Chapter 54

After Xue Yue left Xingzhuang, Shang Lingyan's servant came as a substitute soon.But it didn't help Little Leaf.The torrent of work densely occupied her schedule, leaving her no time to meet anyone in private.

After Xiao Yezi got busy, she felt more and more about Xue Yue's benefits. Although the other servants were also very good as substitutes, they were not as good as Xue Yue in controlling them, and they were not as good as Xue Yue, who would share these tasks for inexperienced newcomers.It seems that Yunxi took care of it and made the division of labor between the servants more clear.All Yunxi's daily affairs are handed over to Xiao Yezi for management.And this also invisibly greatly increased the chances of her getting along with Yun Xi.

And the relationship between the two has also undergone subtle changes.Yunxi began to intervene in her daily work everywhere.Whenever she is busy with Yunxi.Yun Xi always approached with a smile, like a big brother next door, quietly accompanying her to do things, or tidy up clothes, or make tea, or do other daily chores.

But for Little Leaf, this is not something to envy.He is the gang leader, and she is the valet. It really shouldn't be done if one's work needs to be done by the leader.More importantly, since she met Li Li, she has made one thing clearer - keeping a distance from Yunxi as much as possible is what she should do now.

Therefore, every time Yun Xi intervenes, she can only rush to finish the work at hand, so as to escape from being with him as soon as possible, and escape the constant tension and guilt in her heart.Even if he escaped from the embarrassing scene, he would still suffer contempt and criticism from all directions on the way to return the account.

So Little Leaf became even more tired.Whenever she lay down on the pillow and secretly complained about her life, a gray elf popped up in her heart and said to her righteously: resigning from this position and leaving Shanglingyan is the best choice.

But... If I resign from this position, will it affect Li Li?Every time she thought of this, she was shaken again.

It's just that she didn't expect that once the idea of ​​resigning came into being, it would be like a seed, buried deep in a certain crack in her heart, frantically absorbing all kinds of burdens Yunxi brought her, deep in her heart In the gray zone, a poison ivy grows.This poison ivy seems to have unlimited energy, no matter how she confines and controls it, it disobediently spreads gray pollen, spreads, covers, replicates, and constantly takes root and expands in her flesh and blood. Collision, release, and finally formed a vine net, locking her firmly.

Yun Xi is so smart, how could he be unaware, let alone turn a blind eye.Whenever he gets close to Xiao Ye Zi, Xiao Ye Ye will run away from him for different reasons.He smiled as always, but behind the smile was his gradually diminishing patience, and layers of unhappiness about being rejected.

So on an ordinary night, Yunxi didn't know where she went out.Xiao Yezi made a bed for Yun Xi as usual, put some sleeping incense on it, and waited by the tent for Yun Xi to come back.According to daily habits, Yunxi will rest directly after she comes back, and she can go back to bed and rest as long as she takes care of Yunxi and washes up.

She leaned against the bookshelf beside the table, closed her eyes and rested.It seems that when Yunxi is not by her side, she can always relax.The night was drowsy, and drowsiness gradually crept into the corners of her eyes.

She was drowsy all the time, until a blunt sound of a heavy object falling on the ground woke her up suddenly.

With drowsy eyes, she hurriedly stood up, her mind still a little confused.She rubbed her eyes vigorously, only to see Yun Xi holding a glazed jug, standing drunkenly at the door of the tent, with the incense burner he kicked over inadvertently at his feet.

This...why are you so drunk?She remembered her identity, and seeing that Yun Xi was about to stagger forward again, she hurriedly got up to support him who was drunk and drowsy, and kicked the incense burner away by the way, so as not to pollute Yun Xi's clothes.But he never thought that Yun Xi took advantage of the situation and grabbed her shoulders, leaning most of his body on her shoulders, and smiled triumphantly with a successful plot.The medicine smell on his body mixed with the strong alcohol smell rushed towards him, and Xiao Ye Zi's cheeks were instantly reddened.She frowned, wondering why Yun Xi was intoxicated—there was no banquet or guests tonight, where did he drink so much wine?Moreover, the alcoholic power of this wine seemed to be so strong that even Yun Xi, who often drank banquets, couldn't bear it, and his exposed skin turned a smoky pink.

"Master, you..." Xiao Ye Zi just wanted to persuade her, but Yun Xi waved her hand to stop her.Yun Xi just stared at her, smiled, stretched out a finger, put it to his lips and hissed.His face is close at hand, as beautiful as a banished fairy, so shaking that Xiao Yezi can't move his eyes.He leaned on her shoulder, hiccupped lightly, and stared blankly at Xiao Ye Zi with a pair of eyes stained with peach blossoms: "I am happy today, don't say anything that spoils the atmosphere."

He raised the jug and took a few more sips, put his arm around Xiao Ye Zi's shoulders, and led her all the way to the desk.Xiao Yezi didn't know what he was going to do, she was engulfed by his weight, and she staggered along with him, her body trembling slightly due to tension.Yun Xi lowered her head, seeing the petite girl being held hostage by her, she couldn't help but smile, but the smile was calm and gentle.

He picked up the wine jug beside him and took a deep drink.

Xiao Yezi twisted her body, trying to get out of his control: "Stop drinking, I'll make a cup of tea to sober you up."

Yun Xi sifted her back in front of him, and held her hands from behind.This posture is the same as when Yang Yizhao trained him to dance, but the attitudes of the two are completely different.One is to concentrate on teaching, and the other is to overbearing and suppress.Of course she could distinguish the difference, a bad premonition enveloped her, grabbing her heart and pulling violently.She instinctively wanted to run away, but was grabbed by Yunxi.

"No. Stay still."

Turning her head hard, she saw Yunxi's eyes at the moment.There was mist in his eyes, the flickering light scattered, and the flickering candles reflected in his dark eyes, blending into a chaotic silhouette.That silhouette seemed to be her shadow, but it swayed because of the fluctuations in his eyes, and transformed into other shapes.

Why... His eyes at this moment are so affectionate?

She didn't dare to move anymore, and was controlled by him like this, letting every minute and every second pass by slowly.The temperature of his palm gradually turned into thick beads of sweat, eroding the lines on her palm.

The red candle on the table warmly melted long tears, one drop rolled down, and one long mark formed, condensing into the drizzle of time on the body.

He led her, surrounded her with her back facing him, held onto her right hand with his right hand, took a silver penny, dipped it in thick ink, and drew lightly on the yellow and white rice paper.

Her hands were trembling constantly, and the tip of the pen was trembling with the thick ink that jumped onto the paper.He lowered his head, sniffed the fragrance of her hair, smiled silently and held his hands tighter.

One sum, another sum.

Xiaoyue falls, Su Yunwei, silent pillows frequently.Dreaming back to the fragrant grass and thinking about Yiyi, the sound of wild geese is rare in the sky.

Her heart was beating wildly, as if two villains were fighting in her chest, almost jumping out of her throat.

His breath is behind him, so real, yet dreamlike.

His left hand slowly wrapped around her waist, and his laughter was slightly but clearly recognizable.

His right hand is holding her right hand, swaying gracefully on the paper, yet firm and powerful.

The crowing orioles are scattered, the remaining flowers are in disorder, and the lonely painting hall is deep in the courtyard.Pianhongxiu swept away from Yi, and left it to the dancers to return.

After writing a poem, she suddenly woke up, let go of the hand holding the pen, and the pen fell on the paper, with a halo of ink, dyeing the words just written into incomplete fragments.

"What's the matter?" He lowered his eyes and smiled, and locked her tightly in his arms with his right hand, his expression was sweet and intoxicated like never before.

She felt the warmth from Yunxi behind her. This was once a fantasy scene that she dreamed of as a girl.Her heart is still young, but after Du Juaner's assassination incident and Li Li's conversation incident, her attitude towards Yunxi and Yunxi's position in her heart are no longer as innocent as before.

Although she was surrounded by tenderness at this moment, her mind was unprecedentedly clear, she lowered her head and bit her lips: "Master, I am afraid that the person written in this word should not be me."

He stared at her profile, and smiled softly in her ear: "Some people move the world with their songs, and captivate the country with their dances. Some people, with one look and one word, are unforgettable."

She grabbed his finger and wanted to pull it away: "Boss, you are drunk, it's time to rest. I'll get some hot water. You can wash your face, or you can wake up."

Such an insignificant resistance made him feel a little amused. He stopped her as soon as he retracted his arms, turned her around, stared into her eyes, and said with a smile: "Yes, I'm just drunk."

He kissed her lips very lightly and softly.Light as snowflakes fell on her lips, soft as velvet brushed her eyes.For an instant, the whole world stood still.

It's not the first time she has been exposed to kisses, but it seems like she has never understood.For the first time, what Li Li brought her was the youthful throbbing and ignorance.The second time, what Yang Yizhao brought her was the frivolous teasing of adult romance.

The third kiss, with unreal illusions, panic at a loss, and untouchable taboos.

She blushed.He kissed her cheek.

Her eyes are red.He kissed her eyes.

Through the silk long clothes, she heard his heartbeat, every time was as rapid as a drum, so clear that it broke her mind.

Is this a dream?No, this is not a dream!

Although his kiss was soft and affectionate, his hands were like shackles, firmly controlling her body, as if she was just an object to belong to, not a living person.

Her hand slammed onto his chest, instinctively wanting to push him away.

But he smiled nonchalantly, and with an unquestionably tough attitude, he led her hand through layers of clothes to touch his heart.

Her hand and his heart were only separated by a layer of skin, which should have been romantic and warm.But at this moment, she only felt as if she had touched a piece of red-hot iron, so hot that it was hot to the touch, and shame and anger stung her instantly.As if her hands were stained with the blood of Du Juan'er and Li Li, she had thorns on her back and struggled violently: "No..." She wanted to hide, but she just pulled her head back slightly, but he hugged her even tighter , kissed even tighter.

"No, no." He continued to kiss her fiercely, no longer the gentleness before, only attacking and occupying.

"I said no..." Xiao Yezi was extremely disgusted with his aggressiveness, and tried hard to break free from his embrace, but found that his strength was beyond her imagination.

He used his tall body to suppress her resistance, pinched her jaw with one hand, and stuffed the glass jug into her mouth with the other, without any hesitation or mercy on his expression, until all the wine in the jug She coughed and swallowed all the wine, and he stopped in satisfaction.

This jug of liquid was more violent than any wine she had ever drunk.Her entire body was placed in the furnace along with the wine, and the fire immediately burned in her internal organs, and her limbs gradually lost the ability to resist.She watched helplessly as she turned into a puddle of soft mud, slowly curled up, slipped, and finally fell to the ground.

He bent down to look at her, with a distressed expression on his face, but he couldn't hide his love for her docile state at the moment, as if he was looking at a cute kitten or puppy, or admiring a work of art that was about to be acquired.He gently wiped off the wine stains on her lips with his slender fingers, picked her up and slowly approached the couch, and pressed her on the bed with ease.Xiao Ye Zi was numb and sore all over, sinking into the whirling chaos, like a puppet being manipulated by Yun Xi with a string, watching herself step by step into the abyss of despair under his control and persecution, powerless.

"Stay with me." He kissed her.

"Look at me." He kissed her.

"Fall in love with me." He kissed her.

He smiled so peacefully, even though he was drunk, his face was still as beautiful as when he was sober, and even because of the doting look between his brows, he added a bit of domineering and eager charm, making him more charming than anyone before. Every moment is exciting.

But for Xiao Yezi, that smile turned into a cold arrow at this moment, piercing through all her self-esteem again and again.

She clutched at what was left of her clothes with all her strength, like someone floating at sea trying to cling to a piece of driftwood.However, the only remaining hope was overthrown and destroyed by him in the next moment.To him, her persistence and resistance were nothing more than a fly shaking a tree, meaningless at all.

He is the Lord of Might, the Bearer of the Scepter, the Unquestionable and Unshakable Ruler.And she is just an ordinary mortal who is promoted because of his privilege and will also be marked as his attachment.He can do whatever he wants.As for her, she either chooses to bear it, or she still chooses to bear it.

When the pain flooded her like a tide, a hoarse scream was squeezed out of her throat, and then she suffocated, convulsed, and her heart was ashamed.

"I love you." He whispered in her ear.

She was like a wood carving, unresponsive.

"I love you." He stroked her face and repeated.

She closed her eyes and took a deep breath.

"I love you." His tone became sweeter, and he buried his face on her shoulder.

The blue silk ribbon of his hair hangs down, covering her eyes.

Why - it's so cold.so cold.so cold.

(End of this chapter)

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