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Chapter 114 Yuan Zhaozhao, who is sitting on pins and needles, sees the sun again

The sound of the sand engulfing outside had stopped for several days, and the human voice gradually appeared.

It seems that it is safe not to look up the city.When the violent wind was killing people before, Yuan Zhaozhao was determined to survive. He sealed himself in the room and tried to survive the desperate situation.Because I can't go out to buy supplies, my daily diet is strictly controlled.

Now that the disaster has stopped, people are somewhat at a loss.

Once the main contradiction is resolved, the secondary contradictions will come to mind and disturb people's minds.Yuan Zhaozhao thought: It's not a solution to spend time in Buyang city all the time.I have to try my best to calm down and reset my future plans.After all, reality is reality, one's own home... is unreliable, and one has no background, so one has to rely on one's own.

When I think of home, I miss my mother... I heard that the hailstorm in Fenghua City was very violent, but I don't know how my mother, Fan Liguang, is doing?What's the situation at home?Are you joking and quarreling with Yuan again?Thinking of the old man Yuan Kaixiao, Yuan Zhaozhao felt like "the backyard was on fire" and felt unspeakably irritated.

Besides, there must be rumors about Buyang City in Fenghua City.In Fan Liguang's ears, if he heard the wind and sand here, he must be very worried about himself...

Yuan Zhaozhao was not afraid of anything, and suffering was nothing to him.The only thing he was afraid of was that there would be a few more wrinkles on Fan Liguang's face!Or, Fan Liguang's eyes were blurry again!

As for Yuan Kaixiao... Is he still doing those harmful things?Can you please stop?Who will spend those golden knives on?Anyway, the two of his mothers can't use them and dare not use them!He might as well find a serious job down-to-earth... always thinking about getting rich overnight and getting something for nothing, as if in this life, the whole family is counting on him, insisting on earning those life-saving money.

To say something unfilial: After earning so much, does he have a life to spend?

Yuan Zhaozhao was serious, and calculated the account with his fingers: reading...examination...expenditure and income... how to calculate and how unbalanced...

In today's world, and the road of scientific research, it's hard to let yourself change the life of this bandit... Why don't you find a practical job and do it for a few years without such a troublesome scientific research?

He had seen it, and those poor teachers in Shangxi School didn't even teach themselves, how could they teach themselves to live?Isn't there an old saying?A disciple cannot be higher than a master.As much attainment as the master has, the disciple has eight or nine points.

It is better to learn one or two from masters than to learn from seven or eight masters.

Yuan Zhaozhao was very clear in his heart: Those people in Shangxi School are just people who just eat and drink. They don't understand their own truth at all, and they are ashamed to say that they are teachers... They all tarnish their reputation.He felt sorry for his mother's fees in exchange for stitches and threads, but he didn't dare to tell his mother the cruel truth.

To be honest, those capable people in Buyang City are either well-established, or talented and intelligent... none of them are taught.

What Yuan Zhaozhao complained the most was not his mother and father, but himself.He doesn't think his family is poor, but he thinks that he is not the one chosen by heaven, but just a stickler for the door.

After thinking about this point, he began to think about the system again.The scientific examination in Buyang City is held every three years, and this year it is considered to be cancelled. Cancellation is cancelled. Don't even think about finding a place to justify it.Those who spend money to study in the city can only consider themselves unlucky.Wait another three years!

Ask yourself, if you think about yourself like this, the children and grandchildren of ordinary people can't afford it at all.

Yuan Zhaozhao calculated: the fee for three years in Buyang City is about Fan Liguang's income from embroidering a dozen extremely delicate horses... If he takes the exam for another three years, it is equivalent to letting his mother embroider without sleep for another three years.She is already getting old, and if her eyes are embroidered for another two years, she will be useless.

His expenses are getting bigger and bigger, but his mother is getting older... Every minute and every second in Buyang City is a torment for his conscience.

Dad, Yuan Kaixiao, mother would never let him use the money he earned by killing people. This is tantamount to putting the burden of Yuan Zhaozhao's scientific examination on her alone.

Moreover, even after three years, I passed the exam and my mother was old. At that time, I was a new official, so I didn’t know what to do. Not to mention earning some money for home use.

Inside and outside, the time and money invested in it... everything, the Yuan family can't afford it...

Yuan Zhaozhao felt like he was sitting on pins and needles in this private house.

He felt that this path was impossible...

It's not that he is cowardly, nor is he trying to escape...

It is precisely because he looks at himself rationally, and looks at this three-year and three-year scientific research...that he feels hopeless...he can't enjoy the hard-earned money earned by his mother, Fan Liguang, stitch by stitch.How can I concentrate on preparing for the exam when I am so full of guilt?

There was an indescribable feeling that weighed on Yuan Zhaozhao's heart.

The cost here is too high, and he can't do two things at once.If he goes out to earn some money, he won't be able to prepare for the exam with peace of mind. If he doesn't pass the exam, he will fail his mother's expectations...

The heroes and geniuses sung in those novels and operas are all fake!His life is so dry and boring!There aren't any relaxing tints.

Yuan Zhaozhao seemed to have fallen into a strange circle.No one or any force can pull him out of this vicious circle.How else could he save?I picked up the cheapest to buy everything, but I was still struggling.There is not much left of the golden knife in his hand.

He wishes the scientific examination to be delayed because he wants to be fully prepared...

He also hoped that the scientific examination would be earlier, because his mother would not have much time to do needlework, and he did not want to disappoint Fan Liguang's hope.

This year's sandstorm was so coincidental that it was like a punishment.

Yuan Zhaozhao couldn't help but think this way: Could it be because his father Yuan Kaixiao killed so many people?He and his mother are paying off the debt for Yuan Kaixiao!

Their family is a mistake after all!

I'm here alone, with no relatives, even if I die, I can't find anyone to bring me a message back.

Cross-city couriers are too expensive, and Yuan Zhaozhao can't afford them.

In the past three years, there was no major event, and he would not find a messenger to report back home.

……

After thinking so much, I still have to live on for the time being.

The stored rice, noodles, and vegetables had bottomed out, so Yuan Zhaozhao packed up and prepared to go out.

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Opening the door, the sunlight outside pierced Yuan Zhaozhao's eyes.

In order to prevent wind and sand, Yuan Zhaozhao used cloth and wooden boards to fill up the house tightly, so that there was almost no wind or light.The whole room was as dark as a cellar.

If you don't light a candle, you can't read the words clearly.

The wind and sand stopped, and Yuan Zhaozhao could tell it by listening to the voices outside.

With this opening, there is a feeling of seeing the sun again.

Chapter 114 Yuan Zhaozhao, who is sitting on pins and needles, sees the sky again

(End of this chapter)