Flying over the bubble era

Chapter 64 064. Gratitude
Walking out of the cinema, Okada Yukiko stopped a taxi.

She cherished the satchel on her lap and put her hand on it.Here is a suicide note.

What I have seen, felt, and thought over the past few years, my inner distress, and the "why" that I couldn't ask or get the answer, as well as the incomprehension and sadness of the beginning of my love affair, the infatuation with Toru Minegishi but the alienation of the estranged, all written. inside.

The life that is about to come to an end is left with problems and unhappiness.

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry..." Hayakawa Asako hung up the phone, feeling overwhelmed.

Today, a program is scheduled to be recorded from [-] o'clock. Because Okada Yukiko is nowhere to be seen, I have no choice but to apologize to the TV station and use Okada Yukiko's serious physical discomfort as an excuse to stop her.

Fortunately, it wasn't a live broadcast. Even so, the TV station was still furious when the pigeons were released suddenly.

Thinking of going to the TV station in person and apologizing to the producer, Hayakawa Asako is one big and two big, and he blames Okada Yukiko in his heart. How can he cause trouble so willfully? !
Hayakawa Asako felt that Okada Yukiko was not as obedient as when she first debuted.

She was either taciturn or sullen these days, and sometimes showed silent resistance, like a belated resistance.However, Hayakawa Asako did not expect that she would disappear suddenly.

I couldn't find her abnormality - in fact, looking back on yesterday, Okada Yukiko said once that she didn't want to go to the premiere, and something was wrong at that time.However, in the office, when he was criticized for poor supervision, Hayakawa Asako didn't dare to add fuel to the fire and spoke out about it.

Hayakawa Asako listed the places that Yukiko Okada might go to, and the friends she might visit. All morning, she was investigating these, so she could only make unannounced visits for fear of disturbing the media.

While doing this, Hayakawa Asako discovered Okada Yukiko's lack of interpersonal communication. After three years in Beijing, she had very few friends and limited range of activities.

It was almost noon, and Hayakawa Asako still found nothing.At this time, she wondered if Okada Yukiko would return to the apartment - after all, this is her only place to stay in Tokyo.

Back at Qingshan's apartment, Hayakawa Asako didn't ring the doorbell and opened the door with the key.As soon as I walked in, I saw Okada Yukiko's shoes on the entrance.However, before the attack, she smelled a strong smell of gas.

Before taking off his shoes, Hayakawa Asako rushed to the kitchen.

She saw Okada Yukiko collapsed in the kitchen, with a ferocious wound on the wrist of her left hand.

Hayakawa Asako was dizzy, suppressed her nausea, turned off the gas, opened all the windows, and then came to Okada Yukiko, hugged her, "Yukiko!"

Yukiko Okada in her arms is making a speech because of the pain.

"Ambulance!" This was Hayakawa Asako's first reaction.

However, when the emergency call was broadcast, Hayakawa Asako hurriedly called Noburo Mizoguchi to report the incident. When he heard that she had called an ambulance, Noburo Mizoguchi broke out in a sweat.

"As soon as the ambulance arrives, the media will definitely be alerted, and then it will be bad." Noburo Mizoguchi said.

When a popular idol commits suicide, once such a thing is exposed, the consequences will be disastrous.What Mizoguchi Noburo said might be correct. If Hayakawa Asako was given some buffer time, she might not choose to make an emergency call.

However, seeing Okada Yukiko lying there with his own eyes, Hayakawa Asako could not be so calm.

Jiang was old and hot, Mizoguchi Noburo thought of the key point and reminded Hayakawa Asako, "Look in the room to see if there is anything like a suicide note."

"Yes!" Hayakawa Asako put down the phone and looked around the room.I didn't look for it, the envelope with the suicide note written on it was placed on the counter in the kitchen.

She reported the situation to Noburo Mizoguchi, and Noburo Mizoguchi signaled her to put away the suicide note first.

In any case, the boat is done, and we can only save people first, and then find a way to remedy it.The ambulance arrived quickly and carried Okada Yukiko onto a stretcher.Hayakawa Asako took off her suit jacket, covered her wound, and got into the car.

Suicide by cutting the wrists involves a lot of pain. Not only that, but the success rate of this method of self-termination is very low. Okada Yukiko doesn't know this.Although she turned off the gas, she found out early and didn't inhale too much. After being sent to the hospital, she quickly woke up, but she only had four stitches on her wrist.

A false alarm, the fear just now, also turned into a censure against Okada Yukiko at this moment.

People are so strange.

"Yukiko, you really..."

When Okada Yukiko was taken to the hospital, Mizoguchi Noburo also arrived later.On the one hand, he knew that he shouldn't blame her at this time, but on the other hand, he thought that this incident was a manifestation of her unprofessionalism, and he hated her.

This was discovered by Noburo Mizoguchi, and his goal was to become a girl who became the "Goddess of the Sun". He bet the next fate of the office on her, but she did such a thing.

However, the fate of the hundreds of adults who depended on her for food was too heavy a burden.

Okada Yukiko sat blankly on the consultation bed, deaf to everything in the outside world, but she looked fine on the surface, but she was full of fear inside, she knew that she had made a big disaster.

Suicide is the strongest resistance a person can do in this life, but once suicide is attempted, the tragic fate will be suppressed like never before.Losing work, making a suicide scandal, and dying, these are irrelevant matters, but since he survived, it has become a big trouble for himself.

In addition, there is the most important thing, where is the suicide note that dissects all the thoughts from itself?If it is seen, or even made public...

Survival is human instinct.But now, thinking of this, I was rescued from death just now, and the short-lived joy of life after being reborn suddenly disappeared, leaving only the fear of the future.

"The situation should be stable, right?" Outside the consultation room, Noburo Mizoguchi communicated with the doctor.

"Physically, there should be no serious problems, but it is still recommended to stay in the hospital for a night. In addition, the psychological state of Okada-san also needs urgent attention..." The doctor suggested.

Noburo Mizoguchi only heard the first "no major physical problem", and he was relieved first.Since his health is no longer a concern, in order not to attract reporters, he will be the one who decides and he will be discharged directly from the hospital.

But in her current state, she didn't dare to let her go back just like that. In the end, she was brought back to the office of the firm.

At this time, Okada Yukiko's attempted suicide has been reported to the senior management of the firm, but whether it is blaming her or expressing doubts about the reason for the suicide, it is more important to discuss the next countermeasures.

The ambulance picked up Yukiko Okada from the apartment in Aoyama. The action was so big that the neighbors must have noticed it. I am afraid that there are many witnesses, and they will definitely be reported to the media at that time.That being the case, you have to plan ahead.

Back at the office, Noburo Mizoguchi handed Yukiko Okada to Asako Hayakawa, and went to the temporary meeting by himself.Before leaving, he called Hayakawa Asako aside, "Where's the suicide note you found?"

"Here." Hayakawa Asako was ready and handed the envelope.

Mizoguchi Noburo took the envelope, did not open it, put it directly into the inner pocket of the suit, and walked to the conference room upstairs.At the meeting, he suggested that the incident be disguised as a simple gas leak.He didn't say anything about the suicide note.

This suggestion has been responded to, and it is indeed a safe solution for now.

"Today or tomorrow, arrange for Yukiko to make a public appearance. As long as she stands on the stage well, no rumors will rise." A director added to this plan.

In the conference room, everyone expressed their opinions.

In the office downstairs from the conference room, the staff of the company took turns to persuade Yukiko Okada.All kinds of similar words were repeated over and over again, but she just listened silently, and no one responded to anyone who persuaded her.

Finally, the discussion in the conference room was over, and the event of the absence of the parties was announced. A director surnamed Guan came with Noburo Mizoguchi and announced the results of the meeting to Yukiko Okada.

She listened with no expression, trembling in her heart, and was occupied by a thought - a big disaster, so that she would have no face to live any longer.

Okada Yukiko felt that, next, a future more cruel than the past awaited her.

If so, it might as well just die.

The girl with six gods and no masters thought of the most direct way.But this time, she did not commit suicide because she wanted to resist all this, to break free from this sadness, but because she was afraid of everything that was unknown next.

"You Xizi," Director Guan said with a serious expression, "the firm has high hopes for you, regards you as the pillar of the future, and does everything it can to cultivate you. You should be grateful. If you have such gratitude , would never do such a thing.”

If this is persuasion, it must be the worst way of persuasion.Okada Yukiko's uneasiness grew even heavier.

Gratitude?

She also wanted to say thank you.However, being the chosen one made her lose herself, and she couldn't say thank you.Noburo Mizoguchi, whom she trusted the most, hated her for being irresponsible, so perhaps she should say sorry.

Toru Minegishi, who used to be gentle and kind, said that getting involved with her was the most troublesome thing in her life, and she couldn't say thank you.

At this moment, a person's name appeared in her mind.

It wasn't that long ago that the only one who told her to "relax and move on".The person who gave her the purest encouragement she has ever had.

Okada Yukiko had another "thank you" that he couldn't say to him.

Director Guan and Noburo Mizoguchi left the office after announcing the results.For a while, only Okada Yukiko and Hayakawa Asako were here. At this time, Okada Yukiko suddenly said, "I'm sorry."

"What?" Hayakawa Asako was startled.

"I'm sorry," Okada Yukiko said, "Haakawa-san, I'm hungry and want something to eat."

"That's it?" Hayakawa Asako thought she was going to say something big.

Okada Yukiko nodded shyly, showing a girlish expression.Hayakawa Asako remembered that she was an only girl before she became the "successor of Seiko Matsuda" and "the next pillar of SUNMUSIC".

Get along day and night...

Hayakawa Asako's heart softened, "I'll go get you a hot lunch, and come back soon. Let the previous Wada-sang come in and accompany you?"

"I don't like talking to Wada-sang." Okada Yukiko acted coquettishly with her.

Hayakawa Asako shook his head helplessly, "I can't do anything about you." Thinking that she won't be able to go there for long, and there are people from the office walking around outside. Besides, voluntarily wanting to eat is also a manifestation of vitality, so she follows her.

After Hayakawa Asako walked out of the office, Okada Yukiko's eyes fell on the table.There was Asako Hayakawa's portfolio there, and she knew that the manager always kept the card case on the outer floor.

At least say thank you.

Okada Yukiko stood up lightly, took out the card case, and found the one of Iwahashi Shinichi inside.She picked up the receiver and pressed the key with a serious expression, but she didn't even consider whether she could get through this matter.

"Francis, what are you trying to say?"

Francis said weakly, with a trembling voice, "Thank you."

After three rings, the phone was connected.

"Hello, I'm Iwabashi made by Watanabe." A young voice came from the other side.

　This chapter was written together with the previous chapter yesterday. It was posted without revision at that time. I thought it was inappropriate and deleted it and changed it once (I basically write the chapter first and then change it again).Regarding Okada Yukiko, I thought about it for a while, and I still truthfully restored her first suicide attempt. I would do this, probably similar to 'the criminal intent of preventing the murderer may make the murderer commit more crazy crimes'.I think her mentality when she committed suicide for the first time should be the most real.The reason for her suicide is a mystery. SUNMUSIC's response is roughly the same as in the text. Afraid of making things worse, she took her back to the office. This is also the reason why she jumped off the building in the office building.Wait for another chapter.

　　
　
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