with words in mind

Chapter 453 Afterword
**Writing feelings**
The extra episode is finally over, I didn't expect that it took 3 years to write this book.
Of course I was doing other things during this period, but for a while, I almost put aside everything and focused on this, but it was still very slow.

The change of mentality before and after is something I have never experienced before.

一开始是兴奋的, 我还记得Chapter 1初版是在4、5个小时内写完的，几乎一个小时码1千字，想想每天花5个小时写故事并不是难事呀~
but!This kind of codeword speed is only maintained in the first few chapters, and it is not bad to be able to write 500 words in an hour!
Why, because there is a lot of time to look up things, some knowledge is far away, I only remember the general, need to check to confirm, and sometimes I will expand to read some related things.It seems to be very good, but I don't remember any of these related knowledge.
In addition, I never thought of writing novels before. Many vocabulary and words are confusing, and it doesn’t affect my life anyway, but the code words are different. Therefore, many times, I will know the words or words that I feel familiar. Baidu to see if you take it for granted.

During this process, I also found that I lack historical knowledge. For an Aquarius, looking forward to the future is the job. I really don’t like to delve into the past, and I especially don’t like the old houses I saw when I was young. I always feel " Full of darkness, decay, past tense."

In fact, this is just my personal feeling.

As the "tricks" were used up little by little, the enthusiasm faded a little bit, and I felt very tired halfway through the writing, but when I signed the contract, I set a minimum goal for myself, at least to finish writing it, even if it was well written Slow, even if no one is watching.

So, I try to adjust, writing one day and one day free, sometimes I have not updated for several days because I am busy.

After finishing writing, in fact, my heart didn’t fluctuate much, but when I actually posted the last chapter, I suddenly felt that it was over. So, it’s over?
There is a relief like a heavy burden, but I don’t feel sad, but I feel a little unreal, like I will sign a contract, in a daze, and 3 years have passed in a flash.
I feel like I don’t remember much of the details of what I wrote, I just remember that I seem to have written a lot of poems.

When I was reading, I liked poems full of images, and I also liked comics and animations.

It should be said that I liked the anime first and then the poems, but I found that I am a graphic memory person, and the poems will be forgotten if I don’t memorize them.

I remember when I was in the fourth or fifth grade of primary school, a classmate brought a manga——"Civet Cat" by Chie Shinohara. Since I was a child, I liked to draw some messy things, and I immediately became interested in it, so I borrowed this manga from her. , From then on, another me who became attached to comics was opened.

At that time, there were very few comics that could be bought in bookstores, let alone Guoman. Since the "decline" of the Shanghai Animation Film Studio, the Chinese animation industry has become a "niche" in my opinion. It is even more scarce, maybe you can still see a few comic books at that time
And this "Civet" really opened up another world for me, a world different from reality.Since then, I have secretly collected Clamp's "Cardcaptor Sakura" and Aoyama Gosho's "Detective Conan".Because Xinhua Bookstore only sells these two Japanese manga.

There are only a dozen copies of "Cardcaptor Sakura", and now I don't know where I put them. "Detective Conan" I remember until I was in college. I probably collected more than 70 copies and hid them in the attic of my grandmother's house. , I don't know if it was eaten
Because the network is developed, now, I collect a lot of things in the mechanical hard disk. The mobile hard disk is too easy to break, and the mechanical hard disk is relatively solid. It is convenient to buy a mechanical hard disk reader.

Why secretly?Because in the eyes of the parents, reading comics is not doing their studies, because they are afraid of being scolded by their parents, so they have to secretly~
In addition to secretly reading manga, you also need to secretly watch animation, the animation is really amazing!Since then, I have fallen into a deep depression and cannot extricate myself!
It's another matter to go back and forth, to like what you like, and to create by yourself.But at that time, I really liked girl comics, hot-blooded animations, and detective dramas. Later, as long as I could watch movies and TV shows, I would glance at them, but I read less comics.

Later, I wanted to write my own detective plot!This is the first time I really framed such a plot. In fact, when I watched Conan before, I seldom reasoned, and I couldn’t guess who the murderer was, but that’s how it looks so interesting~
It was the first time I tried to write a complete book, and I gained some experience. By the time of the last volume, the structures of those cases were rather hasty, so I wanted to finish writing the ending earlier. I simplified some places. If I have inspiration in the future, I will Modify it again.

The whole feeling after writing the text is: Who am I?where am I?what am i doing
Sure enough, writing depends on interest, and ending depends on perseverance! (But the things that can really make people persist have pain, but not only pain, but pain and happiness~)

After writing it, I was really tired and numb, thinking every day, is this story finished?Why haven't you finished explaining yet?Get it over with!I can't take it anymore!I just want to "die early and be born early", it's too painful
In the end, many things were not what I originally imagined. The more I went to the back, the more I felt like I was in prison. I really wanted to escape, and I had to fight against inertia. There was pain, happiness, and convulsions from time to time~
It’s just suddenly laughing, crying, and jumping, especially when improvising. For example, when Lu Jiu sings "The God Is Not Beautiful", I suddenly thought of such a passage before writing the finale. Jiu's dream, I laughed for a long time after writing it, and I laughed again and again after reading it!I have to say, I really love Qilin and Lu Jiu, as well as that G.

I was lazy at the beginning, so I used ABCD casually for the staff of Feng Plutonium Laboratory. Then one day, they lived by themselves, and I added everyone’s name and personality. The code name is still ABCD, which is everyone’s English name. initials.

If there is a destiny, maybe there will be them in the following works~
In fact, I really want to look bad and lie down after writing it. Every day I see giant pandas and dried flowers looking bad, and I think that is me! (Yun laughs sadly)
Besides, during the whole process, I felt like I was being cheated to death by myself!
First, there were only more than 2 words of archived manuscripts when the article was published. It can be said that they are not called archived manuscripts, but scattered plot skeletons. In some cases, there is nothing at all. There is no murderer, weapon, or method of killing. "So-and-so" point only.

When I suddenly received an invitation to sign a contract, I was really happy when I was happy, and I was really confused when I was confused!A student who is learning to paint wants to write a novel?
At that time, I published the novel to urge myself to sort out the script. Maybe I could sign a contract. Although I was full of hopes, I did not expect to sign it. However, my script is still very skinny.
It’s amazing to imagine this thing, sometimes it will sprint for [-] meters, paving you a direct road to the finish line, just write this character according to the route.But sometimes, it's very psychedelic. It's like Pangu opening up the world, a chaos
In the beginning, the first male and the second male were originally the same person. I didn’t think about it at the time. It was originally set up like this. After all, there was a pandemic of sadomasochism, but I never wrote it. After a while, my thoughts changed, and they separated. , and even separated an extra personality (haha~), in fact, when Qi Jin appeared on the stage, I was still hesitating whether to let him split into another personality. I thought about it, the characters jumped out on their own, just like competing for favor, asking me to give more roles!
Then, I started the rhythm of "unlimited self-deception". Now that I think about it, maybe the character is deceiving me (throwing the pot)
Second, um, I really want to say, the young and the old don't work hard, but the boss is sad!Before I actually started writing, no matter what I thought of, I felt, wow, the script is rich again!However, in fact, there are only one or two more sentences
After I started writing, I found that there were too many details to be shaped. Although it is not as exaggerated as painting, it takes a second for a single strand of hair, but the broad imagination, the soundtrack, special effects, and complex movements that appear in my mind, The structure of various buildings, ships, etc., all need to "you" themselves and turn them into things to be written.

At this point, I feel that before I actually write, no matter how much I accumulate, it turns out that it is not enough!
It was exciting to write about fighting at the beginning!Naruto is not for nothing.

But then every fight scene had to be a little different, and after much deliberation, I tricked myself again!I feel like I don’t want to write about fighting anymore in this life (but, this flag will definitely fall~)!
Because of the relationship between hobbies and professions, I "translate" the pictures in my head into words throughout the novel. The concept of mirroring has become my habit of imagining pictures and structuring plots, so I feel that what I write is more like polishing The subsequent text storyboard is not like a novel (Yun laughs sadly).

Sometimes I feel that I can’t find the right vocabulary to describe it (in fact, the vocabulary is too small). For all kinds of strange Baidu, most of the searches are "such and such words, synonyms", and then the column of the author’s words becomes my The memo, those marked words are quite unfamiliar to me.

Let’s talk about poetry, actually, I didn’t want to write so many poems, I just imagined that every time an episode is played in a TV series, people can feel the state of mind of the characters, but words can’t express music, so I thought of poetry!
The words in poems and songs were originally the "lyrics" used in ancient concerts.

Therefore, whenever there are poems, it is equivalent to having BGM here!Everyone make up their own mind~
Then, most of the time, I listen to pure music and write. I like to listen to those film soundtracks, which is easier to feel.Tragic, sentimental, fighting, thoughts will be carried far away by music. Therefore, I want to express my sense of hearing even more, especially those special effects!

If the fighting swords did not have the sound of "ding ding kuang kuang", if ghost movies did not have a scary soundtrack, you can imagine that the effect will be greatly reduced.
Therefore, I have a strange way of describing the expression of sound and music, but goose!
Halfway through the writing, I felt that the god of poetry had left!

For a while, I lost the urge to write poetry!So you will find that there are more poems in the front, and less helplessness later, the god of poetry is "not dedicated"
When it comes to special effects, I really like the slow motion in film and television dramas, that is, upgrade shooting, which is simply one of the great creations of human beings!Whoever came up with the upgrade technology, it's amazing!

The so-called upscaling is to shoot more than 60 frames per second, and then play it at 24 frames per second that can be distinguished by the human eye. A powerful machine can record hundreds of frames per second.When slowed down, it feels like time is stretched.

That's time. In reality, we can't make any deformations to time!

This kind of slow motion is inexplicably attractive to me. It seems that every time I see it, people will fall into that picture. If the soundtrack is good and pleasant, being there is a must!

I really want to express this feeling in words. In view of the ancient style, there are many words that were not used in ancient times, but I couldn't think of other alternative words, so I used some more modern words.Things like nerves, biceps, etc., I feel that they are relatively rare in some ancient style texts I read.

Of course, this book has a two-dimensional style. In fact, I originally wanted to write a more standard ancient style, but I was "helpless". After reading too many comics, I was led astray!

To be honest, it actually feels pretty good, with this biased style of writing.

**About plot structure and inspiration**
In fact, among the more than 2-word skeletons, there were finally a few cases that were considered complete, but I took them out, because the number of words was increasing, but the progress of the main line was a bit slow, so I had to make a choice!

I don't know how many words I can write, so I just conservatively estimate 60 to 100 words. Unexpectedly, they are all over 100. There are three major chapters in the big plot, Jiangnan, Southland and the finale, and I don't want to write too much. Long, it was originally an attempt, so I had to reduce the branch plot.

Originally, I thought that writing the ending would be quick and blow up all the plot bombs that had been buried in one go. What a cool thing!However, the more I write, the more painful it becomes. Only when I finish writing do I feel that I have been "reborn"
I have to say that the pain of conceiving the plot is heartbreaking!Painful and happy~
Therefore, people will be troubled by their thoughts. Every day, besides sleeping, they just take medicine. It has become my biggest dream to sleep well without taking medicine hahaha~
Regarding the ending, I thought about it over and over again, over and over again!again and again! ! !
Really too difficult!In the beginning, in my ending setting, the hero did not activate the "final power", so much simpler~
But the more I write, the more I feel that this is not in line with human nature, let alone the protagonist!

Then began the painful and happy process of killing myself again!
And inspiration is really mysterious~ When the inspiration is good, it’s like I’ve taken drugs. When the inspiration is not good, it’s like taking drugs. Me (hahaha)!

**About settings and props**
I really like stories about time travel, but it is not the soul wear that often appears in novels.It’s time travel that is entangled with time and space like "The Time Traveler's Wife" and "Twelve Monkeys", but everyone knows that such a story is super difficult to write, although I did the opposite at the beginning, The male protagonist is also set as a "special" human being. To be honest, I still didn't want to write about the chaotic time and space at first, because I was afraid that I would not be able to explain clearly.

But I am also very interested in quantum physics. Although I am not a science student, I still feel that I will fall into it after watching related documentaries!What's more, at the quantum level, many things are very psychedelic, and you can play them to your heart's content~
In many other works, there are time factors and god factors, but the "mysterious power" I want to express does not stop at time, so I created a "chaos yuanzi", which takes the meaning of the beginning and root of the yuan character , I don't know what it is, what it can do, it should be omnipotent!
When I think of Sword Qi, the first thing that comes to my mind is the Star Wars lightsaber!

So the sword energy is all bright!Hahaha~
They also make that whirring, buzzing light frequency sound!However, I didn’t add too many sound descriptions in the text, let’s distinguish it from the lightsaber, but in my mind, they all make sounds~
As for the five-change armor, it was probably inspired by the Transformers in my mind, but it was not in the plan at the beginning, just like Kesha was not in the plan.

Dead man was just a concept at the beginning, trying to explain Mo Ziyan's half-dead state, and didn't want to pursue further studies.Later, when the Mo family was destroyed in the first battle, why not let the heroine lead the battle?shaped them.

In fact, the role of Yan Mo was originally derived from the heroine in "The Phantom Killer", so Yan Mo is also dressed in red, and at the same time has the color image of bloody revenge.

And the origin of Ke Sha's sword is very funny.

Although I have been drawing digitally for a long time, I still have some Mitsubishi pencils and Zebra mechanical leads.

Among them, the zebra automatic lead is black, and there is a red movable ring in the middle, which can be rotated to display H, B, 2B, etc., because I only have 2B refills, so it always stops on 2B.

At this point, everyone should be able to imagine why Kesha has blood coagulation crystals and different drive cores.

In fact, its prototype is, a pen
Because Dead Man was added by improvisation after I actually wrote it, so Kesha was also added as a package.

In fact, the heroine's saber, I originally planned to be Cangqi, but the handover of the two swords became a sign of the character's identity change. I always feel that those "improvisations" seem to be destined in the dark, and sometimes I feel excited. It distresses me sometimes because the workload is up again!And sometimes it makes me feel that without improvisation, the story will not be exciting, which makes people miss it very much~
Perhaps the greatest joy of making up a story is here. Often even the author himself doesn’t know who else will appear, who will come out to disrupt the situation, who will suddenly improvise a line, and who will lead the main plot. Let's go around and come back to the main line
**About the role**
I haven't really shaped the characters strongly, and many of the things I think about are a rough idea, including this book is also a rough idea at the beginning.

It wasn't until I actually started writing this book that I realized that the author never controls the characters, but the characters control the author!
Really starting to write is like constantly carving finely on general human puppets. At the beginning, even I myself didn't know what they would look like.like.
When the character Qi Yun first appeared in my mind, it was a serious knowledge base, but!After a while, the second time it came to my mind, I decided to call him Tony Qi!

Can comb hair, like bright colors, all kinds of rich knowledge and experience, if it weren't for Gu Fengwen, I really want to call him stylist Qi Tony!
Also, if a think tank behaves like a think tank, it's very restrictive.
Also, when "I am not a stupid bird" appeared in my mind, the ending was stupid to death by myself, which also fulfilled its mantra, but when I wrote it, I found that I was not willing to let it die, so I changed it. It has become what it is today, and may its descendants last forever!

Who can resist a stupid bird who is so affectionate and righteous?

This is the first time I have dealt with so many plots and characters. I couldn’t bear it at first. If you have seen my unmodified initial draft, you will find that sometimes when you look at it, a supporting role suddenly disappears! (Yun laughs sadly)

Because there are many relationships between characters that were not in my plan.

For example, Qiubo, originally designed, he is 100% strange, but then I thought, how could the emperor not put eyeliner on the second child?unreasonable!
After much deliberation, Qiu Bo is very suitable!So he has two faces.
There are many such situations. For example, the Three Musketeers were originally Jianghu swordsmen who played a supporting role for Yuan Shangshu. Later, I thought, they are all bad guys, why not form a group!I planned them together with the mastermind behind the scenes~
In addition, characters like Hanzi and Qiansu were not planned in the first place, and then they grew up without anyone noticing.

Qian Su was really Lu Jiu's substitute. He wanted to be a substitute for a while before going offline, but he survived!
Because Lu Jiu is more lively and cute, Qian Su naturally wants to go in the opposite direction, so let's set it as a boring gourd, right?Ok!Happy decision, that's it!

**At last**
This is my first time writing a case. I feel that the cases are not very complicated. Many of them are temporary inspirations. I just hope that there are no major mistakes in logic.There are some deficiencies, and I also want to have the opportunity to make supplementary revisions in the future.

When writing the ending, although I set up some jokes to balance the pain in the whole story, when I really wrote the painful bridge, it was really painful for me. Most of the time, I wrote it while crying. Never shed so many tears (eyes up, I ask God.)

Although some plots are very short, I may actually write them for a long time, at least I feel that I have written them for a long time. For example, when Yu Lingzhou appeared on the battlefield on the northern front with a sword, he didn’t have many scenes, but I felt like crying in that part. It’s been a long time, maybe the extra time was spent crying haha~
I didn't intend to write so many extras, but the plots eliminated in the main text are quite complete, and it's a pity that the lines that I finally came up with are discarded like this~
I have to think about a lot of plots several times before I can get it right. The big plots and small details need to be matched, so the update is just an ordinary daily update author. I don’t think I will be able to make it in my life.
So I am very grateful to the friends who follow the update, and can wait so patiently!

Originally, I thought I had nothing to say in the epilogue, but I didn’t expect Jiji Waiwai to say so much.
In fact, there are still many unspeakable feelings in the whole process, which cannot be expressed one by one. Some feelings may only appear after re-reading a certain paragraph I wrote.

In any case, this experience is full of magic for me, and it is a precious spiritual wealth. I hope it can be reflected in other works~
In the end, I climbed high and looked into the distance, and sat on the interstellar ejection chair, with a thud like a wave!

"Bye bye - we are destined to see you in Jianghu. See you. See you."

The cross star flashes, and there is only one ding in the sky~
"Don't click, don't click! One more thing, I will be back—"

(End of this chapter)