.

Out of his obsession with this kind of emotional change, Fozi didn't want Li Dai to die, whether it was to repay him for saving himself or something else, she could reveal the secret, she could come here, he knew it was his fault in the previous life, Innocent, she forcefully pulled her in. In this way, he felt a little more guilty towards Li Dai.

As time went by, when Li Dai was more and more able to arouse the emotions in his heart and the trace of guilt that could not be erased, he finally came to his senses. It turned out that he was full of thorns when he looked at this, but he was actually kind-hearted. The pure girl's heart was moved, and the love deepened without knowing where it started. He was startled by his own intentions, and he finally understood what the catastrophe he was going to overcome, and she was his catastrophe!But he was willing to go through it, such a calamity was painful and sweet, even though she didn't know anything, let alone her own thoughts.

He likes her, even loves her, naturally he doesn't want her to die, sometimes he thinks crazily, if only she doesn't reveal the secret, then she won't die or leave him. Philosophy told him that this kind of thinking is wrong, he can't put the lives of thousands of Buddhist disciples injustice because of emotional matters, so he suffered, struggled, and procrastinated until he couldn't go on, he still You can't watch the Buddhist sect being destroyed, but you can't see Puji, the fallen Buddha, at ease, so he took action to get rid of him.

It's not an important thing to solve him, but when the leaked secret was confirmed, she really ushered in the punishment of heaven.

He didn't want her to die, so he naturally decided to bear this punishment for her, even if the result would make his soul fly away.

Such a decision was naturally opposed by Qianchan and Yiqian Pharaoh. For the first time, they did not respect his decision and argued with him.

In order to prevent Li Dai from being hated by the stubborn pharaohs of the Buddhist sect, he told the story that she saved his life and the entire Buddhist sect. If she hadn't revealed the secret, the Buddhist sect would cease to exist.

Of course, Li Dai only lifted the curse on him, which was not the same as saving lives, but he didn't want her to have an accident, so he subconsciously said it more seriously.

Sure enough, as soon as she said this, all the pharaohs of the Buddhist School fell silent, looking at Li Dai with complicated eyes.

He saved the Buddha and the Buddhist sect, but he was also the one who made the Buddha disappear. Tens of thousands of lives were changed. Who can bear such a punishment from heaven?Even if the Buddha's son was born special and his strength was against the sky, he couldn't bear it.

In the end, Qianchan sighed, "Forget it, this is calamity and fate!" They couldn't change it even if they wanted to.

Li Dai didn't know about Fozi's entanglement, she knew that when Fozi was going to take the punishment from heaven for her, she was in a hurry, and if he punished her for her, how could she go back if she couldn't die?No, absolutely not!

Anxious Li Dai never thought about why Fozi would do this, nor why Fozi knew that she had undone the curse for him and called such a small incident a life-saving grace. That's right, in Li Dai's heart, Those were trivial things that were almost forgotten more than ten years ago, and she couldn't remember them if the Buddha didn't mention them.

Regardless of that, the anxious Li Dai didn't think so much, she just wanted to wake up quickly, don't let this Buddha ruin her way back, she didn't understand, he clearly knew that he was 7 years later, how could he still do it? Such a ridiculous decision.

In fact, Fozi is not unaware that if Li Dai accepts the punishment of God and dies, she may return to her original time trajectory, but he dare not gamble, maybe he has one person in mind, and he does not want Li Dai to take any risk He has given his body to the Buddha, and his heart should have been given to the Buddha, but now his heart falls elsewhere. He is ashamed of the Buddha.

And it is impossible for him to return to secular life and be with Li Dai, so emotionally tormented, in a dilemma, maybe death is a good choice, he saves her, worthy of the Buddha, worthy of her, this is very good!

Li Dai didn't know the messy thoughts in the Buddha's mind, maybe her will was too strong, so after the pharaohs left with tears in their eyes, when the black and red thunders rolled in from the sky, when the sea-like thunder fell , Li Dai moved, and the remnant lamp in her body floated out, and immediately left this place like the end of the world with the Buddha wrapped around her. Weight after weight on the body, that petite body was crushed under the shocked eyes of the Buddha, the pain was like a tear in the heart, a drop of clear tears flowed down, disappeared without a trace, and no one saw it, including the disappeared Li. Dai.

The sky is rustling, love rises and dies, it is short-lived like fireworks, and it disappears before it blooms, but that person never knows that there is such a monk who once put her in his heart.

(End of this chapter)