Network New Liao Zhai

Chapter 156 Palpitations

Summary: After the heart transplant, Lin Sen realized that he had changed not only physically, but also psychologically. He followed his inner feelings and came to a remote town. What will happen here? story?

Welcome to "Palpitations" of "Network New Liaozhai"

This story is purely fictitious and any similarity is purely coincidental.

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Chapter 1

Lin Sen had another nightmare.

In the dream, he was beaten on the head repeatedly until he passed out.

He tried hard to see his beating man clearly, but he couldn't see the face, only the hammer swinging at his head.

Then he dreamed that someone had cut his chest open, and he felt a throbbing pain in his heart. There was a hollow feeling. It turned out that someone had taken out his heart, and the red heart was still beating in that person's hand.

He thought he couldn't wake up, couldn't cry out, and felt that he was about to fall into the dark abyss, so he let out a scream desperately.

"Asen, Asen, what's wrong with you?"

There is a gentle female voice next to my ear.

Lin Sen opened his eyes and saw clearly that the person in front of him was his mother.

"Asen, are you dreaming again?"

During this time, my son was dreaming and yelling almost every day.

"Mom, my heart hurts so much. It seems like it suddenly disappeared, empty."

"Silly boy, it's just a dream, your heart is fine, you can see that it's beating like a plop."

The mother lay on his chest, listening to her son's strong heartbeat, feeling unprecedentedly satisfied.

But Lin Sen seemed very impatient. He used one hand to remove his mother's head and sat up.

He remembered that this was at home, and he had been discharged from the hospital for more than three months after the operation.

Mom was still at his bedside as before.

Mom: "A Sen, look at you, you sweat so much, your clothes are wet with sweat, why don't you go wash them?"

Li Sen shook his head, he didn't want to move at all, and he hadn't completely freed himself from the dream just now.That dream was so real and clear, and he had it so often that he couldn't forget it even if he wanted to.

Mom said: "Then I'll get you hot water to wipe it off."

His mother has taken good care of him since he was a child, because he has a bad heart.

Before mom went out, dad had already come in with hot water, and he had heard the noise in the room just now.

Mom twisted a hot towel to wipe Li Sen's face.Lin Sen turned his head, covered his mother's hand with his hand, and shouted: "Take it away, if you don't wash it, you won't wash it. Get out."

Dad: "A Sen, be obedient. Wipe and change your clothes. Beware of catching a cold. A cold can be terrible."

"I'm not a child anymore, and haven't I already had an operation? I'm fine now, and I'm not afraid of catching a cold anymore."

"You child..." Mom wanted to say more, but Lin Sen jumped up from the bed and pushed Mom and Dad out, "Go out, go out..."

Mom and Dad were pushed out the door, which slammed shut.

The mother's dissatisfied voice came from outside the door: What's wrong with this child?Still losing your temper?"

Dad: "Very good! There's nothing wrong with it. Didn't you see our son jumping and pushing, could he do this kind of movement before? Did he dare to do such a movement? What does this mean? It means our son's My heart is really healed, it couldn't be better."

Although my mother was not as optimistic as my father, she couldn't help but agree.

Yup!If it was before, not to mention jumping, running, pushing, you can't lose your temper, you can't laugh, you can't talk loudly, you can only stay quietly, you can't catch a cold and get sick, and you have to watch him sleep at night. I'm afraid that if one carelessness, the child's heartbeat will stop and he won't be able to wake up.The past ten years have been like years, and I don’t know how I survived. Finally, I waited for a donor. My son underwent a heart transplant operation. The operation was successful. He spent three months in the hospital for observation and rejection. , all the indicators of my son are stable, and it has been three months since he was discharged from the hospital. It seems that the heart is really fine.

"Old Lin, it's just that recently my son has been having nightmares and complaining that his heart hurts. Could this be..."

"It's okay. Didn't the doctor say that there is a process of accepting others? Besides, my son's own heart has been removed. This is not a trivial matter. It will inevitably have no effect on him. It will be fine when he gets used to it."

"I'm still not at ease. I'll take him for a review tomorrow."

"Well, go! Go! I know it takes the doctor to tell you to believe it."

The voice outside the door reached Lin Sen's ears.

Since the operation, to be precise, after the operation was successful.

Mom and Dad no longer shy away from Lin Sen no matter what they say.Unlike before, they were cautious about him, walking on eggshells.I dare not speak loudly to him, let alone scold him, yell at him and beat him.Of course he is also very obedient.

Since he was sensible, he knew that he was different from others.

This is not allowed, that is not allowed.

Other children can run and jump, but he cannot.

Why?He once asked his parents.

Due to heart failure, I cannot exercise vigorously.

Will it die?

Dad said yes.

Mom said no.

As he grew older, his heart became worse and worse, and he also understood that one day he would eventually die of heart failure.

The doctor said that only a heart transplant will change.

then do it!

For this reason, my father worked desperately to make money and raised surgery fees for him, and my mother quit her job to take care of him meticulously, preventing any other problems in his body.

Together, the family waited for a donor to show up.

A heart transplant requires a living donor, and it all depends on someone donating.

And it has to be matched in all aspects, which is even more difficult.

Seeing his heart fail day by day, can he just lie in the hospital and wait to die?

Mom didn't even dare to cry, she could only pray silently, Dad left his business and stayed in the hospital...

Maybe God heard my mother's prayer, finally, a suitable heart arrived, and the operation was a success.

He should be thankful to that donor, without his heart, would he still be alive till now?

He should be lucky to have such parents who never abandon or give up on him.

He should be happy that he is getting fit again.

However, why did I have such a strange dream? Could it be that I was worried that others would take my heart away?

This is a healthy heart provided by a donor. Now it has been transplanted into my body, and it has become one with me. Now it is a part of my body. Who will take it away?Unless it fails again.

And why do you get bored with your parents and lose your temper with them?

Didn't they do anything to make them unhappy?They still care and love themselves as always, seeing that they have a healthy heart.They are happier than themselves.

But why can't I be happy?

It wasn't like this from the beginning, when I was in the hospital, I was very happy too!How can you be unhappy with a healthy heart?I can do a lot of things that I couldn't do before, how can I be unhappy?I even asked my mother to make a long plan, and my father laughed at him for being too impatient.

But, after coming back, why did I change?It seems that I have no interest in anything.Could it be that passion subsides?

But what about the frequent nightmares?

You shouldn't have nightmares when you're calm, right?

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The next day, his mother accompanied him to the hospital for reexamination

This is already his third re-examination after he was discharged from the hospital. He comes once a month. The doctor said that although the operation was successful, he should not be careless in the future.

After all the examinations were completed, his attending doctor said to them: "He is recovering well, and there is nothing wrong with him. In the future, he can increase some exercise appropriately, such as walking and doing exercises."

Lin Sen: "Doctor, I've been having nightmares these days."

He told the doctor about his dream.

His mother was also on the side to help him confirm.

The doctor's explanation is: "Although all indicators are normal and you accept the heart physically, it does not mean that you have completely accepted the heart psychologically. There is still a process. Also, after such a major operation, I It is inevitable that you will not have some deep memories when your heart is taken out and then transplanted into someone else's heart. Young man, don't worry too much, relax a little, accept and face it calmly. If necessary, you can do some psychological work. Consultation and counseling in various aspects can help you recover quickly. Boy, you should be happy to have such a healthy heart. Good times are waiting for you!"

In the end, the doctor himself laughed.

"Okay, thank you doctor." Mom hurriedly agreed.

Lin Sen asked, "I want to know who the heart donor is? We should thank him and his family, shouldn't we?"

Doctor: "Sorry, I don't even know about this."

"The hospital must know."

"Of course, but there is a confidentiality system, so you can't find out. If you want to thank, you can do more good deeds with your own ability in the future, and give back to the society. I think this is also the original intention of the donors."

　"Found You" is a very good movie.Book friends can go and have a look.

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