Red waist breaking line

Chapter 46

Seeing Yang Yizhao and Xue Yue return to their respective positions, Xiao Yezi finally let go of the big stone in her heart.

Alas, every time these four sub-helms meet, the chaos is turned upside down. I wish you could eat me and I eat you.I really don't know what this power struggle means.

She suddenly thought of Li Li, and felt even more depressed--seeing these veterans fighting so fiercely and difficultly, for a fledgling rookie like Li Li, she would have to put in 120 points of effort to achieve his goal. the goal of.I just ask the emperor to bless him, since Li Li survived the catastrophe, he should be safe in the future.

After drinking for three rounds, Yun Xi was also drunk, and his life was over.All the disciples thanked the leader for their hospitality, and returned to their tents to rest.

Yun Xi ate the wine, and his movements were a little sluggish.Xiao Yezi was an accompanying attendant, and the leader was not feeling well, so she naturally wanted to serve, so she supported Yun Xi's left arm, and helped him move slowly towards the main tent step by step.

Unexpectedly, as he was walking, Yunxi suddenly stretched out his right hand, and took hold of the hand that Xiao Yezi was holding on his arm.Xiao Ye Zi was stunned for a moment, her heart skipped a beat, she didn't dare to let go, her face turned red and then turned pale, she didn't know what to do, she could only force herself to remain calm and move on.

Yun Xi smiled, "I'm not in a hurry to go back. Let's go for a walk." As he spoke, he led Xiao Yezi, and walked outside the village.Xiao Yezi thought of the rumors revealed by Shen Yelai, and felt unhappy, the strength in her hands was not so steady, and she couldn't help keeping a little distance from Yunxi.But in this way, it becomes more difficult to support Yunxi.She supported his body so hard that her arms were sore from exhaustion.

Seemingly aware of Xiao Yezi's strangeness, Yun Xi smiled, but he held her hand even tighter than before.

His big palm completely covered the back of her hand, and the temperature was transmitted from his palm to her body.She secretly raised her eyes to look at his hands. His hands seemed to have never done heavy work, and there were no calluses at all.Although he is a martial artist, he seems to be insulated from weapons by nature. His palms are so soft and his fingers are so long, like the hands of nobles.

Yun Xi laughed suddenly, causing her to raise her head, but she happened to meet his gaze.

Under the moonlight, he was dressed in a long purple dress, handsome and graceful, idyllic and elegant, warm as the sun's light, and soft as the tide.

If Yang Yizhao is handsome and unrestrained, he does not have the charm of poetry and painting.

If Li Li's demeanor is clear and dull, it is not as good as his fairy-like demeanor.

He seemed to be able to blend in with the bright moonlight without losing his own brilliance, reflecting each other with the moonlight.

Even passers-by pass by him in a hurry, they will fall in love with him and pay attention to him for a long time.

Now that such a fairy is holding her hand, and is still so close to her, how can she, a mortal, have the ability to take her eyes away from him?

Such a person will shine.Let you have to pay attention, have to admire.

The way she stared at him was very focused, as if her mind had already gone to another world.He looked down at her, a smile gradually creeping into the corners of his eyes.At the corners of his eyes, there was already a slight fine line.But even if it is the lines that originated from the secular world, it will not affect his temperament in case, it will only make his beauty more real.

Along the way, in a blink of an eye, I have arrived at a secluded place by the lake.The flower trees overlap, and the petals gradually fall.The moonlight shines through the branches and vines, zigzags and scattered on the cool stone floor.Looking around, the lake is reflecting the mountains, and the waves are shining with moonlight.

gorgeous.Xiao Yezi was a little stunned: "This place is really beautiful."

Yun Xi looked down at her, guessed what she was thinking, and smiled: "You too."

Xiao Ye Zi heard him praise herself, but there was no sweetness in her heart, she just felt nervous: "...The boss is joking."

Yunxi took her hand and put it on his chest, and said with a smile: "Didn't you say that you are not called the leader?"

Xiao Yezi's whole body was tense, as if stepped on a thunder, she carefully and slowly withdrew her hand, put it behind her back, and said with a smile, "I'm not calling you the leader, but the elder brother?"

Yun Xi just looked at her with a gentle smile, and let her withdraw her hand.With her hands behind her back, she couldn't figure out the way of Yunxi, and wanted to raise her eyebrows and smile to ease the atmosphere, but she couldn't, so she said, "You drank too much, you should go back and rest."

Yun Xi seemed to want to say something, but coughed a few times involuntarily, and then said with a smile: "I've been drinking." He no longer looked at Xiao Yezi, but looked into the distance, his mind seemed a little far away, "I haven't drank for a long time gone."

Seeing that he was no longer staring at her, Xiao Ye Zi gradually recovered a little naturalness: "Who said, didn't you also drink at the hero banquet a few months ago?"

Yun Xi smiled faintly: "Yes, I even let you meet."

Xiao Ye Zi didn't know how to respond, so she had to chat awkwardly: "You... drank a lot that time."

Yun Xi smiled: "I spit it out, it's not considered drunk."

The joke wasn't funny, but at least it eased the tension between the two a little.Xiao Ye Zi shrugged and smiled: "If you can't drink it, don't drink it. It makes me feel so uncomfortable after drinking it."

Yun Xi didn't know what to think of, his eyes darkened, and even his voice became much sadder: "It's not that I can't drink, it's because I promised others that I can't drink."

Xiao Yezi was stunned: "Anyone else?"

Yun Xi hummed, supported a flower tree, and looked at the lake in the darkness.

"At that time, I just became the leader of the gang, and the foundation of the gang was not stable, so I had to do many things by myself. At that time, I frequently shuttled between Shanglingyan and Yunzhongcheng, constantly searching for capable people and strangers for the Tianwang Gang, and at the same time To collect information and establish an alliance against Yan. One day, because of a secret mission, I crossed the border and went to Yanjin's sphere of influence to find an important letter."

"As soon as I crossed the border, I saw a group of Yanjin people committing crimes in a village near the border. They robbed money, set fire to it, and burned down all the houses in the village. The men in the village, Either they are dragged to work as coolies, or they are killed on the spot. As for the women... either they are dragged into the dark and killed, or they are dragged onto the horses and taken back by the Yanjin people..." Yun Xi paused, no He continued, "In less than an hour, the entire village was looted by the Yanjin people, and there were corpses all over the ground. It can really be said that blood flowed like a river."

When Xiao Yezi heard about the tragedy at the border, she felt sad and said, "Didn't you go to save them? If..." She wanted to say that if Yang Yizhao was present and saw this scene, he would have rushed forward to do what was right.But she considered that Yunxi is the leader of the gang and Yang Yizhao is the subordinate. It might be inappropriate for her to compare this matter. After thinking about it, she changed her mind and said, "If it was me, I would definitely rush forward. Although I don't know martial arts, but If you can save one, it counts as one.”

Yun Xi shook his head: "I had other important things to do at the time, so I couldn't show my face. I didn't go up to check until the Yanjin people had left. Maybe it was fate. Behind this ruined well, there was actually a cellar hidden. And I It was in this cellar that I met Aying."

"At that time, in order to avoid these Yanjin people, she hid in the cellar, trembling with her legs hugged. When she first saw me, she didn't dare to breathe. Her eyes were very big and clean, just like the water in Dongting Lake .The first time I saw her, I fell in love with her."

Xiao Ye Zi's heart skipped a beat, and she suddenly thought of someone: "A Ying... oh, is she the Lantern Envoy Jing Ying?"

A trace of surprise appeared on Yunxi's face, and then he smiled: "How do you know? Did Yang Yizhao tell you?"

Xiao Yezi didn't answer either—Yang Yizhao wasn't the only one who mentioned Jing Ying's name in front of her?She felt lost and sad again, and after a while, she said: "You continue."

Yun Xi patted her head, smiled dotingly, and continued:

"I brought her back to the Tianwang Gang and let her stay in the Liren Pavilion. Every now and then, I went to see her. She also gradually became familiar with me. We often chatted and walked by the lake. It might be fate, every time When I'm with her, my heart is more peaceful and serene than ever before."

"Ordinary people always think that as the first person in Zhaoyin's gang, I have the imperial court behind me, and the four heavenly kings under my command. I have a high position and power. Naturally, I have to get the wind and the rain on weekdays. But who knows, I The minds of my subordinates are not in the same place. Usually, when you fight against each other, you need me to maintain a balance. Everything I do is to manage this Heavenly King Gang for the court. But in my position, I can only take care of the overall situation. But unconsciously lost the self, lost a person's right to have basic preferences."

"At that time, in order to be a good leader of the gang, I worked so hard that I suffered from weakness. Aying was not a member of the Tianwang gang, so she could have stayed away from me and avoided these right and wrong. But in order to take care of me, she voluntarily stayed in Shanglingyan. Stay by my side to wash and clean my clothes, light up the lights and cook the kitchen. We are in love, and we are just like brothers and sisters. In order to be justified, I promoted her to be a servant, and after a while, I sealed her Be a messenger of lamps."

"I didn't expect this incident to become a trouble for me. In fact, I just added another person by my side. I will neither fight for power with them nor kill them. But many people in the gang still feel sorry for me because of this. Resentment, saying that I disregarded the principle of the Four Heavenly Kings' joint consultation, and promoted my servants privately. They said that they sounded high-sounding, but in fact they only thought that I was cultivating my own power in the Heavenly Kings Gang. Little Yezi, if it were you, would you be the same? Blame me like they do?"

At this moment, what Xiao Yezi thinks about is the miserable people on the border. She lives deep in the village. If she hadn't experienced the massacre in Nianfei Village, she might not be able to understand the tragic situation on the border.If Yang Yizhao hadn't been present at that time, she and Li Li would not have been able to escape the fate of being killed and humiliated.Her thinking was still stuck on "Why didn't Yunxi choose to save people".But she also knows that she has no right to force everyone to recognize her as well.Maybe Yunxi did have more important things at the time, maybe he didn't understand, so it's better not to guess.

Xiao Yezi lowered her eyes, forcibly withdrew her thoughts, and answered Yun Xi's question: "I don't know, but I shouldn't be resentful. You are the leader of the gang, and you can seal whoever you like. You just want a comfortable person to be with you." It's not something heinous, it's not worth complaining about."

Yunxi glanced at Xiao Yezi, his eyes were full of approval and repressed helplessness, he said slowly: "This gang of heavenly kings has Yanjin Wanyan clan watching over it, and four heavenly kings restraining each other inside. A vortex of power struggles full of dangers. Even the ten closest servants and ten swordsmen closest to me, nine out of ten also carry the shadow of the Four Heavenly Kings. Many times, I stand alone in Shanglingyan, looking at the dark night sky outside , in a trance. But I can't stop, once I stop, I have nothing. I can only grasp the present, and have the opportunity to change the future."

"You know? Grasp the present and change the future... The slogan is easy to say, but it is too hard to do. Many times, I wish I could escape from this right and wrong place and never come back. Whenever I can't resolve my worries, my illness It will also become more and more serious. Whenever this time, only she is with me, even if she doesn’t speak, it makes me feel warm. Although I am struggling in pain, I am not alone in my heart.”

"My illness can't actually drink alcohol, but I am in this position, how can I have the final say on many things? Fortunately, every time I go out to socialize, she will prepare me with anti-alcoholic medicine. She will always wait for me, even if Keep watch all night, and wait for me to come back and watch me take the medicine before she can rest assured."

"I am in a high position, and when others socialize with me, I will only frequently persuade them to drink, thinking that drinking can achieve their goals, regardless of whether I am in good health or not. In their view, I am just a tool of power, not a A real person. Only Aying really cares about me. She works hard for me every day, becomes sick from worry, and gets sick day by day. You don't know how sad I am when I see her getting thinner and thinner .”

"In order not to worry her, every time after I have a dinner party, I will secretly avoid everyone, go to the corner and take out all the wine I drank from my body. If I can use my internal force, I will use my internal force to force it. If it doesn’t come out, I will try to induce vomiting. Xiao Yezi, can you understand the pain? The dizziness and cramps of spinning around and not knowing where I am, as if all the internal organs are twisted together, and it’s like the bones of the whole body They were all dismantled and reorganized. But I think that after going back, she will rest assured that even if it is painful, I will be very happy."

"But she was still terminally ill and left me forever. I was still my boss, socializing, and drinking. After drinking, I continued to induce vomiting. Only when I induced vomiting did I feel that she hadn't left me .As long as I go back to the room, she will be there waiting for me, will tell me that she is worried about me, will tell me that she is still there."

Xiao Ye Zi looked at him, with mixed emotions in her heart, pity, sentimentality, self-blame, and sadness.Unexpectedly, such a fairy-like man had also been tortured emotionally.She slowly stretched out her hand, a little wanting to get close to him, to touch his face, to comfort him - but thinking of Li Li and Du Juan'er, and remembering that he was still a married man, she finally just patted him lightly He took his arm back and said in a low voice, "It's not good for you to do this, you'll hurt yourself."

Yun Xi didn't care about her touch, but because of her comfort, her face showed relief and joy.

(End of this chapter)