Red waist breaking line

Chapter 71

"When I was young, I often asked my father, where did my mother go and why she didn't stay with us. Facing my cross-examination, my father didn't say a word. As time passed, I stopped asking. I usually play with the children. I don’t think so, but every time at dusk, the children are called home by their mothers one by one for dinner. Seeing their mother and child clinging to each other, I know how wonderful it is to have a mother’s love one thing."

"At that time, my father was very busy and couldn't accompany me all the time. I often sat in front of this scroll, quietly looking at the mother in the painting, and imagining her every move. Reluctant, I held the scroll in my arms so that I could fall asleep."

"Later, when I chatted with Mr. Lu once, I learned the whole story of the relationship between my parents. Father and mother fell in love at first sight. When we first met, the two fell in love with each other. They both lived in seclusion in the Yingxia residence, chatting, playing the piano and playing ink. It's so pleasant. But for some reason, the two soon had a quarrel. No matter how they compromised and tolerated each other, this conflict was never resolved. Finally, one day, the mother who was seven months pregnant left Liren Pavilion alone and went to the Northland. My father chased her all the way and tried his best to keep her, but he still couldn't keep her."

"Although my father is very intelligent, he is also inevitably infected with some literati faults, and sometimes he is romantic. Maybe it is because my mother can't stand his sentimentality, so she would rather risk her life than leave my father. My mother left three years ago. A month later, the entrusted servant woman sent me to Liren Pavilion to be raised by my father."

"How could my father be willing to take me on a trek of thousands of miles to the north to find my mother, only wishing for a family reunion. But once my mother changed her old ways, she let my father hug me and knelt in the rain at the gate of her house all night, and she refused to change her mind." , only asked the servant girl to send a message to my father the next morning, stating that she had given up on the pipa, and there was no possibility of a reunion, and advised my father to find a good relationship early and not to waste time."

"Father was disheartened, and after returning to Liren Pavilion, he became seriously ill and became more infatuated with flowers. So I grew up in a pile of makeup and powder, and I knew better than others to please women since I was a child, so others thought I was He is a romantic little prodigal son. But including Yueer, I never even held a girl's hand at that time. I also liked Yueer at that time. It's impossible to be tempted a little bit. Just to be honest, women in the world are really not much different to me. Until I was 14 years old...I met Sister Mei."

"When I met Sister Mei, she was already the head of the branch hall of the Chuangshi Building. I just took a look at her and felt inexplicably familiar, as if the mother in the portrait reappeared in front of me. Her eyebrows and eyes are completely different from my mother. But that dignified and sassy look is exactly the same as the mother in my fantasy. On that day, she was wearing a green dress, she was really ecstatic. I was so attached to that look that I couldn't help myself, and I felt that the women around me were so sad Lost color, no matter how difficult it is to catch the eye."

"I approached her involuntarily, thinking of excuses, just wanting to stay by her side for a while, even for a while. After a long time, it is inevitable that I will run out of routines. But no matter how lame my excuses are, she never refuses. Just listen to her smile Call me Xiao Yang, and my heart is full of joy. Maybe you will laugh at me when you say it. In front of her, I am just a brat, and I just want to stay with her forever and never separate. "

"But fantasies can't become reality after all. A few years later, Sister Mei met Chief Xiao during a mission. Sister Mei and Chief Xiao became attached to each other because of a flute song. Under the introduction of Sister Mei, the leader joined the Tianwang Gang and became the head of Yilutang in the Chuangshi Building. Sister Mei and Leader Xiao are inseparable, and have no time to pay attention to me, a clingy little brother. The whole gang says that Leader Xiao She and Sister Mei are both talented and beautiful, they are a natural match. I am the only one who is unhappy when I hear these words."

"Old Lu saw my thoughts and advised me to concentrate on practicing martial arts and do my duty as the master of the Liren Pavilion. But I couldn't control my heart. I tossed and turned every night, and my eyes flashed in front of my heart. Sister's figure."

"But compared to Chief Xiao, what am I? In just a few months, Chief Xiao has become the most popular figure in the Tianwang Gang, and with the great support of Sister Mei, he has succeeded as the owner of the Chuangshi Building. Everyone knows Xiao Tianwang of the Chuangshi Building has high martial arts, strong ability, comprehensive handling, and extraordinary elegance. He holds the financial power of the Tianwang Gang and is in the limelight. Outside, there is no bright spot. It is just a young and childish young master of the Liren Pavilion, Yang Tianwang with embroidered pillows."

"Just because sister Mei likes him and doesn't like me, I'm already defeated, and it's hard to turn around."

"Soon, Mr. Lu had an accident and was demoted from the gang. A few years later, the leader Sun Mengran also passed away, and the leader Xiao took over to lead the whole gang. At that time, the leader Xiao had just succeeded, and the foundation was still unstable. Some Some veteran gangsters refused to accept it, secretly plotting and plotting, and there was a faint tendency to commit chaos. Sister Mei advocated for the Xiao gang one after another, suppressed and impeached the old gangsters, and even offered to go deep into Yanjin personally at the risk of her own life. In the hinterland of the empire, assassinate Emperor Yanjin Wanyan Li."

"I was not at ease, so I proposed to Sister Xiao to accompany me. With the permission of Sect Leader Xiao, Sister Mei and I disguised ourselves and sneaked all the way. Being able to get along with Sister Mei alone is already my blessing. How dare I ask for anything else? It's just that love comes, sometimes it's inevitable that my heart will be agitated, and I will say some stupid words. But sister Mei is married to Chief Xiao at this time, and the two are deeply in love with each other. Being an ordinary brother, he also advised me to treat Yue Er well, not to disappoint Yue Er's sincerity. I have no choice but to know that the fate of this life is over, so I can only feel sad."

"As the emperor of Yanjin, Wanyanli is naturally surrounded by many experts. Although the two of us tried many times, it was still difficult to find an opportunity to attack. After several days, we finally found out that Wanyanli was going out of the palace to hunt. Immediately We dispatched, hoping to kill with one blow. Unexpectedly, Wanyan Li's son, Wanyan Mie, had already set up defenses, and since we entered Yandu City, he sent people to follow us. This round of hunting is also a trap to lure us into the urn."

Yang Yizhao's face turned pale when he said that.

Seeing this, Xiao Yezi was terrified, already expecting that the next thing would be a memory that he was extremely unwilling to mention.She wanted to stop him from continuing, but he shook his head and refused.

He only heard Yang Yizhao take a deep breath before continuing: "Wanyan Mie arrested me and Sister Mei, and locked us in a small dungeon in Yandu City. The dungeon is only four feet square, so even if we are alone It is impossible to live alone, let alone Sister Mei and I squeezed inside. But even so, Sister Mei still insists on sitting upright every day, never exceeding the etiquette. Seeing her like this, I respect and love her more and more in my heart."

"Wanyan Mie imprisoned us for a few days and didn't give us water or rice. He just interrogated Sister Mei in turn. Every time I saw Sister Mei was dragged back to death, I felt like a knife was piercing my heart. I only hated myself as a man and couldn't help her out. Sister Mei is also very strong, she told me——Wanyan Mie wanted to recruit her and force her to be Yan Jin's spy. But she refused to obey, and Wanyan Mie was helpless."

"Another night in the middle of the night, we were so hungry that we were so hungry that we didn't know if we could survive until tomorrow. Sister Mei was dragged out by Wanyan Mie for interrogation in the middle of the night, and when she was sent back in the morning, she almost passed out. In the past. Perhaps because he was afraid that we were really dead and would not be easy to use, Wanyan Mie sent two bowls of gruel."

"We were starving these days, and sister Mei was injured again. Even a bowl of clear porridge is already a delicacy for us. Sister Mei was so injured that she couldn't move, so I took a spoon and fed it bit by bit. For her. She drank half a bowl of porridge reluctantly, and finally regained some strength. Seeing that my face was pale, she persuaded me to eat some. I wanted to leave the food to her, but she insisted that if I didn’t Eat, and she was also hungry with me. I was forced by her, so I had to eat the rest of the soup."

"...Maybe it's because I'm very hungry, that's really the most delicious porridge I've ever had in my life. But...that's also the meal I regret the most in my life." Yang Yizhao clenched his fists, his whole body He tensed up, his eyes were red, his face was pale, and he gritted his teeth: "Wan Yan Mie, this bastard, he... put a medicine of warmth into the porridge."

Little Yezi didn't expect things to go like this, and her face changed drastically when she heard it: "Oh my God!" She never dreamed that the people of Yanjin would resort to such despicable means in order to divide Yang Yizhao and Sister Mei.For a moment, she felt sorry for Sister Mei and Yang Yizhao, who was in prison with no one to help, and could only be manipulated and tortured by the wicked, how miserable it was.

Yang Yizhao sneered self-deprecatingly, the extreme remorse and self-blame made the muscles on his face twitch, and even his voice trembled: "I watched Sister Mei lose herself in front of me and become so charming and charming. Terrified. I wanted to push her away, but the moment she hugged me, my mind went blank and I couldn't control myself anymore."

"Maybe it was because of the effect of the medicine, or maybe it was because I wanted to do it at all, and I couldn't tell the difference. At that time, I was like a beast, sinking into the filthy excitement, in a daze, hopeless... When I woke up When I came, Sister Mei was already fully dressed, and she was sitting across from me in a daze. Seeing her desperate expression, I knew that a big mistake had been made, and everything was irreparable. At that moment, I regretted it too much, I was sorry for Yue I want to be killed by her with a knife, and it is better to make her so insensitive and feel ashamed!"

Yang Yizhao hugged his head and knelt down by the window.He covered his face and wept bitterly, his shoulders twitched unceasingly, like a lost child who went deeper and deeper into the night, and was finally devoured by the devil.

Xiao Ye Zi looked at the image of him turning his back on her with regret and regret, and felt very sad.

Only at this moment did she understand that the poem "the same people who have fallen in the end of the world" is so cold and beautiful.

She and him, one is a poor and wandering village girl, and the other is the owner of the Liren Pavilion who has no worries about food and clothing, there should be no similarities at all.

However, at this moment, in her eyes, he was just a man who was once as depressed, as painful, and as involuntary as herself.

She was hurt by not loving, and was tortured for a time.He was hurt by his deep love, and thousands of arrows pierced his heart all day long.

She just wanted to hug him, and his soul, to hug and keep warm.

Xiao Ye Zi walked behind him, knelt down, opened her arms, and hugged his broad shoulders.

He was shocked, turned his head in disbelief, and met her gentle smile.

She stretched out her hand to gently stroke the top of his head, her palm was as gentle as a loving mother, firmly and gently comforting the child in her arms.

"The past can't be changed, but at least when we face the future, I will stand by your side and accompany you. As long as we are together, there is nothing to be afraid of."

Tears poured down his eyes in an instant, he turned around suddenly, and embraced her in his arms.

He never wanted to let her go.He wants to be with her until he dies.

It took a long time before Yang Yizhao calmed down a little.The two sat leaning against the wall, leaning on each other with tender affection.

Xiao Yezi picked up one of the two jades, savored them carefully, and said with a smile, "Is this called Jade? It's emerald green, but crystal clear, like green water frozen, it's really beautiful. Is it engraved with a dragon?"

Yang Yizhao smiled: "Yes, this engraved on it is the allusion of a carp jumping over the dragon gate and finally transforming into a dragon, soaring into the clouds. I don't know if my father bought this jade for my mother." He lowered his head and looked at Xiao Yezi's earlobe , suddenly smiled, stretched out his slender fingers to pinch, and stuck a piece of jade in Xiao Yezi's ear hole.

"Put this on, and you'll be mine." Yang Yizhao smiled wickedly, and kissed her lightly on the side.

Xiao Ye Zi touched Yu Jue on the ear, and smiled: "Stingy, just give me one?"

Yang Yizhao smiled, put the other Jade Jue back on his ear, bowed his head in her ear and said in a deep voice, "I'll keep this one for now, and I'll give you all the flowers and candles in our bridal chamber someday, including people and treasures."

Xiao Ye Zi covered her face in shame and giggled.Looking at her smile, Yang Yizhao was still a little worried, so he explained: "I have told you everything about me and Sister Mei. Except for this one, the rest of the rumors are all fabricated. The big mistake at the beginning is already done. , I owe her too much, so I don't want to explicitly violate some of her decisions, which makes others misunderstand, thinking that Chuangshilou and Lirenge have a private party. But now I only owe her, nothing else gone."

Xiao Yezi grinned, and tapped him on the head lightly: "I know. It's too long-winded. If you dare to nag like this after you get married, be careful, I will divorce you."

Maybe it was because of sitting on the ground for too long, a gust of cold wind came through the crack of the window, and Xiao Yezi sneezed when her shoulders shook.Yang Yizhao smiled, stretched out his long arms, and lifted her up on the bed, carefully covering her with the quilt.Xiao Yezi just wanted to thank her, but Yang Yizhao got into the bed as soon as she lifted the quilt, hugged her small body into her arms, and said shamelessly: "Don't drive me out, if I catch a cold, I will stay you."

(End of this chapter)