The road from Africa to Europe

Chapter 954
Edward said a little uncomfortably: "I took on some tasks for my life before, and it took time to complete these tasks. Naturally, it is impossible to take care of the children with my own hands now. I don't have enough time to deepen my relationship with the children and protect them well. child.

Because if I quit now, I will definitely lose my credibility, and I won’t be able to continue to support my wife and children. When I get older, I will think about too many things. I can’t lose my job. "

Speaking of this, Edward is a little embarrassed, because in the eyes of outsiders, he seems to take his work more seriously, and he looks down on his children, so he is not very comfortable.

In fact, Edward is very clear about one thing. Now he is the only one who supports the family. His wife and two children need to be supported by him. If he cannot earn money, the two children will not be able to compete with others in the future, so he will not Take the kids right away.

"So I can't take care of the children myself for the time being. I'm just a layman, and I need money to live. After I finish those tasks, I will take less tasks and take time to build a good relationship with the children.

Originally, if I didn't have time, my wife should take care of the children, but she is not in good health due to childbirth. Over the years, she has always thought that the children in the family are her own children, and she has paid a lot for this.

Whether it is emotional or other contributions, it is impossible to easily take back the previous contributions. After all, there is a real relationship between people, and living together is not only a family but also a family.

She is gentle but stubborn, and she is not very willing to accept new changes. For example, now that she has money, she has to do housework by herself. I am a little worried that she will not accept the reality immediately.

Uh!I am not saying that my wife will not accept her child, but that she is not in very good health. Seeing her son suffer so much, I am afraid that she will not be able to bear it all at once, and she may push it over.

Even if she wakes up, she still can't accept it. She thinks it's her fault, and it's her fault that someone finds a chance to secretly change the child.It leads to poor health, but it is not good for the child. I thought about it for a while, and it is better not to let her see the child live so miserably.

After raising the child well, when his condition in all aspects improves, my wife will feel less guilt and let the mother and child have more time to spend together. "

Edward explained his family's affairs clearly, but he was a little uneasy after he finished speaking, because he was afraid of being blamed by Ling Xiao. Normally, he should focus more on his children.

Ling Xiao didn't think that what Edward was doing was wrong. She knew very well that being a parent was very hard, not only to raise the children she gave birth to, but also to provide them with a certain amount of life security.

If you stay with your children all the time, you can protect your children everywhere, but where will the living expenses come from?Therefore, she never thought that Edward would do nothing but protect Fili wholeheartedly, which was completely unrealistic and lacked that financial strength.

Therefore, Edward is still very clear about his life and his maintenance of his wife. She had seen that Edward's wife was not in good health.Also, when a woman gives birth, she steps into the GUI door, and it is normal for some problems to arise.

His wife looks very gentle, but sometimes a gentle person can't get out when he gets into the horns. He may blame himself in his heart for the child's replacement. The more miserable the child is, the more he will blame himself, which will make Philip It doesn't feel good.

There is indeed such a possibility, Ling Xiao thought for a while and said: "Then let Feili live here! But you have to get rid of that woman as soon as possible, because in the eyes of outsiders, she is Feili's mother. You can decide whether the child lives or dies, but you can't prove that Philip is your son."

Edward thought of the woman he wished to beat to death - Wei Sha, clenched his fists, and readily agreed to Ling Xiao's request, "That bitch! I can't escape."

His demeanor didn't change much when he spoke, but there was a strong murderous intent.Although Edward has always been very amiable in the small town, he is actually not a nice gentleman at all. Most people in this land are relatively tough, and they will do anything if they disagree.

Ling Xiao didn't pay attention to what Edward would do at all, but said: "I asked Philip to study these days, and now it's time for Philip to study. Would you like to see how the child is doing?"

Edward's eyes lit up when he heard this, his son?He wants to see him, this is the first meeting between father and son, it's really good.His eye circles were red, because this was the first time he saw the child. How many things did the couple miss about their son over the years?

When he arrived at the place, he happened to meet Feili who was practicing with the class. When he saw those green eyes, Edward wanted to cry suddenly, and tears appeared in his eyes.

And he also knew that he shouldn't cry at this moment, as a big man, how could he cry in front of everyone, even if he cried, he had to find a suitable place, so he could only close his eyes and let the tears disappear.

The reason why he cried was because he found that Fei Li's eyes were really too much like the deceased grandmother, the woman who wanted nothing for her child, the woman who endured humiliation just to keep her son alive, waiting for his son to support him She herself, the woman who committed suicide after sending her son away.

In fact, Edward has never met his grandmother, and his father rarely talked about his mother, which made Edward think that his father had no feelings for his mother.

But it was only later that I realized that this was not the case at all. Before his death, Edward's father talked to his son about the regrets he left behind. As a son, he could not protect the mother who gave birth to him and raised him.

In the end, my father was still unwilling. What did the family do wrong?They are all honest people, why does God hit this family again and again?In the end, his father cherished it very much and left Edward a small pendant, on which his mother smiled like a flower when she was a girl.

Edward originally only knew that his father had offended a certain nobleman and fled to this land, so he should remember not to leave this land easily.It was not until his father died that he told his only son everything about his family.

Speaking of which, Edward's ancestor was a knight of nobles, barely on the edge of nobles. Although the family is not rich and powerful, compared with the people at the bottom, it is definitely a good life.

The family lived very happily, but this happy life was finally broken, and the fundamental reason was that Edward's grandmother was a very beautiful woman.

Once when Edward's grandmother was out, she happened to be spotted by a certain nobleman, and wanted to make her a wife as his mistress, but what he didn't expect was that the beauty didn't want to, and she didn't like being a lover.

As a result, her husband died when he went out, and the mother and son lost the guarantee of life. At that time, Edward's father was still young, only about to be eight years old, and the mother and son felt that the sky had fallen.

And at this moment, the nobleman found the beauty again and asked her to be his mistress, otherwise the person who would die again would be her son, and the beauty suddenly realized that all of this was to make her submit.

She hated it when she knew it, and had the idea of ​​revenge.But is it possible to take revenge on that nobleman?There is no way to retaliate, because she doesn't have the ability to retaliate, and she has a son to raise, how can she retaliate?I'm afraid that the mother and son will die together.

It doesn't matter if she dies, but her son is the crystallization of love between her and her husband. After losing her husband, she is unwilling to lose her son again. He is still young and has infinite possibilities.

She and her husband are really loving couples, and they don't want to be other people's lovers.But because of this, her husband lost his life and forced her with his son's life. What he did was really disgusting, but he had to show a humiliating smile.

She lived humiliatingly, raised her son and found a chance to let him go. Edward's father was still young at that time, and he didn't know that her mother had to be the mistress she hated most before because of him, just to be able to Give him a chance to survive.

A mother knows very well that a child in infancy is losing the protection of his family, and his fate will never be better, so she gave up on herself and gave the only child the opportunity to leave when he grows up.

When Edward's father grew up, there were a lot of right and wrong. Some people would point and point at the child's back, which caused the grown-up child to only think about leaving his mother early.

At this time, he never thought about whether his mother was willing to live that kind of life. The matter of his mother really made him feel entangled, and he was even very vigilant towards women.

An accident happened to his father, and his mother committed herself to the nobility, and it happened right in front of his eyes. It was obvious that his parents loved each other very much before, but after his father died, his mother found another man, which made him somewhat disdainful.Coupled with the yin and yang of other people, it made him not live well.

He vowed to leave his mother when he had the ability, even though she was still that gentle woman, but he didn't want to see her from the bottom of his heart, and decided to leave that place when he had the ability.

After knowing his decision, the mother's eyes were very strange, and she said with tears: "You must live well, your father has always hoped that you will be better."

The child was very angry when he heard what his mother said, because he felt that his mother was not qualified to talk about his father. Fortunately, he remembered that he didn't know how long it would take to come back after he left, so he didn't feel awkward and didn't get angry.

The mother also took out a sum of money, saying that it was left by the father and let him take it away.He didn't want it at all, and directly said that what his mother gave was from nobles, he thought it was dirty.

The mother's smile disappeared for a while, and there were tears in her eyes. After a while, she smiled tiredly again, and said, "This is specially saved by your father for you. At that time, he gave it to you alone every month." Stay, not many."

In the end, he was a little angry and took the gold coins away. After he left, he still felt his mother watching him. Finally, he looked back and saw his mother leaning against the door, crying. Seeing that he turned around, his mother didn't wipe away the tears, and suddenly smiled, that With a bright smile, he waved to him.

Even though he was blaming his mother in his heart, he was a little dazed when he saw that smile, because that smile was very beautiful, and his green eyes shone like emeralds under the infiltration of tears, and it took him a lot of effort to decide. go far.

During this farewell, he never saw his real mother again, and he never thought that after he left, his mother would leave this world without any regrets.She has long been tired of living, and living is too tiring.

It was several years later that he found out that his mother said that he was sick after he left and was unwilling to eat, and eventually died of starvation. After hearing this news, he suddenly couldn't accept this reality. He didn't understand that his mother would die?
If it was said that he was young and energetic before and didn't understand his mother's situation at all, then after working hard outside for several years, he still understands his mother's difficulties in his heart and looks forward to seeing his relatives.

But because he knew very well that he had been disrespectful to his mother, he didn't dare to inquire about some mother's news, so he just delayed until he got the news, and he really became an orphan.

Later, I met a generous elder, and learned from that elder the reason why my mother died: the mother had to be someone else's lover because of him, and when she found out that her son could stand on his own, she didn't want to live long ago Mother died.

At this time, he suddenly realized why the mother who used to love to laugh gradually lost her smile?Why would she be someone else's mistress?He hated his mother because of this before, and the person who has the least right to despise his mother in this world is his drag.

Without him, she would have been innocent long ago.So what right did he have to despise his mother?Recalling the last time, he knelt on the ground and wept loudly.

But it was too late. Because he disliked his mother before, he didn't want to take anything from his mother as a souvenir. This discovery made him extremely sad.

Edward got the news about his grandmother from his father, and he was very shocked. This is a woman who worked hard for her child, and he admired that woman.

If one day he also dies for some reason, I hope his wife will not die immediately, because the children have not grown up yet and need the care of the elders.

If the wife did the same thing as the grandmother, he would not blame the wife, but would thank her for not giving up the child, thank her for her sacrifice.

Of course, Edward also cherishes his own life even more. The experience of his grandmother and grandfather told him that he must have strength, otherwise not only would he die, but his wife and children would live a miserable life.

Even though he has never met his grandmother, it does not hinder Edward's admiration for his grandmother. It is difficult for a woman to do that step, and he will be so excited when he sees a pair of very familiar green eyes.

After seeing Edward, Feili took a look with somewhat vigilant eyes. In his opinion, this tall and strong man was really weird. Fortunately, Ling Xiao was present, otherwise he would have run away.

Even so, when he stood, his body leaned towards Ling Xiao. These days, he has always had a good impression of the people of Guangming Academy, and the person he is most grateful to is Ling Xiao.

This dean is really capable, which is why he unconsciously approaches Ling Xiao when he encounters danger and the unknown, because he trusts her and feels at ease.

He didn't have any idea of ​​getting close to Edward at all, because he didn't know him, and the other party was still staring at him, the child naturally felt a little scared, and wanted to hide behind Ling Xiao.

Edward wanted to cry when he saw Fili just now. It was because he saw those familiar eyes. After trying to hold back the tears, his eye circles were still a little red. He stood there trying to keep a straight face, but he didn't want to cry immediately.

But because of that very serious face, remembering that this is his son, he felt that he should smile at his son for a moment, making the child feel very kind. The facial expression was a little distorted, which made Philip a little scared.

It felt like this man was staring at him all the time, making the sensitive Fei Li move closer to Ling Xiao again. Fortunately, Ling Xiao was still present, and Fei Li was a little nervous, but not to the point of running away.

Ling Xiao raised his hand and stroked Fei Li's hair. The kid's hair was limp, and he said softly, "Fei Li, don't be afraid. I'll introduce you to an elder."

Philip was a little more courageous at the moment. He looked up at Edward. He didn't know him, so he looked at him with some hesitation, but still couldn't remember, so he said, "Dean, I don't know him. Who is he?"

Ling Xiao couldn't help but smiled, "He is your relative, but he didn't know where you lived before, otherwise he would have found you and lived with you, and you can live better."

After hearing this, Fili's green eyes lit up. As a child who was not expected by his mother, he hoped that more people would like him from the bottom of his heart.

He knew that other children had not only mothers, but also fathers and other relatives, but he only had one mother, so he also had relatives?Thinking of this, he laughed.

Seeing his son's smile, Edward felt that his whole body was going to fly. He really felt the blood connection. This smile is really beautiful.

Although he liked another child in the family before, it was obviously not as good as this child. This child was his favorite, and it was so simple that he wanted to watch the child grow up.

Naturally, he also saw that Fei Li looked very thin, and the thought of his son being calculated like this made him very angry. Didn't Wei Sha think that others couldn't see the problem, so he was so arrogant?
Ah!Think you can do whatever you want in a small town with just a few lovers?They were all men from other places, and even a dragon had to lie on their stomachs. Thinking of the hostility on Edward's body here, Philip felt a little scared, so he approached Ling Xiao quietly.

Ling Xiao naturally saw the change in Edward. She understood Edward's anger very well, and she couldn't feel any fear at all, but she felt that Philip was a little scared, so she glanced at Edward. Didn't she see that the little cutie was too frightened?
Edward immediately relaxed when he saw it. He bent down and said softly to the child, "Philip, do you want to have a chance to study with the dean in the future?"

(End of this chapter)