The road from Africa to Europe

Chapter 432 Ange's Memories

The experience with Ange was easily left behind by David. In his opinion, everything was extremely absurd, and it also carried a souvenir that represented his life without any value.

The past few years were like a ridiculous dream. After waking up from the dream, he tried his best to forget that experience, as if it was a stain he wanted to hide.After reflection, he became conservative, living more and more like the father he once despised, and living the way he hated the most. This made the family feel gratified, and his children finally learned to be calm and peaceful. effort.

He educated the children who were born later very strictly, using all kinds of rules and regulations just like his father treated himself in his early years.After reflection, he felt that this kind of rules and regulations were very good. If he had understood it long ago, he would not have become a homeless man.

You must know that he hated this kind of education method back then, and wished he could fight the whole family.But now I realize that this is the best way. The little bastards are not learning well one by one, so naturally they have to take good care of them.

Such rebellious children are very disgusted with David, feeling that he is a man with a decadent smell, trying to provoke him, but in his opinion, they will one day understand what is good and what is bad, just like him.

Years passed like this, and David's youthful affairs were gradually forgotten. He became a well-behaved man in the eyes of his neighbors, a good husband, and a good father who loved his children.

In this way, David continued to walk in the footsteps of his ancestors. Although some were unknown, he lived in a stable place in his hometown.He lived like his parents, and lived what he thought was a good life. Even if the children were not very obedient, they would wake up to the past, just like him in the past.

Originally, if there is no Yuzhen, he should still live like this, continue his own efforts, want to take a step closer, but find that the passage to ascend is blocked, and their family will never be able to go any further.

It wasn't until Lily's incident was exposed that he realized that the channel of ascension had been opened. No one thought that Lily, the daughter born to Ange, would be so successful, and she became a very famous person.

After Lily became famous, she specially repaid the people in that small town. After all, it was the people in the small town who helped keep the mother and daughter alive after David left.Although the people in the town were older, they were kind-hearted and did not discriminate. They even gave Ange a job so that she could raise Ange after she earned a salary.

Speaking of which, in addition to mentioning her own regrets in the diary, Ange also mentioned the help of the townspeople. After she woke up, she became very grateful. Without the help of the townspeople, Lily might not even have the chance to grow up.

I'm afraid that her research results and ideas will die before she can write them out. Even if Lily dies early due to various reasons, it would be even worse without their help, so Yuzhen may not be able to find this identity and appear in this world.

If there is a cause, there will be an effect. Yuzhen has to take corresponding responsibilities when using this identity. After waiting for this identity to become rich, Yuzhen will save up and give a lot of money to the people in the town, so that they can be rich. Renovating the relevant supporting measures of the entire town to make the original town more suitable for the elderly is a reward for the kindness of the townspeople.

The people in the small town were very happy. They didn't know what was going on at first, but later they found out that Lily had rewarded them for their kindness, so Lily's name was naturally remembered by them. With the incident of some people's tap water Amway, It caused Lily's news to go out of the circle.

Because of this, Lily’s matter was known to interested people, and then her life experience was also exposed. After knowing her related research, she became very popular. Obviously, this should be the research result of her own country. As a result, Lily changed after confirming her nationality. of Kyushu.

I have been thinking of ways to suppress all aspects of Kyushu, so why is this result uncomfortable for those who care about it?

Then they also learned about Lily from the people in the small town, and determined that she belongs to the kind of somewhat incomplete genius. This kind of person has no more right requirements at all, and they want to study it wholeheartedly. It would be great if they become a native of the country.

For those who are interested in this situation, it is easier to operate. You can insist that Lily's mind has a serious flaw, and she needs a guardian to protect her. With this reason, it is easier to operate.

You must know that Lily's guardian naturally belongs to her parents. Ange, the mother, is dead. Naturally, it is impossible to become a guardian. Even Ange's parents passed away a few years ago. There is no one who is equal to Lily's mother, so as the father David is the sole guardian.

Then someone found David, hoping that he would come forward and apply to be Lily's guardian, so that his daughter could change her nationality, that is, a showdown with Kyushu, and they even planned to use various advantages to do this.

It’s better to set up a character for David. It’s a pity that David doesn’t have any amnesia, but in order to better fool others, they still plan to tamper with some stories for David’s family. Anyway, there are too many people who say it is false become true.As long as Lily's custody is obtained, everything is worth it.

David never imagined that the illegitimate daughter he abandoned would grow up to be a big bully. What's going on?After reading the relevant information, David was very silent. He tried his best to forget that ridiculous period, so that he couldn't remember what the woman who followed him without hesitation looked like.

After seeing her in the photo with his own eyes, David suddenly felt like a dream. The once very vivid image appeared in his mind again. She would call him David petitely. Few people call him so formally. Everyone else is called by other names.

Looking at the later records with a bit of melancholy and annoyance, he thought that Ange had returned to China. After all, without his guarantee, it would be difficult for her to get a work visa, but he never thought that Ange was very smart and capable. , the people in the small town hoped that she could stay and work so much that she did not return to China.

It can be seen that Ange became very old. After all, it is not easy to be a single mother. One salary supports two people, and the man is gone forever. All these will make Ange feel tired. The most painful thing is her family People were right, she was ashamed and ashamed, and she had no face to go home, how could she go back?

If at the beginning she still gambled to let her parents know that they said something wrong, then she really had no face to meet her family. She wanted to call countless times, and every time she dialed it was She stopped after halfway, she was afraid that the other party would not answer the phone, and she was also afraid that the other party would say that she did not have her daughter.

And when she understood the feelings of her parents at the beginning, she would feel ashamed. It was because she understood the suffering of life that she felt that her parents would be judged by others because of her, and it was all because of her.

After thinking about it a lot, she didn't make that call. Even though she had memorized the number in her heart, she still didn't make a call. Even after the phone number in China went up again and again, she felt that this number might be useless.

Are they okay?Could it be that they can live a good life without her, an unfilial daughter, by their side?She murmured in her heart: I'm sorry Mom and Dad, it's my fault, please forgive me, I failed as a daughter, so I should try my best to be a mother.

At this time, she had discovered her daughter's illness. After asking someone about it, she knew that she had no money to treat her child. The only thing she could do was to save as much money as possible.

Over the years, Ange would self-abuse and recall the original scene again and again in her heart. When she remembered that she and her family had a falling out, the family's face seemed not very good. You must know that her mother seemed to have a bad heart. After thinking about it clearly She was even more afraid to make that call because she was afraid of getting bad news.

And all this was written down by her, Ange regretted it, but how did she not know that there was no room for regret?Because there is no regret drug in this world, she shrank there like an ostrich and dared not ask: How are the two of them doing? She silently endured her daughter's abnormality, thinking that this was her retribution.

Whenever she thinks about the past, An Ge will only feel extremely ashamed, because what did she think in the past?I want my parents to dedicate themselves to their children like Kyushu people, but I also want to enjoy the benefits of not having to support my parents in Europe and the United States.

In the words of online swearing: She is a double-standard GOU, thinking that her parents should contribute to her as a matter of course, but she is unwilling to bear the corresponding responsibilities. God can't see it, so she blindly falls in love with David.

Later, An Ge would regret it whenever he remembered the past. Why was he so stupid?I think that love in this world is the purest love. Once I fall in love, I know that the future is uncertain but it is like a moth to a flame. I would rather burn my wings and go towards the flame.

In the past, she yearned for that kind of incomparably strong love, because she really wanted a vigorous love. In her opinion, this is the most true love, so she just wanted to have a vigorous and exciting love. love.

For this kind of love, she gave everything she had to David. At that time, she was so in love that she was dizzy. After she calmed down, she realized how stupid she was at that time. She simply overestimated men.

After giving birth to her daughter, she gradually came to her senses after David left. From an objective point of view, David has his outstanding side, which suits her eyes very well, and he is very enthusiastic. Praise, let her offer her body and mind unconsciously.

There is a saying: Falling in love is easy but getting along is difficult. The former Ange couldn't understand the meaning of this sentence at all. It was only later that he realized how good this sentence was, hey!But it was too late for her to understand this sentence. If she had known earlier, she would not have pinned all her hopes on David.

Before Ange liked David's sunny appearance, and later found that he did have that kind of cheerful quality, but only later did he realize that once something happened to him, he would be devastated.

She thought that he was a family member who could go on with her forever, and that he would cheer up one day, because he was a very good person, even if he was temporarily suppressed, he would be on the list again.

But she got it wrong. In the end, the man ran away and never appeared again. After she found out, she cried a lot, but she didn't dare to cry loudly, because Lily was still by her side, and the child felt a little scared at the moment.

Weeping and crying, she remembered what her mother said: This man is not reliable, and a man should not look at what he can say, but what he can do.Even if that person is talking about hype, as long as he doesn't pay anything, then it means that he can only talk.

It's just that at that time, she couldn't listen to her family's persuasion, and told her mother in her heart that she was a stubborn old man, and if a man couldn't speak sweetly, he was destined to be a bachelor.

But not long after, she found that she had become a fool in the mouth of her mother. The other party didn't like her contribution, and felt that the other party thought she was very long-winded. After arriving in the small town, David's mental state changed.

What made her feel even worse was that David gradually disliked her, and every time he would say that she was too nagging, obviously she just hoped that the other party would cheer up, work hard, and be able to gain a foothold.

In this world full of foreigners, the person she is most familiar with is David. Naturally, she tries hard to hold him tightly, but finds that the tighter the hold, the farther away he is from her. I don't know what's going on, but I just feel that the other party is more alienated, so she can only try to catch him.

Later, she occasionally saw a sentence: When many people grasp the sand, they will make a mistake. They will try to grasp the sand in their hands, and then they will know that the tighter they grasp, the more they cannot stop the loss of sand. The same is true, look away!

When Ange saw that sentence, she felt moved and shed tears. She regarded love as her salvation, but when the man refused to be with her later, she would cry at night, and she couldn't even cry loudly. I can only sleep after crying for a while.

Later, she couldn't care less about crying, because she had to support herself and her daughter. The man left nothing, but left some bills from the tavern to her, so she had to work hard to save money to pay back.

Later, she gradually looked down on the so-called love, and gave her body and heart to a man, but was trampled by that man. She only felt that she was easy to get, just like Madame Butterfly who gave her heart by mistake. That man just came out to play, but fortunately, she had a daughter by her side so that she would not sink down.

She found that as long as she was willing to work hard in the small town, she could still find a job, so she began to spare more time to do more work. It was not until she became a mother that she understood what her parents thought back then. She used to complain that they kept forcing She reads, let her learn all kinds of talents, makes her a little bored with reading and her parents, and imposes her own wishes on herself every day, which is super annoying.

But later on, it was because of the knowledge she was forced to read that enabled her to survive, so she knew what her parents were thinking. It was because of the foundation laid by her parents in the early years that she was able to raise her daughter, who was very happy. To be honest, let her sit there, and she will just sit there obediently and wait for her.

Some people may think that her daughter is her drag, and she will not deny this, but at the same time, she should tell others that her daughter is also the driving force for her to persevere, and she does not want to give up her family again.

An Ge knew in her heart that she hadn't been a good daughter. You must know that her parents had lived a simple life for her before, but in the end they got nothing in return, and this further proved how heartless she was.Naturally, she would not give up on her daughter, otherwise she would not only be a bad daughter, but also a bad mother, which would not work.

In this way, she often went to work with her daughter who was immersed in her own world, and gradually she was able to communicate with her daughter occasionally. When she heard that her daughter could finally call her mother, she wanted to laugh out loud, but she could no longer hold back the tears. Flow down.

After hearing her daughter call her mother, Ange often thinks of her parents. Every time she thinks of them, she wants to cry. Once when she was crying, she was met by her daughter. The daughter who barely spoke wiped her face gently with her small hands. , Ange wanted to cry and laugh, holding the child tightly, while Lily remained expressionless.

Later, when she felt that her health was about to fail, she finally plucked up the courage to call her parents, only to realize that the phone number had been changed. Fortunately, the other party knew something about the situation and guessed the identity of the other party, so she told the truth that they left long ago.

It is said that after their daughter ran away with the man, the old woman had a heart attack in anger. After being rescued, the old couple sold the house. They don't know where they went to live, but it is said that they passed away not long ago. Without the help of family members, people from the work unit came forward to take care of the funeral of the old couple.

After learning the news, An Ge's spirit was hit hard. She didn't expect that both her parents had passed away, and it was her fault for leaving so early!After suffering this blow, she has been working hard and exhausted physically and mentally.

She always thought that one day she would bring her daughter back to plead guilty, but God never gave her this chance. Ange's last few words were: Regret, regret!I really regret it.

She thought to herself that if she had known it would be like this, even if David was several times more handsome, she would not be able to match herself and her family. She would definitely stay with her mother and let her parents live longer. That's it.

(End of this chapter)