Confessions of a Salesman

Chapter 148 Loved
A series of problems caused the company to fall into chaos. The workshop production stopped, the orders were messed up, and the orders did not match the products produced, resulting in a large amount of unnecessary inventory.

Mr. Li reported all these things to Mr. Wang, but Mr. Wang remained indifferent.This made Mr. Li at a loss for a while.

After listening to what Mr. Li said, I said helplessly: "Mr. Li, even if I go back now, it will not help the matter. First, I have no real power. Second, Luping is eager for me to go back at this time and put all the responsibility on me. The most important thing is Mr. Wang's attitude, when I ask for leave, he must think that I am threatening him. Now that I am gone, the company is like this, and I will go back. It is not true that the company said that I can't do it without me. Mr. Wang will be more afraid of me. The gap between us will grow deeper and deeper."

Mr. Li thought for a while and said, "Your analysis is correct, but if this goes on like this, the company we have worked so hard to build will be ruined by them just like that."

I asked a little strangely: "Mr. Li, have you ever thought that doing this will benefit Liu Ziran? He has invested so much money in it, and he will never let him Are you wasting your own money?"

Mr. Li also agreed: "Yes, logically speaking, he is a smart person, why would he allow Lu Ping to do this?"

I replied: "I haven't figured it out for a while, Mr. Li, I think you can let them perform. The customer base will not leave easily because of the temporary chaos of our company. I don't think Mr. Wang will let it go." If the company continues like this, let’s just wait and see.”

President Li reluctantly agreed.

The company's affairs did not affect my mood. This was what I expected, but I didn't expect it to happen so soon.

At the end of the day's activities, in the evening, the students went to dinner together, recalling the past events of the year, and then everyone talked about each impression of the year.

I give everyone the impression that I am excellent in all aspects, but lazy. I feel that I am extremely smart. I do everything without effort. I can easily obtain things that others have worked hard for a long time, such as Xinger.Then there is the exam. At the end of the term, everyone is reviewing desperately, but I should play and sleep. It's just that I stayed up all night in the last few days, and I always scored just enough to get 60 points.

Everyone said that I must have cheated at that time. It is true that college exams are easy to cheat, but not every subject is so easy. Some teachers are so meticulous that they will not give us any chance to cheat. I admit that I cheated on some subjects. Yes, but most of them are passed by my real ability.My method is very simple, rote memorization, memory fatigue, the test effect is very good, but I will forget it soon after the test.

Speaking of Xing Er, everyone has always believed that she is the school girl of the whole school. I think it is a bit exaggerated. After all, Xing Er has a fatal weakness. She is too short. In comparison, I think my Katsuo is more perfect.

As the saying goes, alcohol can intimidate people, if you drink too much, everyone will really speak freely.One said, he liked Xinger and had been secretly in love with him for a long time, the other asked, did Xiaofang like him back then, and made all kinds of confessions, but Xinger just laughed it off. You have kept the vacant room for so many years, and you didn’t come. You didn’t say you liked me until I finished the plastic surgery. I don’t know what kind of heart you have. Are you looking for my money or my appearance? How many people really understand me? You guys A group of men, say one thing with your mouth, and do another thing behind your back. Don’t look at each of you as a dog, but you are actually full of male thieves and female prostitutes.”

This made the men present feel ashamed.Someone retorted: "Everyone has the desire to love beauty. There is nothing wrong with liking beauty, right? If you have a good personality, why should I choose an ugly one? What is the reason for your plastic surgery? It's not because you want someone to like you. "

Some people also said: "Who said I don't like you before. I liked you back then, but what about you? You only have A Fei in your eyes, and you don't even look at me. Are you blaming us?"

I was shot innocently, and I protested: "Hey, hey, don't bring it on me, because Xiaofang looks down on me!"

Mei Xiaofang said frankly: "I don't like you anymore, but don't you think about Xinger too? You are in a pair all day long, who doesn't know the difficulty and retreats?"

I blushed, I didn't expect Xiaofang to say it so directly.

Xing Er, who has never talked much, said: "Xiaofang told me a long time ago that she likes Ah Fei. I told her that she can chase after her if she wants to. It's just that she dare not."

Xiaofang was not annoyed, and said with a smile: "It's not that I dare not, it's that Ah Fei is blind. I've hinted so many times, and he doesn't feel anything at all. If it wasn't for yesterday, I told him directly, I guess he I don't know until now."

I took a sip of wine and said, "The motherland has not yet been unified, how can I have the heart to talk about love?"

After eating, many people fell down, and the rest went to the karaoke hall. In the karaoke hall, some people were crying, some were laughing, some were fighting, some were making trouble, and everyone expressed their repressed feelings in their own way. Emotions relieve inner pressure.

Xing'er is still so quiet, but what is different from the Xing'er I remember is that under her quiet expression, there is a trace of melancholy, a trace of melancholy that is not easy to be noticed.I sat next to her and asked with concern, "Would you like to speak out and listen?"

Xing'er smiled and asked, "Say what? What do you want to hear?"

"It's not what I want to hear. It's that you should tell what's hidden in your heart. It will be much more comfortable. From what I know about you, you don't have close friends. You won't tell your parents. Tell your heart Tell me about your depression and listen to it, and see if I can help you solve it." The emotional expert is online.

Xing'er lowered her head, looked at her feet, and said, "You seem to know me well, I'm not good at communicating, and I have social phobia, so I really have no friends, and I don't need friends, I just want to find The person I love, I will only tell him what is on my mind, I am a person who only wants love, not friendship."

That's all I've said, so I won't say anything more.

Xing'er looked at me strangely, seeing that I had stopped talking, she asked, "Why didn't you ask?"

I replied: "What am I asking, don't you want to find someone you love before talking about your thoughts? How can I be qualified?"

Xing Er stared straight at me and said, "What if I say you are qualified?"

I didn't expect Xing'er to say it so directly, I didn't see her say: "Then I am qualified to tell your story!"

Xing'er smiled again and said: "My story is too boring. I just want to find someone to complain. I have listened to my parents since I was a child, and I have never answered a word. What they say is what everyone praises. I am obedient and well-behaved. My studies, work, and love, they all have the final say, but I regret it now. If I had disobeyed them a little bit at the beginning, maybe I could live happily now.

We have only met for two short days, and I feel unprecedented happiness, and it seems that I have returned to the days when we were in school.I don't want to live like a puppet anymore! "

I encouraged: "Then change it. You should live the life you want. Why don't you live happily? Parents can't live with you forever. Foolish filial piety is actually unfilial. If parents love you For children, their only hope should be to let the children live happily, not to live for them. When we were young, our parents were afraid that we would go the wrong way, so they guided us in the direction of our progress, but we should feel that you When I can walk the rest of my life, I should tell them that I will walk my own way."

Xing'er nodded and said, "Well, before I came to Xiamen this time, I had an argument with them. In fact, I was just talking back. I think this happens from time to time in many families. It's the most common thing. However, in my family, I was simply disobedient and unfilial. They actually asked me to marry a person they didn’t like, saying that person would give me happiness for the rest of my life. I only said one thing, and he gave your happiness, not mine."

I can imagine the pain and helplessness in Xing'er's heart at this moment, and I comforted him: "We will always be children in the eyes of our parents, and only when you let them realize that you have grown up will they let go. "

Xing'er suddenly held my hand and said, "Come back with me to meet my parents? I won't compromise this time."

I broke away from Xinger's hand at once, and said as if frightened: "We can't go back, Xinger and we are in the past tense. After we broke up, I thought about our problems, why time and space can separate us. We separated because we didn’t love each other deeply enough. I think even if we were together at the time, we wouldn’t necessarily make it to where we are now. Besides, as you heard, I already have someone who loves me and who I love.”

Xing'er was not surprised by my reaction, and said with a miserable smile, "Well, I know, I know, if you miss it, you just miss it. I have one last question."

I blurted out: "I loved it!"

I saw Xing Er's tears, I rushed out the door sadly, took out my phone and called Katsuo and said, "I love you!"

We wasted too much youth. It was a period of self-righteousness and embarrassment. There were laughter, tears, vigor, decadence, sweetness, absurdity, self-confidence, and confusion. We were sensitive, we were paranoid, we were stubborn, we pretended to be strong, and we were easy. Hurt others and be easily hurt by others————————— "Things Related to Youth"

When I walked out of the airport, I saw Katsuo waving to me, behind him was Mr. Lin looking at me with a smile.

Katsuo ran out at a gallop, and threw himself on me, I blushed, I was still a traditional person in my bones, many people around me cast envious and jealous eyes, and I hugged him tightly. Katsuo.

(End of this chapter)