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Chapter 118 Toil and chasing the wind, the infinitely expanding denominator of sorrow

Qixia Mountain is still the same.

As if nothing had happened.

Alone, lying flat on a deck chair.

He likes to stay quietly, looking at the green bamboos all over the mountain.

It would be nice if time could keep flowing like this...

Gu Chan is used to hypnotizing himself.

He often puts his attention on some stable and small scenes.

This way, he can forget about...

Those changes outside.

……

He spent most of his life sleeping...

This is his way of reconciling with the world.

Is it an exclusive invention?

Definitely Not.

There must be many people who have the habit of "love to sleep".

only……

Anyway they...

Not as long as the lonely old man - the total sleep time.

Gu Chan's sleep time is about the same...

more than 500 million years...

It feels so good to sleep! ...

The lonely old man loves the health-preserving activity of "sleeping".

As long as he closes his eyes and doesn't think about anything, he can have no troubles at all!

why?

Why doesn't he have to worry about "work"?

When it comes to career planning, work, labor... such words...

Lonely Confession does not have this concept...

(Guilty wells up)

(Screw his guilt! Guilt doesn't build at all, it hurts.)

He never toils, he doesn't need this.

Gu Chan's heart is empty, so it is also full.

To live in peace with such a long "span" requires a sense of faith.

To never fall into the trap of "working hard and chasing the wind" is the belief that Gu Chan has always adhered to.

A handful full, and enjoy peace; Better than two handfuls full, to toil and catch the wind.

Human well-being requires very little.

What I am most afraid of is that "desires are hard to fill".

The human mind is divided into movement and stillness.

It is better to be still than to move.

"Movement" is common, but "quietness" is rare.

……

In this world, there is a time for life and death.

Time also has a track to follow.

These trajectories are recorded by Gu Chan.

When he thought about it carefully, for a person like him who hated toil, there were too many things to do!How about other people? !

Hey.

However, what Gu Chan wants to do must not be carried out through his hard work!

Doing so recklessly will definitely ruin things.

His personal toil is of no use to those souls who need rest.

It is necessary to use the power of stroking the spirit to control and clarify those souls who have left the dead body, so that they can return to their hometown one by one.

……

Hey,

His mind is full of numbers of those living and dead...

It is really too difficult to be absolutely empty.

……

Gu Chan remembers clearly what happened to those human races.

In addition, the greedy people always make trouble from time to time...

These troublesome ones!

Lonely Repentance also has many, many troubles...

Think about it, there are also 1000 million years!Chen Zhima rotten millet matter, accumulated for 1000 million years... My heart is full.There are many times when I am lonely, I feel alone and helpless.

Everyone wants to live a long life, only people like Gu Chan want to allocate some of their time...

But to whom?

Those ignorant people?

Those who only use brute force to amass wealth?

Those who are jealous, strife, bitter?

……

Time is the burden these noisy souls cannot bear.

They don't even know these truths!

……

The human race is too easy to forget and don't remember anything.

It's like a bunch of useless enthusiasm.

Those sages, unremembered,

Even those who are alive, those who come after, will not be remembered.

……

He remembers all of them.

……

Gu Chan always felt that he was ruthless,

In the face of birth, old age, sickness and death, he has become indifferent.

But those in the world who claim to be affectionate,

Gu Chan would like to ask: Where did they save their "affection"?

Forgetfulness is true.

Groups of people turn into dust much faster than their passion.

……

Today, more and more people are alive, and more and more people are dead...

These numbers are rolling and changing, which is really tiring!

Gu Chan, he has lived for 1000 million years...

Don't know how long it will last?

His 1000 million years are insignificant compared with the creation and evolution time of this world...

everything looks...

It's endless...

……

The denominator of the human race is getting bigger and bigger...

It really made Gu Chan's scalp tingle!

Don't you want him to clean up the mess created by these "fly-like" beings bumping around here and there?

Things are going on on the ground.

For those who have a little distraction.

They will wrap themselves in it.

Not everyone can do the job of "controlling the overall situation" of Gu Chan.

A soul that can withstand 1000 million years of time,

Definitely not an ordinary soul.

Lonely Confession Most of the time,

They block all their thoughts one by one.

He can't let his heart,

and the voices outside,

disturb his thoughts.

Just let yourself be completely quiet,

Only then can he hear an inaudible...

little...

Soft voice.

……

this voice,

Every time it appears...

All bring the direction of fate...

(Ahem, when you are lying down, your body is most likely to become stiff. The lonely old man, thinking of this, felt that his body was about to go numb, so he quickly changed to another side to lie on...)

everything,

Just bask in the sun,

Whether good or bad,

It will all be gone.

……

The lonely old man began to enter a - self-consistent state.

These principles are obvious,

It's just that people in the world don't understand,

Therefore,

also do not understand,

What is real peace.

……

the happiness they seek,

It's just a fleeting moment.

positive,

negative,

various things,

There is no benefit at all.

— will come and go.

Might as well bask in the sun!

Take a nap. ...

Thinking of this, the lonely old man took a long and deep breath.

One more thing,

It made the lonely old man very helpless and sad.

That is—he can clearly know the ending of everything,

But still can't tell.

I can only pretend to be confused!

Pretending to be in the dark,

As if he is also in the game.

……this point,

It bothers him sometimes,

Okay,

His character is that he doesn't care about anything.

……

Such an idle life,

For ordinary people, it's really unbearable.

It's okay to idle around for a year or two,

Idle for ten million years—

It is also a very difficult thing.

only,

The height is not cold.

Gu Chan is hard to find—someone who feels the same as him.

after all,

If you look at these little children who lived a little longer in the Eldar,

Not many people,

What's more, outside the spirit race?

Lonely, lonely, lonely forever...

These words are still too light for the lonely old man.

lone confession owns,

Life can't bear it - "life is long".

a generation past,

another generation,

but the earth endures forever.

……

Those figures on the ground, under the sun-toiling and chasing the wind,

always repeating and repeating,

Repeat and repeat...like,

One who can't get out,

endless,

Spiral maze.

Chapter 118 Toiling and chasing after the wind, the infinitely expanding denominator of sorrow ends

(End of this chapter)