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Chapter 1330 Palace Dou Winner 1
Although facing An Ran, who is clearly in his thirties, he doesn't look old at all, and looks as young as 25 years old, it's a bit of a slap in the face to look old, but these days, the world of rich people doesn't think that way , even if An Ran doesn't look old, maybe Lu Zhanxing is tired of it, so it's better to have a baby earlier to be safe.

An Ran and Lu Zhanxing were not the same thing at all, but in order not to be long-winded with them, An Ran still nodded perfunctorily after hearing Jin's father's "good words to persuade" him, expressing his understanding.

After the Chinese New Year, An Ran returned to her villa and continued to practice. When the time came, she chose a new task and entered a new world.

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The task object received this time is a bit special.

Xie Anran, in the eyes of everyone, is a winner in life in the traditional sense.

She was a winner in life when she was a child - she was born in the Xie family, a wealthy family that has been prosperous for hundreds of years. She was born in such a family, and she was the eldest daughter of the direct branch. I don't know how much others are better, but they are naturally winners in life.

When she grew up, she was accused of marrying the prince, who later ascended the throne and became the emperor, and she became the empress of the fifth emperor of the Great Xia Dynasty.

Being a queen is the dream of many people in the palace and even among the people. She did it easily, so she can be considered a winner in life, right?
Soon, the emperor passed away, and her son successfully ascended the throne as emperor, and she became the most honorable woman in this era—the queen mother.

Either way, this one looks like a winner in life.

But... after passing away and encountering this system, she made a wish to the system, wanting those who are destined to do missions to enter her world and live again for her.

If it wasn't for the system not allowing her to be reborn, or else she probably wanted to live again.

It stands to reason that she is a winner in life, what is there to regret, she is like this, and she still wants to be relived for her, those who are losers in life, don't be so angry.

But... She was lucky enough to meet the system and had the qualification to make a wish. That was the good fortune of others, and she couldn't envy her.

Xie Anran didn't make any wishes, but just told the tasker that everyone said that she was a winner in life, but...she always felt that she was alive in this life...well, how should I put it, I just feel very unhappy, not happy anywhere.

When I was young, my mother had a hard time getting a son, so she put her heart on her son all day long. Although she is the daughter of a family, she didn't feel much love from the time she can remember. Her mother always sees her and her father, who had many children, did not have much affection for her mother because he was married into a family, so he had a concubine, who loved the house and black, and liked the concubine's children, and did not have much affection for her. ——To put it bluntly, she just lacks love.

When she was young, she actually had someone she liked, but in the end, she didn't get married and entered the palace.

After entering the palace, the husband can’t be regarded as the king of desolation and prostitution, but because marrying her is also for profit reasons, so although he respects her, he can’t say he likes her very much, so there are more than 100 concubines in the harem. Intense, she can't do it if she wants to, because if she doesn't fight others, others will fight her. She doesn't want to die, and she doesn't want her child to die. In order to protect herself and her child, she can only be forced to fight.

In the end, after going through various risks, she managed to save the lives of herself and her child, and let the child become the emperor successfully.

As a result, two years after her son came to the throne, she probably relaxed completely, and the result of over-relaxing her tense nerves turned out to be a backlash in her body, and she soon died, and then died.

After finally winning, he died before living for two years, which is naturally very regrettable.

All in all, others say that she is a winner in life, but when she thinks back on her life repeatedly, she always feels that since she can remember, she has never won, and every day is unhappy—at least, unhappy—and finally able to She was not suffering anymore, she was free and happy, and she died immediately, which made her feel depressed in her heart. She always felt that she was not happy, that she was not happy anywhere, so she asked someone who was destined to help with the task.

She didn't say anything about the specific task, she just told the tasker these words and let the tasker figure it out.

Although she didn't mention the specific tasks, An Ran understood that she just felt that her life was not smooth at all. She wanted to live happily. However, in a big family, there were too many constraints, and it was not so easy to live happily. , It's like bestowing a marriage, it is the combination of the interests of both parties, even if the original body doesn't want to, the Xie family agrees, how can she refuse?Even if there is someone you like, you can't refuse.

This is also normal. Born into a rich family, you are materially satisfied, but when you get material satisfaction, you have to accept the family's arrangements, and you have to obey the family's orders in everything you do. There will be a feeling of being trapped mentally. Feeling of restraint, there are gains and losses in life, this is normal.

It's just that the original body can't accept this kind of normality. She wanted to be at ease, but I'm afraid that she doesn't want to be separated from the existence of the family. If you really go to that kind of money and food, you have to care about every penny. A word from a dignitary can make you lose it. Xiaoming's civilian life, otherwise, she would not be so contradictory, and could have defected from the family directly. After all, when she was young, she had thought of fleeing in order not to enter the palace, but the original body was rational. After going to Zhuangzi for leisure and seeing the hard life of ordinary people, she dispelled this idea. She felt that she would never be able to live that kind of life.

I want to live a good life materially, have status, not be trampled to death by dignitaries, and I don’t want to be restrained. I want to live my life happily. How can it be so easy? Maybe it’s safe to walk through many worlds, But with the ability of the original body, it is absolutely impossible.

The time when An Ran came to this world was exactly when Yuanshen was 13 years old, when he first started to fall in love, and fell in love with his childhood sweetheart, Zhang Xuan, the nephew of Yuanshen's second aunt's natal family.

Yuanshen knew from an early age that, being born in a big family like the Xie family, marriages are not up to one's own decision, and are usually marriages of interest. However, since the Xie family is a wealthy family, the conditions of Mrs. Xie's natal family are naturally good. So when the original body fell in love with Zhang Xuan, he thought that if he liked Zhang Xuan, his family would not object. After all, the conditions of the two families were similar, and marrying Zhang Xuan would be good for the family, and the family would not refuse.

Every time I think of this, the original body of the girlhood is both happy and sweet, and feels that she is lucky to be able to fall in love with people around her who are similar to her, which is better than marrying those who don't like her.

At first, the Xie family was indeed as Yuanshen thought, so the Xie family saw that Yuanshen was dating Zhang Xuan, and had no objection, but soon, the relationship between the prince's family and the Xie family became active. , agreed to the idea of ​​marrying his daughter to the crown prince, Yuanshen had no way to break free from the shackles of the family, so he had no choice but to enter the palace, into a place with more and greater shackles.

(End of this chapter)