The road from Africa to Europe

Chapter 490 Awake
Even though she has been receiving relevant education, it is a model education specifically for noble women, and it is the old lady's idea to wear away the visible edges and corners of her body. She told Ling Xiao that because she wants to live, she must In order to conform to the various rules of this world, the characteristics of independent personality are not suitable for the back house of that kind of big family.People not only live for themselves, but also affect their family members in many cases, so she should pay special attention.

The old lady also told her that women in a big family need to have smooth wrists, but the grandmother also found that her granddaughter didn't have any girlfriends, so she told her to make some suitable friends in the back house.

She is still very satisfied with her granddaughter's vision now, and hopes that she can find a real good friend, and the child who can get along well with her granddaughter should not be bad, and she must have a certain vision to see that her granddaughter is good.

The old lady feels that children need to have vision, and it would be better if they have the ability to act, but she will not tell her granddaughter about the latter point.This is because the granddaughter's mobility is too strong, it would be better if it was a boy, but the old lady is very satisfied.

Ling Xiao naturally knows that her grandmother is for her own good, and if a person wants to live, if he cannot shake the environment, he can only adapt to the environment. For the sake of her parents and brothers, she strives to be the most suitable back house girl in the eyes of her elders. not bad.

But for some reason, she always felt that there was something missing in her heart, as if the most precious thing hadn't been found yet.But I don't know what is missing. It is said that her life is better than many people's, so what is missing?
This question made her like to go out from the bottom of her heart, but as a woman, there are very few opportunities to go out. They often stay at home and stay at home every day. This is why she especially likes to go out with her grandmother to burn incense. For this reason, it can be regarded as leaving the back house and going outside to have a look.

She who has been staying in the back house always feels that this kind of life is indescribably suffocating. Women are like canaries locked in a cage, which makes her soul have an indescribable restlessness. When I heard the admonition of the elders, there seemed to be a voice in my mind saying that it was wrong.

This is how the same thing?Why is there a lot of things that her views are different from what the world thinks?So must the views on these issues be the same as the mainstream thinking?At this moment, she had a lot of doubts in her heart, because she felt that what everyone said was not necessarily true.

And she, who is very cautious by nature, buried these thoughts deeply in her heart, and naturally she would not easily tell others about her views, but the secret in her heart made her a little annoyed, and she didn't know what was going on.

Fortunately, every time she wants to have an attack, a certain part of her brain will feel a cool feeling, which wakes her up and gives her the idea to endure it.If she was the only one, then she could do whatever she wanted, but there were many family members around her, so she had to consider other people's positions.

In this way, she grew up day by day, and her endurance ability greatly increased. Later, after she read more books, she found that her thoughts were very different from those of so-called sages. She didn’t tell anyone about her situation, because she knew very well that some It is not good to speak out your thoughts, because each has a different position.

For example, when she sees the so-called 24 filial piety, the public's thinking is to praise the behavior of those filial sons, isn't it just to publicize the concept of filial piety first?Just let the children of the world compare themselves with the filial sons, so that they will not go against the elders.

But Ling Xiao had a different idea after reading the stories of those filial sons. She knew that some filial sons did well, but some filial sons would feel shudder after reading the behavior of some filial sons. There are two giant couples. After reading the story, Ling Xiao has only one thought: whoever becomes his child will be unlucky.

The final outcome of Guo Ju’s burial was a happy one. God gave the couple a piece of property, so that the couple would no longer want to bury their newborn son alive because they felt that after having a son, they would reduce the cost of caring for the mother. It's really scary to lose and reduce the family's expenses.

There is also the story of the filial son Emperor Shun who moved the world. After reading it, I also felt weird. After thinking for a long time, I realized why it felt so disobedient: she was clearly promoting goodness, but it made her feel chills all over her body. .

In fact, after reading this legend, she even had the idea of ​​scolding her mother, what kind of filial son story is this?It is a completely anti-human story, no matter how you look at the whole story, Emperor Shun had to unilaterally give in.

What is unexpected is that Emperor Shun, one of the famous Three Emperors and Five Emperors, lost his mother's care, and also encountered the kind of life where there are stepmothers and stepfathers. The eccentric father completely forgot that he had a wife long ago. It is too true that Emperor Shun, who may support his own son, is completely powerless to resist.

In order to leave the family property to his beloved young son, his father murdered him again and again, and the filial son who escaped from the police could not even be angry. All he could do was to back down step by step, and to submit to his father and younger brother.

After Emperor Shun became the leader of the tribal alliance, he would entrust his own father and younger brother. His behavior was unanimously approved by everyone, and they all praised Emperor Shun for his filial piety. It is really great for his father to have such a son.

Seeing this, Ling Xiao was very angry. There is a saying: Kill people to pay for their lives. Two people committed several murders. In the end, the guy who attempted to kill was not punished at all. Instead, he followed Emperor Shun to get promoted and get rich.Can't tell the difference between good and evil?Is there no need to punish evil deeds because they are related to each other?
Then Ling Xiao has to wonder if he offends his father one day, he will be killed by his father, and his father will not take any responsibility. By analogy, do other elders in the family have corresponding rights?
It seems that after the death of the parents, the elders of the family can arrange the lives of the children. In other words, the elders can also teach them a lesson under the guise of education. When she thinks about it, she feels that her hands are a little cold, it's terrible up!So what is the younger generation to the elders?
She got inspiration from the story: don't just talk about the need for children to be filial to their parents. Filial piety is something that should be done, but it is too much to ask.Moreover, she thinks that children should be rewarded after giving, and they should also feel the love of their parents. As the saying goes, fathers are kind and filial, and elders don't care for younger generations at all. Why should they expect filial piety from younger generations?

In Ling Xiao's opinion, if the elders are not elders, she doesn't need to talk to her at all. If she were Emperor Shun, she would never let those two guys who have harmed her several times take advantage of her.Of course, Ling Xiao was just thinking about these outrageous thoughts, and didn't tell anyone about them.

Later, she felt that she was lucky that she didn't speak out, otherwise she might have died a long time ago, because her ideas were incompatible with social requirements.Even if she doesn't want to die by herself, she will definitely be exiled to a certain family temple to practice, because her thoughts are absolutely disobedient and unfilial in the eyes of those elders.

Fortunately, she knew how to hide her true thoughts since she was very young, and she also saw the struggle among women very early. Perhaps because they can only live on this one-acre land, they attach great importance to immediate interests.

Ling Xiao watched all this with cold eyes, and naturally felt that it was difficult for women to live, because they had to be attached to men, and because they had been strongly brainwashed by the so-called female virtues. After a long time, even they themselves were assimilated, pitiful and pathetic!
Ling Xiao absolutely does not allow himself to live like that: he has to compare himself with other girls of the same age in his natal family, in terms of family environment, education in all aspects, and personal abilities.

When you get married, you will compare the status and achievements of each other's husbands. After a few years, you will compare your children. When the children grow up, you will compare all aspects of the children. After you have grandchildren, a new cycle begins.

A woman's life goes on like this: the glory of her life often comes from outsiders, and she depends on the success of her father, husband, and children and grandchildren for her life. Few women have left their names in history.

It made Ling Xiao feel that life in this situation was a bit trivial, and that living like this was meaningless. She wanted to live another life, and at the moment she didn't know what kind of life it was.

At this moment, she suddenly thought of many contradictions, and realized that perhaps this was not her real life.After this thought came to mind, everything disappeared like a bubble.

She is Ling Xiao, not the little lady from ancient times. She has traveled through several worlds, and now she is in the world of demons. liquor.

She laughed, and when she wakes up now and looks back at the third world, she will find that there are bugs everywhere, and even she has discovered the sense of disobedience, but maybe it is because of drinking the reincarnation wine, as if These inaccuracies will be ignored.

Later, it took a long time to discover those violations again, and then gradually cracked them down, but this requires me to have strong mental strength, and not to be blinded by the relationship.

No wonder the pigeon came out so slowly, because it had less mental power, which led to its deep involvement in the drama, so it didn't find any problems at all. Fortunately, its level is relatively poor, and it didn't live long enough, so it was considered as no problem. Died of old age in the third world.

But Yuzhen was a little surprised when he found out, and then said: "You came out after less than ten years, which means that the Sansei III reincarnation wine doesn't have much effect on you. How do you feel?"

Ling Xiao said: "In the three worlds, I also came from scratch and forgot everything about myself, but maybe because of my stronger mental power, there was a second awakening there, so I got a lot of skills I had learned. and knowledge to discover the problems.

In addition, I also feel that I have been degraded. Many loopholes were hard to see at the beginning, but after the second awakening, some things popped up, which made my life better, and it was easier to see through. "

She talked about her own experience, and she found that the effect of reincarnation wine is still very good, otherwise, if she had the original memory, she might have discovered that all this was fake, then it would have no effect at all.

After this experiment, it can be confirmed that the Sanshi in the Sansheng Sanshi reincarnation wine blocked some things, so that she who entered did not know what to do, and then she was exposed a little bit later.

But in any case, she broke free from the three lives, which is a very unique experience. She found that the reincarnation wine was still very good for her, so she told Yuzhen about her experience, so that Yuzhen had a chance to taste it.

She smiled slightly after hearing this, her eyes flashed a little light, she wanted to know something, would there be too many problems erupting?At this moment, she felt a little eager to deal with it, and she planned to take it slowly.

Yuzhen smiled and said: "Since this is the case, now it's my turn, I'm going to retreat, you have to be careful during this time, after all, we are outsiders, be careful of the natives, there may be problems" Ling Xiao He nodded after listening and said in a low voice, "Okay!"

She could see that Yu Zhen wanted to try, and Yu Zhen was naturally eager to try. Over the years, she followed Ling Xiao across two worlds, but the world she was really familiar with was probably Sirius.

Ling Xiao didn't say anything, but nodded and said: "Yuzhen, you can rest assured to experience your own Sansei III, I will pay attention to the situation of the monsters, you hurry up and do your own thing."

Yuzhen didn't hesitate any longer, she drank the Sansheng III reincarnation wine, she didn't start to enter at first, but started to read something, when she seemed to notice something later, she entered her small courtyard and didn't come out again. I should start preparing to enter Sansheng III, and I don't know where Yuzhen will go?

After Ling Xiao thought about it for a while, she put aside these questions. She didn't think too much about the problem, because she knew that Yu was really in Bigu, so she didn't worry that she would starve to death at all, and Ling Xiao started her own practice.

Of course, because of Yuzhen's retreat, she naturally has to pay attention to the situation around her, in order to prevent any monster from going to Yuzhen's place and interrupting Yuzhen's cultivation, so Ling Xiao can't devote herself wholeheartedly.

After thinking about it for a while, she began to refine the weapon, refining small things one by one, and after finishing the refining, she began to refine some pills that required some skills, which was slowly refining.

Ling Xiao doesn't care when Yuzhen can find out. Maybe Yuzhen has her own secrets. According to her ability, she should have been suspicious for a long time. She is stronger than her strength, so once she finds a flaw, she should break free from the world. .

But she didn't, maybe she wants to meet her former friends in the imaginary world?Ling Xiao sighed, everyone has everyone's pain, if you want to live in this world, some people will always leave, and there will be no time if the relationship is so shallow.

After thinking it over clearly, she only thought about how she could go further and enter the stage of alchemy. She hoped that she could form alchemy perfectly. From Yuzhen's experience, she saw that exercises are very important. She really hopes that the exercises she is practicing now are more powerful. .

After thinking about the practice, she is actually a little worried about gains and losses. No matter how free and easy people are, they will find it difficult to choose when they may decide their own future. The difficulty is that the choice may eventually be found to be wrong, which means everything All will be lost forever.

But does she have a choice?After being knocked unconscious by a falling object made by some bastard, she has no other way to go, and has to take a lot of risks to travel through worlds.

Ling Xiao vowed that if she waited for her to have the ability, she would let some bastard enjoy the big gift package of falling objects from heights. If she didn't want anything else, she would let that bastard enjoy the feeling of being unable to move while lying on the bed. My money flowed away, and I watched my family members haggard day by day.

If she didn't want those implicated to suffer more, she would have cursed that guy to be a vegetable all the time.Rubbish!Don't you know that what you do will make others suffer?
After Ling Xiao scolded the bastard who made her start the time travel mission, she felt better. She still had to work hard to live, otherwise, who would care about a dead person except her own parents?
At most, outsiders will be emotional after knowing the experience, and finally have to live their own lives.But Ling Xiao thought about it, if he couldn't go back, he hoped that his parents would forget her and live a good life.

She has long discovered that in many places people care more about the living, and the victim is the dead. Because they are dead, some people don’t need to care about the idea of ​​the victim, nor do they need to care about the rights of the victim. , They care more about the living person, even if they do bad things, they still have a lot of preferential treatment.

Ling Xiao has seen a video, it is a true story, it is about a woman named Kai, she is a kind person, and she is very serious about her work, she is a Jing Jing who wants to do her job well.She's also a beautiful woman who doesn't have a boyfriend and is a normal woman who goes somewhere to relax.

(End of this chapter)