Nightmare wake up

Chapter 102 You are a person with extremely low self-esteem!
This statement of unpredictable is contrary to the mainstream values ​​of the Ironborn.

...It's just that, from Jessica's ears, it had a lot of psychological impact.

She is proud, and has always been...

This kind of "arrogance" made her close herself. For three years in college, she didn't have any friends and rarely communicated with her parents. This made her alone, living alone in her own sealed cage.

Especially being a singing girl made it even more difficult for her to accept her own depravity, which made the wall of arrogance stronger... If it hadn't been for the unpredictable discovery of her secret, it would be difficult for her to speak so much. Of course, these The words were just for negotiation, let Mo Ce keep the secret for him.

Unexpectedly, Mo Ke's sentence "There is nothing shameful about a singer" actually gave her a sense of identity that she had not seen for a long time. This sense of identity is like a cracked land that has been dry for several years. Run the rain.

Actually... Mo Ke didn't think that way at all, he just kept the inherent impression on the earth, and simply thought that the identity of "bar resident singer" was obviously normal... It's just that there are no audition shows that turn around in this world, otherwise the people in front of him Jessica has the opportunity to become a popular singer in Ironmen society, and she will be successful.

Jessica Yang's beautiful big eyes showed a glimmer of hope, a glint of expectation, as if she wanted to listen to Unpredictability and continue talking, all of which were seen by the latter who was watching her...

After a long silence, Mo Ke turned his head back, stared at the ground next to him and let out a long sigh:
"Jessica Young...you are also a poor person..."

"Poor?" The sudden words made Jessica stunned for a few seconds, but soon, her former cold attitude quickly regained the peak, and her tone was full of disdainful doubts:
"I'm poor?"

Unexpectedly nodded.

"Joke! How can I be pitiful?" Jessica Yang's voice was a little erratic, and her tone was vainly sharp:
"I have been in college for three years, and my average grade is A-level. At least in our class, no one has better grades than me;"

"I'm doing an internship at Xinyu, which is probably the best unit among the psychology interns this year... although you are also here;"

"I'm the top singer at the Xinglong Mountain Villa nightclub, and I see people from the upper class of Requan City every day..."

I ignored Jessica Yang's agitation, because it was all expected... Mi Ke waved his hand lightly, and said with a smile:
"Knowing that you are a psychology major, but you have never performed a psychoanalysis on yourself..."

This sentence made Jessica Yang's face stagnate again, and her emotions that were about to get agitated died down again... because it was said again.

I am a psychology major, and I am trying to win this year's outstanding graduates, and I plan to continue my studies, and I will use analyzing others as my career in the future... But, this is true, I have never done it to myself What psychoanalysis.

Mo Ke didn't give her too much time to brainstorm, and said:
"People who study psychology have never analyzed themselves. Don't you think this is abnormal?"

"You must be thinking by now that this was just negligence, or carelessness, because you never thought there was something wrong with you, and thought it was normal... After all, ironmen are always used to judging and judging others, but they can't see it in the mirror. Myself, you just have this mentality too?"

Jessica Yang was silent... At that moment just now, that's what she thought...

"Since we are doing an internship, let me try to analyze it today!" Mo Ke said with a smile:

"Take it as your reward for helping with the internship report! Of course, you can disagree with the result, and you don't have to take it too seriously. This is your right, and it's a game between our partners..."

Jessica Yang subconsciously swallowed a mouthful of saliva. She didn't know why, but she suddenly became interested in what Mo Ke said about analyzing herself.

it's weird...

"Look, now you're interested in this psychoanalysis!" Mo Ke stared into Jessica's eyes, controlling Jessica Yang's psychological changes all the time.

This time, Jessica was completely surprised, her eyes widened...

I don't know which sentence Mi Ke started with, she suddenly had an illusion, this illusion was like Mi Ke planted an eye on her chest, able to peek into her heart, any strand of her thoughts, her own thoughts. All the darkness in his heart was instantly exposed under the gaze of the other party.

"You are wondering why you are interested in this psychoanalysis, because..." Mo Ke maintained a smile on his face:
"You lack a sense of identity too much. When a person wants to understand you, you also want to know how others see you, right!"

Jessica doesn't speak...

"From my point of view..." Mo Ke returned to his usual seriousness, pretending to be serious like a magic stick:

"You are excellent... excellent and outrageous!"

"You are naturally beautiful, and you are a rare beauty even without makeup... You have excellent grades in all subjects, you want to get an excellent graduate, and you want to continue your studies and become a person like Luo Sheng;"

"Half a year ago, you went to the Xinglong Mountain Villa nightclub as a singer, and even became famous, becoming the number one..."

"Your excellence gives you the capital to be proud, so...you are an extremely proud person."

Hearing these few words, Jessica raised her eyebrows, as if asking: This should be obvious at a glance...

Goddess of Iceberg, how could she not be proud?
After finishing the foreshadowing ahead, Mo Ce paused and said slowly:

"What I don't understand is how such a proud person can become a singer, a profession that is full of taints among the Ironmen... It doesn't make sense at all!"

"Didn't you say that you don't think it's disgraceful to be a singer." Jessica Yang interrupted at the right time.

"My opinion is not important." Mo Ke said indifferently: "After all, I can't replace all the ironmen, or I'm just a heretic..."

"After I knew you were Mo Yao, you didn't hesitate to make a deal with me and let me keep this secret for you. This shows that in your heart...you don't think much of Miss Mo Yao as a singer, even very Mind, don't you?"

Jessica nodded helplessly... She really wanted to refute and reprimand. This impulse came from her pride, but she couldn't find any reason to overthrow it... because unpredictable speculations are facts.

"So, in this case, here comes the problem..." Mo Ke smiled softly: "You don't like being a singer, you mind being a singer, and you know it will bring you stains, but you still haven't obeyed your own will." In my heart, I went to Xinglong Mountain Villa nightclub."

"It's very contradictory, isn't it? With your looks and knowledge, you will have a good future and life. It seems that there is no need to be a top singer. This is another contradiction..."

Jessica Yang's forehead was slightly sweating...

"My understanding can only be that you have a mysterious obsession with entering the upper class!" Mo Ke stared at Jessica Yang and said indifferently:
"Only in this way can it make sense... Being a singer can get in touch with a lot of people in the upper class. You hope to get in touch with a diamond man and marry him. It doesn't matter if you are a mistress. After all, even a mistress can be in the upper class. s Mark."

"Is there anything wrong with that?" Jessica Yang's voice trembled, but she still insisted on rebutting.

"Don't get excited, I'm not trying to criticize your values, what kind of life you choose is your freedom..." Mi Ke waved his hand:
"Don't forget, what we are doing now is just a psychological analysis, only analyzing logic, not talking about big reasons."

"Next, we will be able to draw a conclusion."

… Jessica pondered for a moment, then looked at Unpredictable.

Unexpectedly, there is no business, and he said directly:

"Why is such an outstanding person so obsessed with entering the upper class, even at the price of selling himself...I don't want to discuss the right or wrong of this value, I just speculate on the source of this value."

"My conclusion is that this kind of value comes from...you, a person with extremely low self-esteem!"

Jessica Yang Ru was struck by lightning, and she sat stiffly across from Mei Zong, opened her mouth, but didn't speak.

A woman as proud as an iceberg, an outstanding student who ranks first in her class, and a top singer at one of the largest nightclubs in Hot Springs, would she feel inferior?If this was told, no one would believe it, but Jessica remained silent at this moment, sighing heavily in her heart.

Unpredictable crossed his hands, supported his chin, and looked at Jessica Yang, who looked uncertain in front of him, and said slowly:
"Behind any kind of behavior that is superior to others, there is a sense of inferiority that needs to be hidden...I have seen too much of this superiority over others in you."

"With this premise, everything can make sense, we might as well deduce it from the beginning."

"Because of low self-esteem, you are persistent, and you want to strive for excellence in everything, so you get used to being superior in everything...Of course, this is not all a bad thing, which makes you have a very good academic performance."

"However, you also know that excellence in everything cannot exist in reality, because no one can do it except the protagonist in the novel."

"So... This kind of mentality gradually formed a psychological barrier and changed..." Mo Ke raised his head and glanced at the ceiling, speculating while thinking:
"This kind of mentality should be changed to... don't be good at everything, just make it impossible for others to surpass in one field."

"By academic performance? It's impossible because there are too many top ones, so, after thinking about it, you focus yourself on one innate talent, which is your beauty! At this point, You have the greatest advantage, at least in your current environment, no one can surpass you!"

"So, how do you let your beauty prove that you are superior to others? As a woman, of course... your man is better than others, even if it is not completely your man!"

"Where is such a man?" Mo Ke put his eyes on Jessica Yang again, and said with a smile:

"Of course it's the upper class, those dignitaries, or local rich and wealthy businessmen..."

"Miss Mo Yao, do you think so?"

Unpredictable smiled and stared at Jessica Yang...

(End of this chapter)