Immortals, don't watch dramas

Chapter 242 Real Illusion
Ningxia woke up from a long and long dream, still unable to break free from those ups and downs of memory.

Those warm, sad, excited, and distressed emotions intertwined, making her almost drowned in this distant, dream-like world.

But a dream is a dream after all, it can never become a reality, and it is time to wake up.

The eyelids of the little girl lying in the pure white space trembled and slowly opened, and the slightly soft natural light came into her eyes.

Ningxia stared blankly at the white vault, looked around subconsciously, and doubts flashed in her eyes.

Here... where is it?

She opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but found that her throat seemed to be blocked, and it was very dry, like a wave breaking machine that had not been activated for a long time, and finally made a few unpleasant rattles.

There was a clear chirping in the ear, gentle and familiar, which made people cry.That is the unique honey language of the phoenixes, with a little excitement and kindness.

She remembered.She is Ningxia, from Ningxia in the 21st century, and then fell into the magical land of cultivating immortals.

Here she has a pair of ordinary parents, a humorous brother, a lovely senior brother, a teacher who has always taken care of her, and a face that is thick or shallow in memory.

The last scene in my memory is that she took the invitation from the city lord and came to attend the banquet.

This is true.

So--

What happened to the incomparably long and truly tearful life that unfolded as Xi Xia?

Which is real and which is unreal?
Ningxia felt sour in her heart, and a huge sense of emptiness and loss enveloped her.This is the end……

She raised her eyes and met a pair of amber pupils, which seemed to be soaked in the autumn water, clear and translucent, and seemed to be lingering.

Ningxia had the illusion that the moment she saw the other person, it seemed like she had traveled to that long time, and the pair of homogeneous lights were squinting their eyes with similar arcs.

The girl's beautiful face became more and more holy in this white space, unlike the mortals here.

No, she is indeed not a mortal in this world, but the beginning of all this.It was confirmed from the moment she saw the other party.

It was a pair of peach blossom eyes that were clearly the same as those of Xi Taiweng, glowing with a strangely familiar light.Ningxia was in a trance, unable to distinguish between reality and fantasy for a while.

"This is my soul space." Ningxia was a little lost by the other party's words.

"I'm Xi Muqing."

Xi Muqing... Xi...

Ning Xia's eyes widened slightly, and an idea came to her mind.

"The prototype of that illusion. Those are my family." Fenghuang looked at the girl opposite, with a little starlight in his eyes.

Xi Zhen, Xi Yong, Xi Yun... are the family members of the phoenix in front of him.

It turns out that her warm memories and deep emotions are all fake, but a false memory of someone else's death.Ningxia lowered her head in despair, somewhat unacceptable.

A hand gently fell on her head, so warm, with a familiar atmosphere of reassurance, Ningxia murmured almost absently, "Ta Weng."

"I've been watching you, child." The voice was tender, but it accidentally overlapped with the thick male voice in memory.

"Tai Weng!" The girl shouted out gaffe.

"I'm sorry for dragging you in without your consent. But I really can't wait, it's been so many years, and I desperately need someone—"

Xi Muqing paused, looked at a distant place that she couldn't see now, and was disappointed: "...take me home."

"I noticed you very early, and I saw your memory during the first test." Phoenix remembered that strange world, with a puzzled expression: "Your place is really a strange place."

Hearing the other party's words, Ningxia, who was originally a little relaxed because of the other party's previous vest, became tense again.

Traveling from another world, she has always been deeply buried in her heart, trembling and afraid to let outsiders know.

Now that she was revealed to Qingtian by a familiar stranger, she subconsciously became alert, for fear that the other party would say something unfavorable to her.

"You're fine." Phoenix said to himself as if he didn't see Ningxia's frightened expression.

"You've had a really good life." The other party sighed with emotion, a melancholy that didn't match his appearance.

Although things have passed for so long, she is now only a mere remnant of her soul left, but the grudges of the past are vividly visible.

In her whole life, she could not really get rid of that unreturnable fate, the sad fate of being a white child.I have been trapped in that narrow cage all my life, unwilling to let go of others and myself.

She resents, she is unwilling, so many years... After so many years, she still can't let go of it deep in her heart.Why is it her, let her bear all this.

However, that is all a foregone conclusion.So many years have passed, and the old people who have been in the past may have already turned into dead bones in the tomb, and she has also been reduced to this closed place and turned into a remnant soul.

Day after day, her remaining will became weaker day by day, and she could only drowsy and shrink in the depths of Fengming City.

She didn't know how long she could endure, and she didn't know when it would be completely wiped out and become a smudge of green smoke on this land.

But her soul has been clamoring wildly, she wants to go home, she wants to return to her homeland, she wants to bring her body back to the land where she was born and raised.

She can't wait.

Those selected children have more or less their own adventures, some amazing geniuses, or descendants of divine blood, and even a child who is closely related to their Phoenix family.

But none of them are as strange as Ningxia.That child has the smell of space rules, and the essence of the soul is different from the people here.

Phoenix specially picked Ningxia out. She was a little curious and wanted to see how this guy was different from others.

Then, she saw, he was really a special guy.

She saw a truly free soul.

Look at how this child walked out of his own life step by step in a difficult situation.

Even if she was put on Bai Zi's curse, even if she was in a disadvantageous situation, even if she was betrayed, she took every step with determination and never regretted it.

It's not perfect, but it shines brightly.That was something she couldn't do before.

In this short period of time, in this imaginary memory frame, this girl who had never met, gave the answer.

About life, about choice.

She suddenly realized that this life has always been her choice.

Being bullied, betrayed, self-pity, self-deprecating... It was always her own choice.

(End of this chapter)