National Tide 1980.

Chapter 415 Tear Gas
Indeed, the feelings of girls who have reached the age of love are the most sensitive and easily touched.

Often it is just an inexplicable reason that can make a man deeply occupy a girl's heart and become her first love object that she will never forget.

So on the same New Year's Eve, another person also thought of Ning Weimin.

That was Lan Lan who returned from the Printing College after the winter vacation and spent the Chinese New Year at home.

After the New Year's Eve dinner, Lan Lan's father, mother, and brother all sat on the sofa to watch the Spring Festival Gala on TV.

She hid secretly in her room alone to read a book.

However, although the book was held in her hand, the handwriting in front of her eyes was almost blurred, and her mind was not on the book at all.

On this night, any book could no longer distract her from the loneliness that was hard to dispel and was always entangled in her heart.

I forgot which teacher said it in school, anyway, Lan Lan quite agrees with such a sentence.

"Loneliness arises because of a certain unfulfilled desire in the human heart, which is the result of restlessness."

So what was her unfulfilled desire?

Is it because she hopes that her mother can often give her loving and warm touch and hug like she did when she was a child?
Or are you eager to achieve better academic performance in exchange for your father's comfort and praise?
Or maybe she wants a portable compact cassette player for convenient music enjoyment in her college dorm room?

No, in fact, what she wanted most was to meet that person.

Although she thought that Ning Weimin already had her own heart, she couldn't help trembling at the tip of her heart, trembling with pain.

She clearly knew that since Ning Weimin already had a good match, she should completely forget about him.

It's strange to say that the more she doesn't want to think about it, the more she always thinks about Ning Weimin.

Especially when a person is quiet, there is no way to think about it, there is no way to think about it at all.

Even if the "Orchid Picture" that Ning Weimin gave her was locked in a cabinet to cut off the possibility of seeing things and thinking about others, it was completely useless.

In school, maybe better.

After all, there are girls in the same dormitory to talk to, and there are studies and daily chores to distract you.

But as soon as she returned home after a holiday, she felt like she was in a daze, and she would always think of the little things they used to get along with.

He remembered how Ning Weimin rescued her on the crowded bus when they first met.

Thinking of her accidental encounter with Ning Weimin in the scrap yard of Nantai Base Factory wearing work clothes.

And the extra relaxed, extraordinarily beautiful leisure time they spent together.

It was even unavoidable for her to compare Ning Weimin with those male classmates who showed great hospitality around her.

And there is always only one answer, that is, no one can be as humorous as Ning Weimin, knowledgeable, connotative, informed, expressive, and familiar with the joys of life...

Or...or else, write him a letter?
In the tone of a normal friend's greeting, lightly, tell him about his recent situation...

Everyday life on campus, and then...then what?

Why!Am I just looking for a reason to meet him again?
Lan Lan was shocked, this was not my original intention!
Since people have confirmed their relationship as lovers, others cannot get involved.

Anyone who wants to forcibly intervene is called immorality, and will be accused by everyone and spurned by everyone.

Lan Lan couldn't help shivering, only then did she realize that her emotions had reached a very dangerous edge.

She shook her head vigorously, as if trying to get rid of all these horrible thoughts.

No, you can't think like this, this is exactly the performance of lowering your personality.

Her self-esteem, her moral values, and her family all didn't allow her to have the slightest idea that she shouldn't.

What's more, Ning Weimin's girlfriend is also a fashion model, the girl surnamed Mi said, she is beautiful and fashionable.

I...how can I compare?
Lan Lan threw away the book, raised her wrist, and the hands of the watch pointed to 08:30.

She stood up irritably, a little overwhelmed.

This is really annoying, how can you forget him?How can I completely erase his traces from my heart?

It is said that time can make people forget everything, if... What if this rule is invalid for me?What should I do?
If ideals are really unrealizable and dreams really don't exist, then what's the point of me doing this?

Thinking of this, big tears flowed from Lan Lan's eyes like a spring...

But precisely at this time, "Tuk Tuk Tuk", a very light knock on the door sounded.

"Lan Lan, can I come in?" It was Lan Zheng's voice.

Lan Lan hurriedly wiped away the tears on her face, "Brother, you can come in..."

After the door was pushed open, she asked again, "What's the matter? Brother..."

"Mom told you to eat some fruit. The grapefruit others gave Dad is so sweet."

Lan Lan shook her head.

"I can't eat it. There are too many delicious things for the New Year's Eve dinner. I'm already full."

Lan Zheng laughed and made fun of her.

"This is not like your words. When will there be delicious food, and you have been absent? Could it be something on your mind?"

"What's the matter, is it because you have too many male classmates chasing you, and you are a little worried? It's because you have grown up, and you don't even listen to your favorite cross talk in the past..."

"Hey, the two boys who called to give you New Year's greetings tonight, they still have telephones at home, and the conditions are pretty good. Which one do you like?..."

Lan Lan was immediately annoyed.

"You're talking nonsense again! They are my ordinary classmates. If you make it up again, I will ignore you..."

But even though Lan Lan wiped away her tears promptly, her expression was flawless.

But in a dim environment with only one bedside lamp lighting, in fact, from a certain angle, the reflection of tears is quite clear.

When Lan Zheng closed the door and left, he put the two shining tears on his sister's face into his eyes.

So after closing the door, after a short moment of silent contemplation, he took action.

Soon, after knocking on his sister's door again, he brought a tape and put it on Lan Lan's bedside table.

"Hey, this is a New Year's gift from my brother. I finally found it. Have you heard Liu Wenzheng's song? Now women listen to Teresa Teng, and men listen to Liu Wenzheng. It's very popular..."

"Haven't heard of it? You've been fooled by studying. You don't know anything? This is the song that is being passed on in college campuses. You little nerd is too outdated..."

"Look, the tape I gave you is not dubbed, the original version, 28 songs, gold chart songs. Do you know why I have to give you this tape? Hey, there is a song in it, it seems to be written for you .Listen carefully, and tell me about your impressions later..."

Finally, before leaving, he added, "I went to watch TV. Just put it on the tape recorder and listen to it. I'll pour it all for you. The second side..."

Just like that, when the door was closed again, Lan Lan couldn't help staring at the tape in a daze.

Not for anything else, mainly because Liu Wenzheng on this tape is like a prince charming, so handsome.

And the expression of indifference on that face was quite similar to Ning Weimin's usual expression.

As a result, Lan Lan, who just got rid of her bad mood just now, fell into the sinking of memories without paying attention, repeating the same mistakes.

Especially the most terrible thing is that she has not forgotten to put the tape into the tape recorder subconsciously according to her brother's words.

As a result, as soon as the play button was pressed, there was an extremely bright melody and a free and easy voice.

"You came to me with a smile and brought my troubles. I already have her in my heart, oh, she came before you..."

It made it difficult for her to contain the grief in her heart.

He lay down on the head of the bed, hugged the pillow tightly and cried bitterly.

This is really an accident like a coincidence!
It must be declared that Lan Zheng's intentions are entirely out of good intentions.

He actually wanted Lan Lan to listen to the song "Orchid Grass" that echoed her name.

The lyrics of this song come from Hu Shi's poem "Hope". With Hu Shi's old age, he drifted to Baodao, and this year he returned to the mainland again with Liu Wenzheng's guitar.

According to the scenario envisioned by Lan Zheng, in fact, it should be the younger sister who turns on the tape recorder and can hear the song "I came from the mountains with orchid grass".

He believed that this sad little girl would definitely smile because of this, forget her troubles, and appreciate his ingenious intentions.

However, it is a pity that people are not as good as heaven.

Coincidentally, "Orchid Grass" is the second side of the tape.

The first side that was turned over happened to be the song "Late".

However, Lan Lan was so restless that she misplaced her face.

As a result, this matter was self-defeating, and it turned into a tear gas that made people feel emotional!
(End of this chapter)