Confessions of a Salesman

Chapter 1855 The final argument
I yelled: "I just came to see if you are dead! I am a life-long mortal enemy. I always take a look at you before I die, so that I can feel at ease!"

Mr. Xiao Du laughed and said: "We are not mortal enemies in life! I have countless mortal enemies in my life, but you are not one of them! I once regarded you as my successor, my friend, and my family!" However, if you hadn’t ordered your dog to catch me, I might really have been your confidant, the only person who understood me! But now..."

He suddenly went crazy, trying to break free from the handcuffs and shackles that tied him, and shouted: "I can't wait to beat your tendons, peel off your skin, and drink your blood! I've already left, let me go, right?" What harm can you do? I will never come back and pose no threat to you. Why do you treat me like this! I let you go!"

I said disdainfully: "Have you let me go? Who asked us to kill us all when he left? I remember it clearly. If Shiyou and the others hadn't arrived in time, I wouldn't be talking to you now. What a ghost! You have tried to kill me more than once, all because of your words. At first you looked down on me and didn't take me seriously, but later you thought I was valuable and didn't do anything. When you really When I was tempted to kill, I found that you no longer had the ability! Do you regret it now? "

Mr. Xiao Du stared at me and asked: "Then you are here just to watch my jokes and make fun of me? Do you think this is interesting?"

I shook my head and said, "Of course I'm not that boring. This is not my way of doing things. I just want to know the truth. Can you tell me?"

Xiao Du looked at me as if I were a fool and said, "Do you think I can? Aren't you asking nonsense? Why should I tell you the truth when I'm about to die?"

I yelled and said: "It's nothing! I just want to know who wants to harm me and harm you. Maybe I can help you get revenge! You also know my ability. If I promise you, I will You can do it! It’s not all my fault that you’ve come this far, right?”

Mr. Xiao Du hesitated, looked at me again, and whispered: "If you can let me out, I will tell you!"

I shook my head and said: "This is definitely impossible. I don't have the final say here. You should know! Even if I want to know the truth, I will not violate the rules or break the principles. It is even more impossible to do anything illegal!"

Mr. Xiao Du said very disappointedly: "Then I have nothing to say! You go!"

I nodded and said, "Okay, then let your secret be buried underground with you! It's just not worth it for you. I didn't expect that the dignified Mr. Xiao Du would be used as a weapon!"

Mr. Xiao Du sneered: "We are all so familiar, you should know that the provoking method is useless to me!"

I hummed and said: "Of course I know, this is not a provocation, I am just telling the truth! Others are still enjoying themselves outside, but you are here to bear all the crimes! I have never been very I understand, you stayed outside well, and I let you out, why do you want to come back? You are definitely not trying to retaliate against me, you hate me, but you are not going to lose your mind, at least this is definitely not the purpose!"

A hint of surprise flashed in Mr. Xiao Du's eyes, and then he remained silent.

He didn't speak or object, which meant that I hit his mark, so I still had a chance to get him to speak, so I continued: "I also thought about whether you were trying to save your uncle Lao Du. But your relationship isn't that good either. In order to fight for the right to speak, you guys fell out a long time ago! Besides, he must be hopeless. You should know that. You don't even have a plan, which means it must not be the reason. !”

Mr. Xiao Du still didn't speak, he lowered his head and didn't know what he was thinking!
I continued: "Then it must be for money, for profit! What about the 2000 million US dollars in Swiss bank cashier's checks? Since you have snatched them all, why do you want to return to China? You can't cash them back home! This doesn't make sense! Besides, it seems that the $2000 million cashier's check is not for you, but for your boss? Have they got it now?"

Mr. Xiao Du finally showed a proud smile and said: "What the hell! If they don't save me, how can I let them get what they want! Let them take the money I worked so hard to grab. They are living happily outside, but I have to be in prison." Stay for a lifetime, they dream!”

I hurriedly said: "If that's the case, why don't you tell them and make it difficult for them? What are you hesitating about? Do you think they can still save you? For a cashier's check of 2000 million US dollars? They are not that big The ability! Do you know where this place is? No one, no one can get out of here, no matter how powerful you are! You should know what crime you are guilty of. You ordered to kill so many people, you This is already a terrorist attack, do you still want me to help you count your crimes?"

Mr. Xiao Du sighed and said, "Do you have evidence? If you had evidence, you would have arrested me long ago. Will you let me out?"

I chuckled and said, "Then don't you think it's strange? The last time I arrested you, we knew that you made drugs, sold drugs, sold human organs, killed people and set fires, and committed all kinds of evil, but they just expelled you and didn't arrest you. It's really because you didn't Evidence?"

Mr. Xiao Du was stunned for a moment, then immediately relaxed and said: "There is no evidence. Are they trying to lure the snake out of the hole? The price is too high. They have neglected their duties, right? Absolutely impossible!" I laughed and said: "You are just a pawn on someone else's chessboard. Whether it is black or white, it doesn't matter! Stop struggling and think about what you have done over the years? Or you can get a reprieve of death, indefinitely, and spend the rest of your life in prison. However, if a gun really sends you to see the King of Hell, your life in the next life will probably not be easy! Isn’t it just to have peace of mind as a human being?"

Mr. Xiao Du smiled bitterly and said: "Peace of mind? What is peace of mind? Sitting in the office every day, shouting slogans, five to six people, doing dirty and dirty things behind my back, is it peace of mind? Is it invisible? You can feel at ease! Those of us who have paid our own price in everything we do in order to obtain the benefits we deserve, can we feel at ease? I have been outside countless times since I was 14 years old in order to survive. It’s a life-and-death game, how much have I sacrificed, how many times have I exchanged my life for something, can’t I just be at peace with myself?”

I hurriedly comforted: "Don't get excited! I'm just talking about the facts! You're right, you've been right all your life, okay? You always make sense! Everything you do is right! As long as someone stops you It’s everyone else’s fault!”

Mr. Xiao Du snorted and said: "The only mistake I made in my life was that I was born into the wrong family! I was born without a father or a mother, just an uncle, and he is the most evil person in the world! I have been taught since I was a child, If you want to get anything in this world, you have to fight for it on your own. You have to fight for it by any means, and do whatever it takes to achieve your goal! I also want to be a scholar, get into a good university, and have a good background, but I have no chance. , God didn’t give me this opportunity! I relied on my own efforts to crawl out from the pile of dead people, and got everything I wanted, but someone wanted to destroy it, telling me that everything I got was nothing. I can destroy it casually! Can I be willing to do it? In the eyes of others, what I have obtained is just a joke, and the status I have obtained, in their eyes, I am just a clown! If it were you, how about destroying it? ? You will definitely be like me, climbing up as hard as you can, until one day you stand on top of their heads and tell them that you are the clowns and you are a joke! I do this, isn’t it right for me to work so hard?"

I knew he was starting to open up, so I had to let him continue. I nodded hurriedly and said, "Yes, this is what motivates you to work hard, but your efforts are in the wrong direction and the way you do things is wrong!"

Mr. Xiao Du sneered: "What is right? What is wrong? It is not the people in power who have the final say! In this world, people are confusing right and wrong every day. Can you tell clearly who is right and who is wrong?" Right? In the last century, some people still said that everything we have is given to us by God. Anyone who said otherwise would be burned alive! At that time, did anyone think it was wrong? There is no right or wrong, only winning and losing!"

I curled my lips and said, "You are just too extreme!"

Mr. Xiao Du said contemptuously: "It's not that I'm extreme, it's that I've seen through the right and wrong of this world a long time ago! If you had been in the environment where I grew up, you might have been more extreme than me! I've said it a long time ago, we are actually all He is a kind of person who will do whatever it takes to achieve a specific goal for you! It’s just that your environment doesn’t allow you to do that, but I can!”

I said very puzzledly: "Many people say that we are very similar. I think this is scary! Why? Do we have anything in common? You said that we are all people who do whatever it takes to achieve our goals, but I don't! I know when to give up, I know what I should do and what I shouldn’t do, I have a bottom line, but you don’t!”

Mr. Xiao Du laughed loudly and said: "Quia! Let me ask you, are you willing to break the law for the sake of your friends? If I kill your relatives and friends, will you come to kill me directly instead of calling the police to arrest me? Me? Is this your bottom line? In order to make money, did you hide the money that should have been handed over to drug trafficking? Don't say you are so noble, you really have no bottom line, but you are braver than me Xiao, you just have more worries than me! You have parents, you have brothers and sisters, but I don’t! If you didn’t, you might be more unscrupulous than me!”

I hesitated, I really hesitated, yes, the environment creates a person's growth, different environments create different people, if, just if, would I be who he is now?
Mr. Xiao Du said proudly: "How is it? Let me say it right? I just failed. If I succeed, then I will be the one who is superior now, and I will be the one who reasons for you! Isn't that right? Is it more convincing? Since ancient times, all truth has been based on power, and history is written by the victors, only the winners and losers! I am better at preaching than you!"

I hummed and said: "Your fallacy is really convincing! It's a pity that you are not the first person to tell me this, otherwise I would really admire you! But all losers , they all have a set of excuses to excuse themselves, and there is nothing new. They are basically the same as what you said! It is nothing more than others forcing you to be like this, nothing more than making more excuses for yourself, nothing more than summarizing why you failed. , what will happen once you succeed! None of you have thought about a problem, your starting point is wrong, you will not succeed in this life, the next life, and the next life!
Your rhetoric is also extremely ridiculous. I remember someone once told me that he failed because he was too soft-hearted. It was because the trace of humanity that he should not have appeared that led to his failure. , as long as he is more cruel, he will succeed!I have heard this and feel that this person can still be saved. At least he knows that he is wrong!But what about you?You still don’t feel that you made any mistakes, you just feel that you failed, but you haven’t found the reason for your failure yet!Then let me tell you, the reason why you failed is because you made a mistake from the very beginning!You had countless opportunities to correct your mistakes, but you didn't. Instead, you used your mistakes one after another to correct your original mistakes! "

Mr. Xiao Du said angrily: "You are scolding me, you mean I shouldn't live in this world!"

I nodded and said, "Yes, you are harming others and yourself while you are alive!"

Mr. Xiao Du stared at me and said one sentence after another, "Same for you!"

I hummed and said, "I haven't harmed anyone, at least I haven't sincerely harmed anyone for my own goals! You are different, you don't even know how many people you have killed directly or indirectly!"

Mr. Xiao Du snorted coldly: "You took off your hair quite cleanly, but do you really want to do what you said? As far as I know, from your uncle's suicide to the female doctor and the He family, , Wei Hua, how many more people do you want to name? Their deaths have nothing to do with you, right? You were not responsible for them all? You really know how to excuse yourself, at least I am not as sanctimonious as you! If you hadn’t done so many things, these people wouldn’t have died!”

I was at a loss for words. I didn’t know how to argue. These people were indeed related to me to some extent. In fact, I really had to bear most of the responsibility for their deaths. He was right. It was my problem. It was me. Responsibility!

(End of this chapter)