Atkin

Chapter 85

There were fine beads of sweat on his forehead, and the surrounding temperature seemed to have risen to the hot summer, which really woke people up.Tian Lili woke up from the dream, his chest was stuffy, and his whole head seemed to be enveloped by some bad feeling, making it hard to breathe.It was really painful, Tian Lili was awakened by this painful feeling.

In a dream just now, I dreamed that I was being excluded by everyone.Tian Lili touched his face with his hand, he really wanted to cry!In her mind, she kept asking herself: why me?Why are my parents and younger brother being speculated, and why should our family be called traitors?

This question, she asked herself too many times.Rao is now, everyone feels that they have been wronged, their family is innocent, and they have treated her peacefully again... She can't erase this painful feeling.

This feeling of being scolded by others and looking down upon her was deeply imprinted on her young heart.Let her always have a particularly bitter, particularly bitter place in her heart.She dared not recall.

In the daytime, she can still deceive herself. In her sleep, Tian Lili can't help but dream and think of the scenes she has encountered.Occasionally when she was relaxing, bad thoughts would run into her mind, making her unable to breathe.

After arriving at Qixia Mountain for so long, I still feel that this is not my home.From the Eldar compatriots, there is no sense of belonging.I don't know why, she just couldn't fit into this group.It was as if everyone wanted to laugh at her and exclude her.

Since she was a child, her parents told her that the Eldar are the cleanest people in the world.Their family is from the Spiritual Race.

When Tian Lili was a child, he was proud of himself because he was a member of the Spirit Race.Daddy Tian He is the lord of the Spiritual Medicine clan, and mother Nishang is the princess of the Spiritual Dreaming clan.At the beginning, the beautiful thing that my mother married from the Dreaming Clan to the Medical Spirit Clan was also passed down by the people of the Spirit Clan... These honors, these very glorious histories, are all recorded in their family.Tian Lili still caressed from time to time, when his parents got married, those glamorous jewelry heads and tributes from various ethnic groups.

She also often imagines that when she grows up, she will also become the glory of the clan.She had also fantasized about having a beautiful and grand wedding with the blessings of the Eldar people.Maybe every girl will have such a beautiful and moving ceremony in her heart.

But later, Tian Lili didn't dare to think about it anymore. She smashed her dream abruptly, so that she would stop thinking about it... She didn't dare to have any unrealistic fantasies.I no longer fantasize about my marriage, and I don’t dare to expect to be blessed by the Eldar people.Even his favorite companions dare not have any extravagant expectations.Tian Lili feels that the warmth between people is a luxury, and at the most critical moment, you may only receive a cold knife instead of support.

Those good trusts are things that don't exist.Even your family may not be able to give you strength and support in the first place.Tian Lili felt that he was the loneliest.

Is the trust between clansmen so fragile?As soon as they heard that their family was arrested and disappeared together with Qu Bing from the Songling Clan... Everyone began to rumor that her parents and younger brother were traitors of the Spiritual Clan.Overtly and secretly, she didn't know how much she had suffered.

Tian Lili has been surrounded by the love of his parents since he was born.Later, the younger brother Tian Zhengzheng was born, and both her parents treated her as a baby in the palm of their hand.The fly in the ointment is that the younger brother Tian Zhengzheng has a congenital heart failure, and his parents are very worried. They are afraid that their son Tian Zhengzheng will die prematurely because of this incident, so they take Tian Zhengzheng everywhere to ask for a prescription.

Gradually, all the attention of the parents turned to the younger brother Tian Zhengzheng.The family's affairs, big or small, are ignored.In the eyes of his parents, the most important thing is to spend all his strength to cure his younger brother Tian Zhengzheng's heart failure.

They are the leaders of the Healing Spirit Clan, and they are the best doctors. If even their family can't heal their son, who in this world can they hope?But who knows, if you ask left and right, you can't save your son.They can cure all kinds of incurable diseases, why can't they save their own son!

Tian He and Ni Chang both lost their heads because of this.Tian Lili learned to be strong since he was a child, and took on the burden of the family.

His parents took Tian Zhengzheng on a medical trip, and Tian Lili was in the territory, studying medicine.She is young and has few things on her mind, which is conducive to studying medicine.The affairs of the Healing Clan are not as complicated as other sects, so Tian Lili is not too tired from chores. Housekeeping is just a matter of taking care of the family, but he has read all the medical books hidden in the clan. Now, there are not many. This book is something Tian Lili has never read.In this way, a few years have passed without competition.

Who knows, when I heard the news from my parents again, it was already the time when my parents and younger brother disappeared.The news of the Spirit Race has always been very well-informed, and it soon became known to the entire clan.The entire branch of the Medical Spirit Tribe has been neglected and excluded by the compatriots of the offshoots.For a while, Tian Lili's situation became very passive.She is just a little princess of the Elder Clan, and she doesn't understand those grown-up things.Tian Lili is only a 14-year-old child.

Didn't their parents say that the Eldar are the cleanest people in the world?How can such a beautiful group of people doubt their compatriots?Tian Lili didn't feel any concern and warmth, only cold eyes and doubts.

She is a little uncertain... The parents and younger brother have been out for a long time, and there is little news about their parents and younger brothers on her side.Tian Lili didn't know the truth or what to do, and no one told her what to do.At this time of crisis, she thought of Qu Liu, her childhood playmate.But even Qu Liu was estranged from her... This completely took away all the confidence in her heart.

Playmates are very important when a person is young.

Her parents and younger brother were not around, and even her closest playmates could not give understanding and support, and even took the initiative to distance herself from her. ... During this period of time, Tian Lili felt what was "loneliness" and "helplessness".

It was also during this period that she often had nightmares.Those nightmares always haunt her.She herself doesn't know how to save herself.Medical books can't save her either.Tian Lili laughed at himself: She didn't even do her duty as a medical spiritual clan!

The people of the spiritual clan in Qixia Mountain have all recently visited Fenghua City.They each have their own actions, and they have not communicated with each other.The people of the Spirit Race are used to being independent, so there is nothing strange about it.

Tian Lili has been wandering in Qixia Mountain these days.Taking advantage of the fact that there are not many familiar faces in the mountain, Tian Lili can also look at the scenery and relax his mind, but it is embarrassing to meet him.

Before Feng Xiaolan left, she had dealt with Tian Lili.The sister and brother went to Fenghua City to do some business, and let her live in her own room. All the items were ready-made, so she could use it at will, without being restricted, just like her own home.

Tian Lili finally found a touch of warmth in Feng Xiaolan.There is always a sweet smell in this house, I don't know what it is.Those medical books did not write what the scent was.Tian Lili thought: It seems that medical books do not understand everything.Not to be trusted.

Chapter 85 Tian Liliwan, Helpless to Self-study

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