Tibetan beads

Chapter 535 I don't deserve it

The queen remembered that it happened when she first arrived in the capital.

She was born in her ancestral home and went to Beijing with her parents when she was ten years old.The aristocratic girls in the capital look down on her as a "native girl" from the countryside.Whenever she went out with her mother, girls of the same age were playing together, and she watched alone.

The elder sister of the Liu family met at that time. She didn't dislike her and took her to play with her.With the help of Liu's sister, she gradually integrated into the circle of ladies in the capital.

Concubine Liu laughed and mocked: "Sister Dong, you really are a local girl from the country, you are too easy to deceive! Just saying a few words can not only show her kindness, but also give her a way to obey her words." Why not do it? Well, I don’t really blame you, my sister is used to superficiality, except for the family who knows a thing or two, who doesn’t praise her?”

The queen's face became paler.The time interval was too long, and the memories of her childhood only left her with a beautiful shadow, but she never expected that there would be such a filth behind her.

Concubine Liu continued: "It's just that she was wrong this time. I thought you were just a green leaf to set off her, but I didn't expect you to impress those noble ladies so quickly. She usually pretends to be a talented woman, but she is not as good as you. Little follower. What about burning incense and tea, you always learn quickly and well, and the limelight is gradually overshadowing her, why don't you think she hates you?"

Speaking of this, Concubine Liu sighed: "If you want me to say, you are indeed her nemesis. You don't have to deliberately fight for what she wants with all her heart. Whether it's reputation or popularity, the number of people in the palace is still very important. Yes..." She glanced forward.

Emperor Mingde said coldly: "Since she doesn't care about me, why should I care who I like?"

Concubine Liu laughed, her eyes teasing: "Brother Qing, you really don't understand a woman's mind at all. It doesn't matter if she likes you or not, anyway, you can't like others. It's best to put her in your heart all your life, just like you did when you were a child." Always take care of her and accommodate her, and go through fire and water for her."

Hearing this, both the emperor and the empress frowned, Xu Yin retorted unceremoniously: "What is a woman's mind? She is indifferent and selfish, do you think all women in the world are indifferent and selfish?"

Concubine Liu didn't dare to make trouble in front of her, she shrank her gaze, and avoided the topic: "Sister Dong, think about it carefully, what was the specific situation when she rescued you?"

Speaking of this incident, the queen's memory is both deep and vague.She is still aware of the fear that her life is hanging by a thread, but other things have been diluted instead.

I remember that there was also a banquet held by a certain family that day. I don't know if it was a game of chess or guessing. She lost a game and was sent to pick lotus by the lake.

The lotus was a little far from the shore, and she tried her best to reach it, but something knocked her waist and fell into the lake.

She was struggling in the lake, and before she passed out, she saw Sister Liu's panic-stricken face on the shore, and was rescued by the person she called over.

The queen's face became paler and paler. She had always been preconceived. When she heard Liu's call, she thought she was looking for her...

"Remember?" Concubine Liu looked at her, "She wanted to push you into the water to vent her anger, but you saw her face, so she could only pretend to save you. But you fool, really put her As a lifesaver."

Speaking of this, Concubine Liu couldn't help sighing: "My sister died early, otherwise you would all be played by her. She gave birth to that child, and we originally wanted to send it to the countryside far away, but my sister said, life They were all born, and they must come in handy, so she wrote a sincere letter and sent it to Tongyang with the child..."

Empress Qiqi showed an expression that she couldn't bear to recall.

That letter could be described as tears of blood every word, and it also brought them into a normal relationship between husband and wife and fell to the freezing point. One felt guilty and remorseful, and the other was kidnapped by kindness.

"I have to say, my elder sister is really far-reaching. Who would have thought that the Great Zhou imperial family would be in a slump, but the Yan family would become stronger and stronger. If it weren't for the last chess mistake, my Liu family would be invaluable."

That's right, if it wasn't for Yan Cheng's stupidity, the country that their family worked so hard to conquer would have fallen into the hands of Liu's descendants.

The emperor and empress were silent, and the atmosphere in the hall became gloomy.

But Xu Yin couldn't listen anymore: "Oh, what a wise man with far-sightedness and foresight, he's just a complete idiot."

She turned to Concubine Liu and said unceremoniously: "Emperor Dezong is cowardly and incompetent, but His Majesty is talented. At the beginning she abandoned His Majesty and took Dezong, which shows that she is short-sighted and has no ability to know people. Moreover, she intended to enter the palace but was incapable of knowing." I just want to come up with such indecent tricks as drugging, what is the result? I barely entered the palace, but ruined my body, and became a ghost under the spring without enjoying the glory and wealth for a few years. Do you think she is far-reaching? "

Concubine Liu opened her mouth to return, but was blocked.

Xu Yin continued: "Just imagine, if she hadn't made trouble at the beginning, what would happen today? The first possibility is that Your Majesty and Empress will get married smoothly, and she can also choose a good husband. With years of affection, today's situation will definitely rise. .”

"The second possibility is that she and His Majesty get married smoothly, then she is the one who sits on the throne of empress today, and the elder brother becomes the legitimate son, and the future emperor comes from the Liu family's blood."

"There is a third possibility. After she conceives, she will give birth to the child properly and send it to Tongyang. The elder brother has not suffered from abortion, so he will not be congenitally deficient. So it is still uncertain who will win and who will win today."

After finishing speaking, Xu Yin felt a little sympathetic to them: "She didn't seize any of the three opportunities, and now the Liu clan has been wiped out, and even the last few living members of the clan have been beheaded by her son. Because of such a daughter as her, she ended up with no blood, you think she is far-reaching? It's really smoke from the ancestral grave!"

Concubine Liu was ashamed by what she said.She has very complicated feelings for this sister. On the one hand, she hates her for dragging herself into the water. The past 20 years seem to be her shadow.On the other hand, she was proud of her plan, and both of them were played around.Now that Xu Yin said it mercilessly, he felt dissatisfied, but also vaguely happy, and finally lost all thoughts.

Liu Jiulang, who survived the catastrophe, died, Liu Xi'er died, plus her... The Liu family is over, completely over.

So what if the organs are exhausted?Even people are dead and clean, and everything becomes empty.

Emperor Mingde sighed and looked at Yan Cheng: "What else do you want to say?"

Yan Cheng's thinking was completely overturned after hearing these old things, his eyes were now loose, and he no longer had the confidence he had when he came here.

He originally thought that it was the empress who was sorry for his mother, and he was supposed to be the son of the eldest son, so although today's behavior is disgraceful, it makes sense.But when Concubine Liu said this, he was more than just being unreasonable, he was simply taking advantage of the magpie's nest.

His birth was due to the conspiracy of his biological mother, his frailty was due to the selfishness of his biological mother, his father never thought of marrying his biological mother, and his mother was a complete victim.

Yan Cheng couldn't help looking at the queen: "Mother..."

The queen was disheartened, and turned her head away: "I am not worthy to be your mother."

Yan Cheng's heart trembled, thinking of the sentence he asked earlier: Are you worthy of being my mother?
Now the queen answered him.

But he just felt cold all over.

In the silence, the palace door was pushed open again.

It was raining continuously at night outside, and the figure appearing at the door surprised everyone.

"Little Second?"

"Aling!"

　I woke up yesterday as if I hadn’t slept. I felt extremely sleep-deprived, so I lay back again...I’ll catch up on sleep later, hoping to fall asleep smoothly.

　　
　
(End of this chapter)