Flying over the bubble era

Chapter 450 450. Making Decisions
Nakamori Akina turned her head away, and her eyes met him generously.

It's been a long time since that letter was written, and Yanqiao Shinichi suddenly asked this question again, which can be said to be presumptuous.However, hearing him mention this matter again, Nakamori Akina felt relieved before being surprised or thinking that he was asking for something.

After the news preview of "FRIDAY" came out, in the past two days, the things she was thinking about, the questions she wanted to answer and confirm, and the questions suddenly raised by Yanqiao Shinichi subtly overlapped.

She originally wanted to talk to Yanqiao Shinichi, but she didn't know how to speak, because his question could be asked so naturally.

What to do with a kitten who doesn't know origami is not really the question she wants to ask.

……

"FRIDAY" published the gossip about Kondo Masahiko and Fujishima Keiko's blind date. After Akina Nakamori heard about this incident from Omoto, her first reaction was to buy a gift for Shinichi Iwahashi. exposed.

As for Masahiko Kondo, from his heart shake on the eve of the grand prize, doubts about him after the grand prize, to the cold war and estrangement, he finally rejected his proposal to buy a house, and also rejected the meaning behind buying a house.

The matter of buying a house made Nakamori Akina completely see through Kondo Masahiko's hypocrisy, and finally even the last phantom in her heart was completely shattered.The expectations and imaginations I once had on this person are gone.

And she is now confused about the breakup, not because she still has any feelings for Masahiko Kondo, but because she is confused about the breakup itself.

"What is the so-called breakup?"

Rather than asking Shinichi Iwahashi, Akina Nakamori seemed to be talking to himself, "I don't see each other anymore, I don't call on the phone anymore, I don't eat or drink together anymore, and I don't care about each other anymore. I think there will be no such person in the future. Is that so?" ?”

"If that's the case," Nakamori Akina muttered, "Isn't it the same as breaking up with a friend if you have an awkward relationship with your friend?"

What he said was a little childish, and if he told others, he might be ridiculed or ridiculed.

When Yanqiao Shinichi heard this, he didn't understand.

However, after hearing her last sentence that seemed even more out of tune, my mind turned, and suddenly I caught a little clue, and I more or less guessed where her confusion came from.

……

Perhaps, in her heart, she has always been carrying out this love affair with Masahiko Kondo with imagination.

Among a group of male and female idols of the same age, two people who seem to be a good match are constantly being coaxed together by the people around them, and I gradually take it seriously, so I imagine that the other party likes me too, and then get closer to each other. lovers.

After becoming a couple, the outside world began to expect them to become the second pair of Baihui Youhe.

However, Nakamori Akina's idol is Momoe Yamaguchi, and her background and the trauma brought about by her native family made her have excessive expectations for marriage.

So, she took Masahiko Kondo to understand her and to offset the wounds brought to her by her original family, and she hoped to marry him, and then followed Momoe Yamaguchi to retire and have a happy family.

In the end, she was not regarded as Momoe Yamaguchi, and Masahiko Kondo was not Yuka Miura.Not only did the imagination not come true, but it collapsed.The relationship between the two was hanged on the preview page of the magazine with the words "de facto breakup".

Ordinarily things can come to an end at this point, but "imagination" does not only exist in love, but also in breakups.

Yanqiao Shen saw that she was so confused, and for a moment had a guess, that is, in Nakamori Akina's mind, there might be some kind of imagination about the breakup.

Although he didn't know what Nakamori Akina imagined the breakup would be like, at least she probably didn't expect that it would end up in such a flat way, like a stone thrown into the water and immediately swallowed, such a silent way.

Or it should be said that the breakup with Masahiko Kondo in her imagination was not like this.

……

It's not that she can't understand her mentality.

Because, a love that starts with imagination is a very special kind of love.What makes it special is that the process of falling in love is not only weaving dreams, but also destroying them.

What Masahiko Kondo did during her relationship exhausted her physically and mentally, and while seeing her imagination destroyed, it may have also intensified her new imagination-the imagination of breaking up.

When patience reaches its limit, it will explode. Perhaps the breakup she imagined should be an extremely violent way.

However, no one expected that a grand prize event would happen.

Kondo Masahiko's despicable personality exposed in this matter made Nakamori Akina shaken, step by step, first questioning him, then seeing through him, and finally voluntarily rejecting him.

Originally, she put herself on the passive side, but in the end, she took the first step.

A person with a despicable personality cannot build a perfect family with him.Her despicable personality completely conflicted with the perfect family she imagined. After seeing through this matter, she personally shattered her imagination of love from the fundamental place.

However, in this way, even though she kept her head clear and calm, it also made her original imagination useless, which led to such confusion.

What happened to the breakup?Akina Nakamori really didn't understand.

She lacks experience in love, and she is in such a love with "imagination".I never thought that a relationship could end so flatly, without getting angry or arguing.

Because of this, she couldn't understand for a while, where is the boundary of breaking up?

Akina Nakamori has remained silent all this time, and is in a state of "de facto breakup", not because she still has any nostalgia for Masahiko Kondo in her heart, but because she feels confused in this plain breakup.

After seeing the report of "FRIDAY", her subconscious reaction proved that she had no nostalgia for Kondo Masahiko in her heart.It is precisely because I don't miss Kondo Masahiko that I feel even more confused.

Nakamori Akina told this matter to Iwahashi Shinichi, and after she finished speaking, she looked at him silently, wanting to hear what he had to say.

……

"That's different."

Yanqiao Shinichi accepted her gaze, and after thinking about it, he opened his mouth.

He looked at Akina Nakamori and told her seriously, "It's normal for people who broke up to stop seeing each other and stop calling. However, there are also people who can still meet and call after breaking up—although they still Stay in touch, but the breakup is serious."

"So, the real manifestation of the breakup is in another place."

Yanqiao Shenyi thought about it, and said to her, "I think, the so-called breakup should be my life from now on, and it has nothing to do with the other party."

From now on in life, it doesn't matter anymore.

Yanqiao Shenyi said this calmly, and Nakamori Akina heard it in his ears, and suddenly remembered that he rejected Kondo Masahiko's purchase of a house.

He refused to buy a house, and no longer had hope of marrying him and starting a family. Instead, he developed fear and disgust for his character.Isn't this to draw a line between your own life and him?
Then, she thought that before the Grand Prize incident, she had doubts and wavering about Masahiko Kondo, so she chose to meet Shinichi Iwahashi, and finally attended the Grand Prize.

Refusing to give up the award is to push Masahiko Kondo away from his life.Afterwards, all kinds of things happened, every doubt and every rejection of her was pushing this person.And refusing to buy a house is the last push from the edge of the ring.

She broke up not because she no longer met and called Masahiko Kondo, but because this person was pushed out of her life, so she stopped contacting him.

From the moment she rejected Masahiko Kondo, Akina Nakamori's life has nothing to do with Masahiko Kondo.

"You also said in the letter," Yanqiao Shinichi said again, "I rejected something that my past self would never have thought of refusing. If it is a breakup where we can meet again the next day, there is no need to come up with such a thing." It took a lot of courage to come."

That is to say, her seemingly unimaginable and mediocre ending was not due to the lack of a "boundary" for breaking up, but the violent outburst she imagined happened in another form.

There are thousands of ways to break up, but no matter which one is used, the fact is: she has already broken up with Masahiko Kondo.

After saying this, Iwahashi Shinichi shut his mouth.

Nakamori Akina never left his eyes from beginning to end, listening to him and watching him finish.After staring at him like this for a while, he suddenly said to him, "Thank you, Yanqiao-san."

"Thank me?"

However, Akina Nakamori didn't have a reason to say thank you, but instead changed the subject and said, "Thinking about it this way, it's incredible to know you."

"Does it mean 'chance is inevitable'?" Iwahashi Shen half joked.

Akina Nakamori smiled at his words, but shook her head lightly, "Since 'chance is inevitable', it is not unbelievable." Speaking like this, he returned to that kind of childish mischievousness.

"That's right." Yanqiao Shinichi agreed, and liked what she said.

Since she didn't say why she thanked him, it is reasonable to say that she didn't ask.

However, it was probably the first time in a long time that an old account had been turned over, and Shinichi Iwahashi's curiosity was stronger than before.He didn't choose to let go of this matter, and asked: "So, what are you thanking for?"

"Variety……"

Nakamori Akina listened to the ambiguity, finally moved his eyes away from his face, and looked at the origami kitten in his hand with a smile, "I used to only know that there are origami stars and thousands of paper cranes. After reading the origami book, Only then did I realize that origami is so extensive and profound.”

Is this the rhythm of changing the topic?
But Shinichi Yanqiao vaguely felt that this seemed to be embarrassing after answering "various".

……

The two stood up from the bench and walked back.

On the way back, Nakamori Akina looked more relaxed and lively than before.This change is probably related to speaking out.

"I don't know what kind of reason Omoto-san came up with for her help..." Nakamori Akina showed a successful mischievous smile when she thought that Omoto would bother her.

Yanqiao Shinichi said of her, "It seems that I really hope that Omoto-san can embarrass me."

He wasn't worried at all that Daben couldn't come up with a good reason. If this kind of broker couldn't do the basics well, he might as well resign and go back to his hometown to grow radishes.

"Just a little bit." She didn't deny it.

Daben just pulled Yanqiao Shinichi to talk endlessly, as if he wanted to put a distance between her and Yanqiao Shinichi.Because of this, Nakamori Akina wanted to play a prank on him.

However, if Omoto hadn't tried to prevent her from talking to Shinichi Iwahashi, she might not have offered the invitation.

Yanqiao Shinichi also felt the defense from Daben just now, but he didn't take it to heart.As a broker, there is nothing wrong with doing this.However, if Taopu Sida wanted to play a prank on him, he would be happy to watch the fun.

Walking back to the intersection of the tree-lined road, Yanqiao Shen took a look around, "I'm back to the original place, and the guide Sang is still very reliable."

Akina Nakamori was teased by this, and showed a small smile.

"correct."

When parting, she said to Iwahashi Shinichi, "I bought you a present yesterday."

"Gift?"

Akina Nakamori told him that it was to thank him for his previous treat.However, he didn't tell him the mentality of going to buy gifts after hearing what Daben said about "FRIDAY".

She made it clear just now, after listening to his answer, she has already made a decision in her heart, what should be done.

Yanqiao Shenyi smiled, "Such a thing..." The smile returned, but he thanked her earnestly, "Thank you for your trouble."

In such an era when it is normal for men to pay the bill, remembering such a small thing, I even bought gifts specially.This kind of Akina Nakamori may be regarded as old-fashioned by some people, but she has her old-fashioned cuteness and value.

However, as soon as Yanqiao Shen heard her finished speaking, he felt that there was one thing that needed to be explained to her.

"That's right." He said, "I was born in 1966, so Nakamori-san doesn't need to be so polite." Although she looked a little older, she was actually a year and a half younger than her.

"Huh?" Nakamori Akina couldn't contain her surprise.

Yanqiao-san, is she younger than her? ? ?
She stared at Shinichi Iwahashi's face, as if she wanted to count the rings on his face, looked again and again, then suddenly smiled, and said to him: "But, you are really reliable."

All of a sudden, I realized that she couldn't change her words for a while, and she was still speaking honorifics.However, the reason why he has an older impression is precisely because he is very reliable.

When Yanqiao Shen heard this, he laughed and teased her, "If this is the case, I will feel much more comfortable."

"I'm sorry." Nakamori Akina narrowed her eyes, but, looking at the smile and expression on her face, she knew that this was not a real apology.

The two laughed at each other on the streets of Karuizawa because of this little misunderstanding.

Yanqiao Shinichi said goodbye to her, "Then, see you next time."

"see you later……"

Nakamori Akina finished saying goodbye, paused for a while, looked at his face, and suddenly suggested: "From now on, can I call you Shinichi-kun?"

(End of this chapter)