Confessions of a Salesman

Chapter 855

I looked at the back of the little boy, and my heart trembled, thinking that it wouldn't be possible?Then I'm doomed, Katsuo knows, why don't you kill me?
We didn't go into the house I just knocked on the door, but upstairs, Xiaomao took out the key and opened the door, letting us in.

Walking into the room, I saw the fresh and elegant layout inside, a very warm home.

The little boy skillfully turned on the air conditioner and entered the room by himself.

Seeing me staring at the little boy, Ximao said, "My son is 7 years old this year!"

I calculated the date, it seems that it is really possible, no?My heart began to fluctuate.

Ximao didn't explain, just asked Xiao Wan: "Have you eaten yet? Let me make something to eat!"

Xiao Wan hurriedly shook his head and said, "We finished eating in the factory!"

Ximao grumbled and said: "It's been a long time since I went back to the factory to visit. I heard that it has changed a lot now! I thought at that time that I would work in the factory for the rest of my life, but it's ridiculous to think about it now. I don't want to take a walk outside. , have no idea how big the outside world is?"

I asked curiously, "Where have you been all these years?"

Ximao replied: "Shenzhen, Guangzhou, Shanghai, BJ, Xiamen, wherever I can go, I have walked around!"

Xiao Wanwen asked curiously: "I went to Shenzhen and Guangzhou, why don't you want to contact us?"

Ximao smiled wryly and said, "I don't want to contact you anymore, I want to go out and have a look by myself."

While talking, the little boy came out of the room and said, "Mom Fine Hair, I'm hungry!"

Ximao was stunned for a moment, and then immediately said to the two of us: "Sit down first, I'll go eat, and we'll eat some later!"

After speaking, he went into the kitchen by himself.

The little boy stared at me, I waved to him gently, he walked over obediently, I took his hand and asked, "What's your name?"

The little boy timidly replied: "My name is Feifei!"

I widened my eyes, a little excited, and asked again: "What's your name?"

The little boy seemed unwilling to speak, hesitated for a long time, and said word by word as if recited: "My name is Chen... Huai... Nan!"

I groaned and repeated: "Chen... Huai... Nan... Your father's surname is also Chen?"

Xiao Wan glared at me and said, "His surname is Chen, so of course his father's surname is also Chen!"

I groaned and looked at the little boy carefully. Why did he look more and more like me when I was a child? The little boy seemed a little frightened by my staring, and ran into the kitchen.

I just sat on the sofa, thinking what should I do?If it is really my child, how should I deal with it?It's my son, I can't let him know, can I?But what should I do?How do you explain to Katsuo?How to explain to my parents?I just got my marriage certificate, and I will get married next month! Suddenly, a 7-year-old son appeared!
Xiao Wan saw my expression, and comforted me: "It's not necessarily true! Maybe it's because Ximao is already married?"

Then, after looking around the room, there wasn't a single photo, and I couldn't believe what I said, and murmured: "This is all your own romantic debt, I don't know how you will end it?"

Ximao brought out several dishes, and beckoned us to sit down, and then brought out a bowl of soup for me and Xiao Wan, and said: "Try it quickly, I learned it in Guangdong, and cooked it yesterday. !"

I took a bitter sip of the soup and said, "How long have you been back?"

Ximao replied: "I came back last month and wanted to buy a bigger house for my parents to live in, but they refused to move here, so Feifei and I moved here first, and he will move in in a few days." After primary school, we have to go back to Changsha, we usually live in Changsha now!"

Xiao Wan asked a question for me that I dare not ask: "Where is the child's father?"

Ximao replied indifferently: "Where is he now, I don't know, he is a Hong Kong person I met in Shenzhen, and they broke up before getting married!"

I sighed with relief: "Then it's not easy for you to be alone! Then do you have any plans in the future?"

Ximao thought for a while and replied: "I plan to live in Changsha for a long time. I have made some money in the past few years, which is probably enough for our mothers to live on!"

The little boy suddenly said something and sent me into hell again: "Mom Fine Hair, didn't you say that Dad is in Zhuhai? Why is he from Hong Kong? Why haven't I seen it before?"

Sweat dripped from my forehead all of a sudden.

Ximao picked up vegetables and put them in the little boy's bowl, and said, "That's what mother said nonsense, you will know when you grow up!"

The little boy was quite sensible, so he stopped asking questions and ate his meal obediently.

After struggling for a long time, I still asked the question I wanted to know: "Are you planning to be alone and bring a child like this? Single-parent families, no matter what, are not good for children!"

Ximao raised his head, glanced at me, and asked back: "Then what can I do? For the sake of the child, just find him a father?"

I hurriedly shook my head and said, "That's not what I meant. Haven't you thought about finding another one?"

Ximao said jokingly: "Who are you looking for? Are you willing to want me? A woman like me, with a child, how can I find it? Who is willing to look for it? Buy big and get small?"

I just wanted to say, if this child is really mine, I must have it. No matter what the circumstances, as long as it is mine, I have to admit it!

But Xiaowan said: "You have such good conditions and you are still so young. It is not difficult to find someone who is sincere to you! By the way, do you plan to return to work in the factory? I heard that they are currently short of a What about the workshop director! With your qualifications, there must be no problem! Now the salary in the factory is different, I heard that including one month of overtime work, there are still five or six thousand yuan!"

Ximao said disdainfully: "The monthly custody fee for Changsha Kindergarten is more than 3000 yuan, and the school selection fee for elementary school is 10 yuan, which is not enough! Besides, if I work in the factory, what will Feifei do? I can't Throw him in Changsha alone? I don't want to live a life of day and night, time is reversed!"

Xiao Wan felt ashamed, knowing that Ximao didn't care about such a salary at all, so he couldn't say anything more.

After a meal, we ate bitterly. Everyone seemed to no longer want to mention the past, and there was nothing to look forward to in the future. We will never go back to the good old days.

After eating, Xiaowan pulled me to get up and leave, but Ximao said: "A Fei, you stay here, I have something to say to you!"

I nodded helplessly, knowing that what should come will always come.

Xiao Wan didn't have the slightest intention to leave and said, "Then I'll wait for you! You two talk!"

Ximao frowned, and couldn't say anything more, settled Feifei, let Xiaowan sit in the living room first, and led me into her room.

Ximao cut to the chase and said, "Do you really want to know if this child is yours?"

I nodded.

Ximao continued to ask: "If you know it's yours, what can you do?"

This question made me wonder for a while, I don’t know how to answer it?
Seeing that I didn't answer, Ximao smiled lightly and said, "Don't be nervous, I'm just asking casually!"

I summoned up my courage and said, "If it's really mine, of course I have to be responsible!"

Ximao sneered: "Are you responsible? How can you be responsible? Bring Feifei back to Zhuhai to meet his grandparents? What about me? What should I do?"

I said hesitantly: "You are still Feifei's mother!"

Ximao asked: "Then what about me and you?"

I sighed and said, "It's impossible for me and you to ever happen again! At that time, I was young and ignorant, and we did have a good memory, but now I'm married and have someone I love. We really There is no way we can be together again!"

Ximao said sadly: "I regret it so much. I left at the beginning. If I didn't let go at that time, do you think we will always be together?"

I shook my head and said, "There are so many ifs in life! That is to say, I am Feifei's biological father?"

Feather nodded.

I don't know why, the moment she nodded, the big stone in my heart fell instead.

My mind is a little messed up, but I can make it clear that I must raise this child, and I have to take it back to raise it. This is my flesh and blood!
Ximao said slowly: "You have your life now, we won't disturb you! Originally, I didn't want to tell you, but it's very unfair to Feifei, I still want to know, His father is an amazing person, and I don't want him to be able to hold his head up in the future!"

I said sincerely: "Let me be responsible for your future life! Let's raise him together!"

Ximao said in surprise: "You mean, let's raise Feifei together?"

I hummed, then shook my head again and said, "Don't get me wrong, I said co-parenting. I'm in charge of your daily life, food, school and work, but I can't be with you. As I said, I'm already married!"

Ximao said disappointedly: "I see, you mean you want a child and not me, right?"

I said embarrassingly: "No, I can also be responsible for your life!"

Ximao snorted and said, "Just raise me together? Make me a mistress, a secret lover? How much do you plan to pay me a month? How many times do you want to fuck me a month? How can I serve you?"

I frowned and said, "I never thought about it that way, I just want to make up for my mistakes back then!"

Ximao snorted coldly and said, "Fault? Was it your fault that you were with me back then? I thought too highly of myself. In your mind, I was a fault!"

I sighed and said: "Xiaomao, how can you not talk like that? I don't have any intention to shirk responsibility. I also miss and prepare for the days when we were together! But those days have passed, we can't Look back! The past, let it pass! You can start over!"

Ximao shook her head and said desolately: "I can't start again!" Then she walked up to me excitedly, hugged me, and used her mouth to search for mine.

I hurriedly dodged, pushed her away and said, "Calm down! Your son is right next door!"

Ximao sneered and said, "What are you afraid of? He is the son of both of us. Even if he sees his biological parents making love, it is normal! Oh, I understand, you are afraid of me, you despise me, right?" After finishing speaking, He began to take off his clothes and said, "Look carefully, what is the difference between me and that year? I still have the same good figure and the same good skin!"

I held her hand that was about to tear off her clothes and said, "Don't do this, is this interesting? This will make you worthless in my mind!"

The fine hair knocked off my hand, and said fiercely: "In your mind, I have long since become worthless? Have you heard any rumors?"

I shook my head and said, "I'm not interested in anyone's past, I only look at the present and the future!"

The corner of Ximao's mouth raised, and he said contemptuously: "Speaking is better than singing! It's not that I look down on my life in Guangdong! What's the point of this? Don't you Cantonese have a saying that you laugh at the poor but not at the prostitute! The rich That's the last word!"

It was at this moment that I knew that the so-called rumors were true.

Ximao stopped undressing, but lit a lady's cigarette, took a deep breath and said, "Since it's all like this, then I'll just open the terms, you give us 2 yuan a month Money, take us to Zhuhai, give Feifei the best school, and I also want a decent job, the salary may not be too high, but it must not be too tiring!"

I thought for a while and said: "I owe you all these years, and your life is not easy. I can promise you all these conditions, but I have one condition, that is, you are not allowed to interfere with my normal life!"

Ximao smiled at me and said, "Yes! You are you, I am me, and our son belongs to both of us!"

I took a deep breath and said, "That's it, do you still have my phone number? When you want to leave, tell me, and I'll arrange it in Zhuhai!"

Ximao nodded triumphantly. Seeing her eyes, I shuddered a little. Is this Ximao the same Ximao I knew back then?It is said that society is a big dye vat, and now I believe it, and I firmly believe it.

When I was about to open the door and go out, Xiao Mao still came up and kissed me forcefully, and then the moment I pushed her away, she smiled at me and said, "It's free, you really don't want to recall the days we used to have ?"

I pushed open the door without even looking at her, Xiaowan looked at me with concern, I quietly pushed Feifei's room open to reveal a gap, looked at him in deep sleep, and closed the door.

After walking out of the house, Xiaowan asked me eagerly: "What did Ximao tell you? Don't believe her!"

As I walked, I said, "I don't want to believe her either, but that child belongs to me, so I can't just leave him alone! I have indeed owed them all these years, and I have to make up for it!"

Xiao Wan said angrily: "How do you make up for it? Take it home? What about Shengnan? Have you thought about it? Or what will the people in the company think of you? You don't want your career?"

(End of this chapter)