The road from Africa to Europe

Chapter 857 Quiet and Peaceful
Of course, she naturally knew that she would never be as brave and decisive as Ling Xiao, and seemed to be more indecisive in many cases. Although she knew the problem, she found that she couldn't change it.

Also, when Ling Xiao faced problems with confidence, the original owner asked himself that he couldn't do it at all, and often panicked when encountering problems.

After discovering the problem, she began to like to imitate Ling Xiao, and even wanted to imitate Ling Xiao in doing things everywhere. Unknowingly, she became a little bit demonic, and wanted to be more like Ling Xiao.

It can be said that the original owner's thoughts became a little stubborn, and she didn't even realize that this was a big problem, but she was just eager to seize the rare friendship, and she wanted to turn herself into another Ling Xiao, the kind that she wanted to resemble in every way .

It wasn't until the original owner really grew up that she realized that this wish was tantamount to losing herself. After waking up, she knew that it was completely impossible to turn herself into another Ling Xiao, because she and her were two people.

The reason why she discovered this fact was that Ling Xiao noticed the situation of the original owner, and she didn't want the original owner to go that way. Although she hoped that the original owner could have that kind of tolerance, she didn't want the original owner to completely become herself.

After crossing over, Ling Xiao pays attention to these problems, trying to find the life trajectory of the original owner, and get close to the original owner in every way, instead of turning the original owner into another self.

After experiencing the Timberwolf incident for nine days and ten places, Ling Xiao felt horrified when he thought about it. People on a planet were turned into replicas. It was too scary. I heard that they would be cleaned up in the end.

Ling Xiao, who has been exposed to this situation, never wanted to turn the original owner into a copy of himself, but worked hard to maintain the original owner's personality, so Ling Xiao woke up the original owner.

Fortunately, the original owner is Ling Xiao's die-hard fan girl. Although she was forced to step out of the horns and felt very painful, she was still able to accept this reality.

It wasn't until I came out that I realized that my original thoughts were too simple. Everything Ling Xiao showed outside was just the tip of the iceberg. There were too many things that I didn't know at all. There were too many mysteries in her body. It may be a complete replica of Ling Xiao.

When the original owner found out this fact, he felt a little depressed, because he found that no matter how hard he tried, he would not become another Ling Xiao. Could it be that he was a waste?How can not catch up.

Ling Xiao saw the disappointment of the original owner, so he said with a smile: "You think the light from the sun is very bright?" "Of course it is bright. If there is no sun, then everything will be gone."

"But the sun doesn't shine 24 hours a day, there are moons and stars appearing in the middle, their light may not be as bright as the sun, but they also have their own charm.

And have you seen fireflies?The light at their tails is weaker, but those faint lights are also picturesque at night. Donna, not everyone will become the brightest sun, but it is also good to be the moon, stars, and fireflies.

I don't deny the importance of the sun, but you can imagine, if there is only one sun in the sky, without the moon, stars and other celestial bodies, what kind of blank will it be?

And Donna, I heard a sentence when I was studying painting, and I can pass it on to you now: You can learn and absorb the advantages of others in painting, but you must never imitate others' painting styles and painting skills.

Otherwise, it will eventually lose its own characteristics and completely become someone else's copier.It's still the kind of copy without soul, only painting skills, no connotation. "

Ling Xiao's tone was very flat when he spoke, as if he was just talking about the truth he heard when he was studying painting, but he was actually telling the original owner a truth: everyone has his own unique beauty, which made the original owner think about it after hearing it.

After hearing Ling Xiao's words, the original owner thought a lot, because she knew that Ling Xiao was pointing her: You can learn the advantages, but don't copy them all, otherwise one bad thing is to make yourself not yourself.

In fact, the original owner was only on the edge of a dead end for a while. In fact, she is still a very persevering person. After being touched by Ling Xiao, she suddenly realized that I am me. Even if I have shortcomings, I am still myself. Become psychologically mature.

Afterwards, the original owner was even more fortunate, and she asked herself: If she insisted on recreating Ling Xiao, would she still be her?
It seems that she is no longer herself, but has become a person without independent thinking. She is unwilling to completely lose her consciousness after awakening and turn herself into a copy of Ling Xiao.

She also understood Ling Xiao's kindness, and at the same time secretly felt that it was really good to have such a guide. In fact, she later found that there was a certain gap between herself and Ling Xiao in dealing with problems, and she also had a different way of dealing with them.

The later original owner still worshiped Ling Xiao, and also imitated the other party's behavior and manners, but she never thought of becoming someone like Ling Xiao, because she knew she was not Ling Xiao.

As a smart person, the original owner who woke up quickly realized that Ling Xiao must have hidden a lot from her, so she just pretended not to know.Once some things are exposed, even the most basic relationship will not be maintained.

Because the original owner knew that Ling Xiao came suddenly, and he didn't know where she came from, nor when she would leave. The original owner was afraid that Ling Xiao would not be able to answer the questions, so he ran away early afterwards, and the one who cried was himself .

In addition, it’s also good that she doesn’t know. It can prevent others from being unreasonable because they know what’s going on when they ask about certain things. real thought.

This is why the original owner discovered some flaws and problems of Ling Xiao, but after finding out that Ling Xiao didn't intend to explain, he never mentioned the problems he found, because it was better not to know.

I have known Ling Xiao's strength for a long time, and after this period of encounters, the original owner knows one thing: Ling Xiao's fighting consciousness is much stronger than her own, and she thought she was very good at it before.

But if there is no comparison, you will not know that Ling Xiao is much stronger than her. If it were her, she might not be able to react when facing the enemy. Come.

It is too late for people to move when they see the bullets being fired, because the speed of the bullets is too fast, once it hits the target's body, or even passes by, it will cause certain damage.

And this is the information that the original owner specifically checked after being ambushed. Later, she once asked Ling Xiao how he escaped?How did she find that she didn't seem to be looking in the direction of the bullet.

Ling Xiao told her that she didn't look at it at all, but moved her body to avoid the bullet after feeling the danger. If she waited to see it before hiding, I'm afraid there would not be enough time.

After the original owner knew about it, she was silent. It turned out to be like this. Obviously, she was a bit weak in acuity. When she felt danger, she remembered to see clearly what was going on, and this would become a target.

Therefore, it can be known that she is not as good as Ling Xiao in terms of skill, and it can be confirmed that the other party has experienced a lot, which is also destined to have different ideas.

After thinking it over, the original owner was not jealous of Ling Xiao's skill. She felt that Ling Xiao must have experienced many dangers.Everyone has their own life trajectory, and it is finally reflected in daily life, which is a kind of imprint.

The original owner who thought about it clearly knew that she might not have Ling Xiao's skill in her life, because she didn't have that environment, but she still had to strengthen her physical training in the future, so that she could save her life.

In addition, she must make herself strong enough so that those who want to plot against her cannot succeed. She must work hard to make her life meaningful.

This is also the reason why she chose country Z. She has read oriental mythology, and the myths told in it are very different, such as Pangu creating the world, Nuwa mending the sky, Kuafu chasing the sun, and Houyi shooting the sun.

These are heroes with individual heroism. It is they who have made many heroic and fearless actions and given a lot of encouragement to future generations. They are worthy of the title of heroes.

Of course, in addition to this kind of myths and legends that embody individual heroes, later legends began to emphasize collective power. Whether it was the rise of the human race in the prehistoric era or Dayu's flood control, they all reflected collective power.

Maybe a person's strength is very weak, but when gathered together, it is very powerful, just like a drop of water, it will disappear soon, but if thousands of water droplets gather at once, it will be rivers, lakes and seas.The cohesiveness embodied in the oriental civilization is what moved her the most.

She came to the new country with some curiosity and prepared to start a new life. Although she hadn't entered the new country yet, judging from the personnel in the aviation department she came into contact with, she felt that she was very nice.

She also had contact with some foreign students from the East before, but because of her own reasons, she was afraid that her reasons would cause trouble to them, so she would not contact them as much as she could.

She really rarely had the opportunity to talk to the true heirs of oriental civilization. She observed curiously and found that many of them studied very hard and had no entertainment.

After graduation, some of the students stayed to work, and some returned to the motherland. It all depends on their own personal choices. Ling Xiao has been quietly watching their actions, and avoiding people as much as possible when helping.

This is because the original owner is very aware of his own situation: some people have a thorn in his side, and someone has been following him.Maybe you can't find your own fault, but you can hit the affected pond fish and make the original owner feel uncomfortable. Since it is possible, it is best to stay away.

Of course, in addition to this situation, it is also because after Ling Xiao's arrival, he changed the posture of this body and became more beautiful. Even if that kind of beauty does not belong to the mainstream beauty, but belongs to the beauty with exotic styles, it is also a rare beauty.

This is like Kazuki's flowers blooming, the flowers don't want to do anything, but some bees and butterflies are attracted to them.And the original owner, as a person, will not attract bees and butterflies, but encounters some rotten peach blossoms after going to school.

For example, there are some people who want to gain benefits by clinging to relationships. Naturally, there are also those who just want to make out when they meet, and simply want to collect more types of lovers. What surprised the original owner is that there are also those who come from the same sex. .

The incomprehensible original owner didn't intend to find any emotional sustenance at all. Although she didn't have much social experience and lacked emotional care when she was young, it didn't mean she didn't get real love.

She can feel that those people seem to be affectionate, but in fact their feelings are not pure at all, and they are more for the so-called entanglement of interests, or just for fun.

And she doesn't need those kind of poisonous feelings at all, does she treat herself as a fool?Pull all the rotten and smelly things to your side?Her energy is not enough, in addition to studying in class, she has to exercise every day.

In the rest of the time, she still has to make up lessons so that she can learn more about oriental civilization. Where can she have time to accompany those who have bad intentions?If you have that time, you might as well learn more from Ling Xiao,

In this situation, she was very disgusted with those disturbances, and felt that those people were like some annoying blowflies, so she acted like a straight girl of steel, directly cutting off all those rotten peach blossoms, and offended some people in school.

Some people thought that they could do something to isolate the original owner and make her unable to stay in the school. Fortunately, the original owner's mentor was so strong that those people couldn't take advantage of it.

Regarding the troubles of the original owner, Ling Xiao mostly let the original owner deal with them, and usually only intervened when he couldn't make it through. This gave the original owner more opportunities to understand Ling Xiao.

Having lived with Ling Xiao for many years, she had some guesses that Ling Xiao had something to do with Eastern civilization, but she didn't seem to be a pure modern person, and even the original owner couldn't guess where she came from.

Ling Xiao never mentioned where she came from, and she didn't reveal it in her speech. The reason why she didn't feel that she was a modern person was because she knew too much about ancient etiquette, and she was very eloquent when talking about ancient books.

The original owner observed for a long time and did not ask Ling Xiao where he came from. Ling Xiao, who should know, would tell her that the original owner didn't need to know what he didn't tell.

After thinking clearly, she didn't have any reluctance. Instead, she felt that she could observe carefully and strengthen her observation ability, which was also a kind of learning.

Of course, what she misses most in her heart is to be able to take revenge on those who plotted against her. She has already died once and she is unwilling to let those people go. Fortunately, Ling Xiao told her not to care about her, so she didn't think about revenge.

Why did the original owner still remember that it was because after she came back from the dead, she knew a lot of things that she didn't know before, so she was very grateful for one thing: when she died, she died a little early, why did she say that?
The original owner saw the original plan, that the remaining part of the building would be blasted again shortly after her death. Even if there was some food and drink, the temporarily living victims would definitely die because the way up was blocked.

This grudge cannot be forgotten!She was once crushed under the ruins without food or drink, and became a little crazy. What was even more crazy was that the original owner didn't know that the rescue was just a faux pas until she lived again.

Ahhh!She didn't think about rescue at all. If she was rescued, she would not be so angry as a victim if she was rescued in the end.

Even if some people don't rescue them at all, don't play tricks, and directly say that they can't be rescued because they are too dangerous, then the original owner still respects the person who did this as a man.But they didn't do that, they acted instead.

In addition, she also naturally found that the passage of time will bring people new attention, no matter how big the matter is, it will gradually be forgotten, if the person concerned is alive, it will be talked about more or less, if no one remembers, it will probably be soon. will be forgotten.

Maybe some people will remember it at the beginning, but after a long time, who also remembers the collapse of that building?Remember the hundreds of people who died there?
The original owner had been to that place after the lawsuit ended. The remaining part of the building was completely demolished, and a lot of construction waste was removed, and the place was turned into a garden instead of a house.

There are many dead bones buried under the garden that looks very good, because only four of the hundreds of victims were rescued in the end, and the others died sooner or later in the collapse of the building.

There are a lot of plants planted in the garden, which looks very colorful, and there are birds chirping. Occasionally, a few people will speed up their pace when they pass by here.

It's as if that building never existed, and the scenery in the garden is so quiet and peaceful, with a magical feeling.

Ah!It looks really peaceful and beautiful, but in the eyes of the original owner: No matter how you look at it, it feels extremely false. Many of them didn't know what was going on until they died, and they were lucky to be alive without the help of outsiders. Still don't know why.

Thinking that the original owner put a bouquet of white roses she brought in the middle of the garden, and stood there for a long time afterwards, her eyes drooping, and the wind blew past her ears.

puff!It seemed that the original owner was awakened by the sound of a beer bottle being opened. It was a relatively slight gunshot. Ling Xiao took control of his body and left here. It is still very unsafe.

Afterwards, she also sent Joe and the others a video of going to the original site of the ruins, which was regarded as a kind of commemoration, but the two of them took a look at it for a while and did not recognize where it was at all.

After waiting to find out what it was, I read it again and again very carefully. It felt really strange. If I didn't recognize the building next to it, I wouldn't have recognized it.

There was no trace of the building they were familiar with, which made them feel a little bit concerned.They left in such a hurry that they didn't have time to go there.

(End of this chapter)