Flying over the bubble era

Chapter 233
Whether Director Kosugi or Masahiko Kondo, although the rhetoric of the two sides to persuade her to withdraw from the award is different, after all, they all talk about her making concessions.

The only difference is whether it should be given to Itsuki Hiroshi or Kondo Masahiko.

When realizing this, Akina Nakamori suddenly felt an indescribable loneliness, a kind of sadness that was always demanded by others.

When I was a child at home, as a member of a huge family, I was neither a child nor a grown-up. In order to win the attention of my family and to be praised, I always sacrificed my own personality and put the will of others before my own.

After entering the entertainment industry and debuting as an idol, he met Masahiko Kondo and received his care and attention, so he fell in love with him.As a result, the good times didn't last long. Not long after they started dating, the boyfriend started to flirt outside.

Before getting the stable life he expected, he had the trouble of being betrayed repeatedly.

Even so, Nakamori Akina, who has never been treated first in her life so far, thought of the care and care that Masahiko Kondo had given him when she was hurt, and missed his true love back then.

When I was young, everyone in the family crowded in the small living room to watch TV, and no one paid extra attention to her.She deliberately imitated the comedians on TV and made the family laugh.

The atmosphere of the family is like this, so can other things be changed with such efforts?It's like the family members who didn't pay attention to her, smiled and praised her at that moment, and focused on her at that moment.

It doesn’t matter whether it’s worthless or anything else, if you get something you’ve never had before, you’ll never forget it once you get it by chance.

However, no one told her that life needs such patience.

She has to endure her family's demands and betrayal, her boyfriend's promiscuity, and passive consideration of others. The value of life seems to be dedicated all the time. No one has ever stood by her and thought of her first.

Is it really possible to live a life of dedication like this?Akina Nakamori asked herself.

Director Xiaosugi made a strong promise, and Masahiko Kondo said it was a hype, but in the end, she still hasn't changed, let her devote her life.

In the midst of being in a dilemma and feeling forced to breathe, Akina Nakamori recalled very clearly the day when she met Shinichi Iwahashi in the recording studio.

That day, after inviting him to listen to the recording, he said to himself: "This is a song that cannot be sung again."

Akina Nakamori heard the concern in his words and felt his sincerity and tenderness towards others.

This man knows how to think about others...

Director Xiaoshan told her that if she didn't believe him, she should ask the firm.On the other side of the office, if she shows any hesitation about participating in the awards, she will definitely push the boat along, because they don't want to offend the singing industry.

If the firm really supported her to withdraw from the award to make way for others, as director Xiaosugi said, it would be a great harm to her.

If the firm that has always believed in her and was trusted by her is not for the sake of artists, but only wants to protect her own firm, if that is the case, she will lose her trust in the firm, and can no longer continue to cooperate as before go down.

Nakamori Akina was in a dilemma, unable to ask the firm's opinion on this matter.

And in such a dilemma, Yanqiao Shinichi's sincerity towards others is like a gem shining with precious light, making her involuntarily want to seek his help in her heart.

However, she is not familiar with Iwahashi Shinichi.

For a long time, what has been connected between them is an unfathomable and unpredictable thread like a spider's silk.I don't know how much pull it can withstand, and I don't know when it will break naturally.

This kind of unknown, unknowingly disconnected connection made Akina Nakamori unexpectedly lose the cautiousness of taking risks when she was in front of him, her heart became stable, and she was not afraid to be herself in front of him.

If Iwahashi Shinichi knew what was going on in her heart, I don't know how he would feel.

However, it would be great if I could meet him and discuss this matter with him.

Akina Nakamori prayed in her heart to see him again.However, once I had the idea to take the initiative to meet, I realized how weak a relationship without burden is.

When I used to work in TV stations or recording studios, I didn't deliberately think about meeting Iwahashi Shinichi, but when I turned the corridor or entered and exited the elevator, I occasionally thought that I might meet him here, and then I thought about what a coincidence Say hello.

But now, when she goes to the recording studio in Shimbashi, or TV Asahi, she always thinks in her heart that it would be great if she could meet him. Every time she leaves with hope, she always leaves without success And back.

Relying on feelings and fate to meet again and again, of course there is no need to carry any burden in the heart, and we can communicate calmly.However, once this fate is lost, it means that the chance to meet again is lost forever.

In the midst of repeated requests and failures, Nakamori Akina vaguely realized that behind this urgent desire to meet such a person who would think about her, lies the desire to give way to others and the constant dedication to others. resentment of life.

……

Akina Nakamori knew that Shinichi Iwahashi participated in the production of a program called "Band Paradise".When she wanted to meet but couldn't see each other, on Saturday night, when she went to the recording studio to record, she went to the pantry and turned on the TV during the break.

The timing was just right, the opening animation had just finished broadcasting on TV, the camera swept across the representative seat behind the inspectors, Nakamori Akina saw Shinichi Iwahashi sitting there.

He was chatting with the female representative sitting next to him.Before Akina Nakamori could see clearly, the camera returned to Yuji Miyake.He introduced:
"At the beginning of this issue, the representatives of Crown Records and Polystar Records sat down in the audience, with the dream of being able to sign the newcomer they like... Of course, it is still just a dream now."

Nakamori Akina made Yuji Miyake's words amused.

Manager Da Ben came over with a cup, a little surprised, "Does Ming Caijiang still watch the band Paradise?"

"Well, it just happened to change the channel." Akina Nakamori said.

"Really? Speaking of which, my children and my wife are very happy to chase after him."

"Madam too?"

"That's right, the participating bands are very interesting... Maybe there are handsome guys to watch." Big Ben laughed, "I heard that BANDMAN is very popular."

On the TV, Yuji Miyake finished his witty remarks and turned to the main topic, "Then, in order to make everyone's dreams come true, today's show begins. Let's invite the first band——"

Akina Nakamori smiled, didn't answer the conversation, and focused on the TV.

　Writing this chapter, I thought of the life of Songzi who was despised by others.I don’t remember where I saw it, but it’s true that Mingcai deliberately attracted the attention of his family (or maybe I remembered it wrong)
　　
　
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