The road from Africa to Europe

Chapter 866 Grandmother

Although it was the first time for her to hear her grandmother's voice, because she rarely received the warmth from the heart of female blood relatives in her memory, the original owner, who had been very strong during this period of time, was surprised when she heard her grandmother's voice. Nose sour.

Is u the voice of my grandmother?It really made her feel very kind. I don't know why the original owner wanted to cry when she heard her voice. Apart from being excited, she was also worried about one thing: if grandma saw her, would she not like her like that woman?
Now she is suddenly a little unconfident, even though she has been encouraged by Ling Xiao, she climbed out of the pit of inferiority complex, looking strong and self-respecting.

But at this moment, she seems to have returned to the past: her mother has always looked like she doesn't want to see her at all, and she treats her sisters like ice and fire.

The feeling of being underestimated or ignored is really bad. She used to not know what she did wrong, and she used to try hard to get that woman's favor, but the other party didn't like it at all, even because her biological father took more care of her. Some hysterically framed a normal father-daughter relationship.

As a result, the father did not dare to approach his own daughter. This blow made the original owner even more confused, not knowing what he had done wrong.

It was only later that I realized that blood was the original sin, and that the blood that the woman hated actually came from her. Only then did the original owner realize that what he did was wrong, and he never wanted maternal love again.

Because that woman can't have the so-called maternal love for the original owner, and the result of asking for it from someone who doesn't have it is that she can't get it, so there is no need to bother.

But most of them have the love of their relatives, and the original owner lacks this love due to various reasons. After all, he is a little bit uneasy, so he naturally faces his grandfather's family with some expectations.

Studying and living with Ling Xiao these years has made her more clear-headed, and she can detect some things hidden in the depths by listening to the voice. Of course, this feeling may be wrong due to personal relationships, so she still needs to observe carefully .

The reason why she said this is that the original owner could hear the warmth in her words. It was gentleness and patience from the heart. It may be her habit of being a teacher for many years, and it is more likely that the old man is getting old. Her temper has been smoothed out.

But that old voice still made the original owner feel extremely excited. You must know that she has found her relatives. I hope she will not be disappointed this time. At this moment, her voice is trembling with excitement.

Ling Xiao saw from the side that the original owner's lack of confidence in the face of blood relatives, the whole person was a little hesitant, this was the imprint left by her because of her original family.

Why!If a person encounters misfortune in childhood, then she may be trapped in past misfortune for a lifetime, and it often takes a lifetime to heal the harm caused by childhood.

She then greeted the original owner lightly, which made the original owner suddenly sober. Looking at Ling Xiao's smile, the original owner suddenly remembered that the past days have completely passed, and she started a new life again, and entered a new environment. It's bound to get better.

Although the original owner was still looking forward to the grandmother's love, she was no longer the child who had nowhere to ask, and could only endure all the pain silently.She's grown up, fully capable of starting her own independent life and seeing new landscapes.

She knows a word: Don't face people and things in the future with too much hope, then you won't be too disappointed, but she still can't help but hope that they are her real relatives.

As family members, they may have certain conflicts in their future lives, and they may have more or less disputes because of different concepts, but they are still a family, and they will still care for each other after they have quarreled.

Instead of engaging in a cold war when one is not good, and hanging up when encountering problems, or being more polite like Elena, ignoring them when they don’t need them, and unwilling to give a little bit of true affection.

That is not a family member, but more like a debt collector. She hopes to have the opportunity to take care of the two elderly people, which can be regarded as fulfilling the duty of supporting her mother.

No matter how wrong her mother was, she was already dead, and the grievances between her and her were settled. Without her, there would be no her, Donna. For this reason, she would take good care of the two old people.

Because according to the data, it was the woman who directly abandoned her parents, not to mention that it was impossible, that woman had her own set of rules, and once violated, she would definitely abandon her.

This point can be clearly seen in the matter of her eldest daughter. It can be said that the three of them were abandoned by the same person, and to a certain extent they are also regarded as sympathetic.

I don't know if they still miss that woman?But the original owner knew he couldn't complain to them, because that woman was their only daughter, and she was a granddaughter, so she was one level behind.

Although she wants to get family affection, she is unwilling to beg for so-called affection, because the real is the real, the fake is the fake, and the fake can't be true.

Now she has seen a lot of the world, and she understands that love is a one-way or two-way emotion, and the party who loves more is often at a disadvantage.

This is not only reflected in single love, but also in family affection, so we often see unequal family affection. To outsiders, one party is completely wolf-hearted, but the other party always forgives those who do evil, and it will only make people do it. Embarrassed.

The reason for this is because one party really loves the other, so that they are so humble, and the original owner wants to know whether the grandmother and the couple are still in love with their daughter?

If you are still in love, what attitude will you have towards your eldest daughter who your beloved daughter doesn't like?At this moment, the original owner didn't know what they were thinking, but hoped that they would not hate her as a granddaughter because they loved her daughter.

At this moment, the original owner is a bit conflicted, but after knowing that Ling Xiao will definitely leave, it is impossible to accompany her to go further and spend more time, and want to get more family affection, which is a normal person's need.But she decided that no matter how much she desires, she will not be a beggar for feelings.

Regarding the original owner's plan, Ling Xiao did not intend to stop it. The original owner is a very good child, and she should have a good life, so she encouraged the timid original owner to do what she should do.

The elder on the opposite side was also full of thoughts at the moment. When he answered the phone at first, he thought it was a student he had taken with him before. Some students called to say hello from time to time after knowing that the teacher's daughter had left and never came back.

The students may not be able to help many times, but they still make her feel extremely warm, so she listens carefully with a smile every time she answers the phone.

Therefore, I discovered one thing: for some reason, the voice of the young man on the other side was trembling, hey!Which student is it?Probably a child who is too slender is nervous again.

But as a teacher, she has a very good mind, and after reacting, she found that something was wrong: You must know that the children taught by the husband and wife have basically been out of social work for several years, and they are not fledgling rookies. How could they still be so nervous?
No matter how you look at it, it shouldn't be!And I don't know why she felt very pleasant when she heard this voice, and even felt a little familiar.

The moment she realized the familiarity, she felt as if she heard her daughter's voice. How could this be possible?But if it was true, the thought made the old man's heart pound and he clenched the microphone.

At this moment, she had an urge to hear the other party's voice again, but she quickly remembered one thing: the voice just now was still very clear, with a kind of vigor from a young man.

As for her daughter, she is no longer young. The past so many years are almost 50 years old, and her voice has a bit of an accent, which is not the standard official language at all. These all show that she should not It's the voice of a girl.

Maybe I heard it wrong, and even thought of irrelevant people as nannies. At this moment, she really felt that she was old, old, and really old and confused.

Why!As time went by, they were all old, and they also let themselves become useless a little bit. In the early years, she used to hold her daughter in one hand and carry more than ten kilograms of things in the other, and she walked like flying.

Now I can't lift such a heavy thing, and I don't dare to bend my waist. I can't accept it!I remember when my daughter was still at home
Don't think about it, don't think about it anymore, I really can't think about it anymore, because my daughter will never look back once she is gone.But the more I tell myself not to think about it, the more I can't stop thinking about my daughter.

The old man's thoughts couldn't be stopped like a wild horse running wild, her hands were trembling slightly, and the blue veins exposed on the hands that had lost their luster made them look indescribably old.

Girl, she is really cruel!After she and the old man disagreed with her marriage, she left and didn't send back a word after that. She didn't understand why her daughter was so rebellious?
Even if she and the old man look down on her behavior: if you insist on marrying a foreign old man who is about the same age as their husband and wife at a young age, who would be happy for their daughter to marry such a person?

Back then, because of work problems, they often couldn't pay attention to their daughters like other parents. In many cases, they didn't care enough about their daughters, which made them a little ashamed when facing their daughters.

After waiting for her daughter to become sensible, she often feels angry about it, thinking that she has not received the love of her parents, why don't they love their daughter?But they are not only the daughter's parents, but also high school teachers.

They have to support their families, they have to work to get a salary, and to buy the house they live in now, and this requires doing their own duties. As a teacher, I really can't give my daughter a lot of company.

After being accused by their daughters, they had to make amends in other places. In many cases, they were unwilling to go against their daughter's wishes and tried hard to make up for their daughter's grievances.

Perhaps it was their step-by-step retreat that made the daughter's temper grow stronger, and she also liked to fight against them.Just like when the daughter's marriage problem came out, the couple naturally objected. Why should the daughter marry him who is the eldest?

But her daughter, Nannan, insisted on her idea of ​​getting married as if she was determined, and she froze there with the husband and wife, and no one persuaded anyone. prevent her freedom.

The angry husband jumped up, but he passed out and went to the hospital. When she followed the ambulance, she saw that her daughter didn't want to regret after seeing her father collapsed. look.

The mother felt a little bit chilled at that moment. Although their ideas didn't quite suit their daughter's wishes, the person who fell now was none other than her father, a man who worked hard to earn money.

She deliberately waited for her husband to get better and persuade him to accept his fate!Because parents are often unable to hold back their children, parents don't want their children to suffer, and lose in this battle between parents and children.

It can be said that she was worried and followed her husband to the hospital. After an examination, she found out that her husband was really not in good health. It was because he was the main subject teacher and head teacher, and he had done too many things and was too tired.

Therefore, the doctor did not let the patient wake up immediately, but let the patient take the opportunity to take a rest, and also gave him some injections, told him to go home after the injection, and told him not to get angry.

After hearing the doctor's order, she felt sorry for her husband. The teacher who was preparing for the college entrance examination was really tired, which caused his hair volume to continue to decrease. She waited for her husband to wake up and the husband and wife went home together.

She found that her daughter hid in her room and did not come out. This is a trick her daughter often uses. She also temporarily ignored her daughter and was anxious to let her husband take a good rest.

And because my husband is in charge of mathematics in the graduating class, he has no time to rest at all, so he rushes to work after a day's rest. She is also very busy as an English teacher, and she doesn't have time to talk to her daughter.

Originally, they thought that it would be half the effort to talk about it after they had calmed down, but one day the husband and wife realized that something was wrong, as if they hadn't seen what their daughter was eating.

I went to knock on the door, but after a while, there was no sound. I wanted to go in to check the situation, but found that the lock on the door was locked. I knocked on the door again and there was still no answer.

This frightened the couple, so they rushed to call the police for help, but found a locksmith who opened the door and found a mess inside, as if the daughter was looking for something.

And the owner of the room has disappeared, who?My daughter quit her job after graduating from university and was squeezed out by others. She has been staying at home during this time. How could she disappear?

During this period of time, the couple left early and returned late to be busy with their graduating classes, and the children were about to go to the examination room in two months, so they had no time to pay attention to their daughter's situation and had no chance to meet her.

When they left, the daughter hadn't woken up, and the other party had already fallen asleep when they came back from get off work. If they could not hear the sound of her going to the bathroom, they would not know whether the other party was at home.

Of course, they gave their daughter pocket money every week. Although no one saw it, the money was still left. In the end, the money disappeared and should have been put away, but they still didn’t see their daughter.

She didn't understand her daughter's thoughts. Although the husband and wife did their best to treat the students, and they were liked and trusted by the children, the husband and wife just couldn't figure out what their daughter was thinking.

Now that I think about it carefully, it feels a little ridiculous. They may have done something wrong. It is true that they did not care enough for their children, but as teachers, they really tried their best. They should not be obedient to their daughters.

Now they want to find the trace of their daughter, but after searching for several days, the result came out. The daughter went abroad with that man in the name of marriage. After letting the husband and wife breathe a sigh of relief, they became angry again. thing?

In other words, the daughter didn't intend to tell them at all, she didn't even leave a note, and left without explaining anything. After years of looking forward to it, she gradually gave up the possibility of her daughter's return.

Almost 30 years have passed, but there has been no news.Maybe the daughter didn't have enough fate with them, and eventually the daughter grew up to be less close to them.

Someone advised the couple: No news is good news. If there is really bad news, I’m afraid they would have known about it long ago. She nodded with a smile, but she felt like crying in her heart.

Even though she was once chilled by her daughter's behavior, after a long time, as a mother, she gradually complained less and only thought about her being okay?But there was no news from her daughter, and she gradually didn't want to, because thinking about it would make her sad.

Fortunately, she and the old man have many students. Over the years, they have visited the two old ones one after another, which made them feel a little lonely after retirement. They also have lively times.

It's great that another student is here!So the old man calmed down and said with a smile, "Who are you looking for? Are you looking for Lao Zhao? Or are you looking for me?"

The original owner felt a lot at the moment, and was so excited that he wanted to cry, but he still tried to smile and said, "I'm looking for you, and I'm also looking for Mr. Zhao. I want to find a time to visit you. May I ask when is the most suitable time to visit?"

The kid was really polite. The old man was stunned for a moment and said, "Want to see me and the old man? Okay! We usually have more time in the morning, so come when the time comes."

"So, can I go to visit tomorrow morning?" The original owner asked, with a little excitement in her heart, she could finally see her grandfather and grandmother, husband and wife, these are her few blood relatives in the world.

"Of course, it's more convenient for the two of us around nine o'clock in the morning. You must come then!" The old man opposite laughed and agreed to the original owner's request.

The original owner smiled, and then said goodbye. After carefully hanging up the phone, she waved her hand. She was really happy, and then began to prepare a gift for the old man.

Ling Xiao looked at the original owner's actions and smiled, hoping that the two old men were not bad, so that the original owner would not be disappointed.After all, not all old people are really good people, and bad people get old too.

But Ling Xiao didn't make a sound, but watched the original owner's actions,

(End of this chapter)